The Last Victim: A True-Life Journey into the Mind of the Serial Killer

The Last Victim: A True-Life Journey into the Mind of the Serial Killer

by Jason Moss, Jeffrey Kottler

Paperback(Mass Market Paperback - Reprint)

$19.69 $20.99 Save 6% Current price is $19.69, Original price is $20.99. You Save 6%.
View All Available Formats & Editions
Eligible for FREE SHIPPING
  • Want it by Wednesday, October 24?   Order by 12:00 PM Eastern and choose Expedited Shipping at checkout.


The Last Victim: A True-Life Journey into the Mind of the Serial Killer by Jason Moss, Jeffrey Kottler


It started with a college course assignment, then escalated into a dangerous obsession. Eighteen-year-old honor student Jason Moss wrote to men whose body counts had made criminal history: men named Dahmer, Manson, Ramirez, and Gacy.


Posing as their ideal victim, Jason seduced them with his words. One by one they wrote him back, showering him with their madness and violent fantasies. Then the game spun out of control. John Wayne Gacy revealed all to Jason — and invited his pen pal to visit him in prison...


It was an offer Jason couldn't turn down. Even if it made him...

The book that has riveted the attention of the national media, this may be the most revealing look at serial killers ever recorded and the most illuminating study of the dark places of the human mind ever attempted.

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9780446608275
Publisher: Grand Central Publishing
Publication date: 02/01/2000
Edition description: Reprint
Pages: 320
Sales rank: 137,571
Product dimensions: 7.80(w) x 5.00(h) x 0.80(d)

Read an Excerpt

Chapter One

The Bookstore

There's a little strip mall in an older, residential area in Las Vegas, far from the chaos of the other, more famous Strip. From the university, it's a straight shot down Flamingo Road, a major artery of the city named after Bugsy Siegel's original resort.

Typical of such malls, the row of shops contains an insurance agency, a hobby shop, an army recruiting office, a tuxedo rental outlet, a beauty shop, a used bookstore, and the obligatory Chinese restaurant with a $4.75 lunch special. There's also a kickboxing studio, which is why on this particular day in August 1993 I happened to be there.

I was early for my appointment with my karate instructor and I needed a place to escape the heat. Assessing my options, the bookstore seemed especially inviting—cool and quiet inside, and with plenty to occupy my attention. I was already feeling a bit stressed from my first week as a university student, so I welcomed a few minutes to literally chill out.

As I began strolling the aisles, I noticed I was one of the store's few customers. Even so, I was invisible to the bored cashier, who was alternately thumbing through a book and taking inventory of others lying on the counter. In fact, there were books everywhere, some still resting in boxes, others neatly organized on the shelves. It was as if the owner couldn't quite figure out how to make inflow and outflow mesh.

Because true crime had been an interest of mine since my early teens, I soon found myself in the store's crime section, staring at titles that somehow seemed familiar: Killer Cults, FBI Killer, Evil Harvest, Brother inBlood. I couldn't help noticing that, more often than not, "blood" was the common denominator: Blood Echoes, Blood Games, Blood Lust, Blood Sister, Blood Warning. Whoever came up with these titles seemed to have a thing for blood.

Like many people, I was secretly—and a bit guiltily—fascinated by such material. It can be exciting to peek through your fingers at something forbidden and terrible. Just ask the millions of rubberneckers who slow down at accident scenes, hoping to catch a glimpse of a body.

Among the hundreds of books that screamed with promises of blood and pain, one in particular caught my interest: Hunting Humans. A big, thick encyclopedic volume, it presented profiles of some of the world's most famous serial killers. As I stood in the narrow aisle turning pages, I began reflecting on how well camouflaged these predators are, prior to being caught. They look like anyone else, live apparently normal lives, often appear charming, sociable, and productive. But at the same time, they stalk and kill people, sometimes torturing and mutilating them.

I wondered what it must be like to look in the mirror and realize you are the bogeyman. How are these people able to live with themselves?

I was jolted out of my reverie by the sound of voices coming from across the aisle. "Do you have a store credit?" I could hear the cashier ask someone. I didn't catch the answer because, in my mind, an idea was beginning to form. It was something on the edge of my consciousness—something I couldn't grab on to.

