The Darkest Child

The Darkest Child

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ISBN-13: 9781616958725
Publisher: Soho Press, Incorporated
Publication date: 01/30/2018
Pages: 432
Sales rank: 34,813
Product dimensions: 5.50(w) x 8.10(h) x 1.20(d)

About the Author

Delores Phillips was born in Bartow County, Georgia in 1950, the second of four children. She graduated from Cleveland State University with a bachelor of arts in English and worked as a nurse at a state psychiatric hospital in Cleveland. Her work has appeared in Jean’s Journal, Black Times, and The Crisis. She passed away in 2014; The Darkest Child was her only novel.

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Chapter One
Pakersfield, Georgia 1958

Mama washed the last dish she ever intended to wash. I alone witnessed the event, in silence. It was on a Friday—a school day—but instead of sitting in a classroom, I was standing in unfamiliar surroundings, the home of my mother’s employers, stunned by the wealth around me. As I watched my mother through unwavering peripheral vision, something in her glances at me seemed to say, “Tangy Mae, this will be your life. Grab an apron and enjoy it.”
     Domestic servitude was not what I desired for myself, but she had only to speak and I would do anything she asked. It was my obligation to obey her, though I did not want to be like my elder brothers, Harvey and Sam, who seemed to breathe at our mother’s command. They were men, and so their lack of initiative disturbed me, although I knew they could not just leave our mother’s house. Departure required consideration of consequences and a carefully planned escape.
     At the age of thirty-five, our mother was tall and slender with a head of thick reddish-brown hair. Her face, with its cream-colored skin and high cheekbones beneath dark gray eyes, was set off by a gleaming white smile accented by dimples. I thought she was beautiful, despite my acquaintance with the demon that hibernated beneath the elegant surface.
     She had worked seven years cleaning house for the Munford family. Now she stood at their kitchen sink, holding a dish under running water longer than necessary before handing it to me to wipe. She finally dried her hands on her apron, took a seat at the table, and waited for her pain to subside. She had spent most of the day complaining of her misery while instructing me on the proper way to make a bed, scrub a floor, polish silverware, use a washing machine, and so on.
     According to Mama, her pain—something like gas—had begun during the wee hours of the morning. It balled up in her chest, rolled through her stomach, between her thighs, and into her knees. It did a slow dribble in her swollen ankles, then just like that—her finger snapped—it bounced back to her chest and started all over again, taking her breath away.
     On the table, beneath a crystal saltshaker, was an envelope. She picked it up and fanned it before her face. “Fifteen dollars,” she said indignantly. “I don’t care what I do ’round here, it’s always the same fifteen dollars. Never mind that I stayed late on Tuesday evening when Mister Frederick’s mother came for dinner. Never mind that I walked to the Colonial for flour that Miss Arlisa forgot to pick up. Week in, week out, always the same fifteen dollars.”
     She removed the bills and tucked them inside the pocket of her dress, then slid the envelope and a pencil across the table. “Sit down,” she said, “I want you to write me a note to Miss Arlisa.”
     My obedience, as always, was swift.
     “Dear Miss Arlisa,” Mama started as soon as I was seated across from her. “Tangy Mae can do just as good a job as I can. She is my child and I learned her good. She can start work for you on Monday. I will be dead.”
     My hand trembled slightly, but I wrote the note exactly as she dictated. She snatched the envelope from the table, scanned the words, then passed it back to me. “Sign it, Rozelle Quinn,” she said. “Miss Arlisa probably won’t even know who that is. All they know
’round here is Rosie. Rosie do this and Rosie do that.”
      I sat there, dumbfounded. Loss traveled through my body, pulsed at my temples, and numbed my fingertips. I wanted to wail, to one-up her moans, believing my pain to be more severe than anything she could be feeling.
     “You got something you wanna say?” she asked.
     “No, ma’am,” I answered, forcing myself to look at her. There was plenty I wanted to say. The words were choking me. I covered my mouth with my hand so they would not seep out. Mama, you promised Mr. Pace that you would let me go to school one more year. You promised me the ninth grade. You promised! Mr. Pace thinks I’m smart. Please, Mama, let me go to school!
     But I had nothing with which to bargain, and I knew it. Already I had attended school longer than any of my siblings. I was in ninth grade, which in itself was miraculous, considering I had never set foot in an eighth-grade classroom. Academically, I had surpassed my peers, but at home I was a complete failure. At the age of twelve, my mother’s children were expected to drop out of school, get a job, and help support the family. I fell short of expectations.
     “We gotta get on home,” Mama said. “Put me a bit of coffee and sugar in some wax paper. And Tangy Mae, don’t make it noticeable.”
     “Yes, ma’am,” I said, and thought how calm my mother appeared for a woman who planned to be dead come Monday morning.
