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By Francine Rivers
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Chapter OneSILAS sat at his writing table. His mind screamed why? as his dreams collapsed in grief and defeat. Clenching his hands, he tried to still the shaking. He dared not mix the ink or attempt to write now, for he would only ruin a section of new papyrus. He breathed in slowly, but could not calm his raging emotions.
"Lord, why does it always come to this?" Resting his elbows on the table, he covered his face with his hands. He could not blot out the horrific images.
Peter's wife screaming.
Peter calling out to her in anguish from where he was bound. "Remember the Lord! Remember the Lord!"
The Roman throng mocking the big fisherman from Galilee.
Silas groaned. Oh, Lord. Even had I been blind, I would have heard the wrath of Satan against mankind in that arena, the lustful rejoicing at bloodshed. He murders men, and they help him do it!
Silas felt pierced anew by the memory of seeing Christ crucified. At the time, Silas had questioned whether Jesus was the Messiah, but nonetheless he had been appalled by the cruelty of the Jews celebrating the death of a fellow Jew, that they could hate one of their own so much they would stand and mock him as he hung on the cross, beaten past recognition. They had stood sneering, calling out in contempt, "He saved others, but He can't save himself!"
Now, Silas tried to see past this world into the next, as Stephen had when members of the high council had stoned him outside the gates of Jerusalem. But all Silas saw was the darkness of men, the triumph of evil. I am tired, Lord. I am sick of this life. All Your apostles, save John, are martyred. Is anyone else left who saw Your face?
Lord, please take me home, I beg of You. Don't leave me here among these wretched people. I want to come home to You.
His eyes grew hot as he put shaking hands over his ears. "Forgive me, Lord. Forgive me. I'm afraid. I admit it. I'm terrified. Not of death, but of dying." Even now, Silas could hear the echoes on Vatican Hill, where Nero's circus stood.
When his wife lay dead, Peter had bowed his head and wept.
The crowd had cheered when a cross was brought forth. "Yes! Crucify him! Crucify him!"
Peter's voice boomed above the noise. "I am not worthy to die as my Lord did! I am not worthy!"
"Coward!" Romans screamed. "He pleads for his life!"
Romans-so quick to worship courage-failed to recognize it in the man before them. They shrieked curses and cried out for further torture.
"Burn him alive!"
"Feed him to the lions!"
The big fisherman had left the shores of Galilee to throw the net of God's love to save masses drowning in sin. But the people swam in Satan's current. Peter had not asked for an easier death, only one different from the one his precious Lord had suffered.
Peter had never forgotten, had often recounted his failure to Silas. "The Lord said I would deny Him three times before the rooster crowed, and that's exactly what I did."
When the Romans nailed Peter to the cross, Silas had bowed his head. He couldn't watch.
Did I betray him the way he betrayed You, Lord? Did I fail him in his hour of need? When he looked again, he saw the centurion leaning down over Peter, listening. The Roman straightened, then stood for a moment before summoning two others. They levered up the cross and added ropes. Peter's body writhed in agony, but he made no sound.
The crew of soldiers strained at the task of turning the cross upside down.
The mob went quiet, and in that single moment Peter called out, his deep voice carrying up through the rows of spectators. "Forgive them, Father; they don't know what they are doing."
The Master's words.
Tears had welled in Silas's eyes.
It had taken all his will to stand in the arch in the upper corridor and keep his eyes fixed upon Peter in his suffering. "Pray when I face my death, Silas," Peter had requested weeks before his capture. "Pray that I will remain faithful to the end."
And so Silas had prayed, fiercely, determined, in anguish, in fear. Lord, if it ever comes to this for me, let me in faith endure to the end as Peter did. Do not let me recant what I know! You are the way, the truth, and the life. Lord, give my friend comfort in his agony. Lord, give Your beloved servant Peter strength to cling tightly to his faith in You. Lord, let him see You as Stephen did! Fill him with the joy of homecoming. Speak to him now, Lord. Please say those words we all long to hear: "Well done, my good and faithful servant."
