Wing Jones, like everyone else in her town, has worshipped her older brother, Marcus, for as long as she can remember. Good-looking, popular, and the star of the football team, Marcus is everything his sister is not.
Until the night everything changes when Marcus, drunk at the wheel after a party, kills two people and barely survives himself. With Marcus now in a coma, Wing is crushed, confused, and angry. She is tormented at school for Marcus’s mistake, haunted at home by her mother and grandmothers’ grief. In addition to all this, Wing is scared that the bank is going to repossess her home because her family can’t afford Marcus’s mounting medical bills.
Every night, unable to sleep, Wing finds herself sneaking out to go to the school’s empty track. When Aaron, Marcus’s best friend, sees her running one night, he recognizes that her speed, skill, and agility could get her spot on the track team. And better still, an opportunity at a coveted sponsorship from a major athletic gear company. Wing can’t pass up the opportunity to train with her longtime crush and to help her struggling family, but can she handle being thrust out of Marcus’s shadow and into the spotlight?
"The swiftly paced story will quickly sweep up readers...[a] well-crafted, inspirational debut with plenty of heart, hope, and determination." —Booklist
"A story showing how hope and love can blossom in the midst of chaos." —Publishers Weekly
About the Author
Katherine studied comparative literature at the University of California, Davis, and Chinese literature and language at the Chinese University of Hong Kong. She has worked at an international translation company, a technology startup, and most recently, a London-based reading charity. She spends far too much time on Twitter, so she invites you to come say hello @kwebberwrites. Travel, books, and eating out are her favorite indulgences. The Heartbeats of Wing Jones is her first novel.
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My first memory is of my brother. Seeing his head bobbing along in front of me as I chased him down our street, calling after him to wait for me. And he’d turn around and grin, his baby teeth smooth as pearls. “Come on, Wing!” he’d say to me, his little sister.
I would have followed him anywhere.
This one time, the first time I can remember, we were at the swings, they were bright red swings, I can still picture them. Marcus held his hand out to me. “I’ll help you up,” he said, using all his six-year-old strength to hoist my tubby four-year-old body up on the swing.
“Ready?” he said, and before I said yes he gave me a big push and I was flying. Marcus made me fly.
“Like this, Wing! Kick your feet like this.” He had climbed on the swing next to me and was pumping his legs as hard as he could. “We can go higher!”
And I felt like we were blasting off into the blue, blue sky.
“Higher!” he called out, and I kicked my legs as much as I could, but my calves weren’t as strong as his and I couldn’t get as high, no matter how hard I tried.
We couldn’t have been swinging on our own for very long, but at the time, it felt like forever that it was just us, on a rocket ship, climbing higher and higher. I didn’t think we’d ever come back down.
“Wing! Let’s jump!”
I remember looking over at Marcus, seeing his face set in determination, his lips puckered, brow furrowed, same face he still makes right before he throws a football, clutching the metal links of the chain, and then throwing himself off the swing into the air, shouting like a warrior. He landed in a crouch and stood, brushing sand off his hands.
I should have been scared. But I wasn’t. I was with Marcus. I kept my eyes on my brother, who was beaming at me, clapping, hopping up and down. He couldn’t wait for me to join him back on earth.
“You can do it! Let go!”
And I did. I let go of the swing and tried to catapult myself into the air like my brother had. And for just a second, I was airborne, just like he had been.
But then I landed. And I didn’t land in a crouch. I landed in a heap, my ankle under me, twisting in a way it shouldn’t have.
I remember trying not to cry as Marcus kissed the top of my head and then my ankle. He said a kiss would make it better. Then he ran to get our grandmother LaoLao.
“Stay here, Wing!” he commanded. As if I could get up and walk with a broken ankle. “I’ll be right back!”
He took off running, sand scattering around his feet as he left me curled up, trying not to cry, staring at the clouds.
When my dragon flew down from the sky that first time and lay down next to me, I wasn’t scared or surprised. It felt like she’d always been there, invisible until now. She was so beautiful, so majestic, that she made me forget all about the pain. Green and gold and shiny all over, with steamy breath that smelled like the Chinese tea my LaoLao loved. The lioness appeared on my other side, tawny and soft, smelling like vanilla and cinnamon, like my Granny Dee, and I wasn’t surprised to see her either. She curled up close, her warm head nuzzling my broken ankle.
Time is funny when you’re little. I couldn’t tell you how long I lay in the sand, buffered by my dragon and my lioness, but they were gone by the time Marcus came back, dragging our huffing and puffing LaoLao, our Granny Dee a few paces behind them.
