Privilege (Privilege Series #1)

Privilege (Privilege Series #1)

by Kate Brian
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Privilege (Privilege Series #1) by Kate Brian


Ariana Osgood ruled exclusive Easton Academy -- until she was arrested for murdering Thomas Pearson. She's spent the past two years at the Brenda T. Trumbull Correctional Facility for Women plotting her escape and is determined to get a second chance at the glamorous life she left behind. And Ariana will do anything to get her way....

From the author of the bestselling Private novels comes a new series about the dark world of wealth, secrets, and Privilege.

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781416985464
Publisher: Simon & Schuster Books For Young Readers
Publication date: 12/30/2008
Series: Privilege Series , #1
Format: NOOK Book
Pages: 304
Sales rank: 1,045,955
File size: 2 MB
Age Range: 14 - 17 Years

About the Author

Kate Brian is the author of the NY Times and USA Today best-selling Private series and it's spin-off series, Privilege. She has also written many other books for teens including Sweet 16 and Megan Meade's Guide to the McGowan Boys.

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"It's not fair."

It wasn't a whine or a complaint, just a statement. A statement of the obvious, as far as Ariana Osgood was concerned. As she stared out the window of the Brenda T. Trumbull Correctional Facility for Women, it was all she could think to say. Outside, the leaves on the trees swayed lazily in the warm summer breeze -- a breeze she would be allowed to feel against her skin for exactly fifty-five minutes during midday recess. Recess. That was what the warden called it. Who ever heard of a teenage girl looking forward to recess?

"It's just not fair."

Across the wide oak desk, her "therapist" smirked. Shifting in his seat, Dr. Meloni leaned back, forcing his expensive leather chair to let out the loud creak that he knew made Ariana's skin crawl. Just outside the fence that encircled the grounds, about a hundred yards from where Ariana now sat, Meloni's precious Doberman, Rambo, barked nonstop, as always. The inmates of the Brenda T. listened to that damn dog bark all day long, every day. It was as if Meloni was trying to remind them that he was always there, always watching, even when they weren't in session with him. The man also couldn't be away from the dog for more than two hours at a time. He was always going out there and feeding him treats, cooing to the animal like it was a newborn baby and the apple of its father's eye. Revolting. Someone should have been analyzing him.

"What's not fair?" he asked.

Ariana flicked a glance at Dr. Victor Meloni, sitting there in front of his elaborately framed diplomas from Johns Hopkins and Stanford. Thick, leather-bound books sat on the shelves to his right, most of which she was sure he hadn't even opened, let alone read. Her lip curled at the sight of his fake tan. His overly gelled salt-and-pepper hair. His heavily starched blue shirt. His capped teeth.

Two hundred dollars a tooth, but can't spring for a pair of shoes with leather soles. Ariana could ascertain everything she needed to know about a person through his or her footwear. In the sixteen months she had been in residence at Brenda T. Trumbull just outside Washington, D.C., she had only seen Dr. Meloni wear two different pairs of shoes. The same exact style, one pair in black, one in brown. Clearly, the man thought that everyone he met would be so dazzled by the veneer of his face, they wouldn't take the time to notice his shoes.

But Ariana did. And they screamed white-trash-turned-scholarship-student-turned-poseur. He'd probably taken this job because it meant he'd have the chance to torture the daughters of all the deep-pocketed classmates who had never accepted him into their inner sanctum. And torture them he did. He smiled when they cried. Laughed in the face of their desperation.


"It's not fair, me being here for twenty years," Ariana said slowly, stating the obvious. Stating the point she'd made four thousand times before.

"Twenty years to life," he corrected, his blue eyes taunting.

"I don't think about that," Ariana said, averting her gaze again. Outside the window, the lake glinted in the summer sun. A lone sailboat sliced across the window frame and disappeared.

"About what?" he asked. "The life part?"

He sat forward now. Interested.

"Yes," Ariana said. "It's unacceptable."

That was when Dr. Meloni laughed. Not just his usual amused chuckle, but a big, hearty, guttural laugh. Ariana tried not to cringe. She reached up and casually ran both hands through her soft, chin-length blond hair, securing it to the nape of her neck with an alligator barrette. She waited patiently for him to stop, curling her toes inside her state-issue white sneakers. It used to be that she would grab her own arm when she was tense, letting her fingernails cut into the flesh. Then one day last year Dr. Meloni had noticed this habit and pointed it out to her like he was oh so insightful. She hadn't done it in his presence since.

"Unacceptable," he repeated.

She looked him in the eye, her gaze unwavering. "Yes."

