Liliane: Resurrection of the Daughter

Liliane: Resurrection of the Daughter

by Ntozake Shange

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Through the polyphonic voices of Liliane Lincoln's childhood friends, lovers, and conversations with her psychoanalyst, Ntozake Shange weaves the life of a remarkable young woman. Liliane Lincoln is an artist who exposes what she knows of herself to the world through her bold and colorful artwork. Gradually, however, Liliane realizes that in order to survive, she must come to terms with what she has kept hidden even from herself. Liliane is extraordinary vision of a woman learning to be who she really is.

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ISBN-13: 9781429913515
Publisher: Picador
Publication date: 01/01/2011
Sold by: Macmillan
Format: NOOK Book
Pages: 304
Sales rank: 935,717
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About the Author

Ntozake Shange (1948-2018) was a renowned playwright, poet, and novelist. Her works include the Tony Award-nominated and Obie Award-winning for colored girls who have considered suicide/when the rainbow is enuf, as well as Some Sing, Some Cry (written with her sister Ifa Bayeza), Sassafrass, Cypress&Indigo and Liliane.

Among her honors and awards are fellowships from the Guggenheim Foundation and the Lila Wallace-Reader's Digest Fund and a Pushcart Prize. She was a graduate of Barnard and recipient of a Masters in American Studies from University of Southern California.

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Liliane

Resurrection of the Daughter


By Ntozake Shange

St. Martin's Press

Copyright © 1994 Ntozake Shange
All rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-4299-1351-5



CHAPTER 1

Room in the Dark I

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---- Maybe it's not the silences.

----

---- Not the silences that bother me.

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---- It's just the noise like a roar inside my head takes over when it's silent.

----

---- It's not quiet that I avoid. I never really talk out loud, en pleine aire, when I walk and I walk everywhere I can. I even prefer men who like to walk cause then we can talk with our eyes or our bodies or some strange sign'll bring us together. No. It's not quiet that I avoid. I'm quiet when I can hear music.

---- What music?

---- Oh, Bartók and B.B. King, Celia Cruz or Gloria Lynne. I don't like listenin' to ex-lovers very much, but I won't turn them off. Down maybe, but not off.

---- Are ex-lovers part of the noise in your head?

----

---- Or more in the silence?

---- You are interfering with my paradigm here. The music was part of a quiet that's quite appropriate and tangible, some pleasing part of my own body, my smile, my breath.

---- But you turn ex-lovers down.

---- Yes, down, not off. If I turned them off, they'd be part of the silence and then I wouldn't be able to hear anything palpable. It's like going to the moon.

---- The moon?

---- Sí, la luna, la lune, the moon in quiet with Machito or Turrentine is a sultry wanton giggle in my eye, but in silence the moon is just another dry, cracking surface like talkin' to white people all the time makes me choke, I can't breathe in silence.

---- Why is that?

---- Cause it presses down on me like a man who doesn't know his own weight can fuck me to death cause literally he's also blocking my esophagus, or like a wrong turn in the middle of the night in South Boston can take my breath away. What difference does it make? It's quiet. It's silent. So what? You know, that's not my biggest problem right now.

---- What is your biggest problem?

---- Damn it. I told you, Jesus Christ, I musta told you a thousand times, I can't breathe.

---- When it's silent?

---- Yes.

---- That's why my silences, here with you, are troubling, then?

---- Oh ...

----

---- How're you gonna help me in silence?

---- Well, then we can get to hear the noises in your head that are choking you.

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----

---- It wasn't always true.

----

---- Uhmn. I didn't always need to hear anything or not hear anything. I have never had asthma, but now when somebody, even a soap starlet's voice isn't audible, if there's no music or chatter, or the phone's not ringing, I mean, not answered, I start gaspin' and next thing I know I'm holdin' my throat like my hands are healin' hands and I can't find any air. I forget where I am. My feet aren't really on the ground. Oh hell, I don't know where my feet are when there's that kinda force, my God, all I can imagine is being caught inside a roll of thunder. Now, could you get a holda yourself in a roll of thunder?

