In this romantic road trip story perfect for fans of Sarah Dessen and Morgan Matson, a teen girl discovers the value of ordinary objects while learning to forgive her absent father.
A lot can happen on the road from lost to found...
Ali Collins doesn’t have room in her life for clutter or complications. So when her estranged father passes away and leaves her his only prized possession—a 1968 Firebird convertible—Ali knows she won’t keep it. Not when it reminds her too much of all her father’s unfulfilled promises. And especially not when a buyer three hundred miles up the Pacific coast is offering enough money for the car to save her childhood home from foreclosure. There’s only one problem, though. Ali has no idea how to drive a stick shift.
But her ex-boyfriend, Nico, does.
The road trip gets off to a horrible start, filled with unexpected detours, roadblocks, and all the uncomfortable tension that comes with being trapped in a car with your ex. But when Nico starts collecting items from the quirky strangers they meet along the way, Ali starts to sense that these objects aren’t random. Somehow they seem to be leading her to an unknown truth about her father. A truth that will finally prove to Ali that some things—even broken things—are worth saving.
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About the Author
Jessica Brody is the author of several popular novels for teens and tweens, including The Geography of Lost Things, 52 Reasons to Hate My Father, A Week of Mondays, Better You Than Me, and the Unremembered trilogy. She lives with her husband and four dogs near Portland, Oregon. Visit her online at JessicaBrody.com.
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The Geography of Lost Things
I stand on the front porch, watching Mom shove her overnight bag into the cluttered back seat of Rosie’s sedan. I suppose I could blame Rosie for getting Mom the job in the first place, but that would be petty and childish. We need the money. I know that. Mom knows that. Even Rosie knows that.
It’s why Mom is disappearing to Sacramento for a week to serve fancy appetizers to even fancier people, leaving me to finish packing up the house by myself.
Graduation is coming up! How will you be spending Senior Week?
A Hitting up every party in town.
B On a beach in Mexico.
C Trying to fit your entire life into a box.
Not that I really have anything better to do.
Sure, there’ll be parties. My best friend, June, already told me she was having one tomorrow night. But it’s definitely not what I had planned for the week between the last day of high school and graduation. Although, to be honest, I’m not sure what I had planned.
I just didn’t expect this.
I didn’t expect Mom to give up so easily.
I didn’t expect to be the one still fighting.
Mom comes back to the porch to hug me good-bye. She takes in my crossed arms and the permanent scowl that hasn’t left my face since she came home last week with what she called “the keys to our new life.”
She really should have worked in advertising instead of food service.
“Don’t worry,” Mom says. “I’ll be back in time for the moving truck.”
“I could ask Pam for an advance on my paycheck,” I tell her.
Mom sighs. “We’ve been through this. You know it’s not enough.”
“Maybe if we sell the car—”
“Ali, give it up. It’s over.”
“But—” I try to argue.
“But we’ve been through all the buts. A thousand times. There are no more buts left.”
“There has to be.”
Mom brushes a strand of curly brown hair from my face. She’s already getting blurry through the tears that are forming in my eyes. I hastily gather up my unruly hair and secure it with the rubber band I always keep around my wrist.
“I think you’ll like living in Harvest Grove,” Mom says. “They have a pool. And a gym. All the apartments come with new carpeting. No more of that ugly brown shag.”
“I like the ugly brown shag.”
Mom chuckles. “That’s just because you’ve never seen nice carpet before. Plus, you’ll have a great place to come home to when you visit me from UC Davis next year.”
I swallow down the giant lump that has just formed in my throat.
You got a full scholarship to the college of your dreams! What do you do?
A Start shopping for dorm room furniture.
B Spend the entire summer obsessing over the course catalog.
C Hide the letter in your backpack and “accidentally” forget to tell your mother you never accepted the offer.
“Mom,” I say, my voice cracking. “Don’t do this. Don’t let them take it. We have to fight.”
“We’ve been fighting!” Mom’s voice rises and then immediately falls again. “Ali. I’m done. Done fighting. Done trying to get out from under his mistakes. This gives us a fresh start. Please try to understand that I need one.”
My gaze falls to the ground. Because I can’t look at her when she says stuff like that. Because how do you argue with that? Because she’s right.
I know she’s right.
And yet, everything about this feels wrong.
