The Last Time She Saw Him (Julia Gooden Series #1)

The Last Time She Saw Him (Julia Gooden Series #1)

by Jane Haseldine

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The Last Time She Saw Him (Julia Gooden Series #1) by Jane Haseldine

In Jane Haseldine’s gripping and brilliantly crafted debut, a reporter searching for her kidnapped son must untangle the connection to her brother’s long-ago disappearance.

Julia Gooden remembers nothing about the worst night of her life. Thirty years ago, her nine-year-old brother Ben—the person who promised he would always protect her—was abducted from the room they shared. Try as she might to recall any clue or detail, there is a black hole where Julia’s memories of that terrible event should be.

Now a crime reporter at a Detroit newspaper, Julia tries to give others the closure she’s never found. But guilt and grief over Ben’s disappearance have left her fearful that whoever took her brother is going to come back. Nowhere seems safe—not the city, not the suburbs, not even the secluded lake town where she plans to raise her children. And then, on the anniversary of Ben’s disappearance, Julia’s worst fears are realized when her two-year-old son, Will, is snatched from his bed.

Convinced that the crimes are related, Julia tries to piece together memories from her final day with Ben. Are the sudden reminders of her brother clues that will lead her to her son’s abductor, or merely coincidence? Julia knows she has hours at best to find Will alive, but the deeper she digs, the more personal and terrifying the battle becomes, and an undying promise may be her only hope of saving herself and her son.

Praise for The Last Time She Saw Him

“A sharp, breathless thriller. From the opening scene to the last, The Last Time She Saw Him, kept me flipping the pages. I loved it! Jane Haseldine is one to watch!” —Lisa Jackson, #1 New York Times bestselling author

“So visually written and chilling, with such real, believable characters and twists that shocked. A gripping story that I read in one night—I could not put it down . . .” —Debbie Howells, author of The Bones of You

“Haseldine’s first novel is a solid read that fans of Debbie Howells, Julia Dahl, and Laura Lippman will appreciate.” —Library Journal

“Terrific! Suspenseful, poignant, and completely surprising. Jane Haseldine’s riveting story of love, danger, paranoia, and family is powerfully and emotionally authentic—and deserves a standing ovation.” —Hank Phillippi Ryan, Agatha, Anthony, and Mary Higgins Clark award-winning author

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9780786038770
Publisher: Kensington
Publication date: 02/28/2017
Series: Julia Gooden Series , #1
Pages: 352
Sales rank: 462,005
Product dimensions: 4.20(w) x 7.50(h) x 1.00(d)

About the Author

Jane Haseldine is a journalist, former crime reporter, columnist, and newspaper editor, who also worked in politics as the deputy director of communications for a governor. Jane resides in Southern California.

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The Last Time She Saw Him


By Jane Haseldine

KENSINGTON PUBLISHING CORP.

Copyright © 2016 Jane Haseldine
All rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-0-7860-3878-7


CHAPTER 1

I became a reporter because I never found out the ending to my own story. Thirty years after Ben's abduction, the only answers I could find were for others, the victims, or those they left behind. The crime beat is a natural for me. The people I write about are the most fragile, the most broken, and they need the most answers. I piece together the frayed strands of their lives. I have to tell their stories. I feel like I owe the victims at least that.

Five p.m. in the newsroom, and I am in the zone. I stare at my half-written follow-up story on the Boyner boy until a blast of static crackles from the scanner above my desk. "Shots fired on the two-hundred block of Rosa Parks Boulevard," the female 911 dispatcher calls out in a staccato monotone.

I turn back to my story and listen with trained detachment to hear whether there's anything more I need to chase on deadline. More likely, it's a drug deal gone bad or a gang-related drive-by. Just another rush hour in inner-city Detroit.

