As we all know, life can be a very difficult road to travel. There are many twists and turns, many ups and downs. When tragedy hits, we find ourselves making important decisions. As Christians, we know in our hearts the right thing to do, but the battle in our mind sometimes takes over. God allows us to make our own decisions. He gives us free will. We can choose to hang on to our faith or we can decide to throw in the towel. John 20:24-27 talks about Thomas not believing until he saw Jesus for himself. Jesus told him, "You believe because you see me. Those who believe without seeing me will be truly blessed." Things may not always turn out the way we want them to, but we must believe God is in control, and His plan for us is good. That has been the hardest thing I have ever done, but I know in my heart that God is good. I will always believe, and I will never give up. This is what I stand on every day. Some day my faith will become my sight!