“I’ll see you in a week.” Mom kisses me on the forehead before I can come up with any more useless protests. And then, she’s gone. By the time I look up again, Rosie’s car is already halfway down the driveway.
I turn and head into the house, navigating through the maze of cardboard boxes. I’m surprised there are so many. I didn’t think we had that much stuff. Mom and I share a love of decluttering. We’re always finding excuses to throw things away, or donate them to Goodwill.
But I guess everyone accumulates things. Even us.
I walk into the kitchen and put on a pot of coffee. As it brews, I head to the desk in the living room where Mom keeps all the paperwork for the house. Bills, bank statements, legal documents. All meticulously organized in hanging file folders in a drawer. I find the folder I’m looking for and flip it open to the first document inside. I skim over all the fake niceties. The “Dear Ms. Collins, we regret to inform you . . .” Like they’re simply writing to tell us that the pillow shams we ordered are out of stock.
I scroll down to the bottom. To the giant black box surrounding the words TOTAL AMOUNT OVERDUE and the deadline FRIDAY, MAY 29.
A week from tomorrow.
I sigh and shut my eyes tight.
She’s right. It’s not enough. Even if we sold the car and the furniture and Pam was able to give me the biggest advance ever offered to an employee in the history of the pet boarding industry, it wouldn’t be enough.
I glance around the living room. At the walls that won’t be our walls. At the carpet that won’t be our carpet. At the boxes that will be emptied somewhere else. Stuff stuffed into new cabinets. New drawers.
No, not stuffed.
Neatly stored. Meticulously organized. Maybe even labeled.
I’m sure most people would look at this house and laugh at my desperation. I know it doesn’t look like much from the outside. Or the inside. The drywall has cracks in it. The paint is chipping. The bedrooms are tiny. The kitchen is tinier. The microwave hasn’t worked in more than two years. The shower stall in the one bathroom that Mom and I share leaks.
But it’s ours.
Mom’s and mine.
No matter what has happened to us in the past eighteen years—no matter how many times he’s let us down—this house has been there for us. A rock beneath the trembling ground. It’s been our safe haven—our eye of so many storms. Russellville may be saturated with painful memories, but this house is where all the good ones live. The sights and sounds and smells. Mom singing in the bathroom as she gets ready for work. Rain pooling at the base of the front porch, causing us to have to jump off the last step. Pumpkin bread baking in the oven. Not only in the fall, but year-round, because Mom and I both love pumpkin.
Where does all of that go?
How can the bank possibly repossess things like that? How can they just suck it all up into their vaults and lock it away forever?
The coffeepot beeps, interrupting my thoughts. I shut the folder, slip it into place, and close the drawer. I head back into the kitchen and pull one of the two coffee mugs down from the cabinet. We’ve never kept a lot of stuff in the house. Just the essentials. Two of everything. Two plates, two sets of silverware, two glasses, two coffee mugs. By the end of next week, it will all be in boxes too.
As I pour the coffee, watching the stream of dark brown liquid fill the mug, I think about holes.
Big, gaping holes cut into the ground.
Holes so deep, you can’t see the top once you’re inside. And the ground keeps sinking beneath your feet. Like quicksand. Pulling you farther and farther down, until your hope of ever climbing out is gone.
And then, of course, I think about Jackson.
Smiling his disarming smile.
Murmuring his empty reassurances.
Holding a shovel.
Neither of us were all that shocked when we learned that Jackson had died. Mom and I both knew it was coming eventually. Jackson’s lifestyle wasn’t exactly the kind you’d describe as “sustainable.” He had always lived by a code of impermanence. It’s why we never had a current address for him. Never knew where he was or when or if he would call. Never knew what kind of condition he would be in when he did.
Mom and I didn’t even know Jackson had been sick. Which, of course, was typical. He did everything without telling us or soliciting our opinion on the matter. Apparently, that also included dying.
For the next few hours, I blast the bubbliest music I can find on my phone, drink an obscene amount of coffee, and force myself to pack. I start with my bedroom, opening closet doors and dresser drawers and dumping as much as I can into trash bags. The fewer boxes we have to bring with us, the better.
It feels good to throw things away. Like I’m not only making room in the cabinets, but also making room in my head. Clearing space for better and brighter things. Pushing bad, stale memories out the door.