"You do realize you killed someone," Dr. Meloni said, in the tone adults use when scolding naughty children.

Ariana blinked, just barely betraying her internal flinch.

Thomas's blood. Thomas's blood. Thomas's blood. Just like that, she saw it on her hands. Under her fingernails. In her hair. She had made them chop it all off when she was waiting for trial and hadn't let it grow past her chin since. All that blood...

No. She mentally wiped it away. Gone. Back to the present. She focused in on Meloni's quote-of-the-day calendar. Today, for the twenty-ninth of June, was a Molière quote: "The greater the obstacle, the more the glory in overcoming it." Not a bad point.

"Yes. I do realize I killed someone," Ariana said, in a tone she reserved for idiots.

What no one here seemed to understand, or cared to hear, was that she hadn't meant to do it. Thomas Pearson had been the love of her life. He had been the only real thing she had ever possessed. It wasn't her fault that Reed Brennan had swooped in out of nowhere and stolen him away. It wasn't her fault that her best friend, Noelle Lange, had come up with the idea to kidnap him and tie him up in the woods to teach him a lesson after he'd humiliated Reed. And it definitely wasn't her fault that when she had gone back to show him how much she loved him, to show him mercy and untie him and set him free, he had chosen to mock her instead of thank her. Had chosen to tear her down and act like her devotion to him was worth no more than the mud under his feet. Had chosen to push her and push her and push her until she snapped.

If only he'd stopped when she'd asked him to.

"So you took the life of one of your schoolmates, one of your friends, and yet you don't think you deserve to be locked up for life," Dr. Meloni said.

"It was one mistake," Ariana replied.

One of three, but no one other than Ariana herself knew that.

"A mistake," he challenged, ducking his chin.

God, she was sick of this. Sick of him. Sick of his tiny little pea-brained, one-sided take on her and every other woman in this hellhole.

"You see everything in black and white, don't you?" Ariana snapped, her blood rising.

"And what you did was somehow gray?" he retorted.

"I'm not in denial. I know what I did and I'm sorry for it," Ariana said, her words clipped. "But this isn't how it's supposed to be...."

She was supposed to go to Princeton. Supposed to take the train up to Yale to visit Noelle on weekends, or into the city to club hop with Kiran and Taylor. Supposed to join a secret society. Supposed to hobnob with literary geniuses. Supposed to graduate magna cum laude and snag the job as features editor at Vanity Fair. Supposed to live in a loft in Chelsea and meet some gorgeous artsy man who would sweep her off her feet and take her to exotic places like Thailand and India and Sri Lanka. Supposed to be proposed to on a mountaintop as the sun set in the distance. Supposed to have babies and take them home to Georgia to visit her family's estate and sit out on the porch and sip lemonade and watch them play tag under the same peach tree she used to climb when she was little.

This was her life. Her life the way it was supposed to be. It couldn't be over. The very thought made her heart constrict to the point where she actually thought she might stop breathing. Actually thought she might die over the futility of it all.

These were her dreams. Her mother's dreams. They couldn't be over. Not because of --

"One mistake," she said again.

Dr. Meloni stared at her. She was gripping the arms of her metal chair now, her heart pounding. As he stared, Ariana realized that she had just shown emotion for the first time in a year and a half of these daily sessions. She had let the pressure get to her. And Meloni was now smiling.

"One mistake that ended someone else's life," he said.

I know. I know this. I see him every night. Every night as I start to fall asleep. Every night I jolt awake in an ice-cold sweat. I haven't really slept in almost two years, thinking about how he made me kill him. How he didn't give me a choice. Isn't that torture enough?

"I just want this to be over," Ariana mumbled. She straightened her posture and stated it more firmly. "I just want this whole thing to be over."

Dr. Meloni leaned back in his chair again, the creak setting Ariana's arm hair on end, and let out an amused yet frustrated-sounding groan. He looked up at the wood beams that crisscrossed the ceiling and shook his head.

"It's always the same with you girls," he said.

"What's that supposed to mean?" Ariana snapped.

She didn't appreciate being likened to anyone else in this loony bin.

He glanced at her, then slowly stood up and slipped his hands into the pockets of his white coat. Watching her the whole time, he walked around his desk -- the ancient wooden floor squeaking and cracking under his feet, and stood directly in front of her. For a long moment he stared down at her, his expression unreadable. Ariana stared back and felt an unexpected jolt of hope.

Oh, just try something, please. Touch me inappropriately. Try to hurt me. Whatever you're thinking, do it so that I can get your pathetic, low-rent ass fired.

