The Secret River
By Kate Grenville
Grove Atlantic, Inc.
Copyright © 2006
All right reserved.
, with its cargo of convicts, had bucked over the face of the ocean for
the better part of a year. Now it had fetched up at the end of the earth. There was no lock
on the door of the hut where William Thornhill, transported for the term of his natural life
in the Year of Our Lord eighteen hundred and six, was passing his first night in His
Majesty's penal colony of New South Wales. There was hardly a door, barely a wall:
only a flap of bark, a screen of sticks and mud. There was no need of lock, of door, of
wall: this was a prison whose bars were ten thousand miles of water.
Thornhill's wife was sleeping sweet and peaceful against him, her hand still
entwined in his. The child and the baby were asleep too, curled up together. Only
Thornhill could not bring himself to close his eyes on this foreign darkness. Through the
doorway of the hut he could feel the night, huge and damp, flowing in and bringing with
it the sounds of its own life: tickings and creakings, small private rustlings, and beyond
that the soughing of the forest, mile after mile.
When he got up and stepped out through the doorway there was no cry, no guard:
only the living night. The air moved around him, full of rich dank smells. Trees stood tall
over him. A breeze shivered through the leaves, thendied, and left only the vast fact of
He was nothing more than a flea on the side of some enormous quiet creature.
Down the hill the settlement was hidden by the darkness. A dog barked in a tired way
and stopped. From the bay where the Alexander was anchored there was a sense of
restless water shifting in its bed of land and swelling up against the shore.
Above him in the sky was a thin moon and a scatter of stars as meaningless as spilt
rice. There was no Pole Star, a friend to guide him on the Thames, no Bear that he had
known all his life: only this blaze, unreadable, indifferent.
All the many months in the Alexander, lying in the hammock which was all the
territory he could claim in the world, listening to the sea slap against the side of the ship
and trying to hear the voices of his own wife, his own children, in the noise from the
women's quarters, he had been comforted by telling over the bends of his own Thames.
The Isle of Dogs, the deep eddying pool of Rotherhithe, the sudden twist of the sky as the
river swung around the corner to Lambeth: they were all as intimate to him as breathing.
Daniel Ellison grunted in his hammock beside him, fighting even in his sleep, the women
were silent beyond their bulkhead, and still in the eye of his mind he rounded bend after
bend of that river.
Now, standing in the great sighing lung of this other place and feeling the dirt chill
under his feet, he knew that life was gone. He might as well have swung at the end of the
rope they had measured for him. This was a place, like death, from which men did not
return. It was a sharp stab like a splinter under a nail: the pain of loss. He would die here
under these alien stars, his bones rot in this cold earth.
He had not cried, not for thirty years, not since he was a hungry child too young to
know that crying did not fill your belly.
But now his throat was thickening, a press of despair behind his eyes forcing warm
tears down his cheeks.
There were things worse than dying: life had taught him that. Being here in New
South Wales might be one of them.
It seemed at first to be the tears welling, the way the darkness moved in front of him.
It took a moment to understand that the stirring was a human, as black as the air itself.
His skin swallowed the light and made him not quite real, something only imagined. His
eyes were set so deeply into the skull that they were invisible, each in its cave of bone.
The rock of his face shaped itself around the big mouth, the imposing nose, the folds of
his cheeks. Without surprise, as though he were dreaming, Thornhill saw the scars drawn
on the man's chest, each a neat line raised and twisted, living against the skin.
He took a step towards Thornhill so that the parched starlight from the sky fell on his
shoulders. He wore his nakedness like a cloak. Upright in his hand, the spear was part of
him, an extension of his arm.
Clothed as he was, Thornhill felt skinless as a maggot. The spear was tall and
serious. To have evaded death at the end of the rope, only to go like this, his skin
punctured and blood spilled beneath these chilly stars! And behind him, hardly hidden by
that flap of bark, were those soft parcels of flesh: his wife and children.
Anger, that old familiar friend, came to his side. Damn your eyes be off, he shouted.
Go to the devil! After so long as a felon, hunched under the threat of the lash, he felt
himself expanding back into his full size. His voice was rough, full of power, his anger a
solid warmth inside him.
He took a threatening step forward. Could make out chips of sharp stone in the end
of the spear. It would not go through a man neat as a needle. It would rip its way in.
Pulling it out would rip all over again. The thought fanned his rage. Be off! Empty though
it was, he raised his hand against the man.
The mouth of the black man began to move itself around sounds. As he spoke he
gestured with the spear so it came and went in the darkness. They were close enough to
In the fluid rush of speech Thornhill suddenly heard words. Be off, the man was
shouting. Be off! It was his own tone exactly.
This was a kind of madness, as if a dog were to bark in English.
Be off, be off! He was close enough now that he could see the man's eyes catching
the light under their heavy brows, and the straight angry line of his mouth. His own
words had all dried up, but he stood his ground.
He had died once, in a manner of speaking. He could die again. He had been stripped
of everything already: he had only the dirt under his bare feet, his small grip on this
unknown place. He had nothing but that, and those helpless sleeping humans in the hut
behind him. He was not about to surrender them to any naked black man.
In the silence between them the breeze rattled through the leaves. He glanced back at
where his wife and infants lay, and when he looked again the man was gone. The
darkness in front of him whispered and shifted, but there was only the forest. It could
hide a hundred black men with spears, a thousand, a whole continent full of men with
spears and that grim line to their mouths.
He went quickly into the hut, stumbling against the doorway so that clods of daubed
mud fell away from the wall. The hut offered no safety, just the idea of it, but he dragged
the flap of bark into place. He stretched himself out on the dirt alongside his family,
forcing himself to lie still. But every muscle was tensed, anticipating the shock in his
neck or his belly, his hand going to the place, the cold moment of finding that
unforgiving thing in his flesh.
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by Kate Grenville
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