Skin and Bones

Skin and Bones

by Sherry Shahan

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Overview

Sixteen-year-old Jack, nicknamed "Bones," won't eat. His roommate in the eating disorder ward has the opposite problem and proudly goes by the nickname "Lard." They become friends despite Bones's initial reluctance. When Bones meets Alice, a dangerously thin dancer who loves to break the rules, he lets his guard down even more. Soon Bones is so obsessed with Alice that he's willing to risk everything–even his recovery.

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9780807574010
Publisher: Whitman, Albert & Company
Publication date: 03/01/2015
Edition description: Reprint
Pages: 272
Sales rank: 1,228,436
Product dimensions: 5.40(w) x 8.20(h) x 0.80(d)
Lexile: 710L (what's this?)
Age Range: 13 - 17 Years

About the Author

Sherry Shahan is a travel writer and a children's book author. She has written several picture books and middle-grade novels, including Ice Island and Death Mountain. She lives in California.

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CHAPTER 1

To Jack Plumb room number 19 B looked like an ordinary college dorm. Two beds, two dressers, two desks, two chairs. Cinder block walls painted eggshell. If the linoleum ever had color, it had long since been scuffed off. Even the bedspreads appeared to be sickly.

Unfortunately Jack knew the sorry truth. The room was in the corner wing of a hospital that treated all kinds of patients — in the wing that housed a program for people with major food issues, the Eating Disorders Unit (EDU).

"Welcome to the loony foodie bin," said the orderly. His name was Bruno, and he was muscle-bound with a square head and a bushy unibrow.

Jack guessed he was trying to ease the tension. "Uh, thanks."

Jack hefted his ratty duffle onto the bed that had to be his. The other one was unmade and a poster hung above it with Rachael Ray in a skin-tight, low-cut T-shirt with Yum-O! written across her chest.

"And Jack," the guy said, "group therapy is at ten o'clock."

"Got it."

"The rest of the gang is in the dayroom watching TV if you're interested."

"Thanks, but I think I'll unpack," Jack said, unzipping his duffle.

He hoped he wouldn't have much interaction with Unibrow, especially after the thoroughly embarrassing pat down an hour ago with Jack in a flimsy cotton gown with ties in back. Unibrow's job was to make sure no one smuggled contraband into the hospital. And that didn't mean cigarettes, drugs, or razor blades taped between butt cheeks.

"Damn," Jack had mumbled after Unibrow discovered the ankle weights he'd stashed in what he'd thought was a secret compartment in his duffle.

Unibrow had dropped the weights into a wastebasket with an ominous clunk.

Jack had tried to act like he didn't care. But he cared a ton, damn it! Ankle weights turned squats into relentless fat burners.

Unibrow had taken the standard vitals: temperature, blood pressure, height, and weight. Jack had sucked all the air from the claustrophobic four-by-four of a room before stepping lightly as possible onto the old-school mechanical scale with sliding weights.

"One-hundred-two and nine-ounces." Unibrow had scribbled on Jack's chart. "You can get dressed now."

Jack had grabbed his sweats and let out the breath he'd been holding. He'd lost four ounces.

* * *

Jack unpacked sweatshirts, sweatpants, thick athletic socks, wool beanies. He wore them to encourage his body to reach a temperature hot enough to melt solids. No matter what anyone said, sweat was nothing but liquid fat. That's why it smelled like rancid bacon grease. As conundrums go, sweat was also his most private and trusted confidante.

His sister had helped him pack for the extended incarceration, because their mom was upset about his being away for six weeks. The length of time of the program was designed to accommodate teens over summer vacation.

Jack had reluctantly agreed to the program, because it wasn't one of those lock-down facilities. Also because his school counselor had said, "If you keep going like this, you'll end up in a coma." Bully tactics.

Jack's parents blamed themselves for his eating disorder, convinced it was caused by something they did or didn't do. "I'm sorry I made you eat those disgusting strained carrots when you were a baby," his mom once said.

"Seriously?" his older sister had put in. "I ate them too and I'm not skinny."

