The Sun Does Shine: How I Found Life and Freedom on Death Row (Oprah's Book Club Summer 2018 Selection)

The Sun Does Shine: How I Found Life and Freedom on Death Row (Oprah's Book Club Summer 2018 Selection)

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ISBN-13: 9781427293053
Publisher: Macmillan Audio
Publication date: 03/27/2018
Edition description: Unabridged
Sales rank: 428,914
Product dimensions: 5.10(w) x 5.80(h) x 0.90(d)

About the Author

ANTHONY RAY HINTON spent nearly thirty years on death row for crimes he didn’t commit. Released in April 2015, Hinton now speaks widely on prison reform and the power of faith and forgiveness. He lives in Alabama.

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CHAPTER 1

CAPITAL OFFENSE

But more so than the evidence, I have never had as strong a feeling in trying any other case that the defendant just radiated guilt and pure evil as much as in the Hinton trial.

— PROSECUTOR BOB MCGREGOR

There's no way to know the exact second your life changes forever. You can only begin to know that moment by looking in the rearview mirror. And trust me when I tell you that you never, ever see it coming. Did my life change forever the day I was arrested? Or did the life-changing moment happen even earlier? Was that day just the culmination of a whole series of fateful moments, poor choices, and bad luck? Or was the course of my life determined by being black and poor and growing up in a South that didn't always care to be civil in the wake of civil rights? It's hard to say. When you are forced to live out your life in a room the size of a bathroom — a room that's five feet wide by seven feet long — you have plenty of time to replay the moments of your life. To imagine what might have happened if you had run when they came chasing you. Or if you had gotten that baseball scholarship. Or married that girl when you had the chance. We all do it. Replay the horrific moments of our lives and reimagine them by going left instead of right, being this person instead of that person, making different choices. You don't have to be locked up to occupy your mind and your days trying to rewrite a painful past or undo a terrible tragedy or make right a horrible wrong. But pain and tragedy and injustice happen — they happen to us all. I'd like to believe it's what you choose to do after such an experience that matters the most — that truly changes your life forever.

I'd really like to believe that.

Jefferson County Jail, December 10, 1986 My mom sat on the other side of the glass wall that separated us, looking out of place in her ivory gloves, green-and-blue flowered dress, and her wide blue hat rimmed in white lace. She always dressed for jail like she was going to church. But a nice outfit and impeccable manners have always been used as weapons in the South. And the bigger her hat, the more she meant business. That woman wore hats taller than the pope's. Looking at my mama in this visiting room, you would hardly guess in her own Southern way she was armed to the teeth and ready for battle. During the trial and even on visiting days, she looked a bit dazed and bewildered by it all. She had been like that ever since my arrest a year and a half ago. Lester said he thought she was still in shock. Lester Bailey and I have been friends since he was four years old and our mothers told us to go out and play together. I was six then and far too old to play with a four-year-old. But even though I had tried to lose him that first day, he stuck with me. Twenty-three years later, he was still sticking with me.

During every visit, it was as if my mom couldn't understand why I was still in jail. Three months earlier, I had been found guilty of robbing and murdering two people. Three months since twelve people decided I was no longer of value and this world would somehow be a better place if I weren't in it. Their recommendation was that I be murdered. Oh, the sanitized way of saying it is "sentenced to death." But let's call it what it is. They wanted to murder me because I had murdered.

Only they had the wrong guy.

I was working the night shift in a locked warehouse when the manager at a Quincy's restaurant fifteen miles away was abducted, robbed, and shot. I was mistakenly identified. The police claimed an old .38 caliber pistol owned by my mother was the murder weapon. The State of Alabama claimed this gun was not only used in the Quincy's robbery and attempted murder but also two other murders in the area where restaurant managers had been robbed at closing time, forced into coolers, and then murdered. That old gun my mom owned, I don't think it had been used in twenty-five years. Maybe longer. I had never even been in a fight, but now, I was not only a killer but the kind of cold-blooded killer that would hold a gun to your head and pull the trigger for a few hundred bucks and then just go about my business like it was nothing.

