Back in the Rancher's Arms

Back in the Rancher's Arms

by Elsie Davis

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ISBN-13: 9781640635128
Publisher: Entangled Publishing, LLC
Publication date: 04/09/2018
Sold by: Macmillan
Format: NOOK Book
Pages: 217
Sales rank: 268,887
File size: 2 MB

About the Author

Elsie Davis discovered the world of romance at the age of twelve when she began avidly reading Barbara Cartland, and she’s been hooked eversince. An award-winning author, she writes contemporary romance and romantic suspense. Elsie writes from her heart, hoping to share a little love in a big world.

Three daughters, four grandchildren, and her own hero husband,keep her extremely busy when she’s not glued to the keyboard. She loves Caribbean cruises and the great outdoors.

Indoors, she enjoys a toasty fire, a glass of red wine, and ofcourse, a great romance with a guaranteed Happily-Ever-After.

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Kayla stepped out of her SUV and barely missed a steamy pile of horse manure. Too bad she couldn't avoid the crap she would step into coming home. She couldn't not come to her cousin's wedding, even if it meant facing Dylan for the first time in years, and it was time to break the news of the partnership she'd been offered to her parents.

She popped open the rear door and picked up her bags, careful not to lean against the dusty frame. The wheels of the heavy suitcase kept catching on small pebbles as she dragged it down the driveway to the front porch, balancing the garment bag across her shoulder. She entered the old house, the screen door slamming behind her.

"Mom, I'm home," she called out loud enough to wake the neighbors, even if they were a good half mile away. It was the only way to be heard above the noise of the oversize fan that sounded more like a John Deere tractor barreling through the living room.

Nothing in the room had changed since her last visit home at Christmas, but then, it never changed. Old furniture with faded fabric. Throw rugs covered scuffed and cracked wood floors. The baby cradle and wooden rocker handcrafted by her great-grandfather.

Three generations of Anderson family portraits lined up in a row, hung on the wall. Their calm faces judging. Always judging. Just like her parents.

And then there was her picture. The one who dared to leave.

"Mom. Dad. Anyone here?" she called again, this time from the base of the stairs leading up to the second floor.

"Kayla?" Her mother came through the kitchen door with a large bouquet of fresh-cut daylilies in one hand, the other arm wide and waiting.

Kayla inwardly chuckled when she saw her mother's outfit. White stars the size of Texas duplicated themselves all over the bright-red pantsuit; the homemade eyesore one of Kayla's least favorites.

"I can't believe you're here. And for a whole week. It's been a long time since you've been home." Her mother pulled her into a tight hug, but not before Kayla saw the mist in her eyes.

"It's good to see you, too. You know how it is, school and work keep me crazy busy. And being the new assistant at the vet clinic means low man on the totem pole when it comes to time off." Not to mention Riverbend, Texas, wasn't on her list of favorite places.

"I'm looking forward to when you graduate and move back home. The distance issue will be a thing of the past when you open a clinic in town. I thought when you got into vet school I'd see you more often since it's only a few hours away, but I understand."

Her understanding wouldn't last to the end of the weeklong visit. "Hmmm. Thanks."

"Let me put these daylilies in water and get the Elephant Ears out of the oven. I made them just for you." Her mother paused at the door and glanced down the hall before entering the kitchen.

Puzzled, Kayla followed. "Yummm. I can't wait."

"I wasn't expecting you this early."

The familiar smell of vanilla and maple filled the room. Her stomach rumbled in anticipation of her favorite pastry. It was a popular treat, especially at state fairs, but no one could make them as good as her mother.

"I told you I'd be home around one. I'm only thirty minutes early."

"Perfect timing for a fresh, hot batch right out of the oven." Her mother moved the baked flat dough from the oven to the baker's rack. "Big and puffy, just the way you like them."

"Great. They smell amazing. Where's Dad?" Kayla asked, happy to have sidestepped the moving home comment.

"With the drought, nothing much makes him happy anymore. But finding out you were coming home for a week, well, that's made him happier than I've seen him in a good long time. He's probably still in the barn. I'll send ... "Her mother's gaze darted over Kayla's shoulder, toward the kitchen door. A flicker of guilt flashed across her face.

