Table of Contents
Preface 1
Desert Sky 3
Revolution 5
Morning in Tehran 6
Sapphire 7
Maryam 8
Horses 9
History of the veil 11
Unveiling 13
I 13
II 13
Mullah 15
Mini-jupe 16
Vacay 18
Discordant 19
Deceptions 20
Caviar 21
CIA, M16 22
Changes 25
Rose petals 26
Pennyroyal flower 28
Veiling: the personal is political, 1979 30
I 30
II 31
Mom's handwriting 33
Glass 35
I 35
II 35
III 36
Mix tape 37
God's country 39
New Moon 41
Unhomed 42
River 43
Soft 44
Snow 45
Berlin, 1980 47
Rome, 1981 48
Motherland 50
Harbouring hope 52
Sepi braiding my hair 55
They knock 57
Wish 58
Leave, again 59
Diaphanous 61
Defining 62
Diaspora 63
I 63
II 63
III 64
Northern Lights 67
North Vancouver, 1982 68
Him, New Brunswick, 1983 70
I 70
II 70
III 70
Enisled 72
Khaleh Parvin (Mamaly) 74
Cellophane of saffron 75
I 75
II 76
Dad's immigrant song 78
I 78
II 79
Solace 80
Dear Sally Field, 81
Blood of flowers 83
What am I to you 84
All the things I wanted to say when I was 15 or 16 years old 86
Landed immigrant 88
The mall, 1995 91
Oh we're Italian 93
Sunday morning mourning 94
Safe inside 96
Sound 97
Dis-ease 99
Lucid 102
VIP 104
Seamless 106
Birthday wishes 107
Half moons 109
Thin veil 111
Surrogate family 113
Sepi 115
#westvan 117
I 117
II 117
III 118
Another dimension 120
Ego 121
Epilogue 122
Acknowledgements 123