Table of Contents
Foreword xi
Part 1 The Beginning and the End
1 The Voice Mail or the Doorbell 3
2 Throwing Out the Rulebook 16
3 Seeing Hope 32
4 Deployment Point of View 47
5 Incoming 64
Part 2 Where No One Wants to Be
6 Vantage Point 83
7 Paths Not Taken 100
8 The Prayer and the Nightmares 113
9 Under the Surface 128
10 Hurry Up and Wait 141
Part 3 Redemption
11 The Second First Time 157
12 Outpatient 174
13 A Thought 186
14 When the Shoe Is on the Other Foot 199
15 Stepping into the Future 212
Part 4 Happily Out of Control
16 A Test 225
17 Relieving Pressure 241
18 Welcome Home 254
19 Renewal 266
20 Eternal Mission 281
Authors' Note: No Endings 293
Acknowledgments 299
Endnotes 303