Most of the time his dad avoided discussions like these.

Here's the truth: Jack didn't blame his family for his problems with food. He liked his parents okay. His workaholic dad sold car insurance, house insurance, life insurance, and had memorized how much his clients were worth dead — he was the kind of guy who'd give you the shirt off his back, then offer to wash and iron it. His mom ran the household like an executive — shopping, cooking, cleaning, paying bills. Any spare time was spent raising money for the homeless shelter.

"Try to get better," his sister had said while folding the Darth Vader sweatshirt she'd picked up for him at a garage sale.

Jack had looked away, feeling guilty, knowing what Jill meant. It would be great if we could go out for pizza sometime. Maybe even sneak a beer, you know, like normal teenagers. He wasn't sure what she had meant by better, but he was hoping to come home less obsessed about what he would or wouldn't eat.

Jack had opened up for a hug, holding her tight, even though he'd known he'd be absorbing calories from the vanilla extract she dabbed behind her ears, praying the huddle would produce enough sweat to burn it off.

Jill had bought him paperbacks from a used bookstore, cheesy novels with sexy women on the cover. As if she thought he should have a different date every night to keep him company. No way these books were safe to read. People ate all kinds of things while curled up on a recliner — smearing grease and leaving crumbs that an unsuspecting person might ingest. Used books were definitely a slippery proposition. "I love you, weirdo," she'd said. "Don't do anything stupid."

"Like I'll have a chance," he'd said. "It's a hospital."

Jack had sobbed a little. More leakage. He couldn't wait to weigh himself.

"No laxatives."

"I stopped using them after, you know —" he'd paused, embarrassed all over again remembering the day he didn't make it to the bathroom in time.

"No diuretics either," she'd said. "No ipecac syrup. No enemas. And, please, promise me, no fingers down the throat."

"No fun!" They'd both laughed, knowing how crazy this sounded. Then he'd reminded her, "I don't do that stuff anyway."

"I mean it," she'd said, suddenly serious.

"I know."

And he meant it too. No one likes to be sick. Any more than a heroin addict likes sticking a needle in his arm or a chronic masturbator likes having all that free time on his hands.

Jack finished hanging his clothes in the closet, pointing neck holes in the same direction. Everything was black so he didn't have to worry about coordinating colors. Next he checked out the boxy bathroom. It had a toilet, no urinal, and a mirror over a porcelain sink. A toothbrush and tube of toothpaste stood in a plastic mug, crowding a shelf with a brush matted with black hair. Next to the mug, shoelaces hung over a small box of hemorrhoid cream.

Jack decided to shower off the smog and exhaust from the drive through the San Fernando Valley. He undressed quickly, annoyed because he couldn't see below his chest in the mirror without overturning the waste can and balancing precariously on its circular bottom.

Jack was proud of his body, especially the six-pack stretched tightly across his abdomen. He stared into the glass and flexed a bicep, roughly the size of his wrist, and wondered if he'd ever be brave enough to get naked in front of a girl.

Then he blushed because he was really thinking, A skinny girl like me. But with curves and bumps where curves and bumps are supposed to be.

Jack stepped down from the waste can. He looked around for a scale, alarmed when he didn't see one. I'll have to ask a nurse about it, he thought, suddenly shivering. He cranked the faucet in the shower. For a moment he considered getting his sneakers so he wouldn't have to touch the floor of the shower. Maybe the gift shop sold flip-flops.

He left the bathroom door open. "As per EDU rule number one hundred," he muttered sarcastically.

An open door was supposed to discourage purging, at least from the two most obvious orifices. Jack never threw up, unless he had the flu and except for that time he got food poisoning from his sister's undercooked meatloaf. Anorexics got such a bad rap; people often assumed they threw up after eating. Although he'd met an anorexic girl in his lasttherapy group who'd stuck her finger down her throat after her mom forced her to eat a cup of vegetable broth.

