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Overview
In this touching memoir about the relationship between father, daughter, and animals, Carole explores life after adopting thirteen pet Karakul lambs. Throughout her years with the lambs and her aging father, she comes to realize the distinct personality of each creature, and to understand more fully the almost spiritual bond between man and animals.
This is a beautiful book in every way that will touch the hearts of readers everywhere.
“In her new book, The Lambs, Carole George shares the fulfillment she has experienced over years tending a flock of sheep. I hope that this book will inspire readers to become more compassionate toward the living beings deprived of the many privileges we humans enjoy.” —His Holiness The Dalai Lama
“The Lambs is beautifully written, and right on target as an example of the natural—pastoral—world where we may achieve the fullness of human experience. Our descendants may gravitate toward the equivalent of [Carole’s] Virginia farm.” —Edward O. Wilson, University Research Professor Emeritus, Harvard University
Product Details
| ISBN-13: | 9781250113528 |
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| Publisher: | St. Martin's Publishing Group |
| Publication date: | 04/24/2018 |
| Pages: | 304 |
| Product dimensions: | 5.70(w) x 8.40(h) x 1.20(d) |
About the Author
She is currently writing about the meanings we confer on material possessions, based on items she has found that belonged to Claude Debussy’s daughter, Chouchou.
Carole is the author of The Lambs.
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CHAPTER 1
Landscape of the Mind
A country setting, a wide expanse of pasture. The grass is green but no longer has that rich hue of early summer. A shallow pond is in the center of the field. A stream runs along the far side; old maples and sycamores line its bank. On the other side is a wooded area that is thick with leaning trees and piles of rotten logs. It appears to continue in deepening shades of green all the way to the black silhouette of distant mountains.
Beside the pond is a rickety green bench. An elderly man sits at one end, reading from the book that lies open on his lap. White hair sneaks out from under his rumpled wool hat. He wears ironed blue jeans, a tweed jacket frayed at the cuffs, red socks, sturdy shoes. At the other end of the bench is a much younger woman. She has brown chin-length hair and is wearing a long sweater over a wool skirt. Her gaze falls on the man, who is reading to her.
You cannot miss the family resemblance: high cheekbones, carved jaws, almost identical profiles, two sets of penetrating light blue eyes, intelligent but at the same time tender. They both hold their heads with a sense of assurance. The atmosphere enveloping them is as tranquil as the scene all around.
* * *
This morning, I am sitting with my eighty-five-year-old father, who could not wait to visit the little farm in central Virginia I acquired two months ago. His forebears, planters from England, settled in Colonial Virginia, near Richmond. He has often mentioned how much he would have liked to attend the University of Virginia, I suppose to reconnect to those early family roots. Now, to have a claim to a scrap of Virginia countryside is irresistible. That the place is a shambles doesn't matter.
* * *
For decades, he and I have read to each other. Even on business trips, this is how we would pass the time on long flights. We have worked our way through various translations of the Odyssey and the Iliad, Plato, Aristotle, all of Shakespeare, and his cherished English Romantic poets. For this visit, we select the Aeneid and are proceeding through King Evander's reflections on the glorious reign of his predecessor, Saturn. At a stopping place, my father carefully marks the page with a strip of old leather. He closes the book slowly. His hands, although capable of performing any task, are stiffer than they were even a year ago. I assume I will be hearing an observation about the Golden Age.
He turns to me and says, "Honey, you know what this farm needs?"
I brace myself. A lot of money? At least a tractor?
He says, "This is 'poetry country.' This ground calls for sheep."
CHAPTER 2Consecration
"Poetry country." It is not the first time I have heard my father describe a landscape in this way. His mind, shaped by years of reading Greek and Latin classic verse and decades of memorizing the works of his beloved William Wordsworth, seeks out such places.
But this morning, his poetic vision is so intense that I, too, can see it as we gaze down a long grassy expanse inside the belt of shade trees along the edge of the stream. If Theocritus could manufacture his pastoral inventions of eternal spring out of bare, rocky Arcady, we ought to be able to find a pastoral setting underneath a thicket of scrub trees. But that is only half of it.