God knows my mama didn't raise no killer. And during those months of waiting for the official sentencing from the judge, her demeanor hadn't changed from before I was convicted. Did she know I was one court date away from the death chamber? We didn't speak on it, and truly I wasn't sure if she was pretending on my account, or I was pretending on her account, or we were both just so caught up in this nightmare that neither of us really knew how to face what had happened.

"When are you coming home, baby? When are they going to let you come home?"

I looked at Lester, who stood behind her, one hand resting on her left shoulder while she held the phone up to her right ear. He usually came alone to see me, and my mom came with my sister or the neighbor. Every week, Lester would be the first in line on visiting day, stopping in on his way to work to say hello and put some money on my books so I had the essentials. He had done that for the last year and a half, like clockwork every single week. He was the first one there no matter what. He really was the best, best friend a guy could have.

Lester looked back at me and shrugged and then shook his head a little. My mom always asked when "they" were going to let me come home. I was the baby of the family — her baby. Up until my arrest, we were together every day. We went to church together. Ate our meals together. Laughed together. Prayed together. She was my absolute everything, and I was hers. I couldn't think of any big moment in my life when my mom wasn't right there by my side, cheering me on. Every baseball game. Before exams and school dances. Graduation. When I got home from work in the coal mine, she was always there waiting to hug me no matter how dirty I was. When I went to my first day of work at the furniture store, she was up early to make me breakfast and pack me a lunch. And she was there every day of my trial. Smiling up at everyone in that courtroom in her best dress with the kind of love that can just break a man's heart into a million pieces. She believed in me — always had, always would. Even now. Even though a jury had found me guilty, she still believed in me. I could feel the lump form in my throat and my eyes start to sting. She and Lester were probably the only people in the world who knew what I knew: I was innocent. They didn't care that the press made me out to be some kind of monster. The fact that these two people never doubted me for a second — well, let's just say I hung on to that like my life depended on it. But even if I were guilty, even if I had murdered those two people in cold blood for a little cash, my mom and Lester would have still loved me and believed in me. They would have still been right where they were. What does a man do with a love like that? What does a man do?

I looked down until I could get control. I had tried my best to keep my feelings and emotions in check throughout the trial because I didn't want to upset my mom. I didn't want her to see me cry. I didn't want her to feel my fear or my pain. My mom had always tried to protect me, to take away my pain. But this pain was too much for even a mother's love to contain. I couldn't do that to her. I wouldn't do that no matter how hard they pushed me. It was all I had left to give.

After a few moments, I looked back up and smiled at my mom. Then Lester and I locked eyes once more.

He shook his head again.

When you've known a guy as long as I have known Lester, you have a kind of unspoken language. I had asked him not to let anyone talk to my mom about my sentencing. My sister had wanted to sit her down and make her understand that they could put me to death and that I was never coming home. Make her face it and deal with it. Lester put a stop to all that talk. I would come home someday. I didn't want my mom to lose her hope. There's no sadder place to be in this world than a place where there's no hope.

When Lester came to visit alone, he and I could talk freely — well, as freely as two guys can talk when their every word is being recorded. We had a sort of code. But since my conviction, it didn't seem to matter much anymore. Time was running out, so we had talked about my options openly.

I put my hand up on the thick glass that separated me from my mom, and I readjusted the phone's handset against my ear. She leaned forward and stretched her arm out so that her hand was pressed against the other side of the wall that separated us.

"Soon, Mama," I said. "They're working on it. I plan to be home soon."

I had a plan. Lester knew it. I knew it. God knew it. And that was all that mattered. Now that I had blocked out all the sadness, I could feel the anger rising up through me and fighting to get out. It had come in waves ever since my conviction. Tonight I would pray again. Pray for the truth. Pray for the victims. Pray for my mom and for Lester. And I would pray that the nightmare I had been living for almost two years would end somehow. There was no question how my sentencing would turn out, but I would still pray for a miracle and try not to criticize it if the miracle didn't look like what I expected.

