Ellie Haycock Is Totally Normal

by Gretchen Schreiber

Overview

The Breakfast Club meets Five Feet Apart in this big-hearted novel from debut author Gretchen Schreiber.

Ellie Haycock has always separated her life into sections: Ellie at home and Ellie at the hospital. At home, Ellie is a proud member of her high school’s speech and debate team alongside her best friend and her boyfriend. At the hospital, Ellie has a team of doctors and a mom who won’t stop posting about the details of her illness online. It’s not hard for Ellie to choose which of the two she prefers.

But this latest hospital stay is different. Ellie becomes close with a group of friends, including Ryan, a first-timer who’s still optimistic about the doctors that Ellie stopped trusting years ago. Despite their differences, she can’t seem to keep him out of her head. Ellie’s life has never been ordinary—but maybe this time it will be extraordinary.

Product Details

ISBN-13:	9781250892164
Publisher:	St. Martin's Publishing Group
Publication date:	03/05/2024
Pages:	304
Sales rank:	70,606
Product dimensions:	5.60(w) x 8.20(h) x 2.10(d)
Age Range:	12 - 18 Years

About the Author

Gretchen Schreiber grew up between the hills of Kansas and the hospitals of Minnesota, but now calls the hills of Los Angeles home. After getting her MFA from USC Film School, she works as a professional bookworm for Hello Sunshine, Reese Witherspoon’s media company. She is always down to run away to Disneyland or a bookstore.

Editorial Reviews

11/27/2023

A white teen with a rare genetic condition that affects her vertebrae, anus, heart, trachea, esophagus, kidney, and limbs (VACTERL) seeks autonomy in Schreiber’s affirming debut, a budding teen romance that focuses on agency and autonomy. Guarded high school junior Eleanor Ruby Haycock—who is missing a kidney and was born with vertebral anomalies, cardiac issues, and a limb difference—shields her friends from “the realities of hospital life” and fears ostracism should classmates find her mother’s online blog, where she chronicles Ellie’s health progress. Ellie wants to “pretend to be normal,” win competitions with her debate teammates, and hang out with her boyfriend. Instead, she’s back at the hospital—and is startled to find herself connecting with (and crushing on) other patients, events that challenge her efforts to compartmentalize her relationships. Though awkward phrasing occasionally mires introspective prose, Schreiber, who also has VACTERL, employs witty banter and acerbic first-person narration to unravel complexities of disability identity as Ellie learns to self-advocate, redefines what “normal” means to her, and reckons with how chronic illness can affect relationships with others and oneself. Ages 12–up. (Mar.)

Publishers Weekly

"Honest and heartfelt." - Paste Magazine

"Profoundly honest... authentic and moving. It’s a story that needs to be told. Recommended." - School Library Journal

"Schreiber’s writing comes from personal experience with VACTERL, and while serious medical illnesses could be treated as grim, Schreiber infuses the pain and conflict with hope, friendship, and a romantic interest—someone who can see the real Ellie." -Booklist, starred

"Told with sparkling wit and endless charm. I fell in love with Ellie Haycock! I think you will too. Either way.. she is totally fine." - Reese Witherspoon

"Gretchen Schreiber's writing is honest, raw, and funny. She seamlessly weaves a story of hurt and humor with beautiful prose and characters that already feel like old friends. With friendship, family, cute boys, and how to stop seeing yourself through the lens of other people's definitions, Ellie is the coming-of-age story everyone should read." - Kristin Dwyer, author of Some Mistakes Were Made

"Soul-deep and sharply poetic, Schreiber’s debut deftly rewrites conventions with poignant detail. With resonant romance and an iconic central character, Ellie Haycock is Totally Normal is extraordinary." Emily Wibberley and Austin Siegemund-Broka, authors of Always Never Yours

"Featuring a cast of characters you can't help but fall in love with, Ellie Haycock is Totally Normal is whip-smart, sharply funny, and deeply poignant." - Kara McDowell, author of The Prince & the Apocalypse

"Schreiber employs witty banter and acerbic first-person narration to unravel complexities of disability identity as Ellie learns to self-advocate, redefines what 'normal' means to her, and reckons with how chronic illness can affect relationships with others and oneself." - Publishers Weekly

"Honest and illuminating." - Kirkus Review

From the Publisher

03/01/2024

Gr 7 Up—Ellie and her mom are staying at Family Care Home, a residential house connected to the hospital, so that doctors can figure out why she can't stop coughing. Hospital life is nothing new for Ellie. She was born with VACTERL syndrome, which causes a host of medical issues (one kidney and limb differences, for example). Leaving high school, her beloved speech and debate team, and her boyfriend Jack is difficult for Ellie—but at Family Care Home she reconnects with her friend Caitlin, who shares her diagnosis, and she makes some new friends, including cute Ryan. Ellie compartmentalizes her life; she never mixes hospital friends with friends from home, and she never discusses the reality of living with a disability with home friends. When her surgery doesn't go as planned, her strategy backfires. Although the focus of this novel centers on Ellie navigating friendships (as well as sorting out her romantic feelings for Ryan and Jack), the tension debut author Schneider describes between Ellie and her mother is depicted in a profoundly honest way. Ellie's mom blogs about Ellie's medical challenges, and Ellie desperately wants her to stop, which begs the question: When you are a child with disabilities whose parent has devoted their life to caring and advocating for you, whose story is it? The understanding the two ultimately reach is authentic and moving. VERDICT Ellie's first-person narrative about navigating between hospital life and what she calls "real life" is compelling; it's a story that needs to be told. Recommended.—Ragan O'Malley

School Library Journal

2023-12-06
A teen with a rare illness struggles to bridge her hospital and school relationships.

Ellie Haycock insists that her high school friends—especially her boyfriend, Jack—never know how thoroughly VACTERLs affects her life. If they knew, surely they’d abandon her, just as her elementary friends did. The genetic disease has left Ellie with heart, kidney, spine, and limb issues. She’s had over 40 surgeries, and now she and Mom are staying in hospital lodging while Ellie’s doctors investigate a troubling new lung issue. Worse, Mom not only decides on Ellie’s medical treatments but publicly blogs about Ellie’s experiences and the stress of raising a disabled child. Luckily, Caitlin Barrie, Ellie’s “best hospital friend,” is a fellow VACTERLs veteran, ready to dispense support and no-nonsense advice. New hospital friends provide further distraction—especially Ryan Kim. Though Ryan’s insistence that Ellie should trust doctors who can’t fix her is as frustrating as Caitlin’s urging her to trust her friends, his tough love begins to feel unnervingly like romantic love. But Ellie’s pervasive distrust risks destroying her home and hospital friendships alike. Though the secondary characters feel somewhat two-dimensional, and Ellie’s development comes late in the story, Schreiber, who has VACTERLs herself, portrays myriad challenges of chronic illness, including post-traumatic stress from surgery, with often brutal frankness. Ellie’s relationship with her mother is gut-wrenching and nuanced, exploring issues of privacy, sacrifice, guilt, and love. Ellie and Caitlin read white; Ryan is cued Korean American.

Honest and illuminating. (author’s note) (Fiction. 13-18)

Kirkus Reviews