---- Why not lightning?

---- Cause I'm not burnin' up, I'm chokin' to death.

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---- I told you I can't take this. I cannot survive in silence.

---- It's not really the silence you believe you can't survive. It's the noise in your head that you only hear in silence.

---- I've only mastered Quiet Time, how's that?

---- A start.

----

----

---- When it's really silent, I can't feel anything. I mean, I start to lose where the floor is. Why a flower is different from a rug, you know to feel, or even that walls don't curve under themselves like cats. I just know that I've gotta go to sleep right now or get outta here. I've gotta find somebody to talk to me. Somebody who knows me.

---- Somebody who loves you.

---- No.

---- No?

---- Doesn't matter long as he won't hurt me.

---- "He"?

---- Oh. Don't put on so. ... You know, the bastard tried to choke me right at Sheridan Square the night my show opened. He spit on the sidewalk, turned round, and wrapped his fingers bout my neck like I was a magnum of Perrier & Jouët.

----

---- I thought ...

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---- We were lovers.

----

---- We usedta walk all the time and hear the most beautiful music.

----

---- Now, whenever a melody ends, I feel his fingers on my throat. Some of my hair in the back is caught in his fingers and he's shakin' me down from the Riviera as if nobody was around. People walked past, went across the street to the park. And nobody said anything. Did anything. The traffic kept comin', cars to New Jersey and cabs with medallions kept movin'. I heard the downtown IRT and all. Outta nowhere but he was right there. Outta nowhere I heard him screamin', "Who do you think you are?" and ... I couldn't breathe. So I couldn't answer ... I couldn't answer ...

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---- It's me, Lili ... it's just me....

----

----

---- This is very important.

---- Yeah. How's that?

---- Well. You turn down ex-lovers in quiet.

---- Yeah, I'm not afraid in music.

---- Or language.

----

---- It's these silences.

---- Where lovers become assassins without warning. It's the noise. A horrible throbbin' roar ... and ...

---- You can't hear yourself.

----

---- Or protect yourself.

---- I can't even say my name. I cannot breathe.

----

---- But why, why would he hurt me like that?

---- Maybe, he couldn't stand to hear the music in you.

---- Music? Oh God. He even shouted when he talked about music he loved, like a delicacy in the tone of his voice would actually impugn the virility of a note.... I like to caress sounds and images I care for with my fingers, my tongue, my lips. He was always shouting, shouting til my ears hurt.

---- Noise, again. A noise that hurts, yes?

---- Why am I lowering my eyes, when you say that? "A noise that hurts."

---- It's the silence.

---- How can hurtin' be associated with shame? Lowering my eyes cause somebody's hurt me, then, I'm guilty of ... feelin'? That's crazy.

---- Maybe. Maybe not. Could be protecting yourself from the Gorgon or Medusa. So you don't turn to stone and stop feeling.

----

---- You're not helpin' me when you don't respond.

---- I'm gettin' a knot in my throat. I'm frightened and my heart's beatin' up and out that window.

----

---- Don't you hear me talkin' to you, dammit?

---- Yes, I'm here. You are doing impressive work, Liliane.

----

---- We are starting to decipher the noise.

---- Oh, oh. My ears ache.

---- The noise.

---- Yes. Yes. He's screamin' and chucklin'. Please ... I don't want to cry. I don't want to start cryin', talk to me, please.

---- He's always talking to you, even in the silence. Before I can really talk to you, we've got to hear what he is screaming at you. Then we can end this conversation with this man who can't caress words or images he cares about like you do.

---- There's a cave in my chest.

---- That's where his voice can boom and steal the air from you, so you can't breathe, Liliane.

---- Yes, I know.

---- Take those noises he makes of words and make them small enough for your mouth to say.

---- But it's so mean. Why say such mean things?