It's what my mama had always taught me.

Jefferson County Courthouse, December 15, 1986

It was nothing less than a lynching — a legal lynching — but a lynching all the same. The anger I had tried so hard to stuff down and pray away was back in full force. My only crime was being born black, or being born black in Alabama. Everywhere I looked in this courtroom, I saw white faces — a sea of white faces. Wood walls, wood furniture, and white faces. The courtroom was impressive and intimidating. I felt like an uninvited guest in a rich man's library. It's hard to explain exactly what it feels like to be judged. There's a shame to it. Even when you know you're innocent. It still feels like you are coated in something dirty and evil. It made me feel guilty. It made me feel like my very soul was put on trial and found lacking. When it seems like the whole world thinks you're bad, it's hard to hang on to your goodness. I was trying, though. The Lord knows I was trying. I had been all over the Birmingham newspapers from the time of my arrest and then throughout the trial. The press had judged me guilty from the second I had stepped out of my mama's yard. So had the police detectives and the experts and the prosecutor — a sorry-looking man with a weak chin, saggy jowls, and a pallor that made it look like he had never worked a day outside in his life. Now, if I had to judge anyone as evil in that courtroom, it would have been Prosecutor McGregor. There was a meanness that came out of his small, close-set eyes — a hatred that was hard and edgy and brittle. He looked like he could snap at any moment. Like some sort of rabid weasel. If he could have executed me right then and there, he would have done so and then gone about having his lunch without further thought. And then there was Judge Garrett. He was a large man; even in his loose black robe, he looked overstuffed and uncomfortable. He had a ruddy color to his cheeks. He preened and puffed and made a big show out of everything, but it was all a farce. Oh, sure, they all went through the motions. For almost two weeks, they paraded out witnesses and experts and walked us through the chain of custody and exhibits A to Z, all of which I guess gave legitimacy to what was already a foregone conclusion. I was guilty. Hell, as far as the police and the prosecutor and the judge and even my own defense attorney were concerned, I was born guilty. Black, poor, without a father most of my life, one of ten children — it was actually pretty amazing I had made it to the age of twenty-nine without a noose around my neck. But justice is a funny thing, and in Alabama, justice isn't blind. She knows the color of your skin, your education level, and how much money you have in the bank. I may not have had any money, but I had enough education to understand exactly how justice was working in this trial and exactly how it was going to turn out. The good old boys had traded in their white robes for black robes, but it was still a lynching.

"Your Honor, the State rests."

"All right, any witnesses for the defense?"

I watched incredulously as my attorney declined to question the second bailiff who had just lied about me under oath. I never told either bailiff that I knew how to get one over on a polygraph test. I had spent almost two years waiting for my trial — purposefully not talking to anyone about anything to do with my case — and now supposedly in the hallway outside the courtroom, I had confessed to a bailiff that I had cheated to pass my polygraph, a polygraph the State wouldn't allow to be admitted because it had proven that I was innocent? It didn't make sense. None of it made sense.

My attorney turned away from the judge and looked at me. "Do you want to testify?"

I could see the bailiff smirking as he got out of the witness stand. Did I want to testify? They were about to sentence me to death, and nobody was speaking up on my behalf. There were things that needed to go on the record. My wrists were shackled and cuffed together, a heavy chain linking them to the leg irons around my ankles. For a moment, I imagined wrapping that chain around all their necks, but then I unclenched my fists and placed the palms of my hands together as if to pray. I wasn't a murderer. Never had been, never would be. I looked over at the jury, at McGregor, who stared back at me with hatred and self-righteousness, at the judge, who looked overheated and bored. I had spent a good many years testifying for God in church, and now it was time to testify for myself in this courtroom.

I nodded at my attorney. "Yes," I said, a bit louder than I meant to. Inside my head, I was screaming, Hell yes, and I accidentally banged my chains against the table as I stood up from my chair.

"Is there any way he can have these handcuffs removed, Judge?"

