It's a great life. But even Marina admits that sometimes a person can lose sight of reality, go a little crazy, lose control - "When you start to feel that desire - when you start to formulate concrete, doable plans to actually in-person meet the obsession, warning bells should go off. This is a dangerous desire. Trust me. I would say that it's something to be exorcised immediately when it occurs - but once it occurs, you don't want to exorcise it. All you want to do is to meet him. And sometimes the lengths that you will go to, well . . . they can be lengthy, indeed."