---- That's how he makes the silence into such a racket. When there is nothing, he's still there screaming, he's right there making sure it hurts.

---- I can't take this.

---- Then he's pretty well succeeded.

---- I could just keep talkin' ... I could ...

---- Lili, you don't have to keep hearing him, resounding when you are being still.

---- I do. I do, if there's no music.

----

---- But you said I had the music.

---- Yes.

---- You know it was sucha lovely night we went walkin' in Noe Valley. All the harbor, two of those bridges that hang in the night, glowin', like magic. I was feelin' pretty good. I'd made these labia outta different kinds of soil, you know, fertile, infertile, sandy, black, clay. Was feelin' sorta sexy and stretched in a good way. We're goin' down this hill and lights are twinklin', ordinary houses glistened like FAO Schwarz, lovely, you know. I'm plannin' this party, you know, to show my labia boxes ... He starts laughin'.

----

----

---- What was so funny?

---- Well, he thought it was just hilarious that my artist friends, alla my artsy friends, had girlfriends who weren't black. Mingo's girl was Chinese. Jose-Albero had Myo who was Vietnamese. Joe Scahenger had a white woman and, lemme see, I think, maybe it was Adam was with a Chicana from East Oakland.

---- What was so funny about that?

---- Well ...

---- Yes.

---- Uh. He thought it was so funny. For all the labia boxes I made it didn't look like there were many men sniffin' after a colored woman. Thought niggahs weren't so revved up bout white women no more, they sure weren't comin' home to get none. "Looks like don't nobody want you all, English-speakin' Negresses." He kept laughin' ... and I am havin' trouble breathin', now. See what you've done?

---- Yeah.

---- Well, what is that?

---- We broke the silence.


Fawns of the Diaspora Court Liliane in Paris, While Tabou Combo Whispers "Coq Qualité" in Her Ears


The sunlight hit Jean-René. The sepia half-moon of a mole by his right cheekbone glistened, steaming coal in a fast car gliding through the hills of Morocco. We stopped to have a very French picnic: kisses. Shadows of lips and teeth against luxurious auburn soil. The sun always slipping in and out of the bends of limbs, wine from Lisbon dancing mouth to mouth, tongues tracing patterns of clouds, scents of goats, sheep, and the last of my Opium, somewhere near Meknes. I wanted to stay in Paris I'd thought, but no. He said he'd have to have me somewhere I'd never been. I'd laughed. I woke in Casablanca to morning prayers and croissants.

If only my mother could see me now: Jean-René meticulously placing strawberries, blueberries, kiwi, grapes, melon balls in a crescent round my vulva. Oh dear. Oh dear. Oh dear. My cat has yellow eyes. Now my pussy has lime-green ones, amber pupils, slits.

Casablanca was hot, noisy, trashy, roadblocks everywhere, the war in Spanish Sahara. We retreated like Anaïs to the countryside. This Guadaloupean velvet spur of a man and me, Liliane. I travel a lot. I look at men and take some home or leave the country, borders have never intimidated me. My passport is in order and I carry letters of credit, perfume, four fancy dresses and six nightgowns. I always sleep naked alone at least once a week. I pray and say hail marys by some window at dusk. It's always best for me to deal with the sacred when I'm naked. For me it has something to do with humility.

I found Jean-René eating souvlaki at the fast-food place next to the Moulin Rouge. I was flirting with some Brazilians from the Folies Bergères. I'd just left Lisbon, and Angola was on all our minds.

In my last paintings, before I left New York, I superimposed AK-47s over fetal transparencies under Frelimo banners. La Luta Continua was the name of the show. There was no way to stop my fingers, my arms, I was jumping up and down ladders to get the touches of blood and fresh corpses finely detailed so there'd be no doubt that the Portuguese left a country the way vampires leave blond white women: drained of life and scarred. I paint. I don't talk too much. The world overwhelms me. I can give up what I see. I see a lot. I believe in honor, color, and good sex.

