Gr 8 Up—Isabel, aka "Sick Girl" according to her weekly column in the school's newspaper, has one self-imposed rule—absolutely no dating. Life is just easier that way for her and everyone else. Isabel has rheumatoid arthritis, a chronic, invisible illness that she's been trying to manage for the past few years. Her friends often forget and have difficulty understanding her experiences because she struggles with opening up and depending on others, and her doctors don't always take her complaints seriously. Enter Sasha, who Isabel meets in the infusion room at the hospital. Sasha has Gaucher Disease—a genetic illness that affects his spleen and liver—and he understands her better than anyone else in her life. He does everything he can to woo her, convince her to break her own rule, and take a chance even if she doesn't know the outcome. Moskowitz's newest novel is a refreshing and poignant look at chronic illnesses that aren't often represented in young adult literature. The story offers a unique take on finding your person and contains an array of representation. VERDICT Recommend to fans of Rachael Lippincott's Five Feet Apart and Nicola Yoon's Everything, Everything. Readers may appreciate a book about illness that doesn't end with character death.—Alicia Kalan, The Northwest School, Seattle
Two chronically ill teens navigate the joys and pitfalls of a relationship in this YA contemporary romance.
Of all the places where 16-year-old Isabel Garfinkel could meet a cute boy, the Ambulatory Medical Unit at Linefield and West Memorial Hospital in the Queens borough of New York City, wouldn't seem the most likely. It's her second time in the "drip room," as it's called, where she gets monthly infusions to treat the rheumatoid arthritis that she's had for 11 years. This time, though, she can't help staring at a new patient there—a boy her age named Sasha Sverdlov-Deckler. She likes his quirky, appealing looks and wry sense of humor, and they bond over the fact that they're both Jewish. Sasha has a rare genetic disorder called Gaucher disease, which isn't fatal, in his case, but causes severe anemia, weak bones, and other problems. Although Isabel has several close and well-meaning friends, she doesn't have anyone who really understands what it's like "to deal with the everyday slog of being sick." She and Sasha hit it off, but she's emotionally guarded and dislikes risks, and as a result, she doesn't date. Sasha is patient and sweet, and their romance grows; amid a few arguments and setbacks, they forge a bond that gets them through their problems. As the advice columnist for her high school paper, Isabel asks questions and gathers others' responses; by the end of the novel, she's comfortable with not having all the answers. Moskowitz (Salt, 2018, etc.) does a splendid job of showing what the world looks like to the chronically but invisibly ill. For example, Isabel is often tired and aching, and she fears the judgment of others; she notes that even her physician father would question her getting a cab to go 15 blocks, a walkable distance for many, including people who are old or pregnant and "people with arthritis who are just better than me." Overall, the excellent character development lends depth and sweetness to the romance. Isabel's relationship with Sasha helps her fight self-doubt and stand up for herself with laudable vigor, yet the novel never feels didactic.
A highly recommended work that's thoughtful, funny, wise, and tender.