"Send who?" Kayla asked.

"Ummm, nothing. I forgot something is all."

She picked up a warm pastry and blew on it. One bite, and her mouth exploded with the delicious taste of maple. Warm, sweet, and wonderful.

"Hmmm. These are as delicious as I remembered."

"I've got your favorite toppings. Chocolate and bananas."

"Then I'd have to wait until they cool." She laughed. "Maybe on the second one."

She often wondered about the secret ingredient her mother used, but every time she asked, the answer was always the same. Love.

"I'm glad you like them. There's something I need to tell you since you're here." Tight lines formed across her mother's forehead.

"Is everything okay?" Her mother sounded nervous, and it was unsettling.

"The thing is I didn't know he, I mean he —" Her mother's gaze shifted to the right, past Kayla.

"She's trying to tell you I'm here."

A wave of heat coursed through her veins. Her stomach pitched like it was falling from the top of the Grand Canyon into the deepest part of the ravine.

Dylan. Damn it. Dylan.

She swung around to face her first love. The man she'd given her virginity to. The man she'd been all too willing to give up her dreams to be with forever. The man who'd ripped her heart to pieces when he walked away and then betrayed her in the worst way possible.

He was the man who'd managed to get both her and her ex-best friend, Becky, pregnant.

"What are you doing here?" Contempt dripped from her voice, but the words fell flat. Five years to prepare a scathing remark and none of them surfaced to rip his heart out, to give him a small taste of the pain she'd felt when he walked away.

The urge to hurt overrode years of determined effort to forget him and move on. One small setback. She took a deep breath and tried to refocus her energy, to return to the hard-won inner peace she'd carved out for herself.

"Hello to you, too, Kayla." His familiar grin mocked her. "But to answer your question, I'm fixing the roof."

Tall, dark, and better than an Elephant Ear. Nothing puffy about him. Bulging pecs filled his T-shirt and made it look like it came from the boys' department. Rock-hard triceps stretched the cotton short sleeves to the limit. Jeans that dipped low in the front, weighed down by a large silver buckle with the letter H emblazoned across it.

Hunter. A few other H words came to mind. Handsome. Hunk. Hot. The list went on. History. Hurt. Hell.

And heartache. Don't forget the heartache.

It wasn't fair. She wanted him to be out of shape or balding, anything other than I-still-want-you sexy.

"Does it have to be done now? Maybe you can come back in a week?" Anything, as long as he didn't stay here. It was bad enough she'd have to deal with him at her cousin's wedding, anything else was beyond the realm of acceptable torture.

She was over Dylan, but it didn't mean she was ready to play nice. And it didn't mean her body had gotten the over-him message.

"I asked him to fix the roof, honey," her mother chimed in.

She shot her mother a pleading look. After all these years, surely her mother wasn't still holding out hope for her and Dylan to make peace with one another. But then again, she'd always liked Dylan, even when he'd broken Kayla's heart and walked away, her mother had defended him. But then again, her mother didn't have all the facts. No one did.

Resentment burned like bile. This wasn't the time or place to unload on the man she'd once thought of as her knight in shining armor but who had turned out to be nothing more than a self-serving rat. But it didn't have to stop her from taking back some of the dignity he'd stolen.

She plastered a smile across her face and looked squarely at her mother, fighting the urge to look at Dylan. A quick escape upstairs was her best bet to avoid the current situation. She picked up the garment bag, slung it over her shoulder, and reached for the large suitcase. "Right. I'll just take these up to my room." She was hoping Dylan would take the hint and leave.

"See you soon, Kayla," Dylan said before turning back to her mother. "Mary, the roof's mostly done, and I'll finish it up tomorrow morning. Thanks for the Elephant Ears. Derek and I always appreciate them."

Kayla paused at the doorway.

Since when had her mother started cooking for the Hunter brothers? And how dare Dylan ignore her request to stay away? He knew why she didn't want him here. At least half the reason anyway. What is he up to?

"If the roof is mostly fixed, there's no urgency. The forecast isn't calling for rain, so I'm sure you can leave it until after the wedding. It's going to be hectic around here, and having a repairman underfoot will only add to the stress." Kayla looked Dylan straight in the eye, challenging him to contradict her.