     Holding onto the table with one hand and supporting her back with the other, she heaved herself to her feet, then removed her apron and hung it in the broom closet. She checked the house one last time to make sure everything was in order, retrieved yesterday’s newspaper from a basket beside the trash bin, and ushered me out by way of the back door.
     The bitter cold January afternoon seemed to freeze my mother’s face into a mask of disdain. “They done seen the last of me,” she grumbled. “They don’t give a damn if I freeze to death. They don’t care nothing ’bout me, and I don’t care nothing ’bout them.”
     I knew she was talking to herself, so I walked along beside her, keeping my mouth and my coat tightly closed. Sometimes Mama would come home from work and talk about the Munfords for hours. Miss Arlisa, she opined, was a fat, lazy white woman who had no idea how to keep house or satisfy a man. Mr. Frederick was a show-off who drove his automobile around town, honking the horn, and bragging about everything he possessed, including his ugly wife.
     I had seen them only once, the time they brought Mama home with a load of old clothes they had given her. The only things I knew about the Munfords were that they owned the hardware store in town and that Mrs. Munford was not nearly as ugly as Mama had described her. She was not nearly as pretty as Mama, either.
     “I been watching you,” Mama said as we walked along the paved street that led out of East Grove and toward the Cherokee Creek Bridge that would take us into Stump Town. “You think them Munfords is rich white folk, don’t you? Well, they ain’t rich. If you wanna see rich, you gotta go up there on Meadow Hill. That’s where the really classy white folks live. They got mansions up there that take from morning to night to clean, and that’s wit’ five and six people working. These East Grove whites bow down to them on Meadow Hill, and you better believe it.”
     I had long been familiar with the Pakersfield hierarchy, which ranked Meadow Hill supreme. Everybody bowed to somebody, but, all in all, Pakersfield was a decent place to live. The Negroes had Stump Town, the flats, and Plymouth, while the whites had Meadow Hill, East Grove, and North Ridge. There was never any trouble, as long as everybody stayed where they belonged. We usually did.
     Miss Janie Jay’s house was the first house on the Stump Town side of Cherokee Creek. Mama didn’t care much for Miss Janie—claimed she was highfalutin and put on airs—so it surprised me when she strolled through the gate and up to Miss Janie’s porch. I hesitated for only a second before following.
     “Knock on that door and tell Janie I’m dying out here and I’d be much obliged for a drank of water,” Mama said.
     Miss Janie taught Sunday school and sang in the choir at the Solid Rock Baptist Church. She was old, probably about sixty or so. She wore her hair parted down the center with a thick gray plait on each side. On Sundays, she covered the plaits with one of her many fancy hats, and when the spirit moved her, she would wave one hand in the air and hold tight to the hat with her other hand.
     “Tangy Quinn,” she said, opening the door and staring out at me. “Shouldn’t you be at school?”
     “Mama’s real sick, Miss Janie,” I said. “She’s out here on your porch and wants to know if you can spare her a drink of water.”
      “I’m dying, Janie,” Mama groaned. She had positioned herself on Miss Janie’s porch swing, slumped over, with her head resting between the chains, looking as if she might die at any second.
      “Rosie, what is it?” Miss Janie showed alarm at the sight of Mama. “Just hold on, honey. I’ll get you some water.”
     While Miss Janie went for water, I kept a close watch on my mother. Her eyes were closed and her arms rested against her abdomen with one hand clutching the newspaper. She moaned, shook her head as if disapproving of the sound, then moaned again. She did that several times, changing the pitch and depth of each moan, before it dawned on me that she was rehearsing her suffering, exaggerating her misery.
     By the time Miss Janie returned, Mama was trembling all over, tears streaked her cheeks, and her hair was loose and tangled about her head. She was in such a state that it took me and Miss Janie both to get her into an upright position. Miss Janie held the glass and Mama took a few sips of water before slumping over again.
      “Rosie, maybe you need something hot,” Miss Janie suggested. “I can get you some tea.”
      “No, Janie. I’m going home to my children,” Mama whispered. “This is a terrible way to die, but I need to be wit’ my children. There’s things I need to tell ’em before it’s too late.”
     Miss Janie’s eyes brimmed with tears. “Oh, Rosie, I’m so sorry,” she said. “Just remember, Jesus saves. Put your trust in Jesus.”
     Miss Janie tried to get Mama to come inside to warm herself and offered to call the doctor, but Mama refused. Miss Janie helped her to her feet and walked us out to the gate, saying we should pray, that God answers prayer.
     Mama held tightly to my arm and used my shoulder to support her weight as we made our way slowly up Oglesbee Street. My knees were so cold that I knew if one touched the other, I would fall to the ground, taking my dying mother with me. As we turned the corner onto Chestnut Street, Mama loosened her grip on my arm. She straightened her back, smoothed and pinned her hair in place, then smiled and winked at me.
     Painfully, I parted my frost-chapped lips and returned a smile. I loved her with all my heart, but if she did not die by Monday morning, I was determined to discover from the pages of my schoolbooks how to break the chains that bound me to my mother.