"This ground calls for sheep." Did he say Sheep? This part is new. I've never heard him say this about any scene. Perhaps he is thinking of what Virgil did with his inventory of stage properties, which invariably included a stream, a shade tree, mild breezes, a flower-strewn meadow, and a small flock of sheep.
But I will always believe that there was something deeper contained in those words. They carry all the seriousness of a consecration. They remind me of something I've read, that the Greek equivalent for the word consecration connotes newness and renewal.
Whatever prompted his declaration that the ratty little farm is a poetic landscape requiring sheep makes no difference. What matters is that it has claimed his heart. The father who chanted, "International, international, everything is going to be international" during my school years has reversed the trajectory. Forget the international. Now is a time to dwell. To attune myself to the stillness of the place. As Saint Augustine said, "Seek not to venture forth: turn within. Truth dwelleth in the inner man."
I already know that in arriving here I have crossed a threshold. Today it is set aside as a sacred precinct. His book and the leather bookmark and the old bench, all of these are now precious icons that will accompany us through our years here, reminding us of the existence of an immaterial world beyond our own. And sheep? Yes, there will be sheep.
CHAPTER 3"Weekend Retreat"
Just why I had been glancing through the rural property ads in The Washington Post at seven o'clock that Sunday morning, I will probably never know. Here is what I read: "Weekend retreat. 27 acres, north of Orange, Virginia. Grand piano conveys with the property." The minute I saw the word piano, I knew the place was meant for me. My piano is my most treasured possession and the source of the music I carry around in my head all the time.
The drive from Washington had taken less than an hour and a half. The half-mile gravel lane leading into the property was like a tunnel of leaves. Hickories and tulip-poplars, oaks and maples met overhead as in an arbor.
It was easy to see that the place had not been maintained. The elderly owners wanted to return to their families in Massachusetts. They were selling the farm themselves. It was affordable. There was no negotiation.
The house was modest but situated to take in the distant Blue Ridge Mountains. Crooked Run, the boundary line, reminded me of the river that cut through my grandfather's ground and of the sweet little trickle of water that ran behind the upstate New York home of my first boyfriend.
The lid of the old piano was blistered and peeling. It had chipped ivory keys that looked like a bad set of teeth, but it could be played, and it wasn't even terribly out of tune. I will always believe that this farm was waiting for me. That I was lifted out of my world by invisible hands and deposited here. And while I hastened to claim it as my own little realm, I have never had the slightest sense of proprietary possession. It is far too precious to have a price.
* * *
The former owners left behind some basic battered furniture. Though I was certainly not set up to receive an important guest, my father wanted to visit. I didn't remember inviting him, and I was a little concerned about what he would think of this hovel. Too late. He was on his way.
He would stay in a downstairs room, from which he could see one long expanse of pasture. We took slow walks around the perimeter, admiring the stream and reminiscing about the farm of his youth. One night, I saw an odd light moving around in the lower pasture. I waited until my eyes adjusted to the darkness. He was out there with a flashlight.
We spent a day in Charlottesville, and on the way back to the farm, we stopped at the Orange-Madison Farmers' Cooperative, which I proudly joined. We purchased a couple of rakes and a broom, and he gathered a supply of leather gloves.
This was a Saturday. The next morning, we took our copies of the Aeneid down to the bench beside the murky pond. And the little farm took on its new identity as "poetry country."
CHAPTER 4In Search of Sheep
My father leans on his walking stick to rise from the bench. I can't help noticing that as we make our way back to the house, his pace has quickened slightly. We have a purpose. We spread peanut butter on saltines and pour a glass of red wine, and we are ready to set out to find the only area sheep breeder who answers his telephone on a Sunday morning.