When the coffeepot is empty and the trash bags are full, I collapse onto the couch, take out my phone, and navigate to my favorite personality quiz website. I scroll through all of the new quizzes that have popped up since yesterday, quickly ruling out the ones for which I already know what result I’ll get.
Which Star Wars Episode Best Describes Your Last Relationship?
Episode II: Attack of the Clones.
How Stubborn Are You?
What Do Your Summer Plans Say About Your Life?
That I have no life.
Finally, I find one that looks interesting—Which Classic Novel Character Would You Most Likely Have as a BFF?—and start answering the questions.
I’ve pretty much taken every personality quiz under the sun. I can tell you who I am in relation to every single television show, movie, book, and one-hit-wonder song. I know what my favorite doughnut flavor says about me (simple and non-fussy); what my dream vacation is (Rome); what Disney villain best represents my dark side (Ursula from The Little Mermaid); and what my best quality is based on what pizza toppings I like (selfless).
Personality quizzes have always felt comforting to me. They sum people up, distill the complexities of human beings down to a few digestible sentences.
Just as the quiz spits out my result—Jane Eyre—an alarm goes off on my phone, reminding me that I’m due at Chateau Marmutt, the pet hotel where I work, for my overnight shift in thirty minutes. I basically get paid to sleep in a room surrounded by dogs. It’s not a bad gig.
I carry the full trash bags out to the bins at the end of the driveway and turn back to the house, bounding up the porch steps. But I freeze when I see the notice pinned to the door.
How many of those things do they need to send us? We get it. You’re serious about it. This is not a joke.
The deadline is stamped onto the page like a searing, red-hot brand.
Friday, May 29.
Pay, or else.
Or else . . .
Somehow Mom has come to terms with the “or else.” She almost seems to have chosen it. But I just can’t bring myself to choose that.
I can’t bring myself to let them win. To let Jackson win. To let the world win.
June would say it’s because I’m too competitive. It’s the excuse she always gives when she’s losing at a board game, which she almost always does.
And maybe I am. Maybe I can’t admit defeat. But this feels like more than defeat. This isn’t Monopoly. We’re not just turning in all of our little green houses to the bank and forfeiting the game. This is real. A real house. A real family. Real memories steeped into the walls.
The bank is foreclosing on your house! How do you react?
A Keep packing. Can’t argue with the almighty bank.
B Steal all the toilets and fixtures. They can have the walls, but they can’t have the towel bars!
C Refuse to accept the inevitable.
I rip the notice from the door, crumple it up in my hands, and toss it onto the porch. I slam the front door closed behind me and stand with my back pressed against the wall, breathing hard. My eyes squeeze shut, so I don’t have to see the boxes. The furniture. The walls. My nine-year-old self standing by the window, her face glued to the glass, wondering when he was coming back.
Back then, it was always when. It was never if.
The if came later.
“Please,” I whisper to the quiet house, as though I’m trying to rally its support. As though I’m begging it to fight back too. Don’t let yourself be taken. Stand your ground. Lock your doors. Turn your floors into hot lava. Whatever it takes. Haven’t you loved us back? Haven’t we been just as much a part of you as you have been of us? Do you really want strangers living in your walls?
I don’t expect the house to respond. But somehow it does.
Because just then, there’s a knock on the door.
Before Jackson died, unexpected knocks on the door usually meant one thing: he was back. The last time he came back, however, he didn’t even make it to the front door. Mom and I heard his car pulling into the driveway. We both recognized the familiar roar of that engine. It was my sixteenth birthday. We were doing the dishes after breakfast when the sound stopped us both short. We exchanged a knowing look. It was a look we reserved for moments like this. A silent vow. A reconfirming of the pact that bonded us.
Then, without a word, we both dried our hands and headed outside, intercepting him before he could even make it up to the front porch.
I saw the car first. Jackson’s blue 1968 Firebird convertible glinting in the morning sun. That car was one of the only things Jackson took seriously in life. Along with a popular late-nineties post-grunge band called Fear Epidemic. He’d bought the Firebird the day he graduated from high school, approximately eleven months before I was born. It was with him the day he died. I wasn’t.
