Let Me Be the One (Sullivans Series #6)

Let Me Be the One (Sullivans Series #6)

by Bella Andre

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How far would you go for a friend?

Back in San Francisco preparing for her big art show, Vicki Bennett needs help protecting herself and her career from the unwelcome advances of one of the judges. She knows that her longtime friend and baseball star, Ryan Sullivan, will know just how to handle things, and he's the only person she can imagine asking for help.

Ryan is thrilled to have Vicki back in his life, and he will do anything to protect her from harm, including playing the role of "pretend boyfriend." But when their staged kisses and caresses lead to an incredibly sensual night, they both worry that they may have damaged their friendship forever.

Have they made the worst mistake possible? Or is the perfect combination of friendship and love finally within reach?


Product Details

ISBN-13: 9780778316008
Publisher: MIRA Books
Publication date: 12/31/2013
Series: Sullivans Series , #6
Edition description: Original
Pages: 368
Product dimensions: 6.50(w) x 4.10(h) x 1.20(d)

About the Author

New York Times bestselling author Bella Andre is known for “sensual, empowered stories enveloped in heady romance” (Publishers Weekly). Winner of the Award of Excellence, the Washington Post has called her “one of the top digital writers in America.” Married with two children, Bella splits her time between Northern California and the Adirondacks. You can visit Bella online at www.BellaAndre.com.

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Fifteen years ago, Palo Alto High School

Victoria Bennett couldn't take her eyes off Ryan Sullivan, who was standing in the high school parking lot laughing with some of the guys on his baseball team. As she continued on her way toward the art store on University Avenue, the image of Ryan kept playing on a continuous loop in her mind.

None of the other girls in her tenth-grade class could take their eyes off him, either. At least that was one thing that didn't make her stick out from the rest of her class. Her clay-stained fingers and clothes along with the "new girl" sign she felt like she was wearing during her first few weeks at every new school did that with no help whatsoever from Ryan…or his ridiculously good looks.

Normally, she would have gotten over his pretty face without much trouble. As an artist, she always worked to look beneath the surface of things, to try to find out what was really at the heart of a painting or sculpture or song. That went for people, too. Especially boys who, as far as she could tell, only ever told a girl what they wanted to hear for one reason.

No, what had her stuck on Ryan Sullivan was the fact that he was always laughing. Somehow, without being the class clown, he had a gift for putting people at ease and making them feel good.

Before she could catch herself, she put her fingers to her lips…and wondered what it would feel like if he kissed her.

She yanked her hand away from her mouth. Not just because dreaming of his kisses was borderline pathetic given the utter unlikelihood of that scenario, but because she needed to stay focused on her art.

She wasn't just another tenth grader mooning over the hottest boy in school.

She was studying her muse.

Vicki had never been much interested in sculpting formal busts before. Old, dead, overly serious guys in gray didn't really do it for her. But it had only taken a few minutes near Ryan at lunch her first day on campus to be inspired to capture his laughter in clay. She wished she could get closer to all that easy joy—if only to figure out how to translate it from her mind's eye to the clay beneath her fingers.

Yes, she thought with a small smile, she was perfectly willing to suffer for her art. Especially if it meant staring at Ryan Sullivan.

She was almost across the school parking lot when she noticed the traffic light turned from red to green. She could pick up her pace and make it across the street, but she slowed down instead. She'd been having such trouble getting the corners of the eyes and mouth just right on her Laughing Boy sculpture. Knowing there wasn't a chance that Ryan or his friends would notice her, rather than leaving the school grounds she closed the distance between them in as nonchalant a manner as she could. Surreptitiously, she observed Ryan from beneath the veil of the bangs that had grown too long over her eyes during the summer.

A few seconds later, his friends high-fived him and walked away. Ryan bent down to finish packing up a long, narrow black bag at his feet, which she guessed held his baseball stuff.

What, she wondered on an appreciative sigh at the way the muscles on his forearms and shoulders flexed as he picked up the bag, would happen if she talked to him? And what would he say if she asked him outright to pose for her?

She was on the verge of laughing out loud at her crazy thoughts when she heard a squeal of tires seemingly coming from out of nowhere in the parking lot. In a split second she realized an out-of-control car was fishtailing straight toward Ryan.

There wasn't time to plan, or to think. Without a moment's hesitation, Vicki sprinted across the several feet between them and threw herself at him.


Fortunately, Ryan's natural athleticism kicked in right away. Even though she was the one trying to pull him out of the way, less than a heartbeat later he was lifting her and practically throwing her across the grass before leaping to cover her body with his.

She scrunched her eyes tightly shut as the car careened past, so close that she could feel the hairs on her arms lifting in its wake. Breathing hard, Vicki clung to Ryan. Wetness moved across her cheeks and she realized tears must have sprung up from landing so hard on the grass.

The seconds ticked by as if in slow motion, one hard, thudding heartbeat after another from Ryan's chest to hers and then back again from hers to his. He was so strong, so warm, so beautifully real. She wanted to lie like this with him forever, more intimately, closer than she'd ever been with another boy.