“I’m sorry I left you!” Marcus was crying now, he always cried when I got hurt, he couldn’t stand it when I stubbed my toe or got a paper cut.
“I had a dragon,” I told him proudly, my pain momentarily forgotten. “And a lion!”
“Where are they?” Marcus sniffed and looked around. I shrugged. I didn’t know. But I knew they would be back. Someday.
“I’ll show you,” I said, and was rewarded with a wobbly smile.
My dragon and my lioness never did show themselves to Marcus. Just to me. And it was a long time before I saw them again.
The cheers are deafening.
Even though I’ve been watching my brother do this his whole life, watching him get knocked down and knocked out, I tense and hold my breath, waiting for the four guys chasing him to tackle him.
They don’t. Marcus slips through their outstretched arms like a stick of butter, and he’s glossy and shiny too, I can see that from here, and he pulls back his arm like a sling and the ball goes flying and the crowd stands as one, everyone except my mother, who’s sitting with her hands over her eyes because she can’t stand to watch him play. My brother’s best friend, Aaron, jumps into the air like a gazelle, he’s all grace and power, and I get the little shiver I get watching him, a very different feeling I get from watching Marcus, and his hands grab the ball and he lands with it secure between his palms and then the crowd really loses it.
Above the roar of the people around me I hear the announcer shouting “Touchdown!” as if we haven’t seen what just happened. The clock hits zero just as the scoreboard updates showing that Marcus and Aaron’s touchdown has won them the game. The band starts up and the cheerleaders wave their pom-poms and all around me people are cheering, throwing their popcorn in the air, knocking over their cups of Coke, acting like they personally threw the ball or caught it or did anything at all other than stand here and watch. But Marcus says that’s all they need to do and if they didn’t he wouldn’t have a scholarship. Wouldn’t have a job playing professional football one day. So I guess the crowd is just as much a part of this moment, his moment, as anyone out there on the field.
Marcus and Aaron run at each other like long-lost lovers, their arms are tight around each other, and Aaron is ripping off Marcus’s helmet and rubbing his knuckles in his hair and their smiles are so bright, I swear they light up the field more than the floodlights.
My mother finally lowers her hands from her eyes and looks up. “It’s done?” she says, her Chinese accent heavier because she’s scared. “He didn’t get hurt?”
“He didn’t get hurt,” I assure her.
“And he won?” Now that she knows he’s okay, she can focus on the important things. Like the final score.
“They won,” I say, consciously changing the pronoun. Although Marcus once said that even though there’s no I in team, there is one in win. Aaron tackled him for that, right off the front porch.
My mom stands. “I knew he would win,” she says, voice confident. “Marcus always wins.”
“Of course he does!” My Granny Dee, my dad’s mom, sniffs. “He’s my grandson, ain’t he?”
LaoLao, my mom’s mom, gives a sniff of her own. “He my grandson!” she proclaims, her Chinese accent even more pronounced than my mother’s. Granny Dee and LaoLao have this argument at every game. As if one of them could have more claim to Marcus than the other. They look over at me at the same time, and I wonder if they notice how even when they bicker, they move like two parts of the same machine.
“Go get me a Coke,” barks Granny Dee.
“For me too!” says LaoLao. “We are celebrating Marcus’s win!” I sigh but don’t argue. No point in arguing with Granny Dee and LaoLao.
My mom gives me a tired smile and shakes her head. She digs into her purse and pulls out a wrinkled five-dollar bill. “Get something for yourself, sweetie,” she says.
It might not seem like much, but that five dollars could be used for a lot of other things besides buying my grandmothers a couple of overpriced Cokes at a high school football game. I love my grandmothers, but I don’t love how much they love to boss me around. I sigh again, louder this time, more of a huff, and Granny Dee’s walnut face snaps up, her bright eyes narrowing.
“You got somethin’ you wanna complain about? You too busy to go get your Granny Dee a Coke?”
“Me too,” LaoLao adds, scooting her bulk closer to Granny Dee’s thin frame. “Too busy, little Wing? Too busy doing what?”