Machado and Axel from the Folies were doing their best to entice me to La Plantation, an Antillean discotheque near St.-Germain-des-Près. I looked Jean-René in the eyes once and knew that would never happen. Why would I want to dance in a plantation anyway? Even in the presence of the singularly defined muscles of Latin dancers, one on either side, the man I was slowly seducing across the room just kept looking at me, knowing where I'd be going. I like that. I like a man to know what the deal is going to be in an instinctive, absolute, lyrically facile manner. I like a man with confidence. Take me from these two sweet muthafuckahs simply by looking. Do that and I'll be gone. Wherever we are going. I mean, if a man's up to that. I love double entendres, double negatives, duels. Some cocks have triggers; others are freckled or uncircumcised.

I decided I wanted some baklava. Right over there where the man with eyes was sucking me up. Imagine that, disappearing into a stranger's eyes in Paris. How would they find me? Who would know to look? I don't leave any tracks, am quick to burn bridges. My friends, well my friends, the real ones, wouldn't think twice. Liliane, she's having dessert. They'd smile, unless no drawings arrived in say a month or two. That is my signature, after all, an image. I forget what I was wearing that night. Probably the floor-length azure crepe with lace triangles up to my hips and no back at all. I like that dress, but I'm going to dye it grise: ma robe grise. Oh, Jean-René slid his eyes into my mouth and asked me if I had plans for the evening. "Mais non, monsieur, j'ai pensé que tu voudrais faire des arrangements." I told him my name several hours later. By then he could barely speak.

Jean-René with the black nipples that grew. Each tongue flick drawing black licorice sticks tiptoeing over my teeth and tongue. Third World delicacies. Cascades of caviar round my neck. Noire et blanche. He played the piano, when he wasn't near me. Actually he was a concert pianist. He played Bach and Stravinsky, when he wasn't near me. He sometimes played scales, but anybody can do that.

Coming down the Champs-Élysées all the record stores blasted Stevie Wonder's newest release, Songs in the Key of Life. "Isn't She Lovely" chased me from corner to corner. I didn't know if I should hide near the grated windows or fly through the night like some paradisiacal bird of color: many colors. Any color, everything matches: spirit; free spirits; about to be in love a lot. Stevie Wonder pushing us closer together. Eventually, I stopped running. I walked fast. Waited by the curb. At some point he put his arm over my bare shoulder. His fingers grasped my skin so there were five imprints. A woman with three sets of fingerprints. That would drive Interpol crazy. I was already grazing the edges. I didn't leave his side til we got to where we began. Remember, the hillside outside Meknes? You won't believe me, but I heard Charlie Palmieri in Paris on our way to heaven. Those fingers again. I'll have to draw it for you, okay?

Such character you'd expect from Cecil Taylor's fingers, or my grandfather's, Frank, who was a master carpenter. My fingers still smack of perfumed talcum, white gloves, and honeyed lotions. My calluses are elusive, if ever present, closer to my heart than my wrists which are deceitfully delicate. Veins, blue-black pulsing, rise eloquently from Jean- René's hands, small muscles throb over the white and black keyboard, eliciting the reveries of Bartók, Monk, Abrams, and Joplin. My back refused to sound anyone but Satie, Bobby Timmons, and John Hicks. This frustrates Jean-René. When he smacks my cheek with the back of his hand, only Andrew Cyrille comes to mind. The Frenchman is unnerved. The music of my body is deliberate. There's nothing I can do about how I sound. When I open my mouth, Shirley Cesaire and Jeanne Lee scramble for the skies, my tongue finds his somewhere high above the treble clef. We're pulled back, flat to the soil. Sun running us pianissimo while our sweat moistens the virginal African grass. Our bodies lay claim to the earth, silhouettes of lovers, smooth unbroken lines, enveloped by tall brush, quivering in the wind, as tongues would wag in whatever language were our license with each other known beyond this side of the road. Meknes.

