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Dark Soul

Dark Soul

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by Aleksandr Voinov

Love lights even the darkest soul.

A killer's moral compass rarely points true, and among made men, being gay is a capital crime. But Silvio Spadaro, deadly prodigy and heir to a Family fortune, is determined to find his own way—at the feet of the man he loves or by the barrel of a gun—no matter the dangers or costs.

Stefano Marino


Love lights even the darkest soul.

A killer's moral compass rarely points true, and among made men, being gay is a capital crime. But Silvio Spadaro, deadly prodigy and heir to a Family fortune, is determined to find his own way—at the feet of the man he loves or by the barrel of a gun—no matter the dangers or costs.

Stefano Marino lives a comfortable—some might even say enviable—life. As a mob boss at the top of the food chain, he has it all: money, respect, a beautiful wife he loves as much now as the day they wed. But he also has a turf war on his hands, and far too soft a heart for this dark business.

When Silvio is sent to help Stefano with his turf war, sparks fly. Stefano loves his wife, but he wants Silvio. It's a desire he hardly knows how to process, but Silvio, ever the patient predator, maneuvers Stefano closer and closer to his bed each day. Stefano resists; giving in to these dark desires means giving up on his marriage, and exposure would surely mean death. Yet there's no denying Silvio's magnetic pull, or the long-repressed urges inside himself. Yielding is inevitable, but he may yet find a way to hold on to everything—and everyone—he loves.

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Dark Soul: The Complete Collection

By Aleksandr Voinov, Rachel Haimowitz

Riptide Publishing

Copyright © 2014 Aleksandr Voinov
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ISBN: 978-1-937551-31-5



The most annoying thing about all this was nobody knew when the old badger was going to kick the bucket. But to make the wait comfortable, at least, Stefano had secured a nice leather chair near the fireplace, Vince covering his flank.

He didn't expect hostility. If he had, he wouldn't have shown up; he wasn't that brave. But he still liked having Vince at his side. This way he had at least one ally in the room. The others were fleeting alliances or all-out rivals for the business soon to be up for grabs.

Luigi Ferretti, the old badger's right-hand man, stepped into the room and walked toward Rossi, an east coast boss. They exchanged a few whispered words, then Rossi put his wine glass down, straightened his suit like a boy being called to the principal's office, and followed theconsigliere.

Stefano was too low on the food chain to receive the call so soon. First the dying man's old comrades, then the young Turks. No doubt the big pieces of the old man's empire would be taken by the time his turn came. But even if there were only scraps left, he couldn't afford not to be here. He had to circle with the other sharks.

His cell phone buzzed. Just short; a text message. He fished it from his pocket and cast a glance at the screen.

Having a great time, but the hotel bed is so empty without you.

He smiled at the thought of Donata in that Parisian five-star hotel, wearing a silken negligee—maybe the one as red as spilled blood—her small breasts and hard nipples pushing against the barely-there fabric. He was damn lucky to have married her rather than taken her as a mistress, even if he did tend to send her away on shopping trips to London, Paris, or New York when he had to get this involved with the family business. Even if, as she put it, she only bought the clothes so she could take them off for him.

His neck was cramping up, so he stood, stretched out, and then headed for the open balcony doors and the salty breeze. In a corner, two men were talking in murmurs, denying him solitude, so he headed down the broad stairs toward the front of the mansion.

The white gravel driveway was lit all the way from the road. Above the rhythmic swell of the ocean sounding from beyond the house, Stefano heard the revving of a powerful, aggressive engine.

A motorcycle, all sharp edges, painted black with white highlights. It zipped along the winding driveway as if it had a race to win, swerving dangerously and then stopping with a dramatic turn, spraying gravel everywhere.

Including across Stefano's polished leather shoes.

The driver was hunched over the handlebars, wearing a matching full-body leather suit with Kevlar plates.

Like some modernist centaur on wheels.

The driver stepped off, displaying long, long graceful legs and a tiny ass clad in leather. Woman? Lean and angular, but feminine, even when kicking the stand underneath the bike. The helmet came off after a somewhat awkward release. Short, spiky hair beneath. Not a woman—and that jolted through Stefano just as hard as the driver's cold, motionless, focused expression. In that pale face lurked the blackest, darkest eyes Stefano had ever seen, and lips like they'd been cut with knife blades, perfect, sharp, and deadly.