"Kayla," her mother choked out.

"It's okay, Mary," Dylan said. His intense gaze fixed on Kayla. "I'm not a repairman. I'm a friend of the family, and I'm fixing the roof to help my neighbors. And even though it hasn't rained in a long time, a storm can pop up without warning. You won't be able to get rid of me easily until after Saturday. No matter how much you want me gone," he added, his voice flat and final.

Kayla glanced uneasily at the stairs, eying her escape before she turned back to Dylan. Her curiosity slid into overdrive.

"Why not?"

If Dylan was going to be blatant, then so was she. She wasn't a naive schoolgirl anymore — her days of agreeing with him simply to earn his approval were over long ago.

"Haven't you heard?" The first hint of a smile tugged at his lips. Whatever he was going to say wouldn't be good. Kayla kept quiet, waiting for the proverbial cowboy boot to drop.

"I'm the best man at the wedding. I guess it's lucky for you I live next door, or I'd be sleeping in the guest room next to you."

Kayla closed her eyes and drew in a deep and ragged breath, trying to stop the rollercoaster of emotion rushing through her veins. Her heart galloped wildly out of control. No way. This couldn't be happening.

Best Man. Maid of Honor.

What the hell were her cousin and Ethan thinking?

Ethan, Casey, Dylan, Randy, and Tommy, otherwise known as the Fearless Five, always stuck together, but Ethan and his cousin, Casey, were like brothers. She'd mistakenly assumed he'd be the best man when she'd agreed to be maid of honor.

"Why is Ethan settling for second best? Is Casey unavailable?" She saw no reason to hide her disdain.

A pained look crossed Dylan's face. "Casey died in Afghanistan over a year ago. Guess you're stuck with me."

A sick feeling landed with a thud in the middle of her chest.

"What?" she gasped. "Casey?" She rubbed her arms, seeking warmth and comfort, anything to shield her from the truth of Dylan's callously delivered news. She looked to her mom for confirmation.

"I'm sorry, honey. It's true."

Fun loving, happy-go-lucky Casey is gone.


She didn't come around much, but someone should have told her.

She'd followed the Fearless Five around for years, mostly because of Dylan, but the others had tolerated her presence, and she'd grown fond of them all. It had been like having five big brothers, at least until her feelings for Dylan had changed.

Remorse stuck in her throat, making it almost impossible to speak. The depth of pain in Dylan's voice had been real. Her heart ached for all the guys. Dylan included.

"I'm sorry. I didn't know." She reached out to touch his arm. She didn't have the heart to be mean after hearing the news. The guys must have been devastated, along with the entire town. Casey had been a down-home country boy, a lot like apple pie. He was sweet and could entice anyone who dared to resist his appeal.

It couldn't be any clearer she was no longer a part of the town. She was an outsider and couldn't remember feeling as alone as she did right now.

Strike that. There were two other times in her life she felt this alone, both Dylan's fault. Experience didn't make the pain any less to bear.

Dylan glanced down at her hand on his arm before leveling her with a hard glare.

"There's a lot you don't know. Maybe finally coming home you'll learn some of it." Dylan tipped his hat low, turned, and left.

There's a lot you don't know, either, you two-timing jerk.


Kayla pushed open the door to her bedroom. For one second, it was like stepping into her childhood. Her favorite stuffed animals cluttered the bed. Posters of sexy cowboys lined the walls. A homemade blue denim bedspread covered the double bed, complete with matching curtains. Picture boards were only half covered with childhood photos, the other half were where pictures of Becky had long since been removed.

An empty hook stood out within the darkened space on the wall where a collage of Dylan photos once hung. Photos safely stashed in the back corner of her closet. Hidden from her view and hidden from her heart.

She hadn't planned on seeing a lot of Dylan, except at the wedding, but then she hadn't planned on Sophia getting married at her parents' farm, or him being the best man.

Kayla only ever stayed a matter of days when she visited, because every day longer in town meant a greater chance of running into Dylan or Becky. That was always enough to spur her into action, leaving the farm in a trail of dust reflected in the taillights of her hybrid SUV. No rusty beat-up Ford for her, please and thank you.

