Better All the Time

Better All the Time

by Carre Armstrong Gardner


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Seraphina Darling has always struggled to stand out. With her weight issues at the forefront of her mind, Sephy prefers to place herself comfortably in the background. But when Sephy’s best friend and older brother announce their engagement, she vows to make a permanent change in her appearance and her life.

Meanwhile her younger sister, Amy, lands her dream job: coordinating the restoration of the community theater’s arts programs. As the deadline for the project’s completion approaches, Amy continues to run herself ragged, struggling to delegate and trust anyone but herself.

As the Darling sisters move through tragedy and triumph, between shadows and the limelight, each must find a path into the freedom of who God intended her to be.

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781414388151
Publisher: Tyndale House Publishers
Publication date: 04/01/2015
Series: Darlings Series , #2
Pages: 416
Product dimensions: 5.50(w) x 8.20(h) x 1.20(d)

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Better All the Time

A Darling Family novel

By Carre Armstrong Gardner, Sarah Mason

Tyndale House Publishers, Inc.

Copyright © 2015 Carre Armstrong Gardner
All rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-4143-8815-1


In the backyard of a house in Maine, as the light was beginning to take on the peculiar slant of a late spring afternoon, the party was just getting started. The shadows had not yet begun to lengthen into evening, nor the outline of the swing set to mute and soften with twilight. That would happen later, in time for cake. For now, the air was cool and light and filled with the scent of lilacs and grilling hamburgers. This was, Ivy Darling remarked to her husband, Nick Mason, exactly one of those rare hours that people live all year for. Or at least it might have been, had not a neighboring farmer recently fertilized his fields. When the wind was wrong, a hint of rancid chicken manure tended to waft through the backyard as well and catch you the wrong way. But then again, sometimes the breeze would shift and carry in the fresh salt breath of the ocean from the cove half a mile away. It was a good parable for life, Ivy thought. You took the good with the bad, and a lot of your happiness depended on just what you chose to pay attention to.

Ivy was in her kitchen, rooting around in the refrigerator for an onion, when she heard the front door open and her mother call, "Yoo-hoo! Anybody home?" Jane Darling didn't knock, but then nobody knocked at Ivy and Nick's. As a rule, people simply opened the door and called out until someone appeared from the depths and said, "Oh, there you are; come in!" It was a Darling maxim that you treated guests like family, and family like honored guests.

"In here!" Ivy called. She unearthed the onion and closed the refrigerator as her parents materialized in the kitchen doorway. "Hi, Mom, Dad. You all alone?"

"Sephy and Amy will be along in a few minutes. I sent them to the store first for a carton of ice cream. And David is picking up Grammie Lydia." Her mother set a plastic-wrapped salad bowl on the counter and kissed Ivy on the cheek. Ivy tipped her other cheek up for her father's kiss.

"Where are the kids?" Leander wanted to know.

"DeShaun's in the shower." Ivy frowned at the clock. "And it's time he was finished." The subject of forty-five-minute showers had become a battleground between Ivy and her new sixteen-year-old son. "Jada's setting the picnic tables in the backyard, and Hammer is ... Oh, here's Hammer!" Her youngest, an eight-year-old who lived life in fast-forward, careened around the corner and into the kitchen.

Hammer flung himself at Leander's waist. "Grampie!"

"Hey there, buddy!" Leander rubbed the little boy's nubbly head.

Hammer looked up at both of his newly official grandparents. "I'm adopted."

"So we heard," said Jane. "Congratulations!"

"We came because we heard there was cake," Leander told him.

"There is. It's huge. Ivy made it yesterday."

"Mom," said Ivy. "My name is Mom now."

"Mom made it yesterday. It's so big that Nick—Dad—says we'll be eating it all week."

"Lucky you," said Leander. "Wish I could eat cake all week."

"Speaking of Nick," Ivy said, "he's grilling in the backyard. Hammer, why don't you take Grammie and Grampie out there, and while you're at it, see if Jada needs help with the tables."