The driver cast him an annoyed glance—At his proximity? His staring?—but then paused and regarded him longer. No smile, no recognition. Eventually, he turned to hang the helmet from the handlebar.

Stefano backed away, but watched the man unstrap saddlebags just large enough for a proper suit and toiletries.

The driver glanced at him again. "Old guy's not dead yet?" he asked.

"Not that I know of."

"Bene." The driver shrugged. "I'll go have a shower now. Wanna come?"

What. The. Fuck. He forced himself not to recoil. Think, Stefano. Think. If he's family. Son? Cousin?

Grandson? He couldn't afford to make enemies here, even if those words—that invitation—could get men killed.

Wanna come? The way he'd said it could have meant anything.

Stefano decided on a sneer. "That would hardly be appropriate."

The driver shrugged and sauntered past him toward the house. The guards near the door stopped him, but when he produced a piece of paper from inside his leather suit, they let him pass. They even looked a little impressed. Or was it bewildered?

Stefano followed back into the house—not following the driver, though, of course not—and watched him climb the big central staircase inside.

The leather played off his body in interesting ways. He tried to ignore the other details—taut piece of ass, broad shoulders, the V-shape of the back at odds with the first impression of femininity when he'd straightened up from the bike.

Not that women had any reason to be here. At least not attractive single women. Stefano shook his head and turned away.

"What the fuck is he doing here?" one man said, casting a baleful eye up the steps.

"He's Battista's boy," another man said, in the far more hushed tones of respect.

"Gianbattista's getting senile to rely on him," the other man sneered. "Fucking wild card."

"Well, seems Battista's not coming personally."

Stefano inched closer, ostensibly to settle at one of the small round tables scattered around the house, and pretended to be interested in the glass of salt sticks nobody else had touched.

"What's he up to these days, anyway?"

"Breeding roses, they say." The boss ignored his companion's incredulous snort. "For all intents and purposes, Battista's retired. I'd say the boy's making sure nobody comes calling in favors."


"Oh yeah. He killed Diego Carbone. In self-defense."

The other man grimaced. "I'd heard Carbone was dead, but not who did him."

"I have it on good information. He did Diego. Pumped him full of lead and then strangled him. It was a massacre. Diego shot him, too. Put the boy in the hospital for a few months—blood poisoning or some shit like that. People say he's just as insane as Carbone now."

"Cazzo." The man glanced up the stairs, but the driver was gone. "I believe it." He looked around as if trying to escape the conversation, then stood and followed a servant with a silver tray of canapés.

Stefano made eye contact with the boss who'd been left behind. "Excuse me, I couldn't help overhearing that conversation. Stefano Marino." Stefano offered his hand.

Gathering information beat sitting near the fireplace being bored. The thought that the driver had killed Diego—an enforcer so violent as to be virtually insane—made him uneasy. He didn't hear much news from the east coast, wrapped up as he was in the microcosm of his own territory and his immediate interests. But some interesting names in all that. Il Gentiluomo, Gianbattista Falchi, cultured on the outside with his mild manners and graying temples, an old-style consigliere like straight out of The Godfather. Stefano had met him only once, warned and aware that Falchi was a trickster and schemer, yet still not immune to his charisma.

How curious that the old consigliere trusted his security to this young killer who didn't seem to give a fuck about tradition. Maybe as a retiree with still-considerable influence, Gianbattista Falchi could afford to ignore tradition, too.

"You're still here," a voice said at his back.

Stefano turned around to find himself standing way, way too close to the driver. Those black eyes were without light, without reflection. The stare punched the air from his lungs, and those lips ... God, those lips. Distantly, he heard his conversation partner making his excuses, but he paid the man no mind, and neither did the driver. He could feel the heat from the driver's body. Imagined touching. Being touched. He blinked and stepped away.

Only then did he realize the driver had changed and showered, as promised. His short hair was still wet, and he was wearing a severe black suit over a white shirt. No tie. The suit was cut to hide the gun under his right shoulder, but also showed off a whole lot of lean muscle. Not an ounce of fat on him.

Stefano swallowed. "I didn't catch your name."