Dr. Meloni leaned down and braced his hands on the arms of her chair. He brought his face within inches of hers. His breath smelled like soy sauce. Ariana wanted to recoil, but she forced herself to stay completely still.

"I have been working with psychopaths like you for the past twenty-five years," he said quietly. Up close, she could practically see her image reflected in those teeth. "You are not capable of change. If you were ever to be released from this facility, I am categorically certain that you would kill again. So no, Miss Osgood, you are never getting out of here. Not today, not tomorrow, not five years from now. Or ten. Or twenty. Not as long as I'm the one signing your chart. And believe me when I tell you I plan to stay in this job until they wheel my cold, dead corpse out that door."

He pointed at the solid metal door for effect. Ariana held his gaze. Held it and tried not to smile. Willed herself not to smile. He had no idea how wrong he was. How very, very wrong.

Finally, judging by the silence that his point had hit home, Dr. Meloni leaned back in satisfaction. His grin lit his entire face.

"Guard!" he shouted, his eyes still locked on Ariana's.

The door instantly opened, and Miriam, the bulbous Ward Two guard, appeared, filling the doorway. Miriam, with her dyed red hair and piglike nose, had an impressive collection of steel-toed boots. Shoes that meant business. Ariana had never even rolled her eyes at the woman.

"You can take this one back to her cell. I'm done with her," Meloni said disgustedly.

"Let's go," Miriam barked.

Ariana shoved herself out of her chair and walked across the room, biting down hard on her tongue to keep herself from tossing any sort of parting shot at Meloni. One wrong word, one angry glance, might give something away.

"See you tomorrow, Miss Osgood," Dr. Meloni sang in a teasing voice. "And the day after that...and the day after that...and the day after that...."

He was still chuckling when the door slammed between them.

Copyright © 2008 by Alloy Entertainment

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TeenReaderER More than 1 year ago
Privilege by Kate Brian was much better than I thought it would be. I thought that this story would follow Ariana Osgood just in Brenda T. Thrumbull Correctional Facility but I was wrong. Just like the Private books, also by Kate Brian, it makes you think one thing until almost the end and then flips everything you thought was going to happen. During the whole book, I almost felt sad for Ariana because I thought she had changed and realized the errors in her ways but once again I was completely surprised by Kate Brian's ending. This book is definately worth reading if you have read atleast the first four books in the Private series and Last Christmas.
Sophiayin More than 1 year ago
Privilege follows Ariana Osgood after she got imprisoned in jail for the murder of Thomas Pearson. She really hates her life in prison and she cannot stand the fact that she will have a long period of time in prison. She finallly gets a chance to break out and live the life she's always wanted. But she is not doing it just for her she is also doing it for her roomate and new best freind, Kaitlynn Nottingham. Kaitlynn told Ariana that she got imprisoned for a crime that she never commited, her ex-friend Briana Leigh Covington killed her father just to get her money on the inheritance but blamed it Kaitlynn so she wouldn't have to go to prison. Ariana goes to Texas after breaking out to try to meet Briana Leigh and kill her so she could get her money and so she can get Kaitlynn out of jail and they could live a wonderful life. What Ariana doesn't know is that Kaitlynn could be the one lying and Briana Leigh is just another innocent girl. I thought this book was very good because you finally get to see everything from Arian's veiw and get to know her feelings and emotions. Ariana wants to forget her past and you can tell she is actually a nice person. This book left me really wanting to know what happens next in the series.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
By Kate Brian
Pub. Date: December 2008
4.5 out of 5 stars
R ¿ Violence, Strong Profanity, and Sensuality

20 years to life in prison is all Ariana has to ¿look forward¿ too. The conviction... murder. All she thinks about day in and day out is escape. After living for almost two years in Brenda T. Facility, she is just waiting for the right moment to put her plan into action. The plan relies fully on Briana Leigh Covington, her huge inheritance, and also her predictability. But when things don¿t go according to plan, you must be willing to¿ improvise.

Privilege far surpassed my expectations. The writing and characters of this book stands out from other YA literature currently available. This was not the inappropriate Gossip Girl-esque book that I originally thought it would be. Its uniqueness and no graphic inappropriate sexual content was a nice surprise.

Ariana was a mentally unstable murderer. Yet I really liked her. She had many great qualities that all centered around her morals and guilt ridden conscience. She was a mind-boggling naughty main character who was trying her best to do what¿s right. Sadly, she had little success, but thankfully she doesn¿t plan on giving up.

Privilege followed through with a smooth plot that never seemed to stumble. I was always able to predict what was coming next, and yet when it happened I was shocked and surprised. It was all amazingly well formulated and wrought. It isn¿t a speed read but while reading I was completely entertained.