I want to paint now. Throw Jean-René's swarthy limbs over the pillows I laced with scents of raspberry, bay leaves, cinnamon. He'll rest in soft fragrances: me and my spices. I pull out my brushes and pastels. Sequester myself on a rocky cliff before the walled village. Women wrapped in blue-black swishes of spun cotton float through the streets. The men in white and tanned robes saunter with a holy gait toward a precipice. It is dusk. I am using wine as water to moisten my paints. The air is too light for oils. Watercolors, moistened pastels alone, capture the haunting prayers of these disciples of Allah. I am allowing my fingers to float as the women do, over the cobblestones, reddened dirt paths, billows of dust following donkeys, mules, bicycles. My brush strokes unevenly. The abyss around which we assemble in honor of Allah. The evening prayers begin. The sun splits open, cries for atonement and adoration pierce the clouds, hovering weights above our heads. I feel a sharp pain in my groin, my heart is racing, I am losing my breath. I see Jean-René. His eyes are glazed over as if in a trance. I swoon. My blood has come. The forces of this sacred earth have drawn menses from my body. The sun sets. I use this last scarlet liquid to highlight the figures in my painting. Hundreds of women, floating blue-black apparitions etched rouge, the soil rouge, the brush-colored caftans of the men dragging in blood. The Jihad has simple implications. Holy war. Where is there war without blood. Blood falling to the ground. I am weak now. I leave my paints and brushes alone, slide over to Jean-René, who holds me close to him as if we'd been in danger, as if communion with God was a travesty. We can't kiss, not now. Fierce angels are everywhere, sneering and eager to mock our frailties. Mortals, flesh, driven souls, seeking wholeness with mouths, fingers, wrapping limb over limb to become one. Music issuing forth from their depths, entering one another, desperately seeking that one song, one melody of peace. The angels gather above the rushes, snide, shaking their heads, wagging their fingers through the air, lighting up the sky and calling thunderous rhythms to startle us, to insist we acknowledge our nakedness. I pull my paintings to me. The colors pour onto my skin. I am now streaked blue-black, reds, yellow, luminous blue. Jean-René grabs my hand. I hold my paintings, soaking in the downpour. Scarlet drops fall from my bosom to my toes, to the soil, blue-black smudges crowd off my own sepia tones. Lurching toward the car, I turn. Drop the paintings. Fall on my knees, bleeding. Pleading with Allah to bless me, to accept me as an instrument of the holy spirit. Jean-René whispers hail marys in my ears. I am digging for the scent of my god. My hands are covered with small rocks, brown mud and slivers of brush up to my wrists where the clay has dried like bracelets. Jean-René lifts me in one moment, holding me a statue over the ruins of my art.


(Continues...)

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Table of Contents

Contents

Room in the Dark I,
Fawns of the Diaspora Court Liliane in Paris,
Room in the Dark II,
"I Usedta Drink, Smoke and Do the Hoochie-Koo",
Room in the Dark III,
"El Bochinche" es que only Fe Cortijo Knows,
Room in the Dark IV,
And Where Is Garnett Mimms?,
Room in the Dark V,
I Know Where Kansas City Is,
Room in the Dark VI,
Zoom Went the Strings of Liliane's Heart,
Room in the Dark VII,
I Know Where the E Train Stops,
Room in the Dark VIII,
"Happy, Happy Birthday, Baby",
Room in the Dark IX,
Every Time My Lil World Seems Blue,
Room in the Dark X,
"That's Why I Love Her So",
Room in the Dark XI,
There's No Use Cryin' "Forever",
Room in the Dark XII,
Lollie Struts Her Stuff Thru "The Sea of Love",
Acknowledgments,

Reading Group Guide

Ntozake Shange's highly acclaimed plays, poetry, and fiction have established her as a major figure in contemporary American literature. Her latest novel, Liliane: Resurrection of the Daughter, stems partly from her own segregated childhood in St. Louis, partly from the double-edged realization that, in her words, "we knew we came from something, somewhere, and had watched as 'The Other' removed us from ourselves, our lands, our language, and each other, at will or on a whim. Nevertheless . . . the intermingling of people of color on these shores revitalized an African-American community that was numbed by the violence of the sheer task of living here."