"They call me Barracuda." No smile, just stating a fact. The name was oddly fitting for that expressionless face. "Silvio Spadaro."

Spadaro was offering his hand. Stefano took it, the grip firm and dry, the skin rough. Of course, he was a killer, a sicario, so he'd have to touch guns enough to harden against them. Stefano swallowed. He shouldn't be thinking about what this hand touched and how. "Stefano Marino."

"I know." Spadaro lifted an eyebrow, and didn't release Stefano's hand. "How long have you been waiting for the old man to die?"

"Leukemia takes a while. We've had some false alarms in the past."

"This time it's real. That's why I'm here." Spadaro kept holding his hand, and Stefano realized he was beginning to sweat. It wasn't fear. The man was just so intense. Not freakish, not insane. Just mental games, psychological warfare. A killer's job.

"So, how—" he forced his hand from the man's grip "—is Gianbattista Falchi these days?"

"Sta bene." Spadaro cast a quick glance around the room. When the eye contact broke, Stefano could breathe again.

But then the eyes came back, staring him point-blank in the face. "He sent me to pay his respects."

"Why's he not coming personally?"

"Want the truth or a polite lie?"

Stefano huffed. "Surely he'd say goodbye to his old friend?"

"He fucking hates the rest of the family," Spadaro said flatly. "And he hates the smell of hospitals. The lies, the polite smiles. He said he wouldn't trust himself not to make a scene."

Seemed Gianbattista had embraced his retirement. Or saw a danger to himself here. Stefano filed the thought away. "So he figures you of all people won't?"

Spadaro's lips quirked. "Maybe I'm here to make sure the old guy meets Death properly this time. Do you know what's going on in people's heads here?"

"I have an educated guess." Stefano reached for the glass of salt sticks, more unnerved than he wanted to admit by the killer's comments. He didn't expect violence, but you never really knew with the family, did you?

"Yeah, well, fuck 'em." Spadaro cast another glance at the assembled Mafiosi. "I wouldn't change places with any of them."

Was that a slip of the mask? Calculated provocation? "Oh? Why not?"

"You know what they did to Joey D'Amato?"

Stefano straightened. Why would Spadaro mention the faggot? Way too crass and unsettling, especially considering he'd been vanished, not even a body to bury.

Spadaro studied him, head tilted. "That's why I don't belong to anybody," he said quietly, but with the force and conviction of a kidney punch. "I'm not following their fucking rules." He swept the crowd again with his expressionless black eyes, then fixed them on Stefano's face.

Stefano's lips tingled. It was still hard to breathe and he had no idea why. He couldn't let this man intimidate him. Couldn't be seen as too interested. Barracuda or not—even Gianbattista Falchi's protetto or not—he could afford zero suspicion. He'd be dead. Fuck Spadaro for flustering him so, and fuck himself for getting flustered, but he'd never show it. "Well, give Falchi my best wishes when you return to him."

"Will do." Spadaro sketched an ironic salute and stepped away.

Stefano fought the urge to straighten his tie, fought harder against the urge to watch the Barracuda cut through the assembled groups of men.

He caught Vince's gaze, and though his bodyguard relaxed a little, he still looked worried. Stefano could see why. A sicario who belonged to a "retired" consigliere, and not just any pensioner, but crafty old Gianbattista Falchi, who'd been more powerful in his own right than many bosses. That was all manner of disturbing. "Paying his respects" by being anything but respectful. Mentioning D'Amato like killing the faggot was somehow wrong. Mentioning him in fucking public.

He stood around, restless, then noticed Luigi approach Spadaro and touch his shoulder. The black eyes flared and Spadaro glowered at Luigi as if he were about to take the older man's head clean off. But he reached into his suit jacket, pulled his gun from his holster with two fingers, and handed it to Luigi. The consigliere took it without batting an eyelash, then went upstairs. Spadaro followed.

Vince stepped to his side. "That's really fucking impressive.

Arrives here and gets seen almost immediately."

"Well, he was sent by Gianbattista Falchi."

Vince nodded solemnly. "I don't like his attitude."

"I fucking hate it." The way the man's presence made his skin tingle wasn't hatred, but that wasn't something he could admit. Spadaro seemed to have that effect on people. The fact that he clearly carried weight and power was even worse.