She went to knock on the bathroom door and shout to DeShaun that this was not a luxury spa, and it was high time he came out and joined the party that was, after all, being thrown in his honor. She was putting drinks and glasses on trays in the kitchen when her two younger sisters arrived.

"Congratulations to you, Mom," said Sephy, giving her a one-armed hug as she set a plastic Hannaford bag on the counter.

"So, what's it feel like, being a mother?" Amy, the youngest in the family, came behind Sephy carrying a gallon-size glass jar.

Ivy squeezed Sephy back. "Thank you. And being a mother today feels exactly like it did yesterday, and the day before, and the twenty-two months before that, when I was one in everything but legal status. What in the name of heaven and earth is that thing?" She stared at Amy's jar, where a thick, pale object floated, suspended in an amber liquid. "Something you found at the beach?"

Amy set the jar on the counter, beside her mother's salad bowl. "This is kombucha."

Ivy and Sephy bent to examine the jar. Evil-looking brown tentacles trailed from the bottom of the pale thing. "I've never heard of a kombucha," said Sephy. "Is it like a jellyfish?"

"No, it is not like a jellyfish. Kombucha is fermented tea. Look at this." Amy unscrewed the lid. Her sisters peered in. The thing turned out to be a smooth, rubbery disc, floating on the surface of the liquid. "This is a living organism!" Amy prodded proudly at it with a forefinger. "It's a symbiotic colony of bacteria and yeast. You make sweetened tea and add this to it. The bacteria and yeast eat the sugar and turn the tea into a superfood that's packed with B-vitamins and antioxidants. It has more probiotics than yogurt!"

"That's disgusting," said Ivy.

Sephy said, "It looks like an organ that's been harvested for transplant."

Amy screwed the lid back onto the jar. "It's not disgusting, it's good for you. It's great for you, actually."

"It smells like vinegar," Sephy observed.

"What does it taste like?" asked Ivy.

"Here, try it," Amy said. "Only, I should pour it through a strainer, if you have one. Otherwise, it gets little jellyish blobs of yeast in it, and—"

"No thanks!" her sisters said, at the same time.

"It's great for arthritis."

"I don't have arthritis," Sephy said regretfully.

"Alexander Solzhenitsyn claimed it cured his stomach cancer."

"I already got over my stomach cancer," said Ivy. "Sorry."

"Fine," Amy said. "I was going to give you a starter mushroom, but forget it. I can see you don't want one."

"Well, if I ever change my mind, I know where to find you. Now, would you two mind getting out the salads while I take drinks to the others? And put that ice cream in the freezer before it melts."

When Ivy returned to the kitchen, delivered of her tray, Amy and Sephy had a small army of salads lined up on the kitchen counter and were rummaging in drawers for serving spoons. "What did I miss?" Ivy opened the refrigerator and began pulling out condiments.

"We're talking about Amy's job."

"Or lack thereof." Amy scowled.

Ivy set a watermelon on the counter and began to slice it. "What do you mean your lack of job? Aren't you still managing the music store?"

"Not after next week, I'm not. Elliot, my boss, met a woman online. Next thing I know, he's abandoned his lease and started selling off all the inventory in the store. He bought a one-way ticket to California, leaving me—as of next week—high and dry and unemployed."

"Just like that?"

"Just like that."

"It's a shame. That music store's been in Copper Cove all our lives."

Amy shrugged. "It hasn't made a viable profit in years. Nobody buys CDs anymore—they just download what they want from the Internet. People buy their sheet music from Amazon, and you can't keep a music store going in a town this size just by selling instruments."

"It seems so sad."

"It's the end of an era," Sephy agreed. They fell silent, recalling childhood and teenage hours spent in the metallic, oily-smelling depths of the music store. The sheet music considered and chosen, the drumsticks and violin strings bought. To a family as musical as the Darlings, the loss of the town's only music store was a palpable blow.

"Anyway," said Amy, who was less sentimental than her sisters, "I have to find a new job. I'll start sending out resumes tomorrow."

"How far away will you look?"

"Not very, if I can help it. You remember what happened last time I tried to move away." Homesickness had rendered Amy's one attempt at living on a college campus an hour away both miserable and short-lived.