He was, Lord. Your servant Peter was faithful.
God, I beg of You, let this be the last execution I witness!
Last night Silas had awakened, certain he heard Paul's voice dictating another letter. Relieved, joyous, he had jumped up. "Paul!" The dream was so vivid it took a moment for the truth to strike him. When it did, it felt like a physical blow. Paul's dead.
Silas put his hands flat on the writing table. "You are the resurrection and the life." He must remind himself. "The resurrection." What were the words John had said when they last met in Ephesus? "Anyone who believes in Jesus will have ..." No. That isn't right. "Anyone who believes in God's Son has eternal life." Paul's words echoed in his mind. "While we were utterly helpless, Christ died for us sinners." John's conviction cried out to him. "Love each other ..."
A shout from outside made Silas stiffen. Were they coming for him now? Would he face another imprisonment, another flogging, more torture? If I try to escape suffering by telling them I'm a Roman citizen, will that make me a coward? It's true, but I despise everything about this empire. I hate that even in the smallest way I'm part of it. Lord, I was strong once. I was. Not anymore ...
Paul's voice echoed again. "When I am weak, then I am strong...."
Silas gripped his head. "You, my friend, not I ..."
He could not think clearly here in the confines of Rome with the cacophony of voices, trampling feet, vendors' cries. The mob, the ever insatiable mob on his heels. I have to get out of here! I have to get away from this place!
He scrambled to gather his writing materials and few possessions. The scrolls! He must safeguard the scrolls!
Heart pounding, Silas left the small, stifling room.
The proprietor spotted him the moment he came out the door, as though the man had been watching for him. "You there!" He crossed the narrow street. "You're leaving?"
"My business here is finished."
"You don't look well. Perhaps you should stay a few more days."
Silas glanced at him. The man cared nothing about his health. Money was all the man wanted-more money.
The noise of humanity seemed to grow louder around Silas. Wolf faces everywhere. Romulus and Remus's offspring filled the street. Silas looked at the people milling about, talking, shouting, laughing, arguing. The poor lived here-huddled, hungry masses that needed so much more than food. They reeked of discontent, cursing one another over the least provocation. These were the people Rome appeased with blood sport. It kept their minds from dwelling on the lack of grain.
Silas looked into the proprietor's eyes. Paul would have spoken the words of life to him. Peter would have spoken of Jesus.
"What?" The proprietor frowned.
Let him die, Silas thought. Why should I cast pearls before this pig? "Perhaps I've got the fever," he said. "It swept through the village where I stayed a few weeks ago." True enough. Better than saying, "I went to the games three days ago, and watched two of my closest friends executed. All I want now is to get as far away from this wretched city as I can. And if the whole population of Rome is sucked down to hell, I will stand and shout praises to God for their destruction!"
As Silas expected, the proprietor drew back in alarm. "Fever? Yes, you must go."
"Yes, I must." Silas smiled tightly. "Plagues spread quickly in narrow streets, don't they?" Especially the plague of sin. "I paid for a week, didn't I?"
The man blanched. "I don't remember."
"I didn't think you would." Silas shouldered his pack and walked away.
* * *
After several days of walking, Silas reached Puteoli. He did not have the stamina he once had, nor the heart.
He made his way to the harbor and wandered in the marketplace. Where do I go from here, Lord? Semaphores flashed, signaling the arrival of grain ships, probably from Egypt. Workers hurried past him, hastening to unload sacks of grain, carry them to the mensores for weighing. Other vessels anchored farther out, lenuncularii operating tenders between ship and shore. Merchandise came from all over the empire to satisfy the Roman markets: corn, cattle, wine, and wool from Sicily; horses from Spain; slaves from Britannia and Germania; marble from Greece; multicolored rugs from Asshur. The port was a good place to lose himself and still find what he most needed.
