The Dove in the Belly

by Jim Grimsely

Overview

At the University of North Carolina, Ronny’s made some friends, kept his secrets, survived dorm life, and protected his heart.
 
Until he can’t. Ben is in some ways Ronny’s opposite; he’s big and solid where Ronny is small and slight. Ben’s at UNC on a football scholarship. Confident, with that easy jock swagger, and an explosive temper always simmering. He has a steady stream of girlfriends. Ben’s aware of the overwhelming effect he has on Ronny. It’s like a sensation of power. So easy to tease Ronny, throw playful insults, but it all feels somehow…loaded.
 
Meanwhile Ronny’s mother has moved to Vegas with her latest husband. And Ben’s mother is fighting advanced cancer. A bubble forms around the two, as surprising to Ronny as it is to Ben. Within it their connection ignites physically and emotionally. But what will happen when the tensile strength of a bubble is tested? When the rest of life intervenes?
 
The Dove in the Belly is about the electric, dangerous, sometimes tender but always powerful attraction between two very different boys. But it’s also about the full cycles of love and life and how they open in us the twinned capacities for grief and joy.
 
 
P R A I S E
 
★ “An impressive crossover LGBTQIA+ historical novel. Grimsley has authentically and effortlessly painted a portrait of this time.”
––School Library Journal (starred)
 
★ “As complex as the human heart. Grimsley has an almost magical gift for evoking empathy in his readers, creating characters that they’ll fall in love with and care desperately for. Fresh and often beautiful.”
—Booklist (starred)
 
“A rich and complex coming of age tale that manages to be brave and vulnerable at once. Grimsley captures the poetry of everyday life, reminding us that each of our lives is extraordinary, if only because of our capacity to love.”
—New York Times best-selling author Tayari Jones
 
“This book made me start work late, made me miss sleep. I would read up to the edge of my free time and then some, and still feel compelled to sit with it after, and think, and give myself a buffer back to real life. This book disrupted my life in all the best ways. I wonder how much internalized homophobia a book like this would have saved me. And if it saved me that much, how much it might've saved others.”
—Rafi Mittlefehldt, author of What Makes Us
 
“Dove in the Belly is Jim Grimsley at his finest. A beautiful book, which somehow captures all the complexity and confusion of first love and grief––sorrow and courage—with the simplicity, clarity, and sincerity of a masterful writer.”
––Justin Torres, author of We the Animals

Product Details

ISBN-13:	9781646141319
Publisher:	Levine Querido
Publication date:	05/03/2022
Pages:	336
Sales rank:	307,933
Product dimensions:	6.00(w) x 9.10(h) x 1.20(d)
Age Range:	16 - 18 Years

Editorial Reviews

04/11/2022

Achingly heartfelt, Grimsely’s (Dream Boy) gay campus romance, set in 1977 Chapel Hill, sees English and journalism student Ronny Mallory, who works at a local newspaper to make ends meet, falling for dimpled football player Ben Nickelsen, whom Ronny tutors. The cued-white students’ attraction is mutual, even if Ben—who has a girlfriend—initially seems to be spending time with Ronny for sex and emotional support (“You settle me down a little,” Ben admits). Despite Ben’s abuses (including homophobic slurs), the young men grow closer, with Ronny helping Ben through his mother’s cancer treatments—until Ben’s disappearance sends Ronny into an emotional tailspin. If and how the lovers might end up together forms the narrative tension amid jealousy, deep hurts, and emotional and physical intimacy. Though incidents of emotional abuse go uncontextualized, Grimsely excels at creating mood and strong emotions, from the goings-on at Ronny’s boardinghouse, whose proprietor experiences ill health, to palpable feelings of longing and grief. Ages 16–up. Agent: Melanie Jackson, Melanie Jackson Agency. (May)

Publishers Weekly

[STAR] “An impressive crossover LGBTQIA+ historical novel. Grimsley has authentically and effortlessly painted a portrait of this time. While triggering words and scenes are present in the novel, they’re also a necessary window to a past that cannot be overlooked. VERDICT Highly recommended for today’s youth looking to understand the recent past and for adults seeking to see themselves represented in a time when there was little to no representation for LGBTQIA+ persons in writing.”–Roy Jackson, School Library Journal (starred)