He scrubbed with a loofah and dribbled pee the color of root beer. It didn't smell so hot either. Dehydration. But he never drank water until after he weighed. An eight-ounce glass of water weighed just that. Eight ounces. Eight glasses per day? It didn't take an Einstein to calculate.

Jack toweled off and grabbed his sweatpants and Darth Vader sweatshirt. Because it was from his sister and somewhat comforting, it gave him enough confidence to venture into the corridor and look for a nurse.

He stopped the first woman he saw. "Excuse me," he said. "My bathroom doesn't have a scale."

"Jack, isn't it?" she said, her voice chirpy. "I'm Nancy, head nurse on the ward. How's it going?"

Nancy looked near his mom's age and could stand to lose the same twenty pounds. She had an old-school perm, but on her it didn't look too bad.

"Do you have digital scales?" he asked. "Calibrated to a quarter ounce?"

"Sorry, but you're only weighed once a week while you're in here."

Jack felt familiar rumbles of panic. In the last four years he'd known his weight day by day, sometimes hour by hour. After waking up, before peeing, after peeing, before breakfast, after breakfast, before jogging ...

He slumped against the wall. "No one told me."

"Have you gotten your menus?" she asked, changing the subject.

He shook his head. "No."

"I'll print copies and bring them to your room," she said. "You're in nineteen-B, right? With David. They put you two together because you're the only guys. You'll get along great."

Jack retreated to his cave, feeling sick to his stomach. Really sick. He just made it to the edge of the toilet, bending over, head between his knees. He willed myself not to throw up. The staff would think he did it on purpose.

When the woozy feeling passed, he went to his spartan desk. The other one was jam-packed with magazines, cookbooks, and a forty-eight ounce mug that said Don't Leave Home Without It. The bulletin board was covered with recipes torn from newspapers.

Jack scanned the recipes, stricken by a case of the dreads so thick they rolled through the room. For the next six weeks he'd be stuck with a roommate who was obsessed with eating. Which confirmed what Jack already knew — agreeing to check in to this rehab for food losers was a mistake.

CHAPTER 2

Jack hit the floor and fired off push-ups until he thought he'd pass out. The spinning behind his eyes felt good. He'd gotten by with a half grapefruit (35 calories) at breakfast, because his mom was such an emotional wreck before driving him to the hospital. She didn't argue over the half cup of oatmeal (110 calories), which he dumped in the sink before polishing off the last of his red M&M's from the night before. For a year, M&M's had been his go-to food when life got sucky.

Jack plopped on his bed with Weight Watchers magazine. He was just getting into an article called "You Are What You Eat," when a short, squat guy with a slightly dangerous body mass came in. He reminded Jack of the kind of guy who'd been shaving since kindergarten. Jack didn't even own a razor.

"What's cookin'?" the guy asked in a voice too big for the four walls.

He even looked like a food addict. "Not much."

Jack noticed his glasses — wide, black frames. Buddy Holly knock-offs. His shirt was splattered with pin-size dots. It looked like he'd been sprayed with Worcestershire sauce. His belly jiggled inside loose-fitting pants with a drawstring waist. If the vertical black and white stripes were supposed to make him look tall and thin, they weren't working.

"According to my chart," the guy said, moving to his side of the room. "I'm a seventeen-year-old compulsive overeater named David Kowlesky. But you can call me Lard."

Lard set a Toy Story 3 lunch box on his desk. Buzz Lightyear and Woody stared up with fixed eyebrows. Lard stretched out a beefy hand.

Jack shook it, feeling his own hand disappear in the grip. "Did you say Lard?"

"As in, fat-tub-of ..."

That seemed a bit insensitive for a program claiming to boost one's self esteem.

"I learned a long time ago that if you're fat and don't give yourself a nickname, someone else will," Lard said. "I sneaked a looked at your chart. Jack Plumb. Sixteen-year-old male. Five-foot-eleven. One-hundred-three pounds."

Jack didn't ask how he had access to medical files.

"Anorexic. Sometimes in denial, sometimes not. Promising candidate for the program," Lard said all official-like. "Family intact. Both your parents live under the same roof?" Jack nodded. "Yeah."