"Something will turn up close to home," Ivy said, though privately she doubted it. This part of the state wasn't exactly a nerve center of enterprise. Small businesses like the music store were closing everywhere, edged out by the Internet and by big, soulless chain stores that could sell everything cheaper.

DeShaun ambled out from the direction of the bathroom then, borne on a steamy miasma of Irish Spring soap and Axe body spray. "Oh, hi," he said to the room in general.

"Hey there, DeShaun," said Amy.

"Hi, honey," said Sephy. "Happy Adoption Day."

DeShaun picked up Amy's gallon jar and peered into it. "What's this, a jellyfish?"

"It's a brain," said Sephy.

"Shut up," Amy told her.

DeShaun unscrewed the cap. "What's this thing in it?"

Amy told him.

"Cool. Can I try it?"

Amy positively glowed. "You, young man, show great promise as a human being. Ivy, I'm going to need a tall glass with ice immediately, please. And a strainer, if you have one."

"You're corrupting my son," Ivy told her, reaching for a glass.

"I know," said Amy, wiping away mock tears. "Isn't it wonderful?"

* * *

Sephy Darling, home from her third year of college, had flung wide the windows of her parents' house and was doing her best to ignore the drowsing warmth of the June day. She was studying. That is, she had been studying and would study more before the afternoon was out, but just now, she was taking a break. In the kitchen, she spread Hellmann's mayonnaise on half a kaiser roll and added a pile of shaved ham, deli Swiss cheese, jalapeno dill chips, a slice of beefsteak tomato, a lettuce leaf, rings of red onion, and a sprinkling of chopped black olives. She salted this, peppered it, covered it all with the other mayonnaised half of the roll, and secured it with a toothpick. She put it on a paper plate and picked up a bag of Doritos from the counter. Then, balancing plate, chips, and a can of Diet Coke, she took a paper napkin from the basket on the microwave and carried it all to the screened-in front porch so she could eat lunch while she tried to make her mind absorb one more chapter of A Psychology of Nursing by Elizabeth T. Gates, RN, MSN, PhD.

She had finished the sandwich and chips and was trying to keep her eyes open over what was surely one of the most stultifying texts to ever roll off a printing press when a knock came at the porch door. She looked up to find her neighbor and best friend, Liberty Hale, grinning at her and pressing her snub nose against the screen.

Sephy clapped her textbook shut with a snap. "You've saved me!"

Libby opened the door and came in, dropping into a chair beside her. "What did I save you from?"

"From my brain-sucking homework." Sephy held the book up for Libby to inspect.

"A Psychology of Nursing. I see. It sounds fascinating."

"You don't know the half of it. I no more than pick the book up and I'm asleep. Full-blown REM. I'm not kidding."

"You need an afternoon off." Libby sank back into her chair and put her bare feet on the wicker table. "What are you doing the rest of the day?"

"Spending more precious moments with Elizabeth T. Gates." Sephy shook the book at her. "I have three more chapters to read and outline. Quiz tomorrow."

Libby yawned. "I wish you didn't have to do this summer class."

"You're telling me." Still, Sephy thought, as they settled into comfortable silence, it was going to pay off in the end. Taking this class kept her busy for the summer, and it would make her workload lighter during her last year of college. With a lighter course load, she could really apply herself to her clinicals and ultimately do better on the boards next spring. She told herself this, using that loud, firm mental voice she sometimes employed when she needed to remind herself of what was really important in life.

Beside her, Libby stretched. "It's hot. Want to go to the beach?"

Sephy flicked a glance at her. "Not today. Got a date with Elizabeth T."

Libby didn't seem surprised. She was used to being refused by Sephy when it came to going to the beach. She stood up, trim and cute in her shorts and T-shirt, and smiled equably at her best friend. "I think I'll go, myself. See if I can find a volleyball game to join. Have fun with Lizzy Gates." She went to the screen door and opened it, but hesitated. "Sure you won't come with me?"

"I'd like to, but I can't. I'll call you later."