I saw Jackson next. He was drunk—not a surprise—and he had a bleached-blond woman in a leather miniskirt hanging on his arm—also not a surprise. She appeared older than some of the others. More worn, like fruit that had been left in a dehydrator too long.
I remember exactly what the two of them looked like standing in our driveway. They looked like strangers. They looked like washed-out remnants from another time. Artifacts dug up from the dirt.
“Marylou,” Jackson slurred to the girl. “I’d like you to meet my daughter.”
The woman stared at him, as though this weren’t actually her name and she was trying to decide whether or not she cared. Apparently, she didn’t. She reached out a bejeweled hand to shake mine. “Hi. You must be the famous—”
“Ali,” I interrupted her before she had a chance to utter the name that I’d long since given up. That I could barely stand to hear spoken aloud anymore.
“Ali,” Jackson repeated with a twinkle in his eye. “That’s right. I forgot. She doesn’t like the name I picked out for her. She goes by Ali now.”
I fought the urge to remind him that I’d actually gone by Ali my whole life. Everyone I knew called me Ali. He was the only one who’d ever called me by that other name.
I’m still not sure why my mom ever agreed to Jackson’s ridiculous name choice to begin with. She was probably too hopped-up on labor drugs at the time to disagree. Or maybe she was just too hopped-up on the charm of Jackson. They seemed to have similar effects on a person. They both numbed you until you couldn’t feel a thing. Until you believed that you lived in a world where pain was impossible.
“I’m up in Fort Bragg now,” Jackson said, even though no one had asked. “Less than an hour up the California coast. Would be nice if you came to visit sometime.”
“What are you doing here?” Mom asked, stepping up to stand beside me, creating our usual unified front. Her voice was calm, reasonable. A result of years of practice. You didn’t raise your voice at Jackson. Or get too worked up. Because he had this mysterious talent for always making you feel like you were the unreasonable one. Like life was one big joke and you just lacked the sense of humor to get it.
“Just thought I’d come see my daughter on her birthday,” Jackson responded, winking at me. “It’s not every day a girl turns sixteen.”
Mom stiffened beside me. I knew why. She was surprised. Surprised that he had not only remembered the date but had also gotten the age right. It was little things like that that poked holes in your anger. That made you second-guess—for even a split second—your silent promises to never let him back in.
Something jangled in Jackson’s hand, pulling my gaze downward. It was his key ring with the single silver key dangling off of it. The same nondescript key ring he’d had for as long as I could remember. The same jangling sound that populated my sporadic childhood memories.
He nodded to the Firebird idling behind him in the driveway. The very vehicle that had taken him away seven years ago ironically kept bringing him back. Never on a consistent basis. Never with any warning or phone calls or texts. Always just showing up, the roaring engine audible from the top of the driveway, the polished chrome wheels blinding all passing traffic.
The top of the car was down, and the white leather appeared freshly conditioned. Jackson looked like he hadn’t bathed in days, but the car, per usual, was immaculate.
“Want to take her for a spin?” Jackson asked.
Mom answered for me. “She doesn’t have her license yet.”
“Well, let’s go down to the DMV and take care of that right now,” Jackson said with the enthusiasm of a father pitching a trip to Disneyland to a small child.
“She’s not going anywhere with you, Jack,” Mom replied tightly, setting her hands on my shoulders.
Jackson rubbed the dark scruff around his jaw and smiled back at my mother. That same disarming, charismatic smile that she’d fought to break free from since high school.
He tossed the key ring straight up in the air. I imagine he had every intention of catching it. But the alcohol had affected his coordination. I watched the sparkling metal twirl and dance before falling to the asphalt next to his feet with a clank.
It made him laugh so hard, he nearly fell over. Marylou—or whatever her name really was—laughed too.
That’s when Mom sent them away. She bent down, scooped up the keys, thrust them into Marylou’s hands—the decidedly more sober one—and told them to leave. I didn’t argue. I’d stopped being that kid who gave her absent father the benefit of the doubt years ago. I’d stopped blaming my mother for making him leave. I knew exactly why he left.
He left because that’s what Jackson did.
The knock comes again. This time, more urgently. My stomach caves in on itself as I push my back further against the door, like I’m trying to literally hold the visitor at bay. Although it feels more like I’m holding back an insurgent army.