What are we thinking? I have one friend who never stops insisting that I — of the legendary organized mind — had to have been planning for animals all along. But I know I was not. This was entirely my father's idea, and I quite simply accepted the notion of sheep as a sign of grace. That's all I can say.
Newborn lambs? I've never known one, never looked into one's eyes. I've never even touched one. I'm so excited, I can barely speak.
My father carefully arranges his legs in the passenger's seat of my old Mercedes, and off we go. This is not the first time he and I have set forth. There were road trips across America in my early years. I will never forget the first one. He was delivering a little red sports car before I started my first job at the National Endowment for the Arts in Washington, D.C. Through the Iowa cornfields and the hog farms of Ohio, he entertained me with stories of his youth in Missouri. This was the first time (but not the last) that I heard about his expeditions into caves deep in the hills near that gracious old farm. Can you imagine a ten-year-old boy crawling to the back of a network of caves to spend the night? His poor mother.
His father would give him tasks, such as moving a herd of cattle from one pasture to another. This was when he was eleven or twelve years old. He told me these tales with a degree of pride. "You know, honey, I realized later that Father did not need to have those cattle moved. He gave me these assignments so I would develop the confidence that I could carry out his wishes. Oh, and I remember one time Father asked me to take a dozen full-grown cattle into town to sell. Even back then it wasn't common to see a young boy doing such a thing, and a couple people told him they had stopped what they were doing to watch me."
CHAPTER 5The Source of Sheep
We turn off one gravel road after another until we work our way up to the most far-flung margins of Washington. Twenty-five miles from Dulles International Airport, the route is lined with large dairy farms interspersed with shanties, so typical of the American South. The breeder's road skirts a small pasture and ends under a carport attached to a conventional suburban house.
I am always asked why my sheep are Karakuls. Simple. On this Sunday morning, only one breeder listed in the local directory answered the telephone. I have no knowledge of the different breeds of sheep. As far as I know, sheep are all of the same breed, always white and immobile, heads bent down to eat grass or bodies reclining on the ground. Soon the exotic Karakul heritage will capture my imagination, but today, remember, I am furnishing a poetic landscape. The breed of the sheep is irrelevant.
* * *
My father introduces us. The breeder is unimpressed. No handshake is on offer. On the telephone, I made the mistake of telling him I wanted lambs for pets. "Pets!"
I could almost see him rolling his eyes. (Pets, and now a handshake? You gotta be kidding!) Most customers purchase lambs for breeding stock. Others are contacted when meat is available. The long coarse Karakul wool, famous for carpets and felt making, is highly prized in the fiber arts.
My purpose is so dubious, he does not waste his time on the history of his animals. He spits out that they are of a rare breed from Central Asia and that they are considered fur-bearing sheep because they produce what we know as Persian Lamb. That's it. He shoves a one-page fact sheet into my hand and whirls around to lead us into his six-acre operation, a compact maze of temporary pens connected to an old wooden structure.
The bright September sun is swallowed in the low entrance room. I stoop to enter. Bales of hay and straw are crammed against the rough walls. The dirt floor is dusted with loose straw. Interior light filters through knotholes. Any other illumination comes from pairs of wary yellow eyes. One sleek gray barn cat glares: No, lady, don't even think about petting my head.
CHAPTER 6Three Ewe Lambs
Beyond this passage is a pen for mothers with their newborn ewe lambs. The air is thick with the musky scent of colostrum. I'm helplessly in love. Everyone and everything around me dissolves. I have no idea what my father is doing. I am here solely with these lambs, bewitched. I rush up to an infant lamb who stands between her mother's outstretched legs. There is no way to resist her, off-white like her mother, with tangerine curls parting across her nose. Loose white curls cover her little body. She has white eyelashes over downcast eyes. Her ears are long and narrow. She seems shy, but her mouth curves up in a girlish smile. She can't weigh more than eight or nine pounds.
I bend over to lift her onto my left shoulder, as I have often carried around a cat. I would be wary of a kitten's sharp claws, but here I have no concern in the world. This is the first member of my flock. I name her Debussy.
