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Postcards From Last Summer

Postcards From Last Summer

by Roz Bailey

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Darcy, Tara and Lindsay are the best of friends who reconnect every summer for a few weeks of catching up and living easy. The summertime is anything but boring for these three strong women who indulge in the best of what's in season: romance, excitement and the time of their lives.


Darcy, Tara and Lindsay are the best of friends who reconnect every summer for a few weeks of catching up and living easy. The summertime is anything but boring for these three strong women who indulge in the best of what's in season: romance, excitement and the time of their lives.

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Postcards From Last Summer

Copyright © 2006
Roz Bailey
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ISBN: 978-0-7582-1111-8

Chapter One Lindsay

My friends tell me I'm always the narrator of their lives, the person who helps them decipher their feelings and attach meaning to life events. If that's true, I guess I have to start with Darcy Love in the summer of 1997, a hot day for May, and it was shaping up to be the last day of our friendship.

The minute she emerged from the path between the dunes, her golden hair blowing in the offshore breeze, I knew there was going to be trouble. Darcy was twenty-one, slim, wealthy, and gorgeous, and she knew it. I had decided to be her friend years ago, when she was eight and I was seven. Back then, we'd both been slim. Even last year, I was passably fit. Now, unfortunately, I wasn't, but I was working on that. So what if I didn't have the kind of svelte body that Darcy owned with such entitlement? I'd spent the winter working on my mind, dammit. If I had to spend the summer surfing in these swim trunks borrowed from my brother and this old Billabong surf shirt, it was still okay, right?

The scowl that pinched Darcy's face immediately let me know that it wasn't okay with her. Strike one.

I solemnly wished that I could fast-forward a year or two. A sad thing, to want to skip the year of your twentieth summer, but I had a strong suspicion my big fat self wasn't going to make it into Darcy's posse this year. Darcy had always warned us that she'd "divorce" anyone who blimped out, and during a rather intense junior year at college, aliens from the planet Chunky Monkey had kidnapped me, Lindsay McCorkle, and dropped my slender surfer's body into a hideous fat suit. Somehow, while I was exercising my mind, pursuing Jungian theory and the juicy atrocities of abnormal psych, my body had fallen into disrepair.

"Holy crap!" Darcy cursed, good Catholic girl that she was. "What happened to you?"

I pulled the wet surf shirt away from my tummy, trying to distort my overall shape. This was the reason I hadn't called Darcy or Tara when I arrived last week. I'd decided to play it under the radar, but necessity had forced me into her sights this morning.

"I mean, I heard you put on a few pounds but, whoa, girl," Darcy pushed on. "Time to drive past the drive-thru."

"Thanks for sharing, but I didn't call you in to be my personal trainer," I said, trying not to reveal that she'd stung me anyway. I pointed down the beach, to where Kevin McGowan, the love of Darcy's life, lay in a drunken heap. She nearly yelped when she spotted him there. "The lifeguards are going to call the police if he's not out of here in ten minutes," I told her.

"Oh, poor Kevin!" She pressed a fist to her glossed lips and began marching down the beach toward him. "Is he okay?" she yelled back over her shoulder. "Did anyone even check? Maybe he's sick."

Against my better judgment, I followed her. "He's drunk, Darcy. Or stoned. And he's scaring people away from Bikini Beach."

"Maybe he just fell and hit his head or something," she said hopefully.

"He was here with Fish." Fenwick "Fish" Peters, local pothead, was Kevin's sidekick, supplier, and enabler. "Fish left when the lifeguards mentioned calling the police."

"That is just so wrong," Darcy said. "This is parkland. A free beach. Kevin should be able to take a nap, just like anybody else."

"A nap?" I stopped walking, not wanting to get any closer to Kevin, a nasty drunk. Darcy and I had been down the road of denial before. She refused to accept that the boy she had some twisted attraction to had an addictive personality. "What's wrong is that your boyfriend, who's so blown out of his shorts he can't even stand, is freaking out little kids and families."