There’s no one it could possibly be who I would want to see right now. Ever since that last visit from Jackson two years ago, the only surprise visitors we’ve been getting around here are the collecting kind. The kind who pin notices with big red dates to your door.
And yet, the knocking doesn’t stop. The visitor won’t leave.
Finally, I get so fed up, I turn and yank the door open, ready to take out all of my anger and frustration on whoever is standing there. I don’t care who it is. A debt collector, the UPS man, the Pope. Whoever is pounding on my door deserves everything that’s bubbling to the surface right now, ready to stream out of my mouth like a river of hot lava.
But it’s the object in the man’s hand that stops me short. That clamps my lips shut. That pushes everything back inside. It’s the first thing my gaze lands on. Not the hand holding it. Not the strange man the hand is attached to.
The large yellow envelope with my name scribbled across the center.
The moment I see it, I know that it’s from Jackson. Not just from the lazy handwriting—the incomplete Os and undotted Is that reminded me of burning sauce on the stove and stacks of unopened final payment notices stuffed into boxes. But because Jackson is—was—the only person who still uses that name.
The room does a full rotation, causing me to look away and then look back at the envelope just to make sure I’m not imagining it.
“Are you the daughter of Jackson Collins?”
The voice forces me to look up. Up, up, up. Until there’s a face. An unfamiliar face I’ve never seen before, but I immediately distrust. Not because he looks like a distrustful guy, which he doesn’t—he’s clean-cut, with pressed khakis and a friendly, toothy grin—but because he’s now associated. Just saying Jackson’s name—just holding an envelope with Jackson’s handwriting on it—will forever stain him in my memory.
My head feels heavy, thick with possible reactions to the very simple question of “Are you the daughter of Jackson Collins?”
Shut the door.
Tell him to leave.
Anything to avoid the real answer. Because the real answer has never served me. Not when Jackson was alive and, I am certain, not now that Jackson is dead.
But somehow, the real answer is what comes out. “Yes.”
“I’m Pete. I knew your father before he died. He rented a room from me up in Tacoma.”
So that’s where he died. We didn’t know. When the call came from the hospital, there was no information on the caller ID. Mom didn’t ask, and I didn’t blame her. But now, I find the name of the city tumbling around in my brain like metal screws in a dryer.
I guess it makes sense. He went back to them. To the band he loved. The music that inspired him. Fear Epidemic was formed in Tacoma. All the members were from there. Jackson always liked to say that he made that band. That he discovered them and told all of his friends and that’s why they became famous.
“It’s just south of Seattle, Washington,” Pete explains, clearly interpreting my silence as confusion.
“I know where Tacoma is,” I say quickly. Rudely. But I don’t care. I don’t want to talk geography with this stranger holding an envelope with my real name on it. I want him to get to the point. Tell me what’s inside. Because unless he does, I’m not sure I’ll actually be able to take it from him. I’m not sure I’ll be able to open it on my own. I can’t handle any more of Jackson’s surprises.
I thought his last surprise was the final one.
Death usually is.
Pete clears his throat. “Right, well, anyway. He wanted you to have this. He made me promise I’d bring it to you.”
He smiles and holds out the envelope, looking like a dutiful Labrador retriever delivering a Frisbee, waiting for praise. I stare at the name. Jackson’s handwriting, even messier than usual.
Did he write it when he was sick?
While he was dying?
Was it the last thing he did?
“What is it?” I ask, my gaze darting suspiciously between the man and the envelope.
The saying “Don’t shoot the messenger” flutters through my mind, but I ignore it.
He looks confused for a moment, as though he were under the impression that I already knew he was coming. He must not have known Jackson very well if that’s what he assumed.
He glances behind him and jerks a thumb over his shoulder. “That.”
I follow his gaze, and that’s when I see it. I’m actually not sure why I didn’t notice it before. But there it is. Just like I remembered. Jackson’s most prized possession.
Why didn’t I hear it pull up? Why didn’t the sound jolt me to attention like it always did?
Maybe it was never the car that was so deafening, demanding attention. Maybe it was Jackson.
I flounder for words, glancing between Pete and the blue 1968 Firebird convertible parked in the driveway, waiting for him to tell me that this is all a big joke. Haha! What a funny prank. One final rug for Jackson to pull out from under me.
Because the alternative is just too hard to believe. Jackson never left behind anything valuable. Jackson left behind messes. He left behind deep holes that can never be filled.