The scents made Silas's head swim: salt-sea air, animal dung, spices, wine, and human sweat. Seagulls screeched overhead as fish were piled on a cart. Criers shouted goods for sale. Sheep bleated from holding pens. Wild dogs from Britannia snarled from crates. Foreign slaves stood naked on platforms, sweating in the sun as they were auctioned. One fought against his bonds while a woman and child were pulled away. Though he shouted in a strange language, his anguish was well understood. The woman's weeping turned to hysterical screams as her child was wrenched from her. She tried to reach him, but was dragged in another direction. The child wailed in terror, arms outstretched toward his mother.
Throat tight, Silas turned away. He couldn't escape injustice and misery. It was all around him, threatening to suffocate him. The seed of sin planted centuries ago in the Garden of Eden had taken root and spread its shoots of wickedness everywhere. And all feasted on this poisonous fruit that would bring them nothing but death.
It was late afternoon when he saw a familiar symbol carved into a post of a booth filled with barrels of olives and baskets of pomegranates, dates, figs, and nuts. His stomach growled. His mouth watered. He hadn't eaten anything since leaving The Three Taverns two days ago.
He listened to the proprietor bargain with a woman. "You know these are the best dates in all the empire."
"And you know I cannot pay such a high price."
Neither shouted nor grew vitriolic, a common occurrence in marketplaces. She made an offer; he countered. She shook her head and made another offer. He laughed and made yet another. When they reached agreement, the proprietor grabbed a handful of dried dates and put them on his scale. He wrapped them in a cloth the woman handed him and received payment. As she walked away, he turned his attention to Silas. "Olives? Dates?"
Silas shook his head. He had spent his last coin on bread. He looked at the symbol carved into the pole. Had this grinning pirate put it there? Before he could find a way to ask, the man cocked his head and frowned. "I know you. Don't I?"
"We've never met."
"You look familiar."
Silas's heart pounded. He thought of turning away, but where would he go? "I am a friend of Theophilus."
The man's eyes cleared. "Ah!" He grinned. "How is he these days?"
"Not well." Silas took a step back, thinking he might have made a mistake in saying anything to this man.
The merchant glanced one way and then the other and beckoned Silas closer. "Silas. Is that not your name?"
"Do not look distressed, my friend," the man said quickly. He dropped his voice. "I heard you preach once, in Corinth. Years ago-five, maybe six. You look tired. Are you hungry?"
Silas couldn't answer.
The man grabbed some dates and figs and pressed them into Silas's hand. "Go to the end of the street; turn left. Follow that street to the end. It will wind like a serpent before you reach your destination. Pass two fountains. Take the first street on the right just after. Knock on the door of the third house. Ask for Epanetus."
Could he remember all that, or would he find himself wandering Puteoli all night? "Whom shall I say sent me?"
"My apologies. In my excitement at meeting you, I forgot to introduce myself." He laughed. "I'm Urbanus." He leaned forward and said gruffly, "You are an answer to many prayers."
Silas felt the weight of the man's expectations. "Peter is dead."
Urbanus gave a solemn nod. "We heard."
So soon? "How?"
"Bad news travels fast. Our brother Patrobas arrived day before yesterday. He could not find you in the catacombs."
Patrobas. Silas knew him well. "I feared someone might follow and others be taken."
"We feared you had been arrested." Urbanus grasped Silas's arms. "God has answered our prayers. You are well. We did not expect the added blessing of your presence here."
Blessing? This man remembered his face from one encounter. What if others, enemies, also recognized him as Peter's scribe? His presence might endanger these brothers and sisters.
Lord, will all we've worked for be destroyed in a bloodbath?
Urbanus leaned closer. "Do not look so troubled, my friend. Puteoli is a busy city. Everyone has an eye to business and little else. People come; people go." He repeated the directions, slowly this time. "I would show you the way myself, but I cannot entrust my booth to others. They're all thieves ... just as I once was." He laughed again and slapped Silas on the shoulder. "Go. I will see you later." He called to a group of women passing by. "Come! See what good olives I have! The best in the empire!"
