I Swear

I Swear

by Lane Davis

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Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781442435070
Publisher: Simon & Schuster Books For Young Readers
Publication date: 10/08/2013
Edition description: Reprint
Pages: 288
Sales rank: 698,818
Product dimensions: 5.50(w) x 8.20(h) x 0.90(d)
Lexile: HL730L (what's this?)
Age Range: 14 - 18 Years

About the Author

Lane Davis is a writer and actor who lives in Los Angeles. I Swear is his first novel.

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I Swear


  • When I got back to my room with the Diet Cokes, Macie was finishing the Facebook message to Leslie. As I set the cans down on the desk, she looked up at me with a quick smirk, then back at the screen. A satisfied smile slowly spread across her face. Then she flipped a long strand of honey-blond hair over her shoulder.

    “Straight-A Jillian, your proofreading skills are now required. Nothing is worse than a typo in a suicide note.”

    “Totally.” Krista giggled. “That would really make you want to kill yourself.” She and Beth dissolved into laughter on the floor. I gingerly stepped over Katherine to sit down at the computer as Macie slid away and popped open a Diet.

    The words on the screen were typed into a Facebook message. It read:

    TOP 10 THINGS TO REMEMBER IN YOUR SUICIDE NOTE

    1. Apologize for all the terrible sweaters you wore.

    2. A brief rundown of how bad you were at volleyball.

    3. How much it hurt that your daddy was never home enough.

    4. Tell everyone how sorry you are that you won’t be at prom this year, so someone else will have to be “worst dressed.”

    5. A thank-you to all your best girlfriends, who were so nice to you. (Oh. Wait. There weren’t any because you were a slut who stole people’s boyfriends.)

    6. Who you’re leaving all your craptastic earrings to.

    7. How sad you were that your boobs never grew in.

    8. A line from one of those stupid country songs you listened to.

    9. Why we shouldn’t be sad now that you’re gone. (Not that we would be.)

    10. Tell Jake how you’re doing this for him so that he won’t have ugly babies.

    “Is ‘craptastic’ a word?” I asked.

    “Oh, who cares? It’s not like she’s clever enough to use a word like that in a book report, let alone a suicide note.” Macie was very pleased with herself. I could tell that this week at school would be easier. She’d been begging for a sleepover since last Monday. Finally, I’d invented a chemistry exam that required a study group so my mom would buy into a Sunday-night slumber party. Now if we could just get this message sent before Jake got home, we’d be set.

    “Looks good,” I said. “Our weekly missive appears to be ready.”

    “Oh, Beeeeeth . . . ,” trilled Macie. It was a silly tradition that we’d established. Macie typed, I proofread, Beth pressed send every week.

    “Ta-da!” squealed Beth, the tiny gymnast in our midst, who jumped in a single fluid motion from the floor to the chair at the computer desk, somehow joining me on a seat I didn’t realize had room for the both of us.

    She clicked.

    She clapped.

    And as she turned around, the door to my room swung open with such force that it bounced against the wall and knocked the lamp off my dresser. Krista screamed as the bulb flashed purple and burned out. Suddenly, all six feet, two inches of my twin brother, Jake, were standing in the doorway.

    “Where did you get this?” he asked. His voice was so still, no one dared to breathe. There was no air left in the room.

    I tried to act nonchalant. I squinted at the silver chain dangling from his fist as if I couldn’t quite make out what he was holding, as if I didn’t know.

    But I knew. We all did. And Jake’s knuckles were white.

    Katherine was typically the quiet one, but she must’ve noticed me flinch under Jake’s gaze, because she was the only one to jump in.

    “What is that?” she asked, sitting up on the knees of her plaid pajama pants and reaching for the anchor dangling from the chain in Jake’s hand.

    Without moving his eyes from mine, he pulled the chain out of her reach as a cloud crossed his clear blue eyes.

    “Jills, you know exactly what it is,” he said.

    The short sleeve of Jake’s green polo strained against the biceps of his right arm as he gripped the necklace. The pendant trembled on the chain from the tension in his hand. His whole body was on a slow boil.

    “Dang, Jake.” Macie whistled. “You’re so sexy when you’re angry.”

    For one moment, Jake’s eyes left me and fixed on Macie in a look of such contempt that even Macie withered backward from the heat.

    “Don’t ever speak to me again,” he spat at her so slowly it felt like the words were separate explosions from an armful of hand grenades he’d lobbed into each corner of the room. “I want you out of my life.”

    Then he turned on his heel and headed back down the hall.