The scanner goes silent for thirty seconds. Nothing further. No follow-up required, for now anyway. I go back to my article on Donny Boyner when my e-mail chimes and the NEW MESSAGE alert flashes across the right side of my computer screen. It's from Bob Primo, the metro desk editor. Primo has been my middleman boss for the past ten years, and he's been consistent, a certified Grade-A solid prick throughout. Primo thinks I owe him for successfully pitching my story for the front page during the big bosses' three o'clock editorial meeting. But it wasn't Primo's pitch. It was the story that sold it, an eight-year-old boy who disappeared on the way to the bus stop. With no new news on day two of the story, it's my job to make the little boy real to the readers. And Primo and his bosses know I will deliver.

I ignore Primo's interruption and glance down at my reporter's notebook. It's filled with quotes I got two hours prior while sitting in the living room of the tidy row house Donny Boyner shared with his grandma, Laveeta, a seventy-year-old whisper of a woman who stared intently at the velvet picture of a black Jesus that hugged the entirety of her living room wall as she recounted stories about her grandson. When I asked about the last time she saw Donny, Laveeta tore her gaze away from Jesus and cast her eyes downward to the scuffed gold vinyl floor. Ever since he started kindergarten, Laveeta said she walked Donny to the bus stop, just one block away. But yesterday she caught a cold — more than a cold, she said, a flu bug that made her body sweat and burn through the night. By morning, she was worse. Donny wanted to stay home so he could take care of his grandma, but Laveeta insisted he couldn't miss school. His grandma knew school was Donny's only ticket out of the projects. So Donny grabbed his backpack, promised Laveeta he'd take care of her when he got home, and kissed her on the forehead before he headed out on his journey: one short block alone to the bus that would safely deliver him to his third-grade class at Gardner Elementary School.

Just one short block.

I throw my reporter's notebook into the top right drawer of my desk and write from memory. The city editor at my first paper told me the best reporters write from both the head and the heart.

I stare at the third-grade class picture of Donny on his missing-persons flyer. I pinned it to my desk when the Amber Alert first went out after Donny didn't get off the bus at the end of the school day. In the photo, Donny wears a short-sleeved blue and white striped shirt buttoned all the way up to his collar. He peers hesitantly through his thick glasses at the camera as though he is uncomfortable being the center of attention even on school picture day.

My eyes flick to the other photo on my desk. It's a framed picture of my sons, Logan and Will, taken down by the lake last summer. Logan is eight, just like Donny.

I turn my concentration back on the article about the missing boy, but I already know how this story will ultimately end. There will be bad news, the kind that decimates the living. Or no news at all. Not ever. Good news in child abduction cases is a bona fide miracle. And I stopped believing in miracles when Ben never came home. Miracles are like Santa Claus, just stuff kids believe.

My desk phone rings. I stare at it, debating whether to pick it up on deadline or to retrieve the message after I finish the story. Five o'clock. It's not my husband. David and I have been separated going on six months now. In the early days of our relationship, my once golden boy thought he could save me from the demons of my past. But after nearly ten years of trying to help me recover from the loss of my brother and forgive myself for not being able to remember anything from the night of Ben's disappearance that could have helped the police, David walked. He packed up his suitcase one Friday after getting home from his law firm and dropped the bombshell that he was leaving. David's tone was cold and cutting as he told me he was tired of trying to fix me, tired of never being able to make me completely happy, and he couldn't live with my constant fears over our boys' safety anymore. I tried to explain that no matter what I did, I couldn't make myself into the person David wanted me to be. I watched as David's car pulled out of our driveway and couldn't believe he had given up on me. And our family. But I didn't throw the blame on him entirely. No one can cut in when you're doing a slow waltz with the devil.

I stare back at the ringing phone and realize David would never call on deadline unless it's an emergency about our boys. And he would try to reach me on my cell phone first. That leaves a crackpot pitching me a story about how her husband isn't paying alimony. Or it could be the cops.

I take my chances and pick up the phone.

"Newsroom. This is Julia Gooden," I answer.

"Hey, it's Detective Ray Navarro. This didn't come from me, but you better get down here. A tagger found a body inside a burned-out building on the three-hundred block of Mount Elliott Street. It's a kid and the body matches Donny Boyner's description."

I breathe out and stare back at the picture of the shy little boy with the wire-framed glasses in the missing person's photo.

