I Chose to Die (Siren Suicides, Book 1)

I Chose to Die (Siren Suicides, Book 1)

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On a rainy September morning that just so happens to be her sixteenth birthday, Ailen Bright, a chicken-legged, straw-haired teenager, decides to commit suicide via drowning in the family bathtub. The ornate marble tub, adhering to her abusive father's love for anything expensive and Italian, is decorated by five sirens - who seemingly help her escape the house when her father breaks down the bathroom door. After an almost-successful suicide attempt number two, which lands her at the bottom of a lake, she learns that sirens are, in fact, real, and they want to turn her into one of them. An amazing, yet dark look into the mind and heart of a suicidal teenager, this urban fantasy follows Ailen's struggle to figure out the meaning of life, the unraveling of her confusing feelings for her theatrically goofy best friend Hunter, and her desperate battle for her father's love.

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BN ID: 2940148890126
Publisher: Ksenia Anske
Publication date: 08/05/2013
Series: Siren Suicides , #1
Sold by: Barnes & Noble
Format: NOOK Book
Pages: 266
File size: 4 MB

About the Author

Ksenia was born in Moscow, Russia, and came to US in 1998 not knowing English, having studied architecture and not dreaming that one day she'd be writing. SIREN SUICIDES, an urban fantasy set in Seattle, is her first novel. She lives in Seattle with her boyfriend and their combined three kids in a house that they like to call The Loony Bin.

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I Chose to Die 5 out of 5 based on 0 ratings. 2 reviews.
SHould More than 1 year ago
I have read the first book of the series when it came out a few years ago and I liked it. For some reason, I felt like reading it again and I must say that it aged really well. Like a fine wine, it is even better with a more mature reader. I know in my case, I have gone through many things in my personal life that made me, even more, enjoy reading this book. If you are sensitive to triggers, I do not recommend this book to you as you will find it very hard to read. But if you love awesome urban fantasy with a delightful twist, I most definitively suggest that you read this book. This book is one out of three, so get cracking, you have a lot of reading to do. And if you want to read all three books into a much shorter book, why not check out the second edition available on Ksenia Anske's website. You will love it I am sure.
RayBear More than 1 year ago
There were so many aspects of the Siren Suicides that I loved that it’s difficult to even start writing a review. I’m in awe of Anske’s talent as a writer. I always wanted a writer like Neil Gaiman, who would write something I wanted to read, something with the sympathies of a plot and characters on the verge of reality that could hold my attention, even while the author’s imagination is running wild. I have found that in Ksenia Anske. She is everything a reader could ask for, and I’m glad that she quit her day job to devote herself to writing. Anske perfects a writing style devoted to beautiful phrases and well-crafted words that I cannot believe she didn’t grow up with English as a first language. I only wish that I didn’t read so fast so that I could savor the sounds and images Anske creates. This is a book well worth listening to as an audiobook if ever the author converted her novels into audiobooks. “My saliva is acid syrup. My blood is concentrated seawater pumped through my veins by a dead heart. My power is my voice, and I’m using it—using it plenty. Eating my dinner, humans served live, their souls draped over the garnish of soulless siren. It’s supposed to satisfy me, but makes me hungrier still, as if it’s the last meal I’ll ever eat.” (Page 31 of book 2). The concept of a Siren is not new, but the image and voice Ksenia gives to this creature is creative, a new spin on the vampire/werewolf genre with their incessant need to feed off of humans. Ksenia’s Sirens are not always the beautiful ethereal creatures that call to sailors from the depths of the ocean, they personify people and travel on land and water. They have powers of oneness with the water, not superpowers, but a true calling with the natural element.