So what was this guy's game?

* * *

Spadaro returned from upstairs while dinner was being served. A couple men bolted from their places at the table opposite Stefano—not having finished their starters, even—and Spadaro settled into one of the newly vacated seats, unperturbed. He was carrying his gun again.

"So how are things on the west coast?" Spadaro asked him.

Stefano shrugged around a mouthful of baby spinach.

"Where are you based?"

"Italia." Spadaro reached for the wine and poured himself a glassful. Red. Ignoring, completely, the people serving them—all lesser peons of the various families. He took a big gulp of the red and kept his dark gaze on Stefano. "Battista has a few nice places there. Thinking about using the old vineyards again."

An older Mafioso cleared his throat when Spadaro referred to Falchi in that oddly personal way. Spadaro didn't react to that at all.

"I thought he was growing roses," Stefano said.

"Yeah, and raising men, too." Spadaro glanced pointedly at the older Mafioso. Maybe he smiled, but it was hard to say with his lips on the glass. "Taught me shooting and killing." Oh yeah, that was a grin, but it was a "fuck you" kind of smile, barely better than a sneer. "And biking."

Did the man blink at all? Stefano wasn't sure.

They say he's insane.

Or maybe he just didn't give a fuck.

Stefano cleared his throat and tried to not stare at those wine-wet lips. It wasn't that Spadaro was conventionally good-looking. He was too cold for that, too expressionless, too predatory. At the same time, there was something off about him. A turn of the head, a glance, the long legs. Feminine. Camp? If it weren't ridiculous to think of a seasoned sicario as feminine. He didn't speak with a lisp or wave his hands around in a limp-wristed kind of way. But something about him exuded sex like a cat in heat. Knowing, tempting eyes that sucked all the light from the room. Centers of gravity.

The other men at the table surely felt the same. Most tried very hard to ignore Spadaro, but Stefano couldn't help wondering what exactly thesicario 's relationship to Falchi was like. Against custom—almost unforgivably—Falchi had never married. And like many, he'd spent a good ten years in prison—time he'd used well, advancing from powerful to very powerful. Did Spadaro only provide security? Or comfort, too?

"So you killed Carbone?" Stefano asked.

Spadaro looked up, something flickering in his eyes. "Yes."

"Congratulations, he was a bastard."

Spadaro's hands on the table turned into fists, and he cocked his head as if listening to a voice. Maybe the guy was insane. "Why do you want to know?"

"I don't." Stefano kept his voice low, but of course people were listening. "But since you seem keen on small talk ..."

Spadaro weighed that, then flashed a grin, baring a lot of starkly white, straight teeth up to the molars. It wasn't a very reassuring gesture. Nor did it look very natural. "I'd tell you.

I'm in the same guest house as you. Last room on the same floor."

Thank God Vince was too far away to have heard that. From anysicario, that was an unveiled threat. I know where you sleep. I can come and get you.

And yet ...

Wanna come?

Stefano shook his head. "You keep doing that."

"And?" Spadaro folded his hands and leaned across the table. Black eyes framed with long, dark lashes. The eyebrows were almost straight, the same black as the hair, silky and shiny like mink. "Don't like it?"

Stefano balled his fist around his napkin and tossed it on the plate as he stood. He couldn't be this close to the man. Couldn't just listen to the teasing.

Not teasing. Flirting.

Fucking faggot was flirting with him. He still felt those black eyes staring at his back as he retreated. To save face, he headed for the toilets and washed his hands, staring at soap suds traveling the whole length of the caramel-colored marble basin.

He checked his cell phone, but what emails he had he could deal with later. No text messages. He typed a quick Thinking of you to Donata. For whatever reason, she considered regular text messages better proof of his love than big flower arrangements or jewelry. But who understood women?

The door opened, and for a moment he half-expected, half-feared to see Spadaro, but it was just one of the regular guys. He shook his head, examined himself in the mirror, plucked off a speck of imaginary dust and knew he wouldn't have fooled anybody. God damn it. What was it about Spadaro that flustered him like that? Was it that he'd killed Carbone, the closest thing to a psychopath Stefano had ever met? Or that Stefano could very easily imagine Falchi being affectionate with Spadaro? Could imagine them kiss. Yes, maybe that was it. And Spadaro was flaunting it. Flaunting his influence and how dangerous he was.