But this time she was determined not to let the past spoil her fun or rule her emotions. Dylan being best man would make it harder, but not impossible. She removed the emerald-green dress from the garment bag and carried it to the walk-in closet. She ran her fingers down the silky fabric and held it up against her body to see the reflection in the mirror. It was a gorgeous dress with the front hemline a foot higher than in the back, designed to show off her designer cowgirl boots.

A little class mixed with a little sass.

An image of Dylan dressed in a black tux, his hand on her waist as he led her around the dance floor, popped into her head. In perfect time, the two of them floated across the floor like Prince Charming and Cinderella at the ball. Except in her case, midnight arrived before the ball even started, and Dylan had chosen to dance with someone else.

Seeing Dylan again was playing havoc with her imagination, and it needed to stop. She would partner with Dylan at the wedding for Sophia's sake, but it didn't mean she had to like it.

* * *

Dylan pulled himself up into the saddle and headed for the ranch, giving Thunder his head.

Nothing about seeing Kayla again had gone as planned. He'd given up any claim on her when he walked away, but it hadn't changed his reaction when he'd come face-to-face with her. Desire had surged through his veins, as if the time apart hadn't existed.

Years ago, she'd forced him to see her as a woman, and since then, he hadn't been able to get her out of his mind. He'd always hoped one day she'd come home to stay, back to her roots. But his dream of her return didn't exactly mesh with reality. She'd shown him all too clearly she had no intentions of revisiting the past.

It had been easier to leave the house and give her space, than for them to have a confrontation while her animosity was in overdrive, not to mention with her mother looking on. If he had any chance of renewing their friendship, they would have to talk sometime, but today wasn't the day. And from there, anything else would have to be her decision. Her choice.

Dylan slid off Thunder and tied the horse's reins to the hitching post. He ran his hand down the horse's neck and patted his back. "Good boy. I'll be back in a minute to take care of you." The horse flicked his head as if he understood.

Dylan and Thunder worked together as a team day after day, doing hundreds of jobs on a never-ending list. But right now, the duty that needed his attention the most was one where his steadfast gelding couldn't help. It was a duty that took up more and more of his time lately and not in a good way.

He leaned in through the barn door and hollered. "Derek!" Dylan didn't see or hear his brother and took a few steps inside for a better look. School had been out for almost an hour, and the kid should have already been doing his chores.

The pitchfork lying on the ground meant he'd been here and left. There weren't enough fingers on two hands to count how many times he'd told his brother it was dangerous to leave the damn pitchfork lying on the ground with the prongs facing up. Thirteen years old and he ought to be able to figure it out by now.

"Derek!" he called, anger and frustration rolled into the name. Nothing.

He checked the tack room. It wouldn't be the first time he found him asleep in there.

Most parents would be concerned when their kid disappeared, but Derek made a regular habit of disappearing when there were chores to be done, usually only bothering to show up at suppertime.