“A-a-are you sure?” I finally manage to get out.
Pete laughs at my reaction. “She’s a beauty, isn’t she? Real classic, that car. You’re a lucky girl to have a father like that.”
A lucky girl.
Never in my eighteen years of life have “lucky” and “father” ever been so close together in a sentence.
“Well, I gotta run,” Pete says. “A friend is picking me up and driving me to the airport.” He thrusts the envelope into my hand. “Paperwork is all in here. Oh, and here’s the key.”
Pete reaches into his pocket and pulls out a simple silver key ring.
The breath hitches in my chest.
The last time I saw that key ring was more than two years ago. On my sixteenth birthday. It’s exactly as I remember.
It’s funny how time can weather a man, fade a memory, change a name, but it seems to do nothing to objects. They’re like little time capsules buried in your life, digging themselves up all on their own, regardless of whether or not you’re ready to see them again.
“Well, enjoy her,” Pete says. “She’s all gassed up.” He tosses me the key. Somehow, despite the numbness that has invaded my entire body like a plague, I manage to catch it.
Pete turns and jogs down the front steps. I stare dazedly at the key ring in one hand, the envelope in the other, and then finally, the car in the driveway. I still can’t bring myself to believe that it’s mine. That Jackson actually left me something. But then I open the envelope, ripping through the tape that sealed it, and pull out the piece of paper inside. I take in the ornate blue border, the faint “State of California” watermark, the words CERTIFICATE OF TITLE printed in all caps across the top. And my name—my full legal name—typed in a crisp black font.
Jackson’s handwriting may have been sloppy, untrustworthy, and barely legible, but this piece of paper is clear enough.
Suddenly, a very different sensation travels through me. An unfamiliar sensation. It’s so foreign, I can’t even be sure I’m correctly identifying it.
But it feels a lot like hope.
Most Helpful Customer Reviews
When my ex’s unreliable, absent father died, he left him a pair of 1980’s speakers held together by some duct tape. They weren’t worth anything, but they were the most important thing in his life and he wanted his son to have them. When Ali Collins’ unreliable and absent father passes away, he leaves her his most important thing too. Only, luckily for Ali, it’s a 1968 Firebird convertible worth quite a bit of money. And she desperately needs the money. Her mother has given up trying to afford their life where Ali has grown up, thanks to her father ruining her credit and her finances whenever he could get away with it. And Ali desperately wants to stay, needs to stay. She finds a buyer for the convertible but he’s 300 miles away and she’s got limited time before they are evicted. The plan is to head out directly after school, drive all evening to sell the car that night, and then use part of the money for a hotel and a bus ticket home. But nothing ever goes to plan. Right off the bat, Ali doesn’t know how to drive a stick shift. But she does know someone who can. So Nico, her ex-boyfriend, comes into play. Along the way Ali and Nico discover things about her father and unravel truths about his time away from her. When the book opened, I didn’t relate with Ali very much. I guess it’s the grown up in me, but I sided with her mom on the foreclosure issue. If you can’t afford to be somewhere, it is less stressful and trying to try somewhere else than keep going the way things are. But as Ali began to describe the relationship she has had with her dad and her reasoning for wanting to keep the house, I started to warm up to her. I really didn’t start actually liking her character until the road trip began though, which is where her character development really starts to gear up. It was a book that I had a hard time putting down. One struggle and conflict leads into the next and you want to know what happens.