She froze, then turned to glare at me. "Well, isn't that just the voice of compassion from the psych major? How can you talk that way about my boyfriend? You never did like him, did you?"

Strike two-I couldn't stand the love of her life. In my book, Kevin McGowan was a soulless, spineless creature, a scavenger bird, circling until he could swoop down on the next feeding frenzy. Aside from the fact that his father owned Coney's, one of the coolest hangouts in the Hamptons, I didn't understand the attraction at all.

"You know what I think?" she said when I didn't answer. "I think you're just jealous of Kevin. Jealous that he's my boyfriend."

In her dreams. Darcy had been sniffing after Kevin McGowan since she was ten years old, the day we came across Kevin in his cutoff denim shorts trying to float down the beach in an apple crate. Not even in a trainer bra yet, and Darcy had begun plotting and scheming ways to win over the smiley, freckle-faced boy and secure her place as Mrs. Kevin McGowan, queen of a small but popular restaurant empire. It was a dream we'd all come to call the Darcy and Kevin Bliss Package, as if it were something you could win on a game show. The big quandary was that Kevin wasn't falling for Darcy. Although she possessed the three girl B's my brother's friends so admired-Blond, Beautiful, and Bodacious in Bed-for reasons none of us could decipher, Kevin remained lukewarm toward her.

But I didn't want to go there, especially since I was already low on her list. This year she was drinking age and I was not, which probably accounted for the fact that I hadn't heard from her at all over the past week. So now my limited summer options were dwindling fast. There'd be no cruising in Darcy's lipstick red convertible, no tanning by the pool, no country club visits or yummy meals cooked up by the Love family's housekeeper, Nessie. It bugged me to miss out on all these summer goodies, but were poolside perks worth sucking up to the Queen of Mean? I had to think not.

"What am I saying?" Darcy let out a bitter laugh. "Now that you're a full-figure gal, you probably don't even have a boyfriend. Certainly not the hillbilly surfer you always moon over."

"Shut up," I said, wishing I'd never told her about my feelings for Bear, one of my older brother's surfer friends. I wrung out the hem of my stretched-out surf shirt, wishing I could wring Darcy's skinny neck. Did she know that Bear was within hearing range in the water behind me, surfing less than a hundred yards away?

Just minutes ago, I'd been on my board, bobbing in the water beside him while I waited for Darcy to arrive. We'd been talking about repairs on his VW camper, and he'd told me about some of the surfing competitions he'd entered over the winter. Bear wanted to give up his part-time jobs and surf for a living but didn't have enough sponsors to do that yet.

"If I had to pick, I'd say the Pipeline tops everything," he said, all the guys in the lineup listening with a far-off glaze. Skeeter and John Fogarty, Napolean and my brother Steve-they all had jobs now. Skeeter and John even had wives with kids on the way. The guys were mired in commitmentland-all except Bear. Most of us had never even been to Hawaii, let alone surfed the Pipeline.

"I hear the reef is deadly there," Skeeter said.

"Scary awesome," Bear answered, swiping a handful of salt water over his board. "You gotta die a few times before you come alive. You need to have nine lives."

I found my eyes following the line of his board to his sturdy legs, his Hawaiian-print Jams, and up to the Billabong shirt stretched over his shoulders and rounded muscles.

"Is it worth it?" I asked. "Surfing the Pipeline?"

"Definitely," he said, his blue eyes flashing, killing me.

That's one death, I thought, feigning interest in a piece of bobbing seaweed. With rare dimples, glimmering blue eyes framed by impossibly dark lashes, and dark hair buzzed short, Bear was heartthrob material. His chipped front teeth gave him a look I thought of as "gritty," though my friends labeled it hillbilly. Still, he was my secret crush, which was an exercise in futility, since it was one of those unwritten rules that a good guy does not go after his best friend's little sister.

Now I swallow hard, wishing that Darcy didn't own any personal information about me. Stupid me, I had spilled my guts over the years. She could be a walking Lindsay encyclopedia.

