**Strong Language**Explicit Sex**Intense situations*This is Shea's POV. CANNOT BE READ AS A STAND-ALONE!I waited my entire life for one singular moment.Everything I had endured-all the pain and suffering-I would go through it all again,if I knew she was waiting for me.Ryan Chase was the only woman I ever loved.My obsession. My desire.When she came home . . . loving her hadn't been easy.The road to our particular happiness was paved with boulders.I became who she needed me to be. Who she wanted.Marriage and children- they were a dream we both shared.Until a nightmare threatened to take it all away.Is love supposed to be this hard?How long before the person I'm pretending to be begins to crack?I'm a liar. A fraud.He is surfacing.She's the only reason I survived. I lived.She is the reason I breathe.Now, when she needs me the most-I'm transforming into the personI thought I'd buried years before.I can't be without her. She gives me purpose and makes me whole.Nevertheless, the universe chose a different route. God had a different plan.And right now, I'm pissed at them both
