ThIS AUTOBIOGRAPHY IS NOT A HE SAY SHE SAY , TELL ALL , BUT IT SAYS ENOUGH TO KEEP YOU TURNING THE PAGES OF MY LIFE ! The pain came a lot ! And i thought the sun would never shine on me , as if i asked for such horrible defeats ! But , assumption is a terrible way to live! I asked God ! " Lord , if you put me on a better path , i will not veer off ! Thanking him everyday , for guiding me through it all ! Finally paying the , correct attention so that i could find .....My Pain To Joy !