Things I Liked: As always with pretty much any book I read, I become highly invested in the main character and their love interest really early on, sort of right when they're first both introduced. I love seeing how they go through the whole pre-relationship phase, when feelings develop, change, and deepen until they demand to be acknowledged. In this book, however, Ali and Nico are exes right from the get-go and through this road trip we get to find out what caused their breakup and if, through this journey together, they're going to rekindle their romance. I found the whole mystery of the reason for their breakup to be really intriguing. That, and finding out what secret Nico has been hiding compelled me to keep reading. Another mystery that I really wanted to discover the truth to was the reason for Jackson's departure. I felt really sympathetic to Ali, especially during flashbacks to her childhood of all the times Jackson gave her good memories, only to disappoint her later on when she was old enough to realize his unhealthy and destructive pattern. The unveiling of the truth behind her father's constant absence had a more significant impact on me than I anticipated. Despite already having passed away, Jackson's presence and the effects of his decisions were strongly present throughout the entire novel, and acted as the guiding force for Ali's journey to forgiveness. I felt somewhat sympathetic towards Jackson but my heart mainly ached for Ali, especially once the effects and full consequences of his absence became clearer. I admit that I'm the type of person to hang onto things because of their sentimental value, so I really enjoyed seeing what different objects people valued and what they were willing to let go of to obtain something else. The whole trading concept that Nico introduced Ali to was a completely new thing to me, I had never heard of doing such a thing before so it was really interesting to learn about. Personally, I think it was too risky but it was one of the other aspects of the story that kept me enthralled and invested. Things I Disliked: I'm not really sure what it was exactly that prevented me from giving this book 5 stars, but I guess there's a few little things that when added up together made me feel 4 stars best conveyed my feelings towards it. I thought it was a little strange that Ali's mom didn't contact her more frequently during her road trip with Nico, and I also wish there had been an epilogue of some sort to give me more closure at the end. I liked how it ended and it felt fitting for the story overall, but I guess I was looking for a more solid ending. I also wouldn't have minded a bit more in the romance department, but I do understand that this story was mainly about Ali and her relationship with her father. Final Thoughts: An insightful exploration of the impact of an absentee parent in a young girl's life, The Geography of Lost Things is equal parts heartbreaking and heartwarming. This book addresses abandonment and addiction while highlighting the importance of forgiveness, family, love, and finding the courage to pave one's own path. I would definitely recommend this if you enjoy heartfelt road trip stories. **Received an e-book for which I am voluntarily providing an honest review, originally posted on My Fangirl Chronicles.**
The Geography of Lost Things was the contemporary book I didn’t know I needed. I truly loved this story. I think anyone who has a strained relationship with a parent should read this book. The author writes such a raw, realistic interpretation of an estranged child and parent relationship. She also expertly conveys how this estrangement can affect the child and their behavior. At its core, this story is about how the relationships between us and our parents can shape us in positive and negative ways. Ali’s father, Jackson, left her and her mom for the first time when she was 9 years old. The second time he left was when she was 12 years old. At first she was too young to understand what his leaving meant. She believed him when he said his job as a roadie for his favorite band, Fear Epidemic, was extremely important. But, when he left for the second time with only a post-it on the fridge proclaiming, “I’m sorry, I had to” Ali realized she was not as important to him as the band. Needless to say, as a result of this Ali fiercely guards her heart and she cannot tolerate anyone lying to her like her father did. This book starts after Jackson, Ali’s father, has died. But, even though he may not be physically on the Earth anymore he is still wreaking havoc on Ali and her mom. Over the years, Jackson had taken out credit cards in her mom’s name and maxed them all out. Now, Ali and her mom’s house is going to be foreclosed on in a week--unless they can somehow wrangle 25,000 dollars. Ali’s mom has accepted that they will just have to move to an apartment complex, but Ali refuses to give up her home. So, when a guy comes by with the deed of her father’s most prized possession, his 1968 Firebird 400 Convertible, Ali’s first thought is to sell it. After she puts the ad on Craigslist, she realizes that this car is worth 30,000 dollars. Finally, Jackson is helping her instead of causing her more pain! The only problem is that the seller is 5 hours away in Crescent City and the Firebird is a stick-shift. Ali needs someone who can drive stick-shift...and the only person she knows is her ex, Nico. The Geography of Lost Things is the perfect summer read! It’s a road-trip full of self-discovery, healing, acceptance, grief, and forgiveness. Ali and Nico both let down their guards for the first time with each other. They both learn how to trust each other after that trust has been seemingly broken. Most of all, Ali learns that there is more to her father than she initially thought. Ahhh, word’s can’t accurately describe how much I enjoyed this book. I was surprised by how much I loved it. I connected with Ali and Nico easily; their pain was mine just as their joy was mine. I felt nearly every single emotion possible while reading this book: amusement, joy, sadness, anger, annoyance, and giddy. I cannot recommend this book enough. The message of this book is so important; sometimes the things we believe can be wrong, sometimes we judge someone too harshly, and sometimes we turn into the thing we fear most as a way to protect ourselves from being hurt.