    I’ll never forget how we sat there in silence for what seemed like an eternity as we listened to the front door slam, then the car door, then heard Jake squeal away from the curb. I didn’t realize it then, but that was the moment it all began—or it all ended, depending on your point of view, I suppose. In the span of time between his tires peeling out and Krista’s next giggle, I sat in the eerie quiet and understood two things:

    I didn’t know exactly how we’d gotten here.

    But I knew exactly where Jake was going.

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    Anonymous More than 1 year ago
    This book was really great. Each chapter alternates the character who is telling the story, so you get the points of view of 5 different teens. It really makes you think, not only about how YOUR words affect others but about how not STOPPING other bullies can be just as harmful. I think all teens should read this, especially in the age of technology! Bullying is easier now more than ever, but it is more harmful as well. This read goes by pretty quickly and is interesting throughout. It has a life-like ending and is very thought-provoking. Pick it up and you won't be sorry!
    Anonymous More than 1 year ago
    I read this book as a teenager myself who tried o commit sucide it amazingly reflects the true emotios of a sucidal teen and the unrelentig bullying that happes in high school as well as shows how bullies relise the wrong they did. It has byfar become one of my favorite books!
    Anonymous More than 1 year ago
    This book has a great story line and is very touching:) i definitely recommend!
    Anonymous More than 1 year ago
    I didnt read on my nook but. The book was awesome great detail.
    Anonymous More than 1 year ago
    Even tho i didnt read this book on my nook i felt like i should recommend any of you that read this post that this book is a really good book that shows you wat bullying and cyberbullying can do to people you are bullying... hope you like it and really enjoy reading it... you won be disappointed happy reading!!! NSS
    Anonymous More than 1 year ago
    I personally love this book because it shows how rude high school girls can get. It also shows even if some of the girls are bullying you, once your gone, they regret everything and want you back. Please read!
    Anonymous More than 1 year ago
    This book was awesome! I defiantly recommend this book to teens. I am a teen and have been bullied several times and by reading this book, it makes me feel even sadder knowing that Leslie committee suicide. Even though you may think its all Leslie's fault for taking her own life, think again. Macie was real........................................... mean to Leslie and that should be a lesson to every teen out there especially since technology is being used everyday.
    MercedesMud More than 1 year ago
    I felt the author did a great job of making the reader really see the bullies for what they were. If I could have crawled into their world and throttled Macie I would have. I dealt with these things as a teenager but was lucky enough to not be the biggest target. What frustrated me was Jake. He knew what was going on. I think he should have been more involved in protecting Leslie from his wicked sister and her friends, he should not have backed off because Leslie said so. To me, if he truly loved her, he would have fought and risked her wrath regardless. It disgusted me that Leslie had told her folks and the school was aware but nothing was done and everyone, I mean everyone, knew the group behind it all. I didn’t like the end of the book. I was hoping to see some prosecution and punishment, not the case is dropped for money and everyone goes on their way. Over all it was a decent read but left me feeling unfulfilled and unresolved.
    Anonymous More than 1 year ago
    "Do you solemnly swear to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, so help you God'. "I do". These two, simple words were transformed into a near lie, when looking into the eyes of Lane Davis. His story takes us through the daily life of a high schooler, and all the problems that he/she faces. Leslie Gatlin was victim to many of these problems. As Leslie prceeded through high school, she was bullied until she could take no more. Therefore, Leslie took her own life. Now, who is to blame for this action? Many believe it was Macie Merrick, the girl who envied Leslie. Others believe it was Jillian, the sister of the boy who loved Leslie. Few thought it was the fault of Leslies own parents. Who is to blame, and will they be punished?
    Anonymous More than 1 year ago
    But the ending was very disappointing. You think there is going to be justice for Leslie, but in the end, nothing really happens to her bullies, especially Macie. Which is very aggravating because the entire book works up to there being justice for her & it doesn't end up happening. I love a good plot twist, but this one was very unsatisfactory.
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    Im a 15 year old girl and ive been bullied all my life and i started this group to help others not have to go through what i did. That was how it started i never expected the whole school to follow the group and begin to stand up against those bullying others including.
    Anonymous More than 1 year ago
    This is an amazing book with a good plot and moral RECOMENDED!
    Anonymous More than 1 year ago
    I enjoyed the plot of this book but i dont think it was worth $9.99. The point of view changes were confusing and the story in general didnt seem completely put together. Over all it was a good read onn a important subject though.
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    I read the sample, and it seemed pretty good, but should I really buy it? Is it that good???
    Anonymous More than 1 year ago
    I would not highly recommend this book. The transitions between scenes and chapters were very choppy, many characters didn't seem well developed, and the first three quarters of the book seemed to drone on and on. "I Swear" had so much possibility, but in the end, I was really disappointed. On the bright side, however, the book was fairly short. You could easily finish in two or three days.