"Bye, then." Libby wiggled her fingers and let the door slip closed behind her.

Sephy shook her head and put any twinges of regret firmly away. There was no time to go to the beach. She had work to do. She looked with distaste at A Psychology of Nursing. Another page of it was going to plunge her into a full-blown coma. She remembered that she had seen a box of ice cream sandwiches in the freezer: instant energy. She picked up the grease-stained paper plate and the empty Diet Coke can and, struggling to her feet, went back to the kitchen in search of it.

She was washing her hands when the phone rang. It was Ivy.

"Hi, Seph. What's going on at 14 Ladyslipper Lane?"

"Not a thing. Dad's at the high school, taking inventory of the band instruments or choir music or something. Amy's babysitting, and Mom's at a meeting. I'm putting myself to sleep with a textbook."

"What meeting is Mom at?"

"Garden club, I think."

"Is Libby around?"

"She went to the beach."

"Oh. Well, I hope you're studying outside. This isn't the kind of day to be stuck indoors. Go read in the hammock or something."

Sephy was grateful that Ivy did not say, "You should be at the beach with Libby." Ivy understood Sephy's relationship with bathing suits.

"Want me to have Mom call you?"

"I can just leave a message."

Sephy took a jar of peanut butter from the cupboard and a spoon from the silverware drawer. "Should I be writing this down?"

"No, I just wanted to say we can't make it for family dinner on Thursday night. It's Nick's birthday, and I'm taking him out."

"Ooh, anyplace nice?"

"Some new steakhouse in Quahog. We may even get wild and crazy and go to a movie afterward."

"You're wilder and crazier than I am."

"You can't afford to be right now," Ivy assured her. "You're too busy being a nurse."

"I'm not a nurse yet," Sephy said, "and I never will be if A Psychology of Nursing continues to languish, unread, on the front porch while my sisters telephone me to leave messages at all hours of the day."

"I can take a hint. Tell Mom and Dad I said hello. And Amy, of course."

"I will. We'll miss you tomorrow night."

"Love you, Seph." They both made kissing noises into the phone and hung up.

Carrying the box of ice cream sandwiches and another Diet Coke, and licking the peanut butter from the spoon, Sephy went back to the porch. She picked up her book and held it between two fingers, as though it were something dead and distasteful. She could hardly bear the thought of opening it again. A breeze played through the screen windows of the porch, ruffling the pages and carrying with it the scent of some neighbor's newly mown grass. In the branches of the crab apple, a pair of birds chirped back and forth in a halfhearted way. Still, there was tomorrow's quiz, and the outlines to do, and just because it was summer didn't mean she could afford to slack off. There would be plenty of time for that after college, when her goals were met and she had made a success of herself. There would be other summers.

With a sigh, she settled herself in the wicker chair, unwrapped an ice cream sandwich, popped the top on the Diet Coke, and began to read.

* * *

Jane Darling was at the sink hulling a large flat of strawberries when Amy wandered in. Her youngest daughter hoisted herself onto the counter and sat there, swinging her legs and toying with one of her long dreadlocks.

"The economy in this country is going down the toilet," announced Amy.

Jane smiled. "Still haven't found a job?"

"I mean," Amy went on, helping herself to a strawberry, "it's not as if I'm not looking for work. I'm trying. I'm applying for jobs, but nobody will hire me. Do they want people going on unemployment? Because I'm telling you, that's what it's going to come to if I don't find something soon."

"Justin Bates's mother called this morning about drum lessons," Jane told her.

"Great, but that's one student. That will barely put gas in my car."

"Well ... word of mouth, you know."

"I even applied at McDonald's, that's how desperate I was. Can you imagine me serving people chicken? And hamburgers?" Amy, who was a vegetarian, shuddered. "Anyway, it doesn't matter because they turned me down. What kind of loser gets rejected by McDonald's?" She took another strawberry.


