A fiction novel based on true events, people and life in Los Angeles County. Fall into the crazy world of Ethan Brown as his life spirals out of control. Ethan, a young lovable character with an anxiety problem, finds himself crashing into another world of drugs, gangs, rock and roll and fame overnight. He is forced to deal with himself and his short-comings, as the people he loves the most are killed or turn on him. Within this time he discovers love in the unlikeliest of places, a run down dope house on crack alley as he meets a very beautiful young drug user. As he tries to deal with his pain of losing those closest to him, his life just goes more out of control and his mind starts playing tricks on him as he realizes that there is something terribly wrong with him. Ethan realizes that he must find answers, and try to find himself again before it is too late.