* * *
I have often thought of Debussy as my blood type. As a child, I would listen to my grandmother playing his music on the black grand piano that had been carried on a flatboat up the Mississippi River and carted across ground to the northern edge of Montana. I see so clearly that vast room, where several layers of bearskin rugs cover the floor. My old memory includes my grandfather's mellow baritone voice. After a day of supervising work on his vast grain ranch, he leans over my grandmother's shoulder as they explore pages of Debussy's songs that they purchased on their last trip to Paris.
When I was six, Shadow, my black spaniel puppy, died, and my mother chose piano lessons as the appropriate distraction. I had already found the piano music of Claude Debussy in a stack of family LPs. By the time I was ready for piano recitals, I had listened to Philippe Entremont's recording of the solo piano music so often that I had memorized "Clair de Lune" before seeing the sheet music.
Debussy lifted me out of my grandfather's barnyard into a sophisticated world of exquisitely polished cluster chords. I lived inside the preludes and arabesques, and when I was ready to compete in music competitions, I won every available award for my imitation of Entremont's rendering of "Clair de Lune." I veered off to study literature in college, but my love of the piano and the music of Claude Debussy will always be part of my life.
* * *
The lamb immediately behind Debussy is completely covered in shiny, tight ivory curls. Her thin face is sculpted into delicate features. She possesses none of Debussy's modesty. Her beady chestnut eyes stare straight at me, daring me to do something as silly as lift her onto my shoulder. Or touch her, for that matter. She is already, at three days old, fully aware of her distinct attributes. An important influence on the music of Debussy, she will be Mozart.
Then comes solid black Chopin. She has no curls on the top of her head; long, straight wool separates in the center to make it look flat. She is thick and wide across the back, and her bowed legs are shorter than those of my other two lambs. She stumps around in a narrow range beside her mother.
These are my ewes.
CHAPTER 7Ten Ram Lambs
The ram lambs and their mothers are in a long aisle on the other side of the hay-storage area. Daylight streams through unfinished window frames. Whatever happened to solid white sheep? Here is a gallery of polished jet black curls, purplish black, gleaming bronze, dark rust, and as many variations of white as bodies: ivory, ivory and bright white, ivory with beige markings, brown threaded through off-white, mottled gray and white, ivory with red streaks, ivory with red blotches.
My eyes light on the nearest curly beige one. He gazes confidently down his snout, summarizing his natural steady self-assurance. He will be my fourth lamb, Bach. He was born just a few hours ago, but he is already on his feet, standing taller than the others. While the other little males are peeping their medium-pitched chirps, Bach observes silently.
On the telephone, the breeder had told me that four is the minimum number he will sell for a small flock. A ram and three healthy ewes ought to be enough. But just beyond Bach is an amazing creature, entirely covered in shiny metallic copper curls like a great ball of Brillo. "Can't I please have that one?" I beg.
Grumble. "Oh, I guess so." But the red one is the firstborn of twins. Therefore, his pure black brother will have to come, too. Three ewes and three rams.
Then a miracle occurs. A tiny black lamb tentatively approaches me. I stand perfectly still. His little head is within inches of my right shin. Now he rubs it against my ankle.
Three ewes and four rams.
* * *
A few weeks later, I decide to adopt a few more lambs. To the breeder, I am just a silly woman who thinks of sheep as pets, and I'm not surprised that he readily sells me six lambs who have been sired by a ram who was there only temporarily. I don't care what this man thinks of me. If I am a convenient disposal for a few woefully small lambs, then I will happily slosh across a muddy field to select them. Thirteen. Surely this is enough for someone whose animal experience is limited to two cats at any one time.
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Table of Contents
Comments from His Holiness the Dalai Lama 1
Part 1 Initiation Responding to the Call 1
Part 2 Vocation Living Out the Call 93
Part 3 Commendation Completing the Call 209
Afterword 271
Acknowledgments 273
Bibliography 281
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