"Julia, you there?" Navarro asks.

"Did you call Laveeta Boyner yet?"

"Yeah. The coroner just got here, and then we'll take the body down to the morgue to be identified. We're keeping this off the scanner for now. So unless another member of the media is tipped off, you'll be the only reporter at the scene."

"I appreciate the tip. I'll be there. I just need to take care of something first."

I hang up my desk phone and recall my meeting last week with the man in the tweed jacket. Post-traumatic stress with borderline paranoid personality disorder. That was my diagnosis. I finally relented after years of resistance to David's urging and saw a psychiatrist to talk about my brother. I was becoming obsessed with protecting our sons. No Little League for Logan, despite his pleas, since sleazy strangers with nefarious intentions could be watching. No play dates or friends unless I had a sit-down with the parents first, which was more like twenty pointed questions on my end and usually scared them off. There were no babysitters, not even David's father and stepmom, and subsequently no date nights after the children came. The topper was when Logan won a lunch with his principal, Mr. Brandish, during a charity auction at his elementary school to raise money for the PTA. Logan was supposed to ride to the restaurant in Mr. Brandish's car, but I pitched a fit to David, who told me to lighten up for just one time in my entire life and not spoil Logan's afternoon. I pretended to acquiesce, but I secretly went to the school, followed the principal's car to the restaurant, and sat in the back of the pizza place trying to blend in with the lunch crowd as I kept my eyes glued on my son. But Logan saw me, which he inadvertently shared with the family during dinner that night. David blew up.

The counseling was part of the agreement if we were going to reconcile, so I tried. I stared at the psychiatrist's advanced degrees, which were hung prominently on his wall, as he told me I became a crime reporter so I could repeat my childhood trauma every day. It was my way of punishing myself, he said. After one session, I decided to never go back. I could handle it on my own. I always have. And I know what I have to do now.

I close out of my story, wind my unruly, dark curls into a makeshift bun, and walk across the newsroom to Primo's office. I pass the thinned-out bank of metro reporters and the ghost town where the recently laid-off feature writers once sat. Primo's office is command central, smack in the center of the newsroom, where he can keep an eye on his dwindling empire. I pause in the doorway. Primo sits ramrod straight in his leather swivel chair, giving hell to someone on the other end of the phone while staring out at rush-hour traffic weaving through my broken-down city.

Primo reminds me of a just-fed spider, spindly arms and legs with a rigid bowling ball of a gut. I tap on the doorframe to get his attention. When Primo doesn't turn around, I enter and smack my knuckles hard against the top of his computer.

Primo jerks his chair toward the unwanted interruption. I've apparently made the cut, and Primo abruptly ends his call.

"Did you turn in the story about the Boyner kid?" he asks without turning around.

"Not yet. I need to talk to you about something."

Primo ignores my request and hunches over his computer. The spider, hungrily trying to snare its next victim, or in this case, its next story.

"Where the hell is it? I'm about to go into the five o'clock editorial meeting. Don't think I won't bury your story inside the local page. I can't guarantee it will even make it on the website if you just recycled the news from yesterday about the kid's abduction."

Primo is just being a bully. He knows this is a front-page story. In fact, it's the story of the day.

"Of course you'll post it. The story got picked up on the national wire. People care about this little boy," I say, calling his bluff.

Primo parts his lips as if he's about to unleash a snarling tirade. Instead, two strings of thick white spit pool in the corners of his mouth. Primo's endless supply of spit always seems to accumulate in mass quantity right around deadline.

I look away in disgust and so does Primo. He grabs his phone and turns his back to me as though I am dismissed.

But I still have a card to play.

"The cops found a body. They think it's Donny Boyner."

Primo swivels his chair toward me with renewed interest and drums his long fingers together as he weighs his options. "When are they going to have an ID? You need to work your sources to get them to confirm it's the Boyner kid. We need to have the story before The Detroit News gets it. I will not get beat on this. Understood?"

Primo had long ago crossed the line from ethical journalist with a sense of duty to a full-blown viper.