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Back in the Rancher's Arms 4.3 out of 5 based on 0 ratings. 9 reviews.
Suze-Lavender More than 1 year ago
Dylan loves Kayla with all his heart. They were teenage sweethearts and Dylan knew Kayla would have stayed at the family farm for him if they'd have stayed together. He let her go, so she could spread her wings and become a veterinarian. This caused a lot of hurt between them, but making sure Kayla would spend her time doing what she loves was his main goal. He never expected Kayla to stay away from home completely because of him. She's the maid of honor at her cousin's wedding, which means she's finally back with her parents for a while. Will Dylan have the chance to rekindle their spark? It took Kayla a long time to pick up the pieces after Dylan destroyed the beautiful thing they had. She isn't ready to spend time with him, but doesn't want to spoil the wedding, so she'll do whatever it takes to keep a good atmosphere. Kayla didn't know Dylan and her parents started working closely together, so it's a big surprise when she finds him on their property every day. Dylan doesn't want to let her go a second time, but she isn't ready to forgive and forget and might never be. Can he convince Kayla he is the one for her? Back in the Rancher's Arms is a heartwarming romantic story. Kayla is kind, smart and sensitive. She has a big heart and will do anything for the people she cares about. She has no idea what's going on between Dylan and her parents, she's been kept out of the loop for years and this initially suited her, but not anymore. Her plan is to become a city vet, but there are many people who love her enough to try and convince her to stay in her hometown once more. Dylan is one of her fans and I was curious to find out what happened between them to make Kayla so reluctant to let him back in. I kept hoping he'd find a way to break down her walls and couldn't read their story quickly enough to see if they'd manage to make things right again. Elsie Davis has written a beautiful story about true love. I enjoyed her fantastic setting. Her vivid descriptions of the countryside are amazing. I could easily picture the farms, the animals and the work that needs to be done. I loved reading about the ranches and instantly fell in love with them. Elsie Davis combines gorgeous surroundings with an interesting love story filled with secrets of the past, misunderstandings and old wounds. I liked the balance between sadness and light, it's exactly right. Back in the Rancher's Arms is a wonderful mesmerizing story that I highly recommend.
Lori-Gonzo More than 1 year ago
What a great debut novel! From the very first few pages, when Dylan said, "She's trying to tell you I'm here," I knew the story was going to be good. There were definitely a lot of feels in this story. Kayla had a lot of pent up hurt, frustration, guilt and love in her heart. Dylan had sadness, guilt, unsure of what he was doing, and love in his heart. Watching the two of them interact and wanting them to discuss everything in their past and make their relationship work was a little disheartening at times. Dylan could be a little rough around the edges and stern, but it seemed Kayla softened him. Then there were the scenes with his younger brother Derek that absolutely made you want to hug Derek for all he was worth. The pain and sadness both Dylan and Derek had and not knowing how to relate to one another really pulled on my heartstrings. But thankfully in the end, their journey comes full circle and they get the happy ending they all deserve, even with a few surprises. I received this book in exchange for an honest review from the publisher through Netgalley.
Splashesintobooks1 More than 1 year ago
This is the first book in a new series and I have to say that I thoroughly enjoyed escaping to Trinity River, getting to know some of the characters in this community - especially Dylan Hunter, the hero for this story. Dylan has been left to bring up his younger brother and run the family ranch. He’s a caring man but struggling to cope with all the pressures. As a teen he loved the girl next door, Kayla Anderson, so much that he encouraged her to follow her dreams of studying to be a vet, hoping she’d soon return home and to him again. However, she has stayed away and is only coming back to be the maid of honour at her cousin’s wedding. He’s hoping they can reconnect as he’s to be the best man but they both have secrets - will their revelations help heal the past and enable them to move on to a future together or drive them apart? The community is the real strength in this story and I look forward to reading more about them all in future stories in this series. There are great characters who it is easy to relate to as they are brought to life within the pages of the story. However a key feature of this story are the plethora of secrets, lies and liars, all told with good motives but they are still lies told both in the past and in the present. Dylan is a real hero, a hard working cowboy striving to create a future for himself and those he loves. I was shocked at some of the secrets being kept, especially by Kayla’s parents, though in some regards they were understandable. If you love second chance romances, I recommend grabbing yourself a copy of this book. I’ll certainly be looking out for more in the series in future. I requested and was lucky enough to be given a copy of this novel, via NetGalley, with no obligation. This is my honest review of the book after choosing to read it.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Absolutely stunning. Kayla Anderson escapes her small hometown with dreams of becoming a veterinarian, leaving her first and only love Dylan Hunter behind. He shattered her heart, but Dylan is the man she's never been able to forget. When Kayla returns home for a wedding, old and new emotions take center stage. I had a soft spot for Dylan's younger brother Derek, who has a good heart but can't seem to stay out of trouble. I hope we hear more about him in future books. I loved every page of this beautifully crafted novel, which transports you to a tight-knit community in small town USA, and brings you on an exhilarating trip to sweet, sigh-worthy romance. **I received an advance copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.