The title of another book captured my attention: The Killer Clown. Now, that's interesting, I thought, reaching for it. I'd always been afraid of clowns.

As a child my most frequent nightmare took place at my grandparents' house. In the dream I was supposed to be taking a bath, but a strange sound drew me out of the tub to investigate. I started walking toward the stairs when I heard a scream, followed by a liquidy cackle. Looking down the stairs, I saw my grandmother sprawled out on the floor, blood slowly dripping from her mouth. Somewhere close, I heard an eerie laughter.

I turned in the direction of the voice and was startled to see a clown sitting on the stairwell's balcony, laughing at me. I particularly remember the big red smile on his face. At that point, I'd always wake up.

My parents and grandparents tell me that, as a kid, whenever I'd see a clown, I'd start crying in fear. Even today, there's something about that painted-on happy face and exaggerated show of good cheer that I don't trust. There's something about the masks that clowns wear—I can't help feeling that the intention is to deceive. Call me paranoid, but I find myself wondering: Who's the real person hiding beneath that makeup?

The idea that a killer would dress himself up as a clown to entertain sick children by day, and then stalk the streets for prey at night, seemed inconceivable to me. Yet I could identify with people who led double lives. How many times had I exuded confidence when taking an exam, or engaging in a debate, when, in fact, I was less than sure of myself?

I decided to buy both books—the one about hunting humans, and the other about the killer clown—even though it would put a crimp in my student budget. At the time, I had no idea the true cost would ultimately be much higher.

What People are Saying About This

Matt McCarthy

Haunting… Moss explores the concealed minds of serial rapists and killers in a way no law enforcement professional has even been successful in doing.
— Sexual assault detective, Las Vegas Metropolitan Police Department

Dennis McDougal

A first-rate, if sobering, true-life drama. It will make anyone who has ever thought about trying to get inside a serial killer's mind think twice.
— Author of the Edgar Award-winning In the Best of Families and Angel of Darkness

Edward Verkin

The Last Victim is even more chilling and riveting than I'd anticipated, knowing beforehand the sensational facts of Moss's inquiry into the criminal mind…Quite remarkable. This is a book that, once started, is impossible to put down.— Resident Agent in Charge, Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco, and Firearms

Carlton Stowers

This nightmarish memoir allows the reader to look over Jason Moss's shoulder into the troubling and chilling pit of humanity's darkest and most vile misconduct.
— Author of the Edgar Award-winning Careless Whispers

Harold Schechter

A perilous odyssey into the darkest recesses of the psychopathic mind. In this gripping account of his experiences, Moss dares to explore a question that most of us are too terrified to confront: Why are we fascinated to the point of obsession by monsters like John Wayne Gacy and Jeffrey Dahmer? What fearful grip do they exert on us?
— Author of The A-Z Encyclopedia of Serial Killers

