When I was young, I made many wrong choices. By me being so disobedient, Lucifer stole my mind and my thoughts. He had me on "lock down" in my mind for 47 years. I was thinking my body belonged to me; but in actuality, my body belongs to Him. It's not about me; it's all about the Lord. I believe the devil thought he had me for life, but he underestimated the plan of God. When I was in the world, my heart was full of deceit, and my eyes and heart were full of lust. Turning out women was a game to me. I was trying to fill the emptiness inside, by going from woman to woman having sex. (a temporary fix). Most of the time, I was involved with two different women at the same time, Cheating came naturally to me. The passion was so hot, it was like a burning flame out of control; to the 97th floor. The fire department can't get to the fire fast enough to put it out!
In most gay relationships, the "love"; emotions are very strong between lovers. That's why it's HARD to break away from same-sex relationships; the love is so intense, it's a stronghold. If a gay woman or man wants to live for Jesus, and give up EVERYTHING, that's the person's choice. However, Satan had such a hold on Me, he didn't want to let me go; he wanted me to stay addicted to the gay lifestyle; to be a stud (living as a man).
There was a time in my life when I thought I was born gay. Now I know I had to be born again and set free by the blood of Jesus. I found my way back to the Lord. I had faith, surrendered, asked for forgiveness, was baptized into repentance, picked up my cross and followed Him and began living holy. When I started reading the Word daily, being obedient to it, hearing and doing the Word. Coming to Jesus was the best choice I could have ever made.
I'm telling my testimony; I'm not gay anymore, Jesus saved me. What He's done for me He can do the same thing for you too. I want to live and not die. I heard His voice on May-27-07, saying, "Remember not ye not the former thing,neither consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing, now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it.