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Darkest Child 4.6 out of 5 based on 0 ratings. 281 reviews.
Guest More than 1 year ago
This was a great read-full of great detail, names, and description and true to the era. The characters were something else. Tangy Mae tells the story from l3 year old eyes and is wise beyond her years. Yet she is still a child, still learning about life, and can't seem to do much about the situation she is in with all the craziness around her. Her mother Rozelle is wild, crazy and physically abusive-yet, in a warped kind of way, she still has love for her children. I read the book in two days because I couldn't wait to see what would happen. These characters have a lot left in them and I hope there is a sequel. I want to know what happens to Tangy and I want the mother to get hers. Great book.
LIV2read More than 1 year ago
I read this book when it came out 7 years ago. I can't tell you how many copies I bought to give away because I wasn't letting go of mine! The story is beautifully and well written. The subject matter, the totally heartless mother and the abuse of her daughter, Tangy, will break your heart and keep you turning pages. You don't want to believe that people that evil exist. And you want better for Tangy Mae. Ms. Phillips pulls you into her story. Her writing left me wanting more. I just recently read it again, and it is even more powerful the second time. This book begs to be a book club selection because you need to talk with someone about it after you read it!
deseree young More than 1 year ago
I am usually a Zane lover but to come across a book such as this one has shift my love into a different direction. The Darkest Child is such a good book and the ending was what I had hoped for. I recommend this to all book lovers as you will not be displeased
EffieTX More than 1 year ago
I was blown away by this book.... I didn't just read it.. I LIVED it... It was wonderful.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This book was was sooooo good. It had me laughing, crying, feeling some kind of ways...I shouted out, I couldn't put it down ..it was great. I wish the author had other novels
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
The author has written a gripping and powerful story of family, poverty, abuse and love. Definitely a five star read that will engage the reader cover to cover.
Daenel More than 1 year ago
This book is quite possibly one of the most disturbing books I've read. And that's why I gave it 4 stars. Any book that grab and twist my emotions is a winner. I wanted to stop reading it ~ the abuse scenes were cringe worthy. Not just the physical aspects, but the mental aspects... a part of me just kept asking myself if there are really kids who are living under these conditions and I know there are which made this story all the more compelling. Tangy and her siblings are sympathetically written. They have hopes and dreams, the need to be loved... All of this despite everything that their mother did to them. I like that the end of the book was open ended, instead of wrapped in a neat little package. Phillips debut novel is definitely an emotional journey not for the faint of heart. I would recommend this novel for book discussion groups because of the varied topics: race relations, child abuse, color issues within the black community, poverty and education. Just be prepared to put the book down and walk away for a few minutes.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
One of the best books I've ever read.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I can't get enough of this book. I have reread this book several times if the years.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This book is really phenomenal, would make a great movie if cast properly. I also had the opportunity to listen to this book on cd. The book came alive. Kept me and my husband on the edge of our seats throughout our road trip. Love it. LW
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
A must read
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
A gripping and powerful story...a definite must read
Walker69 More than 1 year ago
This is my second time reading this book & It still knocks me off my feet! The imagery is one of a kind. This is a must buy!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This is a great book but it may not be for the faint at heart. This book touches on so many issues, mostly bad. I really felt for the children and just had a feeling of wanting to help somehow. This is how I know this was an awesome book because the characters seemed so real and just had me so drawn in. There were some nights I went to bed thinking about it. It really touched home because I've either experienced or known of others who have come across one or more of these types of issues...whether it's poverty, physical or mental abuse, mental illness, or children being given up or disowned by a parent. All of those issues going on in a time of racial segragation in a small country town makes a great page turner. I read as much as I could every day...finished within a week. Great job Delores Phillips.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