"I don't know why I expected a humane response," I answer.

"If you care so much, become a social worker. Your job right now is to get the story. You can feel all you want when you're done."

"That's why I'm here. I'm leaving."

"What are you talking about?"

"I'm taking a leave of absence. I need some time."

Primo's rubbery lips contort into a patronizing sneer, and a dribble of built-up spit escapes from one corner of his mouth.

"You don't get time. This is a newspaper. The news doesn't stop, remember? Journalism 101."

"I'll write the story on Donny Boyner, but then I'm gone. I'll contact HR. If you have a job for me when I'm ready to come back, fine. If not, I'll reach out to The Detroit News. Either way, it works for me."

"Get an ID on the Boyner kid and get your ass back here. You're a veteran, ten years in at the paper. Don't tell me you're getting soft. The death of another kid in the projects is going to make you give everything up? He's just a throwaway kid who would've wound up selling drugs on the corner in four years anyway. Things are tight right now. We've already shed a hundred jobs, thirty in the newsroom in the past six months alone. You're lucky to still be on the payroll."

I hold Primo's gaze until his hard, dark eyes dart away first. The spider then buries himself back into his beloved computer, where he begins to troll for new stories.

"That's why I need to get out. I don't want to wind up like you."

I launch the insult like a grenade and hustle out of Primo's office before I can give him the satisfaction of being a captive audience to his caustic comeback.

I thread my way back to my corner of the newsroom and ignore the barbs from the guys at the sports desk ribbing me about my New York Yankees' loss to the Detroit Tigers in last night's blowout game. I instead concentrate on Laveeta Boyner and the guilt that will undoubtedly squeeze the life out of what is left of her once she IDs her grandson.

But at least she will know.

At least Laveeta Boyner will have an answer.

I grab my reporter's notebook and tape recorder before I head out to the crime scene. I gather my scant personal effects off my desk. Easier to do it now without explanation than after deadline when someone might notice and ask questions. I hate questions unless I'm the one asking. I stuff the photo of Logan and Will in my duffel bag, reach into my bottom desk drawer, and carefully retrieve an overstuffed red binder.

I make my way through the parking garage, adrenaline flowing, as I chisel down the list of questions I will pose to the police about Donny Boyner. As I slide my key into the ignition, I calculate the fastest route through rush-hour traffic to Mount Elliott Street. Only a mile away, the usual five-minute drive will now take me half an hour in gridlock traffic. There's still time though. There's always time.

I unzip the duffel bag on the passenger seat and gently pull out the red binder, now cracked and faded with age to a muted shade of pink. I open the cover and run my hand over the first yellowed article, safely protected through time by a thin sheet of plastic that holds the newspaper story firmly affixed to the first page.

I know it by heart.


Sept. 6, 1977

Nine-year-old boy disappears in resort town

By Karen Quantico

DETROIT (Associated Press) — A nine-year-old boy remains missing one day after he disappeared from his bedroom in the usually quiet resort town of Sparrow, Michigan.

Ben Gooden, who was to join the rest of his incoming fourth-grade class at Willow Glen Elementary today, was reported missing by his seven-year-old sister, Julia Gooden, who called 911 at approximately 12:30 a.m.

Police would not comment on whether the mother, Marjorie Gooden, is a suspect or will face child endangerment charges, although sources close to the case claim witnesses saw Mrs. Gooden drinking heavily with an unidentified man at a local bar around the time the boy disappeared. Police are trying to locate the missing child's father, Benjamin Gooden Sr., who was reportedly out of town at the time of the boy's disappearance.

"Right now, we're looking at this as a missing persons case, not a criminal investigation. Let me reiterate that Sparrow is a safe town for our visitors and locals alike," said Deputy Michael Leidy of the St. Clair Sheriff's Department. "However, when a little boy suddenly goes missing from his bed in the middle of the night, we want to assure the public that the police will do everything in our power to bring him home safely."