Liliane tells the story of a young black woman who is defined by her own creative impulses. Liliane exposes most of what she knows of herself through her works of art. What she does not know -- that which is buried, the riches of the unconscious -- surfaces during her psychoanalysis, Liliane's story, however, does not unfold only from her own recollections. The many voices of her childhood friends and lovers combine to complete a portrait of this remarkable artist.

By interweaving the voices of Liliane and her analyst with monologues from the friends and lovers who have formed the geography of her experience, the events of a young girl's life become the landscape of her future. This guide is designed to help you navigate that landscape and to piece together the brilliant and courageous story of Liliane.

Discussion Questions:
1. The author has said, "Liliane's story could never be told omnisciently, from on high," and the novel is told from several different points of view, instead of a traditional, linear narrative. What effect does this multi-voiced storytelling have on the reader's understanding of Liliane? How does Liliane's community of voices reflect the events of Liliane's life, or the lives of African-Americans?

2. What is the significance of Shange's subtitle: "Resurrection of the Daughter?"

3. Ntozake Shange has said that in writing Liliane, she "wanted to create a character who was free to travel, open to new ideas, and committed to bringing something to the world that had never existed before: her art." What might the act of artistic creation symbolize to Liliane? What various kinds of art function in the narrative?

4. The novel is punctuated by Liliane's sessions with her psychoanalyst. What effect do these rhythmic punctuations/ interruptions have on the narrative as a whole?

5. Much of the novel, and Liliane's own artwork, concentrates on female sexuality. How does Liliane's sexual identity change through the course of the book? How does it mirror the way she comes to terms with her mother's sexuality?

6. On page 164, Liliane's friend Bernadette says of Liliane: "I always figured she was some other kinda white girl. "What does this statement signify about Liliane's behavior? How do Bernadette's feelings change during the course of the racial violence they experience together? What is "some other kinda white girl?"

7. The chapters in Liliane have detailed titles ranging from "I Know Where Kansas City Is, But Did Wilbert Harrison Ever Get There?" to "'Happy, Happy Birthday, Baby' or Wouldn't It Be Great If the Lead Singer of The Crests Wasn't a White Boy and I Could Be My Mother?" What do these chapter titles have to do with the individual chapters? The work as a whole? What role do music and musical artists play in these titles?

8. Discuss the nature of Liliane's character. Is she exceptional? Ordinary? Purely fictional? Is she sympathetic? Reliable? How do Liliane's experiences compare to those of the "ordinary" African-American woman? How does being an artist shape and define Liliane's character?

9. The book brings together the voices of people of various ethnic backgrounds: Creole, Latino, French, Portuguese, and African. Liliane herself wants to master every language ever spoken by slaves. What is the effect of this bending of languages? What does it mean that Liliane finds herself "incomplete" in English, her first language?

About the Author:
Ntozake Shange (EN-toe-zok-ee SHON-gay) was born in Trenton, New Jersey, and later moved to St. Louis, where her family counted Miles Davis, Ike and Tina Turner, Dizzy Gillespie, and W.E.B. DuBois among their friends. During her teenage years, Shange was among the first to integrate the schools of St. Louis. She went on to graduate from Barnard College and the University of Southern California, and has taught and lectured at schools and universities across the county. She now lives in Philadelphia.
    Shange is the author of the plays for colored girls who have considered suicide/ when the rainbow is enuf, which won an Obie award and a Tony award nomination, and Mother Courage and Her Children, which also won an Obie award; four volumes of poetry; and two other novels, Betsey Brown and Sassafrass, Cypress & Indigo, both reprinted by Picador USA.

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Ntozake Shange always shifts something inside me. She makes me want to put on bells, feathers, and scarves and dance barefoot- to be thankful and joyful for music, movement and color.