Only, as voices rose in pitch all around them, suddenly the reality of what had just happened hit her.

Oh, my God, they'd both almost died! She was starting to feel faint when he lifted his head and smiled down at her. "Hi, I'm Ryan."

The way he said it, as if she didn't already know who he was, pierced through her shock. He acted as if it was normal to be sprawled all over a girl. Which, she suddenly realized, it probably was. For him.

Definitely not for her, though.

Her lips were dry and she had to lick them once, twice, before saying, "I'm Victoria." The words, "But my friends call me Vicki," slipped out before she could pull them back in.

His smile widened and her heart started beating even faster. Not from shock this time, but from pure, unfettered teenage hormones kicked into overdrive by his beautiful smile.

"Thank you for saving my life, Vicki." A moment later, his smile disappeared as he took in her tear-streaked cheeks. The eyes that she'd seen filled with laughter so many times during the first two weeks of school grew serious. "I hurt you."

She would have told him no, and that she was fine, but all breath and words were stolen from her the instant he brushed his fingertips over her cheeks to wipe away her tears.

Somehow, she managed to shake her head, and to get her lips to form the word no, even though no sound followed.

His laughing eyes were dark now, and more intense than she'd ever seen them. "Are you sure? I didn't mean to land so hard on you."


How was she supposed to keep her brain working when he'd begun the slow, shockingly sweet process of running his hands over the back of her skull, and then down to her shoulders and upper arms?

One more word. That was all she needed to be able to answer his question.


"Good." His voice was deeper, richer than any of the other fifteen-year-old boys she knew. "I'm glad."

But as he stared down at her, his expression continued to grow even more intense and she found herself holding her breath.

Was he going to kiss her now? Had her life just turned into the quintessential after-school-special fantasy, the one where the artsy girl caught the eye of the jock and the whole school was turned upside down by their unlikely but ultimately perfect and inevitable pairing?

"One day, when you need me most, I promise I'll be there for you, Vicki."

Oh. She swallowed hard. Oh, my.

He hadn't given her a kiss…but his promise felt more important than a mere kiss would have been.

Before she realized it, he was standing up again and holding out a hand to help her up, too. Instantly she missed feeling his heat and his hard muscles pressing into her softer ones. All the lies she'd been trying to tell herself about Ryan simply being a muse scattered out of reach.

"Can I walk you home?"

Surprised that he wanted to spend more time with her, she quickly shook her head.

He looked equally surprised by her response, likely because no girl on earth had ever turned him down.

"No, I can't walk you home?" he asked again.

She fumbled to explain. "I'm not going home. I was actually heading over to the art store to pick up some supplies for a new sculpt—"

She barely stopped herself from rambling on about her latest project. Why would Ryan Sullivan care? Besides, she reminded her racing heart with brutal honesty, he probably had some pretty cheerleaders waiting on him. And they wouldn't need an out-of-control car to get him to lie down on top of them.

No matter how tempting it was to believe that she had suddenly been cast in a happy-ever-after fairytale romance, the truth was that getting that close to Ryan had been nothing more than a fluke of fate.

And Vicki remained the star of her artsy, and often lonely, move-to-a-new-town-every-year-with-her-military-family teenage life.

Only, for some strange reason she couldn't understand, Ryan wasn't running in the opposite direction yet. Probably because he felt like he owed her after she 'd saved his life. After all, hadn't he just told her that he would be there for her one day when she really needed him?

"What are you getting supplies for?" He asked the question as though he were truly interested, not just acting like it because he felt he should.

"I'm making a—" Wait, she couldn't tell him what she was making. Because she was sculpting him. "I work with clay. Lately, I've been trying to capture specific facial expressions."

"Which ones?"

Never in a million years did she think she'd ever speak to him, let alone have this long a conversation. But what shocked her most of all was just how comfortable she felt with him. Even with all of her teenage hormones on high alert, Ryan was, simply, the easiest person she'd ever been around.

And she wanted more time with him than just five stolen minutes on the high school lawn.

Her nerves were starting to back off a bit by the time she told him, "I started with all the usual expressions every artist knows best." She played it up for him. "Tears. Pain. Suffering. Existential nothingness."

His laughter made her feel like she could float all the way to the art store and back.

"Sounds fun."

"Oh, yeah," she joked back, "it's a riot. Which is why I'm trying something different now." She took a breath before admitting, "I'm working on laughter."

"Laughter, huh?" He grinned at her. "I like it. How's it going?"

Being so close to the full wattage of his smile made her breath catch in her throat. In an effort to cover her all-too-obvious reaction to him, she scrunched up her face. "Let me put it this way, I think I've started to resemble all those other expressions."

"Even the existential nothingness one?"

As if she were watching the two of them from a distance, Vicki knew she'd always look back to that moment as the one that mattered most. The one where she fell head over heels in love with Ryan Sullivan. And not because of his beautiful outside.

But because he'd listened.

And, even better, because he'd appreciated.

"Especially that one," she replied.

He picked up her bag from the grass. "Sounds awesome. Mind if I tag along?"