"My dad is some guy who had sex with my mom and she doesn't remember who he was because it was during her hippie-druggie-commune period," Lard said. "And the reason I eat half a dozen pizzas at a time while glued to the Food Channel is because it fills the hole in my gut from not knowing my sperm donor."

Why would this guy be spewing his family history now? Jack figured it was his standard bullshit.

"I bet your parents have screaming matches that turn into knockdown fights and your neighbors call the cops."

Jack shrugged. "They hardly even argue."

"They must be repressed." Lard stuck a finger in his mug and flicked water. "Jack Plumb, I hereby christen you Toothpick."

Jack blotted his face before his skin could soak it up. He needed a minute to think. Toothpicks had two functions — to spear food or pick teeth. Having a nickname so closely associated with eating wouldn't cut it. "What about Bones? As in, skin-and —"

"I like it," Lard said. He sat at his desk, combat boots propped on the windowsill. "This place has about a million rules designed to — and I quote — keep us safe. Like, what are we? Fucking nine-year-olds? We can't even shut the bathroom door to take a dump. You know the fart fan? It's disconnected so they can listen. Talk about sick."

"They want to make sure we aren't tossing our cookies," Jack — aka Bones — said.

"Do I look like I spend a lot of time throwing up?"

"Not really."

"They go through our trash too. Patients find all kinds of places to get rid of what they've eaten. I call them Vomitus Interruptus." Lard studied Bones. "Just so you know, I'm not into that crap. If you are, that's your business. But I don't want to hear it, and don't ever let me smell it. Let me see your knuckles."

Bones held up his hands to show he didn't have scars from sticking his fingers down his throat.

"You wouldn't believe what they do with chocolate laxatives," Lard said. "Put them in brownies — shave it over ice cream."

Bones believed it. He'd gone through boxes of them since that fateful day in the sixth grade. That was another reason he'd agreed to check into the program. He didn't want to spend the rest of his life worrying about soiling his skivvies.

"I'm learning to cook while I'm here," Lard said. "I help the chef in the kitchen. Gumbo, a real chef. Not one of those fast-food poseurs in a Pillsbury hat."

"Isn't it sketchy being around food like that?" "No, man, it's just the opposite. There's something about cooking that keeps me from wanting to eat everything in sight."

Bones tried to follow his logic. He hadn't thought that highly of food since he was ten-and-a-half and a store clerk handed him jeans labeled Husky. "Try these on for size," she'd said. Until then, he'd thought he was going through a growth spurt. But the clerk must've known better because Husky fit just right, as reinforced by a triangle of full-length mirrors.

And that's how it had started.

With one lousy remark.

That was the first time he'd tried to lose a few pounds. He tested the Grapefruit Diet, Atkins Diet, South Beach Diet, 24-Hour Miracle Diet, Cabbage Soup Diet, Fat Smash Plan, the Master Cleanse. He listened to crashing waves on a CD called Thirty-Day Subliminal Weight Loss Plan: Lose Fat While Your Unconscious Mind Does the Work, which made him want to pee constantly.

"How long's your sentence?" Bones asked.

"A month this time," Lard said. "Three months last summer. Entered the program with type two diabetes — on insulin and everything. Lost over one hundred pounds, man."

Bones couldn't imagine that. "Why'd you come back?"

"Sort of like a refresher course, and, like I said, I like working in the kitchen."

There was a loud knock on the mostly open door.

"It's open," Lard deadpanned.

Nancy peeked in. "GTs in twenty minutes, guys. Don't be late."

"Group therapy," Lard said after she left. "It's all about feelings."

Bones knew what GT meant. He'd suffered through every type of therapy session: Art Therapy Groups, Peer Group, Body Image Groups, Creative Expression Groups, Imaginative Movement Groups. Skill Training Group was a catchall that included anger management (punching bags), relaxation (meditation), and social training (playing cards). He'd endured endless lectures by so-called experts, who insisted patients begin every sentence with I feel ...

(Continues…)



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