My grandmothers put their heads together, their old laughter wheezing out of them like air out of punctured tires, a most unlikely united front. Teasing me can always bring them together. It’s like when a cat and a dog forget they’re enemies to come together to chase a duck. I look at them, the women--one from China, one from Ghana--who have been the stalwart forces of my life since before I even took my first breath. Granny Dee, barely five feet, gray and brown all over. So thin she looks like a gust of wind could knock her over, but my money, if I had any, would be that the wind would break before Granny Dee would. And LaoLao, as round as a dumpling full to bursting, her sleek black hair still dark as my mother’s, tied in a tight bun in the back of her head. She looks like she could withstand a hurricane.
“Them Cokes ain’t gonna get themselves,” says Granny Dee as she fans herself with a flyer. “My Lord, it is hot tonight.”
I shake my head at them and go down the stairs to get them their stupid Cokes. As soon as I turn away they start to bicker about something else. Now that I’m gone, they don’t have any reason to team up. Silly old ladies, I think, affection for them blooming in my chest.
The stands have emptied out, and I’m grateful. I don’t like having to make my way through crowds, pushing myself against them or asking them to move aside, feeling too big and too small at the same time. Watching their eyes go up and down me, trying to figure out what it is about me that is so off. What it is that works so well in Marcus but didn’t quite come out right in me. Same ingredients, different result. Like a cake that came out perfectly one time and a little squashed the next. I know I don’t look like anyone else at this school, or maybe even in all of Atlanta. Hell, maybe in all of Georgia. I know I don’t look like my mom, with her bird bones and silky black hair. I don’t look like LaoLao or Granny Dee either, as Granny Dee will tell you when she tries to do my hair. “Child,” she’ll say, pulling out one of my curls and watching it spring back with a bemused expression. “How can your hair be so fine but so tangly at the same time?” It never stays in braids, wisps of it coming out, but it won’t straighten either. Granny Dee doesn’t know what to do with it. Or with the rest of me. She’ll cluck at my hips and my butt, like I asked to have a big butt, and then she’ll look up at me, because I’m more than just a bit taller than her, or LaoLao or my mother for that matter, like she can’t believe any granddaughter of hers takes up so much space. And even though LaoLao is one of the fattest old ladies I’ve ever seen, even she always has something to say about my size. “You are too big,” she’ll say, all three of her chins wobbling as she shakes her head. “Like a horse. And your skin is so dark!” I don’t know why she sounds so surprised. It’s not like she didn’t know my daddy was black.
Of course, no one ever says Marcus is too big. Marcus couldn’t be too anything. Marcus is perfect.
Marcus. I glance out on the field, hoping to catch a glimpse of my brother, but he’s disappeared with the rest of the team. I probably won’t see him till tomorrow. He’ll be going out with the team to celebrate the win tonight. Out with Monica. Out with Aaron.
Thinking about Aaron makes my heart skip like a little girl with a jump rope.
I’m at the front of the snack bar line and am about to order when someone slips neatly into the narrow space between me and the counter, the way a nickel does in the slot of a gumball machine. Someone fair and small with wavy red hair, mermaid hair. Mermaid hair to match her mermaid green eyes. Someone who reeks of cheap perfume and too much hair spray.
I clear my throat; I can’t help it. It isn’t fair that Heather Parker thinks she can waltz right to the front without even a hint of an excuse me. Heather turns, wavy hair fluttering around her like she’s got an invisible servant fanning her, and glares up at me. It is a special skill, to glare up at someone who is a whole half a foot taller, but it’s something Heather Parker has perfected. She’s had a lot of practice over the years.
“Ew,” she says, her tiny nose wrinkling. “I didn’t know they let the freaks come out tonight.”
You’d think that after hearing something over and over again the blade would dull, but it goes into me every time. Every. Single. Time. Freak. Sinking into me, staining me, like hundreds of invisible tattoos. Freak on my forehead. Freak on my chest. Freak on my arm. Freak on my feet. Freak, freak, freak.
I used to stare at myself in the mirror, wondering what made me so different. I don’t know what it is exactly, but I can’t blend in, and I don’t stand out in a good way like Marcus. I stick out. Marcus, he manages to stand out, to shine when he wants, but he can blend in too. Not me. I can’t blend in but I don’t stand out. And I guess that’s enough for Heather Parker to call me a freak every chance she gets. Enough so everyone else has started to believe it too. Just like when Heather decided that butterfly clips were cool last year, and all the other girls started wearing them. Or when she shunned Lily Asquith for daring to kiss a boy Heather had laid claim to and the next day Lily’s diary was passed around school and the word slut was chalked all over her driveway. It doesn’t hurt that Heather’s father is our local weatherman, which doesn’t sound that glamorous to me, but apparently it’s enough to make Heather practically famous. She says she’s gonna be a news anchor on CNN because she’s got “the face for it” and “all the right connections.” She’s also vicious, but I don’t know if that’s a required qualification to be a news anchor.