Police confirmed there was no sign of forced entry, but the sliding glass door leading from the outside courtyard into the boy's room was found wide open. Police also found a crushed package of Marlboro Lights cigarettes outside the home in addition to an Indian arrowhead discovered under the boy's bed.

A neighbor, who asked not to be identified, said the Gooden family had just moved to the North Shores neighborhood.

Principal John Derry of Willow Glen Elementary School said the students and staff started the day with a moment of silence for Ben's safe return.

(Photo caption: Julia Gooden, the missing boy's younger sister, sits alone on the front steps of the family home and clutches her brother's baseball against her chest.)


(Continues...)

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LEH0644 More than 1 year ago
The book is full of suspense and really keeps your attention. As a child, Julia’s brother Ben was her hero. He loved his little sister and took care of her when their mother was drunk and their father was nowhere to be found. He watched over her right up to the time he was kidnapped and lost to her forever. Now grown, Julia’s son has been kidnapped from his bed and police are searching but have no leads. As a crime reporter, Julia was responsible for sending a charismatic preacher to jail by disclosing his theft of millions from his church and his rape of several young girls from his church. Church members picketed the courthouse during the trial and threatened Julia. Now preacher Cahill asks her to visit him in prison because he has information about the kidnapper. Does he know who took her son?
KrittersRamblings More than 1 year ago
Check out the full review at Kritters Ramblings The start of a series, I think and hope that follows Julia Gooden. In this first book she is dealing with both the past and the present as they converge. When she was a young child her brother was abducted from their bedroom and she has extreme survivor's guilt as he was never found. In the present her child is abducted and she has to wonder is history repeating itself and can she find her son in time.
KitPowis More than 1 year ago
Wow, what a thrilling read! Well done. Jane Haseldine sets up a shadowy back backstory and weaves in a suspenseful and heart-wrenching event that any parent would fear. In this fast-moving story she rolls out some fascinating characters and artfully blends them with current social conflicts, criminal drama, and zealous revenge. Can wait to see more from this promising writer.
MusicInPrint More than 1 year ago
Labor Day Anniversary kidnapping of Julia's son Will; 30 years ago it was her brother Ben. How much can a women endure with guilt and paranoia for the safety of her family. Julia was only seven when her brother was taken from her and now her son is missing. Julia has pursued a career as a newspaper reporter. Always her writing centers on the victim not the criminal. Over the years trying to get answers to Ben's disappearance she has been gifted with a unique mind for puzzles and police procedures. Characters were well described and the author tells a gripping mystery. Even with this being the start of a series and some aspects were not tied up it is a great story that does not disappoint with the ending. Parts are very violent in the telling of this crime. Flashbacks are used to catch reader up on the happenings with Julia and Ben when they were young. Enjoyed reading this Jan Haseldine fiction. Thanks to Kensington Books through Netgalley for the opportunity to review this author's work.
booklover- More than 1 year ago
Thirty years ago crime reporter, Julia Gooden’s brother was abducted from the room they shared. Ben has never been found and the case was never solved. Julia’s entire life has been wrapped around guilt she’s always felt because she does not remember anything of that night. Now married, although separated, she has two young sons of her own. She’s what most people would call over-protective. The boys are always in her sight … always. She knows firsthand of the danger that is all around and what can happen to young children when you lose sight for just a moment. On the anniversary of Ben’s disappearance, her worst nightmare is realized when her 2-year-old son, Will is snatched from his bed. Julia is certain that this has something to do with her brother’s kidnapping. But who would wait 30 years to do it again? And why? There are all kinds of suspects and the police have pulled out all the stops to find her son. Julia’s sister, who she hasn’t had any contact with for many years, all of a sudden shows up. Different family members, most of them not seen or heard from in years, make an appearance. Are they actually who they say they are? Julia’s old boyfriend is the lead detective on this case. Does he know more than what he’s sharing? Her husband confesses that he’s been seeing someone …. Could he be behind this in order to ‘punish’ her? The story premise is a good one with well-crafted characters and tension that keeps mounting until the very end. Many thanks to the author / Kensington Books / NetGalley who provided a digital copy in exchange for an honest, unbiased review.