Am I Dead Yet?: A story of addiction and the power of hope

Endless lines of coke, and enough alcohol to kill most people. A fractured skull, two rapes, five broken hearts, and cancer. Most people would never make it out alive ... then there's Heather Gaines.


Heather survived it all-and so much more-in this triumphant story of a life once stolen by drugs, booze, and some very dangerous choices.


Am I Dead Yet? chronicles the life of Heather Gaines, a carefree California teen who is torn away from her beloved alcoholic father, only to become one herself. From her adventurous globetrotting career as a yacht chef through her years in the restaurant business, her substance abuse escalated to frightening levels, teetering her on the edge of death too many times to count. But she always believed there was HOPE.


Again and again, Heather's earthy sense of humor and remarkably resilient character pull her through innumerable situations fraught with danger and uncertainty, from the US to the Caribbean to the Mediterranean. Few people could have survived what she did, yet today she is a healthy, beautiful, grateful woman who views every new day as a precious gift. 


A compelling, inspirational must-read for anyone (or the loved one of anyone) struggling with a drug or alcohol problem. 

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Am I Dead Yet?: A story of addiction and the power of hope

Endless lines of coke, and enough alcohol to kill most people. A fractured skull, two rapes, five broken hearts, and cancer. Most people would never make it out alive ... then there's Heather Gaines.


Heather survived it all-and so much more-in this triumphant story of a life once stolen by drugs, booze, and some very dangerous choices.


Am I Dead Yet? chronicles the life of Heather Gaines, a carefree California teen who is torn away from her beloved alcoholic father, only to become one herself. From her adventurous globetrotting career as a yacht chef through her years in the restaurant business, her substance abuse escalated to frightening levels, teetering her on the edge of death too many times to count. But she always believed there was HOPE.


Again and again, Heather's earthy sense of humor and remarkably resilient character pull her through innumerable situations fraught with danger and uncertainty, from the US to the Caribbean to the Mediterranean. Few people could have survived what she did, yet today she is a healthy, beautiful, grateful woman who views every new day as a precious gift. 


A compelling, inspirational must-read for anyone (or the loved one of anyone) struggling with a drug or alcohol problem. 

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Am I Dead Yet?: A story of addiction and the power of hope

Am I Dead Yet?: A story of addiction and the power of hope

by Heather Howard Gaines
Am I Dead Yet?: A story of addiction and the power of hope

Am I Dead Yet?: A story of addiction and the power of hope

by Heather Howard Gaines

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Overview

Endless lines of coke, and enough alcohol to kill most people. A fractured skull, two rapes, five broken hearts, and cancer. Most people would never make it out alive ... then there's Heather Gaines.


Heather survived it all-and so much more-in this triumphant story of a life once stolen by drugs, booze, and some very dangerous choices.


Am I Dead Yet? chronicles the life of Heather Gaines, a carefree California teen who is torn away from her beloved alcoholic father, only to become one herself. From her adventurous globetrotting career as a yacht chef through her years in the restaurant business, her substance abuse escalated to frightening levels, teetering her on the edge of death too many times to count. But she always believed there was HOPE.


Again and again, Heather's earthy sense of humor and remarkably resilient character pull her through innumerable situations fraught with danger and uncertainty, from the US to the Caribbean to the Mediterranean. Few people could have survived what she did, yet today she is a healthy, beautiful, grateful woman who views every new day as a precious gift. 


A compelling, inspirational must-read for anyone (or the loved one of anyone) struggling with a drug or alcohol problem. 


Product Details

ISBN-13: 9780578731667
Publisher: Heather Gaines
Publication date: 08/10/2020
Sold by: Barnes & Noble
Format: eBook
Pages: 259
File size: 2 MB

Table of Contents

Table of ContentsCHILDHOOD

Square One

Not a Good Fit

Drunk Dad

The Great Cough Medicine Caper

What the Babysitter Knew

Cold Duck

By Popular Demand

The Call

A Round Peg in a Square Hole

Amy

The BFD About the DMV ID

On the "Up" Escalator

Prom


YOUNG ADULTHOOD

College (or not)

The Gainesville Part

Russ

Hurricane Warning

Back to the Beach

The Last Temptation of Richard

Collateral Damage

The First DUI


YACHTING CAREER

Learning the Ropes

Stranger Danger

Yo-Ho-Ho and Too Many Bottles of Rum

Little Rascal: Lost in the Soup

Little Rascal: The Hoity-Toities

The Floating Clorox® Bottle

Sex Toys & the Art of Climbing Palm Trees

Privilege: The Chinese Fire Drill

The Iceman

The Iceman Cometh Back

Captain Sam & Feeding the Bigwigs

Dysfunction Junction: Him Again

Fallen Angel

Hitting the Slopes with You-Know-Who

The Rules of Engagement

S/V Rocky: Daddy Issues

S/V Rocky: Knee-Deep

S/V Rocky: Disengagement

Finish Line: Not Until the Fat Lady Sings

Finish Line: Terrorist for a Day

Finish Line: Accidents Will Happen

Goldmine, and Captain Sam Redux

Am I Dead Yet?

The Bad Penny

Melon Man

The Light Bulb Explodes

Good Jamie

Bad Jamie

Sam, Sam, the Married Man

Same Shit, Different Day

The Second DUI

Mom


RESTAURANT CAREER

Rape, Rape, Rehab: Rich

Rape, Rape, Rehab: The Black Tornado Drain

Rape, Rape, Rehab: Heather, Interrupted

The Third DUI

How to Backslide in 3 Easy Steps

Jail Time

Old Habits Die Really, Really Hard

For the Love of Rumple Minze

The Two Faces of PJ

Dale

Pegasus Takes Flight

Swirling Around the Drain

The Rat Hotel

The Wheels Start Coming Off

Part-time Jobs, Full-time Addict

Last Days


REDEMPTION

The Bottom, Coming Into View

Fired, Hired and Fried

Does This Make Me Look Fat?

Do-or-Die Time

Calling All Angels

Slip and Fall

You Can't Turn a Pickle Back into a Cucumber

Becoming Sober: Baby Steps

Becoming Sober: The "Ick"

Becoming Sober: Progress, Not Perfection

Becoming Sober: Working the Program

Toe in the Water


CANCER

Cancer, Schmancer

Laughter Is Not the Best Medicine-Morphine Is

Humans Make Plans... God Laughs

St. Clay and The Hooker Sloth

Miracle on 43rd Street

Gentlemen, Start Your Drips

I Just Had Chemo, What's Your Excuse?

Double Your Chemo, Double Your Pain

All Clear

The Ripple Effect


EPILOGUE

Where to Get Help

Then and Now

Heather's Design for Living

Whatever Happened To...

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