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This book was so amazing! One of my new favorite books!!
A Book That Makes My Heart Swell... Every time I think about Wing Jones, it makes my heart swell. I loved this book so much, Katherine's writing style is so unique and carefully crafted. There are so many themes and topics in this book that were covered with careful consideration, love, friendship, grief, racism and identity to name a few. It’s a book that you keep on turning the pages because the plot and the pace has hooked you. You want to find out what happens next, you want to find out if Wing and her family will be okay. One thing that I really loved about this book was the strong female characters in Wing’s family. LaoLao and Granny Dee were brilliant. I laughed at their arguments, I smiled at their compliments to each other and I just loved the way that her grannies and mother all pulled together to try and make the best out of a terrible situation. There were so many beautiful sentences and phrases that have stayed with me long after reading it. The characters were well developed and the little scenes between Aaron and Wing were beautiful. When Wing was running I felt like I was there with her, I was even cheering her on and when I got to the end I was so happy for her I had tears in my eyes, it is such an amazingly breath taking book and I loved watching Wing blossom and grow and come into her own.
2.5 stars? I will admit to requesting this strictly off of the comparison to Jandy Nelson. I've never seen FNL, but I'm all for sports and football and Jandy Nelson is an auto-buy. Needless to say, my expectations were quite high...and I think that was my downfall. I liked Wing well enough. Her voice starts out really young and I did struggle with her inner monologue. However, as the book progresses, she grows and learns more about herself and the tone changed. I loved her grandmothers the most. When they were together, they stole the scene. Wing's infatuation with Aaron got a bit tiresome, but they did have some sweet moments together. There were a lot of loose plot threads that didn't get resolved and I didn't care for that. When I got to the end, I had a lot of questions. I absolutely loved the diversity aspect and it breaks my heart that I'm rating this so low. Obviously by the high reviews already posted, it just wasn't for me. **Huge thanks to Delacorte Press and NetGalley for providing the arc free of charge**
Sixteen years old, Wing Jones has never really felt comfortable in herself. Half-Chinese, half-Ghanaian, and living in Atlanta, USA has it’s challenges. Never more so than at school and having to deal with the school bully, Heather, who finds Wing an easy target. Wing is very family-orientated, especially after the death of her father. Since that day, her brother Marcus has been there for her, and keeps her under his protective wing. Her life suddenly gets turned upside down when her brother is involved in a car crash, one that not only sees him being responsible for the deaths of two people, but one that leaves him in a coma for months. With pressure now on the family, not only from people who hate them for what Marcus has done, but from mounting bills down to the medical costs, Wing is incredibly worried. She is worried about her brother, and worried about the rest of her family who are doing everything they can to pull together. Spurred on by her imaginary dragon and lion, she steps out of her comfort zone and starts running. She finds herself worry-free whilst her legs are pounding on the track, unbeknown to her she is also exceptionally fast and talented, and that people are starting to notice. Wing Jones is a spectacular YA book, one that I can see being a real hit this year. The book has that uplifting feel to it, and you will find yourself submerged into the lives of some extraordinary people. Ms. Webber has portrayed characters that are so realistic. They are not superstars, they are everyday, normal people, people you would expect to see in your daily life. I personally love Wing’s two grandmothers who live with the family, one from China, and one from Ghana. They fight like cat and dog, their upbringing and cultures are completely different, yet they clearly love and respect one another. The story is very much about one young girl’s need to grow up fast, thrown in at the deep end. She wants to help the family out, and not be treated like a child, kept in the dark about the problems they are going through. She also doesn’t know how to handle that knowledge, and the stress that comes with it. By running, and creating these imaginary characters, she is releasing some of that stress in the only way she knows how. You get to feel every ounce of pain that Wing feels, from hurt and betrayal, to heartbreak, as well as every joyous moment, including her first kiss, and winning that all important race. This book will take your heart and soul and drag them deep into the core of the plot. It will make you feel like you are part of Wing’s family, standing shoulder to shoulder with them, and praying for her to eventually find some sense of comfort in herself. The book will also teach you that the actions of one person can have a domino effect on numerous other lives, whether for better or worse. The book was a real delight to read. You certainly wouldn’t think that this is the work of a debut novelist. I look forward to many more novels by Ms. Webber.