Privilege was not the nasty, horrible, boring book I thought it was going to be. It was much better! Because of all the violence, profanity, and brief sensuality I feel most comfortable suggesting this book to people ages 14 and up.

Date Reviewed: February 13, 2009

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horsez4life More than 1 year ago
I liked Ariana in Last Christmas. I read that book first, it is better to start out with that book. I really liked Ariana, until she killed those people. But in a way I think she was set up for a lot of the murders. I havn't read the book where she kills Thomas, but I read Revelation. You would have a different perspective if you read the prequel first.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Privilege was a book that really expanded on the Private series. It takes place after Ariana is arrested for Thomas Pearson's murder.It shows what goes on about two years after she was arrested. She doesn't think she deserves to lose her life for her quote, "One mistake." This book is very well written and worth buying. Brian gives her characters different personalties and always has a surprise at every corner.
shesaxsensation More than 1 year ago
No offense to Gossip Girl lovers and all ... But when I received this book I was afraid I would be disappointed. It looked like a Gossip Girl type of book. But when I picked it up I couldn't put it down. It's gruesome and terrible in ways that will keep it in your memory. I almost feel like a bad person for finding it entertaining. It was fabulous though. I recommend it 100%. Also, it has a great ending that is full of surprises. A little romance here and there throughout the book too. Definitely try it out.
MelanieJT More than 1 year ago
As usual, Kate Brian exceeds expectations with yet another tantalizing novel. The first book in the Private spinoff series, Privilege, was simply amazing. Ariana Osgood is now in Brenda T. Trumbull Correctional Facility, supposedly repenting for the murder of Thomas Pearson. Little do her officers know, she really is plotting her escape.
Full of horror and lies sugarcoated with glamor, Privilege will leave readers with chills creeping up their spines' and dread in the pits of their stomachs. Most importantly, Privilege will leave reader dying for more.
TeensReadToo More than 1 year ago
Most of us know all too well why Ariana Osgood landed herself in the Brenda T. Trumball Correctional Facility for Women. And for those who don't, it's simply because she murdered Thomas Pearce, the one she loved but who turned on her.

Ariana fully understands what she did was wrong, but she believes that spending the rest of her life in this correctional facility is a bit too much. Even though the Brenda T. is the best place to be put in, having a sadistic therapist there to remind her that she won't ever be leaving just pushes Ariana over the edge.

Of course, she knows something he does not - she will not be staying at the Brenda T. for long.

Already with a plan hatched in her mind, Ariana knows exactly what she will do first when she's back into the world flushed with designer goodies: find Briana Leigh Covington, the girl who framed her best friend, Kaitlynn, in the facility. A quick entrance into Briana's lifestyle and Ariana knows that she will once again have the good life, not only for her but also for Kaitlynn.

Ariana is used to getting what she wants, and getting her old lifestyle back is no exception. Enter the world of PRIVILEGE, where anything and everything is a game.

A gripping and intense beginning to the spin-off of the bestselling PRIVATE series, PRIVILEGE takes readers into a whole new world that we knew existed, but never in such great detail. Kate Brian once again works her charm and creates twisted and eccentric characters.

Fans of PRIVATE will want to get their hands on this first installment of the new series - but beware that it will become your next addiction!
Clare_Susan More than 1 year ago
I just read this book like 2 days a go, it is good. But Ariana is definetly a crazy pycho chick, and that definetly comes out more in this book. But is definetly doesn't quite match up to the greatness of the private books, still a good read though.
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Jazmin101478 More than 1 year ago
This Book was great i thought i would be boring but i thought i would give it a try and dont judge this book it will take u away. When i got it i read up 2 page 105 in 1 hour. If u read private book 5-8 You think that ariana is evil but shes not she has feeling and emontions and i really isnt fair that she is in prosion 20 til life but she ends up getting out. but imma not gonna give the story away all imma going 2 say ariana gets her life back and the 10 dollars u pay 4 this book is worth it!! Also read private inner circle its great!!!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Its a constant page turner for teens. Its a great book for teens
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This is a horrible book, people. It's so dark and disturbing. Ariana kills her best friend, Briana Leigh? Really?! She'll kill anyone who gets in her way. It's nasty. Poorly written and a waste of time. Don't waste your time or money on this horrible book unless your a sicko who enjoys this crap. Wish someone would have warned me before I read this book. HORRIBLE, ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE!!!! DON'T BUT IT PEOPLE!!!!!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Is this like the book of spells?
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I think it is because i am reading it and its not really bad
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Kiana McKay More than 1 year ago
So freakin awesome wowzers!!!!!
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