Urbanus did not lie. Two dates and a fig took the sharp edge of hunger away, and they did taste better than anything Silas had eaten in Rome. He kept the rest in the pouch tied to his belt.
The day was hot, and Silas felt sweat trickle down his back as he walked. Merchants' booths gave way to streets lined with tenements. Shoulders aching, he shifted his pack. Over the years, he had carried far heavier loads than this, but the weight of the scrolls seemed to increase with every step.
A servant opened the door when he knocked. The Ethiopian's inscrutable gaze took Silas in from dusty head to sandaled feet.
"I am looking for the house of Epanetus."
"This is the house of Epanetus. Who may I tell my master is come?"
"A friend of Theophilus."
The servant opened the door wider. "I am Macombo. Come. Enter in." He closed the door firmly behind Silas. "Wait here." He strode away.
It was the house of a rich man. Pillared corridors and frescoed walls. An open court with a white marble statue of a woman pouring water from an urn. The sound of the water made Silas realize his thirst. He swallowed hard and longed to shrug the pack from his shoulders and sit.
Footsteps approached-the hurried slap of sandals. A tall, broad-shouldered man strode across the courtyard. His short-cropped hair was gray, his features strongly carved. "I am Epanetus."
"Urbanus sent me."
"Which Urbanus would that be?"
Caution was to be expected. "From the agora." Silas opened his pouch and took out a handful of plump dates.
Epanetus laughed. "Ah, yes. 'The best dates and figs in all the empire.'" He extended his hands. "You are welcome here."
Silas received the greeting, knowing his own response was somewhat less enthusiastic.
"Come." Epanetus gave a quiet order to Macombo and then led Silas across the court, through an archway, and into another area of the house. Several people sat in a large room. Silas recognized one of them.
Patrobas came swiftly to his feet. "Silas!" Grinning broadly, he came to embrace him. "We feared you were lost to us." He drew back and kept one hand firmly on Silas's arm as he addressed the others. "God has answered our prayers."
They surrounded him. The heartfelt greetings broke down Silas's last defenses. Shoulders sagging, he bowed his head and wept.
No one spoke for a moment, and then they all spoke at once.
"Pour him a little wine."
"Sit. Have something to eat."
"Macombo, set the tray here."
Patrobas frowned and guided Silas. "Rest here."
When someone took hold of his pack, Silas instinctively gripped it tighter. "No!"
"You are safe here," Epanetus said. "Consider my home yours."
Silas felt ashamed. "I must safeguard these scrolls."
"Put the pack here beside you," Patrobas said. "No one will touch it unless you give permission."
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Silas has been the Scribe to Paul and Peter, but now warns the latter he and his wife must flee the city as the former has been arrested and the soldiers seek out his associate apostles. Like his peers, he struggles with why, but still bravely goes about risking his life to continue his work of writing down on parchment the words that one day will form a major religion. However, today his chore is to save the parchments. --- The fifth Sons of Encouragement tale (see Aaron The Priest, Caleb The Warrior, Jonathan The Prince, Amos The Prophet) focuses on the scribe whose work kept alive the words of Paul and Peter long after they died. The key to this fine tale of a biblical sidekick is that the audience obtains a deep look at early days of Christianity and an insightful glimpse at Paul and to a lesser degree Peter, especially how each reflect on Jesus. Readers will appreciate this biblical biographical fiction that brings to life a person who sacrifices much behind the scenes so that the Kingdom of God on earth can open its tent to everyone. This is a great finish to a powerful series. --- Harriet Klausner
I thought I was buying the whole series but when I opened the book it was only the LAST of the series. SO I paid $10 for this one then had to pay $10 for all 5 including this book. Not very clear in the information given when I was reading quickly. I'll know to pay closer attention next time.
Rivers has written a series of books about men in the Bible. This one is about Silas, who served as a scribe to both Paul and Peter. It was an interesting book, but it was less story and more retelling what the Bible says about this man. Since I have read the Bible several times, I was familiar with much of what happened. I still didn't get as much of a feel for the real man that Silas was as I had hoped. Still, the book was good.