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Dark Soul (Vol 1) 4.1 out of 5 based on 0 ratings. 13 reviews.
Kimichan More than 1 year ago
Stefano Marino is a young, recently happily married West coast Italian Mafia don whose obligations prompt him to travel to the East coast to pay his last respects to a dying Family patriarch. He's feeling off his game already, nervous lest he make a potentially fatal misstep with the other dons also there to pay their respects, but what really throws him isn't the not so minor politicking and subtle dominance games. No, it's the surprise he gets when an almost too feminine form rides up on a motorcycle. This turns out to be the very masculine indeed Silvio Spadaro, who quite surprisingly propositions him. Spadaro himself is a very dangerous man, one that the other dons wish to give quite the wide berth. Not because he's gay, because they have been known to kill men for that without breaking a sweat over it. It's because he is the protégé of a rather infamous but now retired consigliere Gianbattista Falchi and even more to the point, because he's known to have been the assassin who killed the one man they had all feared with a deep and abiding terror. Silvio Spadaro's fathomless black eyes are cold, his movements calculated, precise, and well planned out in advance. So when Stefano wakes up that night to his bodyguard scuffling with Silvio, who then allows himself to be overpowered and humiliated, Stefano does not know what to do with himself. He HAS to punish Silvio, but will it come bite him on the ass? When the Russians move into his territory and start a turf war that turns deadly, he knows he as but three choices. The first choice, to just let the Russians move in and squeeze him is not an acceptable option at all. Asking help from other dons is also out of the question, as they will see it as weakness and want a slice of his pie and jockey themselves into a position of power over him. But Falchi is retired and so out of the power game, and in Italy, so away from Stefano's interests anyway. When Falchi agrees to help him and Stefano finds himself having to deal with the pansexual Silvio, he doesn't know what to do with himself. The man oozes a raw sexuality that calls to Silvio. It's a siren song that disturbs him on so many levels running the gamut from upset about thoughts of betraying his beloved bride to fear over being discovered as a man attracted to other men and the death sentence he could expect for it. As events begin to unravel, he finds that not everything can be tidied away as neatly as he finds comfortable. Over the course of the five novellas within, Voinov delivers a romance that sinks its claws right into the viscera and then drags us along for the ride. It's not a romance filled with flowers and sweet nothings, but then these are two hardened men in an unforgiving world locked in turf war while trying to deal with their own emotional issues. Some of the sex scenes are pretty hard to take even for Stefano, as he balks at what he unwittingly witnesses between Silvio and Falchi as well as what his own base desires have led him to do while masquerading it as macho dominance posturing. Uncomfortable at times it may be, but it satisfies on so many different levels, not the least being a rather unconventional sort of HEA in the final volume that was a simply beautiful fit to the series as a whole.
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JacksonJG More than 1 year ago
author writes a damned good story.
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I found these characters very compelling
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Voinov once again creates compelling gripping characters that say with the reader long after. Conflicted characters. Plot twists. Love. Danger. Romance. Violence. Growth. Understanding. A story arc i will read again and again.
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Sandra027 More than 1 year ago
Hmmm... I'm not entirely sure how I feel about this one. It wasn't as dark and gritty as I expected. This was good but felt incomplete since it's split up into different parts. I didn't get the character development or closure I was expecting, although we did get to see a crack in Silvio's shell at the end there. It definitely leaves you hanging, and I'll put Dark Soul Vol. 2 on my TBR list but I'm not jumping to get it right now
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Aija More than 1 year ago
This is by far the best in the series. It has been exactly a month since I read this volume and I still can't fully wrap my mind around it. There are themes explored that many will find unacceptable, but Voinov leads through them step by step, immersing and mesmerising the reader, unobtrusively forcing to accept whatever comes. And loving it! This series (and Silvio) is like and onion - there are layers and layers you need to go through to know more and it will make you cry in the process. :) To be honest, I don't believe we will get to see more than the tip of the iceberg that is Silvio. I think it would take years to crack him up! Very intriguing. Dark Soul is one of the best series I have ever read, so be open-minded and I guarantee you will love it!
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