“This affecting novel charts the tentative, electric feelings of attraction between two very different boys who have no models for what their love can look like, but it also explores bigger, universal themes of how joy and grief cycle through all of our lives.”—Atlanta Journal Constitution

“A rich and complex coming of age tale that manages to be brave and vulnerable at once. Grimsley captures the poetry of everyday life, reminding us that each of our lives is extraordinary, if only because of our capacity to love.”— New York Times best-selling author, Tayari Jones

“This book made me start work late, made me miss sleep. I would read up to the edge of my free time and then some, and still feel compelled to sit with it after, and think, and give myself a buffer back to real life. This book disrupted my life in all the best ways. I wonder how much internalized homophobia a book like this would have saved me. And if it saved me that much, how much it might've saved others.” —Rafi Mittlefehldt, author of What Makes Us

“Dove in the Belly is Jim Grimsley at his finest. A beautiful book, which somehow captures all the complexity and confusion of first love and grief—sorrow and courage—with the simplicity, clarity, and sincerity of a masterful writer.” —Justin Torres, author of We the Animals

[STAR] “As complex as the human heart. Grimsley has an almost magical gift for evoking empathy in his readers, creating characters that they’ll fall in love with and care desperately for. The writing that brings these young men to life is fresh and often beautiful, and the 1977 University of North Carolina setting is brilliantly realized. How Grimsley does this is the stuff of a thesis; suffice it here to say that part of it is his gift for finding telling details, insights, and closely observed moments, making every sentence a revelation. T. S. Eliot once observed that one of the three permanent reasons for reading is the enjoyment of art: here, in this wonderfully artful novel, is proof positive of it.”—Booklist (STARRED)

From the Publisher

★ 07/01/2022

Gr 10 Up—Grimsley has crafted an impressive crossover LGBTQIA+ historical novel. Set in the 1970s at the University of North Carolina, the story takes place during the summer after junior year; Ronny and Ben are polar opposites on the outside, but they're in a secret relationship. English major Ronny is informed by his mother that she is getting married for the umpteenth time and he won't be able to come back to live in her trailer during summer break. Football jock Ben, who comes from a more traditional family, is coping with his mother's cancer. Ronny takes a room in a boarding house while Ben heads home to help with his mother's care. Ronny eventually goes to help Ben and his family. After the passing of his mother, Ben disappears, only to emerge that fall back on campus for football season. Ronny and Ben eventually find their way back to each other. Grimsley has authentically and effortlessly painted a portrait of this time. There is scant historical LGBTQIA+ fiction for today's readers and this helps fill that void. While triggering words and scenes are present in the novel, they're also a necessary window to a past that cannot be overlooked. VERDICT Highly recommended for today's youth looking to understand the recent past and for adults seeking to see themselves represented in a time when there was little to no representation for LGBTQIA+ persons in writing.—Roy Jackson

School Library Journal

2022-02-09
In 1977 North Carolina, a gay college student ruminates on identity, desire, and loss through a tumultuous relationship.

Abandoned by his mother right before spring semester exams, college junior Ronny finds a room last minute in a boardinghouse and a part-time newspaper job for the summer so he can stay in Chapel Hill. In contrast to his mother’s many marriages, Ronny has never had a boyfriend, and he knows his unstable connection, with Ben, the football player he tutors, won’t last. Ben may like him when they’re alone, but Ronny knows he’ll leave him behind to marry one of his many girlfriends someday. Despite his jealousy and Ben’s manipulation and emotional abuse, Ronny becomes entangled in Ben’s life as Ben struggles with the imminent loss of his mother, who is dying of cancer. A nonlinear narrative progression emphasizes the on-and-off cycle of Ronny’s relationship with Ben. It also draws attention to Ronny’s lack of growth as he falls into the same patterns from the beginning to the unfulfilling end. Although Ronny acknowledges his need for growth, particularly around his internalized homophobia, he never changes and even intentionally imperils another gay man to provoke Ben. Ben may never harm Ronny physically, but he threatens and demeans him. Characters excuse Ben’s behavior as immaturity, a personality quirk, or grief. Well-constructed prose can’t redeem the draining co-dependence in this emerging adulthood romance that may hold more appeal for adult readers. Ronny and Ben are cued as White.

Tiresome and moody. (author's note) (Historical fiction. 17-adult)

Kirkus Reviews