A phenomenal read! Loved this book!
Anonymous 2 days ago
well+written%2C+could+visualize+the+characters+and+everything+that+happened.+Keeps+you+interested+and+wanting+to+know+what+happens+next.+Selfish+mother+who+raised+her+kids+to+take+care+of+her.+no+morals+no+love++you+hate+Roshell+and+cheer+for+Tangy+Mae+that+she+survives+and+makes+it+out+of+Parkersville.
jonesli on LibraryThing 7 months ago
[The Darkest Child] is a heart wrenching tale set in the Segregated South ,of a child wanting to love her mother, even while experiencing child abuse and the effects of alcoholism combined with her mother's madness. Great Read.
micbella on LibraryThing 7 months ago
All i have to say is their momma sho' is crazy!
goldiebear on LibraryThing 7 months ago
This book was similar in the vein of The Help, but much more raw and gritty. This book has scenes in that I will never forget. They were shocking and harsh. The characters all had a lot of depth to them. They grew and they changed. I enjoy books about this period in American history. This was a great addition to it. It was really well written and I would love to read anything else that Delores Phillips has to offer.
pbadeer on LibraryThing 7 months ago
This was a very difficult book to read. Good but emotionally draining. Originally begun months ago, I gratefully set it aside for awhile because it was a little more "raw" than I'm used to reading.Tangy Mae is growing up in the segregated south in a house which doesn't feel much like a home. Her brothers and sisters all have different fathers - assuming they know who their fathers are - and the emotional outbursts of the mother force the siblings into each others' arms. But this mother transcends the standard shortfalls of the typical head of a literary disfunctional family. Verbal and physical abuse are daily occurences and mental cruelty is a given, but the prostituting of her daughters to cover the family's expenses was a bit too much for me. If you can rise above this kind of writing - in my case simply reminding myself (repeatedly) that these characters were fictional - this is well worth your time. Just be advised that realistic fiction gets that term for a reason, and just knowing that some of what is described actually could (and does) take place raises the author's writing to a different level.
bohemiangirl35 on LibraryThing 7 months ago
The Darkest Child is the story of a black family living in the rural south in the 1950s. Rozelle, the mother, classifies her 10 children (by 10 different fathers) by their color - white, Indian and negroe. Tangy Mae is the darkest one of the group and the "smart" one in the family. She loves learning and wants to graduate from high school, but Rozelle wants her to drop out and go to work cleaning houses. No one else in the family has graduated and as Tangy's friend says, "Girls ain't good for nothin' anyway." In addition to this conflict, Rosie is a mentally ill, self-centered and sadistic mother and behaves cruelly towards all her children. She literally brands Tangy Mae on the leg, stabs Martha Jean (the deaf sister) in the hand, kills her youngest child Judy, and pimps out her daughters for money and favors. Despite growing up in these hellish conditions, 9 of the 10 siblings feel like they can't leave their mother's home - the only house in the county without electricity.The family drama plays out against the backdrop of the Civil Rights movement.The story is told by Tangy Mae, beginning when she is 13. Delores Phillips does an excellent job of letting the reader know what's happening through a 13-year-old's naive telling of the facts as she sees them. Only a few things in the novel don't ring true: Tangy Mae, despite her harsh upbringing, remains inexplicably naive about her mother's behavior and her family's actions. And I never figured out why the children as they grow up feel like they can't leave the person who torments and abuses them.
tlogreen on LibraryThing 7 months ago
Horrific!!!!!! Chilling!!!!! Couldn't put it down. I read it,my wife read it and my sister in-law read it.
altima313 on LibraryThing 7 months ago
This book is excellent in evoking all emotions but mostly hatred toward Rosie (the mother). Tangy Mae is a smart child of 10 with common sense and you just want to snatch her away from her crazy mama. This story compels you from the start to the end with you saying 'what could possibly happen next'. I'm looking forward to her next novel.The story is mixed with some historical moments set back in the 40's, 50's and 60's. It depicts the rural south and living in a small town during racial hatred. Filled with grand plot events, racial tension, and family violence, this debut is a sensational read.
Anonymous 7 months ago
I enjoyed it
Anonymous 12 months ago
The story was awful although the characters kept me captivated. I was not be able to predict the outcome nor guess if Tangy found her way.