Table of Contents
The Nopal 1
I Afterbirth, Motherhouse 3
I am dark I am forest 5
Creation Story :: Motherhouse 6
Girlchild Prophetess 7
The Birds 8
Of Color of Landscape of Tenuous Rope 10
The Flash 11
Tigers for Tamir Rice 13
Jer Bear & the Magical Thinking that Keeps Us 15
The Baby Monitor 16
Domestic 18
The Excavation 21
I Awoke Considering What Labor Would Feed My Children 24
Endtimes Meditation on Mothering Self-Care 26
Detention Center 28
II Blood Birth, Rot Birth 29
Genealogy with Something Sweet for the Voyage 31
Rubble Girl 32
Bloom 33
Girlwound :: Motherbound 35
Headless Mama Returns [Xmas 18 Refrain] 36
Sonnet as Corrido for this Busted Mami, y Yo 38
After Hearing of Maria Izquierdo for the First Time 39
Fish in the Air Girl 41
Mother! 43
La Llorona Sings Below Sea Level 46
La Casa Embrujada 48
III Belly to the Brutal 55
I Am Fat & When You Read This Poem, You Will Be Too 57
Nightfishing 60
San Jacinto River, Texas 61
When I'd Moved a Thousand Miles to Follow a Man 62
The Cattle Dog 64
Burn Down the Barn 65
The Bruise 66
Bruised Fruit Makes the Sweetest Pie 73
La Bruja Learns to Sing Her Name 75
Family Violence 76
Daughter Investment 78
Human Results 80
[Even the Trees] 84
Belly to the Brutal 85
IV Rebirth, Birthright 91
Apocalypse Déjà vu 93
Today I Learned the Word Mondegreen 94
After Texas 95
Shooting Fish in a Barrel 96
Dearhearts, we feel good when we do what we've evolved to do 98
My Brother Eats Menudo 99
Retablos & Other Miracles 100
Aubade for a Year [Without] 102
I Bride, I Mother, I Pierce Through the Casket 103
[I Am Raising] 104
Praise for Lukewarm Tortilla Soup & Dog Hair on the Upholstery 107
Creation Story 108
Bright City 111
The Decision 112
Acknowledgments 113