"You know what?" I said, my voice a little too high pitched to call calm. "I'm sorry I got involved, okay? Next time your boyfriend passes out in the surf from partying his brains out, I'll just let them call the cops."

"You wouldn't. You ... you'd better not. The next time, why don't you just keep your fat ass out of my business, okay? The lifeguards can call me directly. If there even is a next time."

"Oh, there will be." I knew Kevin's addiction wasn't drying up anytime soon. "You can bet your perfect highlights on it."

"Stop that!" she hissed. "Just stop. You never liked him, and I'm not going to stand here and let you tear him down. So just stop it!" She kicked at the sand, sending fine grains spewing onto my legs.

"Or what?" I put my hands on my well-padded hips. "What are you gonna do, Darcy? Push me off the jetty?"

Strike three-hit on Darcy's weak spot, the one event in her life that still made her awaken in the middle of the night in a cold sweat and a case of the guilts.

Furious, she held her hand out in front of her eyes. "You no longer exist in my world," she said as she repositioned her hand to block her view of me. "I have blotted you out. Not an easy task, at your size. But ... there. You're gone. That's a relief."

As she turned away and ran over to croon over the lame boyfriend, I lifted my board and tried to talk myself out of feeling any responsibility for the end of this relationship. Darcy had always been a high-maintenance friend, and somehow I was the one making peace between Darcy and Elle, smoothing things over between Darcy and Tara, hiding Darcy's smokes or her diaphragm, tutoring her in math so that she could get out of summer school. I was the great facilitator, and did she thank me?

As I paddled out, I wanted the cool water to wash me clean of any bad feeling. The Darcy years were over. Done.

End of a bitchy era.

Chapter Two Lindsay

I had mixed feelings that afternoon as I leaned my board against the shed and ducked into the coolness of the Southampton house, the screen door slamming behind me. Home in the Hamptons was a three-story cedar-shingled house on Rose Lane that over the years had been a boardinghouse to any number of McCorkles and their friends, dogs, cats, two snakes, and a pet hamster named Wiggles who met an unfortunate end in a ride down the laundry chute that was supposed to be all in good six-year-old fun.

I'd left the beach with a vow to skip dinner, but once here in the kitchen, with the savory smell of goulash swirling from the kitchen and Mom smiling expectantly as she stirred, I knew I'd be obligated to fill a bowl and sit down with the crew, as was everyone in the McCorkle house.

"Isn't tonight the night your friend Milo is coming for dinner?" Ma asked.

Milo, of course! I smacked my sunburned forehead. "I forgot."

"Forgot?" Ma rapped the wooden spoon against the kettle. "Well, then, I suppose you were serious when you said he was just a friend."

"You gotta meet Milo, Ma," I said. Milo Barry was a friend from college, my lab partner in bio who'd become a great sounding board and confidant. This year he was sharing a house with a bunch of guys in Sag Harbor, parking cars at Hamptons clubs to make summer money. I hadn't met any of the summer shares in Milo's house, but I sensed they would not be wild and crazy frat boys. I was fairly sure Milo was gay, though not sure he knew that just yet. So for the time being we avoided the topics of sex and romance, except to make our usual disparaging remarks.

As I stole a celery stick from the cutting board and headed up the back stairs to shower, it struck me that I had a lot more in common with Milo than with any of my Hamptons friends, or former friends, in Darcy's case. Milo and I shared a similar socioeconomic background-working our way through college, patching together scholarships, scrambling from one on-campus job to the next. I worked in the library and dormitory, he worked for the registrar and the theater box office. Our parents didn't hand us cars and clothes and spending money. No silver spoon for me, unlike Darcy and Tara, whose fathers were high-profile, high-salaried professionals. My father had been a New York City cop when he died, my mother a homemaker and a crossing guard in Brooklyn.

