Renee moves in and out of hospitals, sometimes able to eat only tea and spinach, or apples and spinach, because “‘The System forbade anything else.” She regresses to a state resembling infancy, and she experiences intense despair, although she always describes her experiences with a pitiless and remarkable calm, as though she has observed herself from a great distance. And all the while she is sustained by the attention and understanding of her analyst, Marguerite Sechehaye, who has contributed an illuminating Afterword to her story.
This harrowing and unforgettable work is a classic in the literature of mental illness.
With a foreword by Frank Conroy.
|Publisher:||Penguin Publishing Group|
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|Age Range:||18 Years|
About the Author
Frank Conroy was born in 1936 and graduated from Haverford College in 1958. He was director of the prestigious Writers' Workshop. Conroy wrote an autobiography Stop-Time, published in 1967, and his collection of stories, Midair, was published in 1985. His work has appeared in the New Yorker, Esquire, GQ, Harper’s Magazine, and Partisan Review.
Table of ContentsAutobiography of a Schizophrenic GirlTranslator's Preface
Part I: The Story
1. Appearance of the First Feelings of Unreality
2. The Struggle Against Unreality Begins
4. I Go into Psychoanalysis and Find a Mama
5. I Enter the System
6. The System Gives Me Orders and Things Begin to Come to Life
7. I Am Hospitalized; the System Persists and I Risk Losing Mama
8. I Sink into Unreality
9. After a Beneficial Trip and Acute Crisis Confounds Me
10. My First Double: The Little Monkey
11. The Miracle of the Apples
12. I Learn to Know My Body
13. Mama's Other Patients; All My Self-Destructive Energies Are Unleashed
14. Mama Is Busy with Baby Ezekiel
15. I Enter Mama's Body and Am Reborn in Ezekiel
16. I Become Firmly Established in Wonderful Reality
Part II: The Interpretation
17. Stages in Ego Disintegration / Development of the Pathological Perception of Reality / Defense Mechanisms of the Psychotic Ego / Oral Sources of the Feeling of Reality / New Trauma amd Massive Regression of the Ego to the Fetal Phase
18. Stages in Ego Reconstruction / Symbolic Realization of the Fetal Phase as the Beginning of Ego Reconstruction / Creation of a New "Imago" / Imitative Process in the Service of Ego Formation / Construction of the Body Ego / Affective Bases in the Structuration of the Real
19. Conclusions / Value of Symbolic Realization in Formative Mechanicms of the Ego / A Dynamic Conception of the Process of Disintegration in Schizophrenia