CathyGeha More than 1 year ago
Back in the Rancher’s Arms by Elsie Davis Trinity River #1 Debut novels are a thrill to read because it gives the reader the opportunity to hear the voice of an author that has not been heard before SO I am thankful I got to read Ms. Davis’s first book today. This is a second chance at romance love story that feels a bit like a New Adult novel with big decisions about her future to be made by Kayla Anderson. Should she return to the city to work with small animals when she gets her veterinarian’s license or should she return home to a much smaller town with people she knows but has good and bad history with? Can she trust the first man she ever loved again even though he broke her heart? What I found difficult was that there was so much lack of honest communication between Kayla and Dylan, Kayla and her BFF and Kayla and her parents. I enjoyed the addition of Patches the dog, getting to know Derek and seeing the dynamics between him and his brother and am glad that through communication a HEA was eventually managed for the two main characters. I am now wondering if Becky will be next up for a story in this series. Thank you to NetGalley and Entangled Publishing for the ARC – This is my honest review. 3-4 Stars
Lorizen More than 1 year ago
This is a great debut book from Elsie Davis. I loved the story, I'm a sucker for all things ranch or cowboys, this one nailed both. Kayla is in Veterinary school and almost finished and decided to take a job in the city with a clinic. Her specialty is small animals. Cats, dogs and the like. She is forced to go home to her cousins wedding and having to face her first love Dylan. These two have some serious history and there's so much packed into this story. Dylan was her first, and last as he walked away from her 5 years ago after their first time together and he never looked back. He broke her. Her feelings for Dylan ranged from pain, hurt and betrayal and I have to say so did mine. Dylan wasn't my favorite person in this book. He's running a ranch, trying to raise his 13 year old brother and is basically a hard a@@. It's his way or the highway. There's so much going on behind the scenes here between her parents, especially her father and Dylan and Kayla is clueless. Things she tries to do are thwarted, her father is pressing her to stay without explanation and her parents don't know every detail that happened between her and Dylan before she left, nor what she went through after. She does tell Dylan finally, and Dylan does what he does best. Walks away. I liked Kayla and loved the plot. Kayla and Dylans little brother had a great relationship and she seemed to be good for the young man who needed someone who would spend time with him. Not jus throw chores at him and bark. That's what Dylan did, he barked. Some men wear stubborn well, Dylan wasn't one of them. That said, this is still a great story and I can't believe it's a debut book!! Fantastic job Elsie! I loved it. **advanced reader copy from NetGalley and Entangled for an honest review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.**
Bette313 More than 1 year ago
LOVED this story! It's a sweet second chance story that will melt your heart. Elsie Davis you definitely gained a new fan with this one! Dylan Hunter and Kayla Anderson were high school sweethearts. She was sure they would be together forever. He knew she needed to leave and spread her wings. So he did what he had to do and broke her heart. Never did he think it would take this long for her to return. Kayla left for college and never looked back. Now she's returned and Dylan doesn't plan on letting her get away again. I highly recommend this one.
NikkiWDublin More than 1 year ago
Back in the Rancher's Arms is a GEM! I'm a fan of Nora Roberts and while every author is different, I feel that NR readers would do well to explore this confidently solid author. It's Davis' honest-no-BS storytelling, it has a strong easy sway that is exceptional, and a tone and style that takes us from daily life to the kind of loves and fears that we all know. Kayla and Dylan's second chance story is filled with relatable situations, but what grips me is how it looks at the heart as it really is, how it reacts to some of life's hardest lessons. Kayla's experiences makes for a complex main character but this is a good thing. She's strong, determined, and does what she needs to in order to protect her family, and herself. Her character development is one of the things that captivated me. Dylan is a guy who got under my skin in the best way from the first moment I saw him, unforgettable, so real and vivid, a true love from the get-go. The farm setting with its drought and cowboys is a character in itself, and as a wee girl who couldn't wait to leave her own country home for the city's bright lights, I understand Kayla's gutwrench as her love for the country and the man pulls her back. There's a strong team of characters too, and they help elevate a love story into a living-and-breathing community in the tough beautiful landscape of Texas. A fabulous story with a serious level of readability.
HeyerF4n More than 1 year ago
Second Chances. Kayla has to contend with being in close proximity to the man who broke her heart five years ago when she returns home to attend her cousin’s wedding. He is the reason she intends to stay in the City when she qualifies as a vet..... but can he change her mind. Lots of decisions being made on behalf of others, misdirection and lack of honest communication leading to unnecessary heartbreak. Sweet and clean romance with a HEA. I would be happy to read more by this author. I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.