Customer Reviews

Most Helpful Customer Reviews

See All Customer Reviews

Last Victim 4.1 out of 5 based on 0 ratings. 77 reviews.
Guest More than 1 year ago
I have read many books on serial killers. This one bored me. Moss takes way to much time telling the reader about how great he is and how intelligent he is. He also feels the need to keep telling the reader that he is not gay and is sickened to write the things in his letters. I also have a very hard time believing that this one peron gained confidence of so many killers. I believe that he had extensive contact with Gacy, but the others I believe he had to embelish. I would not recommend this book. There are so many great books on serial killers. This is about the self absorbed author.
Guest More than 1 year ago
The story grabbed and pulled me in, just as John Wayne Gacy pulled Jason Moss into his sick world and mind. Jason Moss took a huge risk with this adventure. I'm not sure if it was a brave or foolish undertaking. I would like to believe he is living well today, mentally and physically. I hope he was able to execute John Gacy from his mind and sole the way Gacy was executed from his own life on earth!
Guest More than 1 year ago
Truthfully, I was initially hesitant about reading this book as I am more interested in the crimes rather than examining the perpetrator. But this book caught my attention from start to finish. The insight into the criminal mind was amazing and I recommend this book 100% to anyone interested in true crime.
AnonymousLR More than 1 year ago
I, too, thought the book dragged a little in the beginning and Moss talked about himself too much; however, after he started writing these serial killers in prison it took on a life of its own. I found myself staying up at night to read the entire book. Here is a 17 year old kid doing a "school project" on serial killers and it's amazing he got these people to write him back. However, I do believe they did write him because what else are they going to do in prison? The book mainly focuses on the Jason's relationship with serial killer John Wayne Gacy (the Killer Clown). It becomes very intense and that's what keeps you on the edge of your seat. How that relationship develops and what happens. This was one of my book club's picks. I wasn't sure I'd like it, but we always read these kinds of books and I found myself wanting to know more and more about what was going on in the life of Jason Moss and John Wayne Gacy.
chercherCA More than 1 year ago
If you're into true crime books you're going to love this book. I read it a while back but literally couldn't put it down! Definitely recommend this book. Trying to get my husband to read it.
Guest More than 1 year ago
I found this book to be wonderful. I love true crime stories, picked this one up one day and absolutely loved it. This is a great book.
Guest More than 1 year ago
Jeffrey Kottler,his life and times,,,,,,, would be a better title for this book, mostly boring, and about how smart he is, his college training, and how spoiled he was growing up, there were some good aspects when he was interviewing john wayne gacy, but all in all, it was a hard book NOT to put down.
Guest More than 1 year ago
I find Jason Moss's book circumspect at best. I wanted copies as proof of the letters supposedly written by Gacy, Dahmer and Manson. I never sensed the power of academic or other research to corroborate Moss's story. Possibly Moss had the ability to correspond with serial killers on some level. However, for Moss to play chameleon for each, and dupe them into confidential correspondence seems to lend him an air of credibilty he did not establish for me. I will admit to having nightmares last night about serial killers, most likely from Moss's obsession. I did sense that!
Guest More than 1 year ago
Jason is an incredible human being, extremely gutsy. I read this book in 1 day so hard to put it down. This book is an absolute must READ.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I'm surprised so many people loved this book. I've read a lot of true crime and serial killer books and this is by far my least favorite. I got annoyed with the author always praising himself for his ability to gain these killers confidences. I also find it hard to believe the serial killers were so open with him. I wish I could see copies of the letters. It wasn't a horrible read but not as good as I was hoping.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I am not a huge fan of true crime, however this book was very interesting. It tells the story from an angle not usually explored by the true crime genre. Its a very realistic portrail of how manipulative criminals can be. Also I recommend anyone who reads this book look up the author as well and look at what happened to him after this book.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
If you like true crime this will be a treat.
TruecrimefanCL More than 1 year ago
Very interesting perspective on serial killers and how some of the most notricious killers may have messed with the minds of their victims. Great read if you like true crime.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I really enjoyed this book. I am not easily scared and this book made it impossible for me to sleep. As you read you can see the psychological damage these killers inflict on jasons mind. You can tell, with the last line of the book, these killers are the reason jason kills himself in 2002!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Awesome book - he really was playing with fire going to see Gacey. Poor soul years later committed suicide in 2013. 
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I can't believe these reviews. One said this was the best he ever read. Omg-that is so scary. I do agree with those that said the author was braggard.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I enjoyed the hell out of this book!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I couldnt set this book down...i read it in 2 days. It gets a little raunchy at times and very vivid but i loved it. It really makes you think about what goes on in serial killers minds and lets you into their heads :)
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This book scared the heck out of me!! One of the best books i've read in a VERY long time!!! And then I saw the movie, "Dear Mr. Gacy."  Naturally,  not nearly as intense as the book, of course, but something worth watching. I had actually thought about doing what this young man did, and write to major killers incarerated, but will NEVER after reading this book!!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Contains real raw terror. Shows that real monsters arn't Freddy and Jason. But it very explict. But I loved it!!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This book was great couldnt put it down. It is difficult to read at times because the details were vivid but great read
Demert More than 1 year ago
Great read. This book was hard to put down. It takes you into the crazy minds of serial killers and how they can still effect a person from behind bars.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago