"I knew I was headed in the right direction when the positive began to appear." I changed my world, why can't you? "If reading this book can't open doors for you, I don't know what will!"
The world is crazy, surrounded by phobias and negative vibrations. Our purpose in this world is to enjoy our surroundings and its inhabitants. Man is fed and guided by greed, not by love, so in return he suffers. He creates Karma for himself. The more he struggles the more he complicates his situation.
Experience comes with time. It's like making fresh bread. You must knead the dough and let it rise several times. The more you punch down the dough and let it rise, the better the texture and taste of the bread. When attempting to rush this process your result is tough yeast tasting bread! Everyone loves good bread, but nobody wants to take the time to make it. Everything that is good comes with time. Transforming the negative to the positive is going to take some time. Living in the negative has been easy for you. You have been practicing "Murphy's Law" throughout your life and attempting to correct them will take some work. The transition on learning to live in a positive world is going to be like learning to walk. Get ready to be challenged. Get ready to embark on a new experience where the past is left behind. You must affirm everything in the present.
I know that your life will change! You must learn to master your fate! Remember the old saying, "When you want something done right, you have to do it yourself!"