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Better All the Time 4.2 out of 5 based on 0 ratings. 6 reviews.
bookloverfl12 More than 1 year ago
I have enjoyed reading this series! Each book follows a different Darling sister and that sister's dilemmas while still incorporating the other sisters' drama as well. I flew through this book laying next to the pool in one day - quick, easy, and enjoyable! You could read this as a standalone book but I think you would fully appreciate the story if you read the series in order.
amybooksy More than 1 year ago
Better All the Time is the second installment of The Darlings series. I just love this series. It made me laugh at times and the characters are true to life that I feel like this family are part of mine, as well. I hope another book of the series will release soon. I look forward to finding out what happens next, especially Sephy. Excellent book! One of my favorites of the year! 100 stars.
Nicnac63 More than 1 year ago
When her sister had gone, Sephy lay on her side for a long time, staring at the wall and hating Amy just the littlest bit. But hating herself even more. ~Better All the Time Better All the Time, by Carre Armstrong Gardner, displays an accurate look into family dynamics with the Darling family. With strengths and flaws, each member feels like someone I know. Disagreements and disillusions can appear in any family and still stand strong, as long as the foundation is built of love.  This story includes themes of addiction, forgiveness, faith, and self-acceptance. I enjoyed the Maine setting, the lively, vivid characters, and the many stories within the story (which I admit can be tricky to follow at times.) But in the end I enjoyed delving into the lives of Sephy, Amy, and Laura most of all. *Note: There are some topics that readers may find surprising in Christian fiction. The topics are not offensive, but for sensitive readers, it’s best to be informed the book contains alcohol, sexual orientation, addiction, etc. 4 Stars Cover: Like it Title: Love it Publisher: Tyndale Publishers, Inc. Pages: 416 First Lines: In the backyard of a house in Maine, as the light was beginning to take on the peculiar slant of a late spring afternoon, the party was just getting started. Disclosure of Material Connection: I received a Review Copy from Tyndale House. I was not required to write a positive review. The options I have expressed are my own. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255.
rlighthouse More than 1 year ago
Loved book 2 of the Darling Family! Better All the Time is the continuation of the Darling family with most of the story being about Sephy and her personal struggle and victory.  Amy was also a main character as she started her new job and worked to get the community center up and running.  The other Darling children and parents had their own sections of the book to tell the happenings of their life with the final highlight of the book being a wedding. I'm looking forward to book 3 so that I can find out what happens to the Darling girls and the men in their lives. 
jebsweetpea More than 1 year ago
Nutshell: This is book 2 in The Darlings Series which focuses on a different Darling sibling, Sephy, with snippits along the way about the other Darling siblings. Speedy is on a journey of finding her inner self and how hard change can be. Outwardly and inwardly. The secondary Darling sibling during this book is Amy and her experience with a full time job that demands a lot to the point of her learning that it is ok to let things go.  Pro's: It was easy to pick up where the 1st book left off and the flow between the two books was flawless. The story line kept the reader engaged up until the end.  Con's: It would have been nice if there was more focus on Sephy and Amy rather than jumping around to everyone in the family. It felt choppy in places going from one person to another, to another, to another within a chapter. It seemed more of several smaller story lines throughout rather than one to two major story lines. One sibling seemed to have dropped out of the story all together in the later 1/3 of the book.  Recommendation: I would recommend reading the 1st book before reading this one to better understand the characters. Picking up the 2nd book on its own may be a bit confusing to figure out the back story of what is happening with this family.  Tyndale House Publishers sent me this complimentary copy to review for them. Opinions expressed are my own.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
280 pages. Book two of a series. You need to read book one first to know what is going on. It cost $2.99. This book was not quite as good and is even more of a cliff hanger. It is still very good. It is not a romance, but it is chick lit and while there are mentions of religion it is not as reglious as book one. It is well edited. No sex or cursing. There is a homosexual man in this book, but he is just a token character. Cost of book two is $10.50, which is a lot to pay for a book which leaves so many unfinished plot lines. This is the continueing saga of the Darling family, their spouses, children and friends. I really enjoyed it and do recommmend it, I just do not like to shell out that much money for an ebook and not have resolution. So far, if ever, there being no mention of a book three, readers will just to wonder what happens next. For ages 16 and up. AD AD