Okay, so maybe the two of them didn't add up on paper, but Vicki couldn't deny that they had clicked.

"Sure," she said, "if you don't have anywhere else you have to be."

He slung his equipment bag over his other shoulder and walked beside her. "Nothing more important than hanging out with a new friend."

This time, she was the one grinning at him. In the two weeks since she'd moved to Palo Alto with her family, she hadn't done a very good job of making friends at the high school. As an army brat who moved every year more often than not, she'd stopped making the effort. A long time ago, when she'd realized how hard it was to break into fully formed cliques or maintain long-distance friendships, she just stopped trying, knowing she would inevitably have to move again.

But Ryan made everything seem so easy, as if the only thing that wouldn't make sense would be if they didn't hang out.

By the end of their trip to the art store she knew all about his seven siblings, he knew she had two annoying little brothers, he'd told her what he liked about baseball, she'd told him what she loved about sculpting and before she knew it she'd been invited to dinner at the Sullivan house.

It was the beginning of a beautiful friendship.

The best one she'd ever had.

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Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I cant believe i read this book in three days. I coud not put it down. Once again the very talented Bella Andrea has managed to make me an even greater fan. Ryans story with vicki is just BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I love the Sullivans! Ryan and Vicki's story was great, along with their amazing friendship. Andre's writing style really makes you never want to put the book down and makes you feel everything the characters are feeling. I also love the fact that you get an update on how the rest of the clan is doing...I cannot wait for Smith's story!!!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
The only problem with this book is that you won't want to put it down!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Loved It!! Loved it! Loved It! I am a huge Bella Andre fan as well as a Sullivan fan. The Sullivan family is the kind of family every girl wants to marry into. Ryan and Vicki's story was so beautifully written. Ryan was so sweet loving and romantic and did I mention HOTTTTT!!!! I would have loved to see more of their relationship in this book.But not to worry I know they will be in Smith and Lori's story. Bella never fails to make you want more!!!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Ryan and Vikki were by far my favorite! Such a great storyline, I love how you hear about all the other past siblings in every book. Cant wait for the next.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Wow i cant believe after 6 book she can stll captivate me with the story line. One of the best yet!!!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Another great book!! The Sullivan series books can not come fast enough. Can not wait to see how Smith and Naughty find their true love. I will be sad when Bella Andre runs out of Sullivans to write about.
Sewbusi More than 1 year ago
Let me start out by sayin I love to read books by bella Andre. I was not disappointed, again she out did herself. I love the Sullivan family. Let me be the one is Ryan Sullivans story, a pro-baseball player that almost everthing in life has come easy for him, but real love he finds he has to work for it. I recommend reading all the Sullivan books. I can't wait to read Smith Sullivans book this winter.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I loved Ryan s story. Great catching up with the Sullivan family.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I loved this book !!! And the entire series !!! I waited anxiously for it's arrival and it did not disappoint ! Having read the series in order I was so excited to see what Bella had in store for Ryan. Waiting anxiously for the next one due this winter. This book will NOT disappoint !!!
Lagordita2 More than 1 year ago
Another wonderful book. I loved this story. I just love the Sullivan Clan can't wait for book #7 with Chase.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I love bella andres series...I have read all her books within a months period ( thats how great she is!!) So excited to read let me the one!!
bertiebottbean More than 1 year ago
It seems like I say this to each new Bella Andre book, but this one was my favorite! At least in the Sullivan family books! Can't wait for Smith's story next! Way to go Bella!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Not quite as good as the others in the Sullivan series... but a good read nonetheless.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Each of the Sullivan stories has been unique...as is this one. I feel like I'm part of the Sullivan family. Thank you for shaing them with us!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Love the sullivans!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Must read.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Love all her books they read very quickly. I cannot wait for book 7
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I love this series!!!!! You have to read all of them. I could not put any of them down. Can not wait to read about Smith & i hope there is a story in the works for Lori!!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I loved this book as much as the rest. Can't wait for Smith's story. I wish the series didn't have to end. Loved all the characters
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Best Sullivan story yet. Who couldn't fall in love with Ryan
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Vicki and Ryan's story was so perfect, I loved how they were so perfect for each even in high school. Bella did an awesome job. The Sullivan Series just gets better and better. Hmm I wonder if Mary Sullivan will get a lilttle romance back in her life? Sunset
Cherryl More than 1 year ago
Bella Andre created another masterpiece! I love Ryan and Vicki's story just like the rest of the other Sullivan books! Bella is an excellent writer and she really knows how to paint her characters well!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Thanks Bella for another great story. I read this in one night. I have read everybody in this series and I excited to read the next. This was so different than all the rest. It takes you on a journery from their first meeting to the present. Love how they both had feelings for each other but chose not to act unpon in their younger years. Took a moment for Ryan to convience Vicki they belonged together, and in the end she realized he was always and forever the love of life. Think I will have to label this one my favorite of all the books. I am so looking forward to the next book.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Bella Andre is absoutely one of my favorite writers. I loved Ryan and Vicki's story