Basically, we McCorkles were a Hamptons novelty. Years ago working-class fishermen, trappers, and farmers resided in the Hamptons, but as the years went by it was changing as rocketing real estate prices made it more lucrative to build condos than work the land. Although my family had possessed the good fortune to buy this house on Rose Lane years ago, we would never have been able to afford it today. "Thank God your grandparents had such foresight," Ma always said. So while we enjoyed the house and the beach and the beautiful town of picket fences, tidy gardens, and majestic beaches, the McCorkles were not among the wealthy Hamptons elite, the social whirl that Darcy's parents enjoyed and Tara's parents skirted. Don't get me wrong, I don't resent the fact that their families are loaded. I just didn't like the way Darcy was so obtuse about it, so insensitive to the fact that we all couldn't shop at Saks or party in Fort Lauderdale for spring break.

So as I stepped into the shower, part of me felt good about washing my hands of Darcy. If I had a nickel for every time that girl had gotten me into trouble, I'd be the one driving the lipstick red Saab convertible.

On the other hand, the jetty comment was a low blow. Not that she hadn't deserved it, but I felt kind of rotten about adding to her nightmares.

The jetty incident was one of those freakish childhood events that unfolds like a surreal movie in my memory. Years ago, Darcy had been accused of pushing our friend Elle off the rocks into the deep, churning waters of the Atlantic Ocean. Elle was only eleven at the time, and when the current swept her body away, most adults assumed the worst. And so thirteen-year-old Darcy was immediately blamed, which wasn't a stretch since she and Elle had always competed and argued, a relationship more tempestuous than the sloshing ocean that day. The miracle of it was that a Coast Guard ship found Elle and plucked her out of the ocean alive and surprisingly copacetic. But the consequences were harsh, as Elle's parents, these bookish, doctoral doctor types, had whisked her away from the Hamptons, taking her out of the country and vowing that there'd be no more summering in the Hamptons with Elle's pistol of a grandmother and those bad-influence girls. Which probably included me.

In the end, our circle of friends was left with a hole. Darcy reveled in the new dynamic; suddenly she was top dog, or, more appropriately, top bitch. But Tara and I missed Elle and kept in touch, through letters, postcards, and the occasional phone call.

I remembered the jetty incident as if it were yesterday, and yet Darcy didn't recall it. She had repressed the memory, which might account for some of that bitchy anger she loved to toss around. Repression definitely fit Darcy's take on the jetty incident. She'd pushed it so far back that it had to seep out in vicious nightmares.

Then again, I'd have to say she also displaced her anger, blaming me and anyone else who crossed her path for things that went wrong in her life.

Here's the thing about majoring in psychology: it's way too tempting to go through your abnormal psych textbook and find deviant behaviors to explain all the bizarre traits of your friends and family members.

In my opinion as a junior in college, my brother and his friends all suffered from the Peter Pan complex. I even called them the Lost Boys, and they were sick enough to like it.

I diagnosed Sonia, one of my roommates at school, with hydrophobia; she was afraid to put her head underwater, and consequently couldn't shower or go swimming (and I guess surfing was out!).

Were it up to me, I would have diagnosed my sister-in-law Ashley with multiple personality disorder years ago and called it a day. I mean, anyone who could insist on those low-cut, harlot crimson bridesmaid gowns and then have a Catholic wedding? Believe me, if you met her-or one or two of her personalities-you'd concur with my diagnosis.

I worried that Tara's mother had narcissistic tendencies. I avoided the head librarian at school, convinced that he suffered from schizoid personality disorder.


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Meet the Author

Roz Bailey went to college in New York City and never looked back. She spent the better part of her twenties searching for a fine romance, both at work as an editor and after hours in Manhattan. She's a huge fan of cities and hopes to one day return to a lifestyle full of museums and theaters, far from the land of minivans and drive-through windows.

She currently lives with her husband and two children in the Pacific Northwest, where she has taken up walking in the rain and teaching art literacy. She is immersed in a study of slackers and can be found doing research in local coffee shops while working on her latte addiction, one day at a time.

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