My attorney was finally doing something right. Fighting a little. I knew at this point it was more about saving face and winning something than about believing in me. When he was assigned to my case and told he would get paid $1,000, I heard him mutter, "I eat $1,000 for breakfast." He was going through the motions, but I knew his heart wasn't in it. He either thought I was guilty or he didn't care much one way or the other. I was just another file in a big stack of files. We had been together for almost two years, but he didn't know me. Not really. Not in the way you would want someone to know you when he holds your life in his hands. Still, I needed him. He knew that, and I knew that. So I was polite and respectful. If today went the way everyone knew it would go, I would still need him.

I held my wrists out to the bailiff. He smirked again as he unlocked my cuffs. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see my mom in the second row. Lester sat on one side of her, and my sister Dollie sat on the other. Our neighbor Rosemary was also there. I looked all the way over my shoulder as the handcuffs came off, and she gave me a little wave. I glanced at Lester and he gave me a quick nod. We had an endgame in mind.

I walked up to the witness stand and turned around and looked out over the courtroom. I was happy to be able to see my mom and face her eye to eye. She smiled at me, and I could feel my heart tighten. God, how I was going to miss her. No matter how big her smile, I knew she was scared, and all this legal mumbo jumbo might as well have been a foreign language. When she had left after that last visit, it had made her smile to hear me say I would be home soon sitting at our table and eating one of her Sunday afternoon cakes. She could bake a cake so good it would make the devil himself confess his sins and beg for mercy just to have a bite. Sometimes, late at night, I would close my eyes and see her red velvet cake with buttercream frosting so clearly in my mind, I swear I could actually smell all that butter and sugar. My imagination has always been both a blessing and a curse. It helped me get through some rough times growing up, but it had also gotten me into some trouble. Nothing like the trouble I was in now.

Every day since they had arrested me, I had thought, Today will be the day. They'll know I was at work. They'll find the guy that really did it. Somebody will believe me.

It was all some bad dream that I couldn't wake up from.

I smiled back at my mom, and then I looked over at McGregor. He had been glaring at me for two weeks. It was a famous tactic of his. Stare at the defendant until he cowers. Show him who's the alpha dog. Well, I wasn't a dog, and I wasn't about to cower. On the inside, I was scared to death. I wanted to go home. I didn't want to die. But on the outside, I had to be strong. For my mom. For my friends. Martin Luther King once said, "A man can't ride you unless your back is bent." So I sat with my back as straight as possible in that courtroom, and when McGregor stared at me, I straightened my back even more and stared right into his eyes. He was trying to ride me, all right, trying to kill me. And I wasn't going to make it any easier for him, or for any of them, than it already was.

(Continues…)


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Table of Contents

Title Page,
Copyright Notice,
Dedication,
Foreword by Bryan Stevenson,
1. Capital Offense,
2. All American,
3. A Two-Year Test Drive,
4. The Cooler Killer,
5. Premeditated Guilt,
6. The Whole Truth,
7. Conviction, Conviction, Conviction,
8. Keep Your Mouth Shut,
9. On Appeal,
10. The Death Squad,
11. Waiting to Die,
12. The Queen of England,
13. No Monsters,
14. Love is a Foreign Language,
15. Go Tell It on the Mountain,
16. Shakedown,
17. God's Best Lawyer,
18. Testing the Bullets,
19. Empty Chairs,
20. Dissent,
21. They Kill You on Thursdays,
22. Justice for All,
23. The Sun Does Shine,
24. Bang on the Bars,
Afterword: Pray for Them by Name,
Acknowledgments,
Notes,
About the Author,
Copyright,

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The Sun Does Shine: How I Found Life and Freedom on Death Row 4.9 out of 5 based on 0 ratings. 26 reviews.
VJones More than 1 year ago
The Sun does Shine was an interesting book and provided an eye opening read. It was tragic that Anthony Ray Hinton spent 30 years of his life on death row even though the evidence pointed to his innocence . I can’t say I agreed with some of the things written by Anthony Ray. However, in writing a review, it is not my business to discuss my personal opinions on the topics addressed in this book. Rather, my focus is on whether the book was a book worth reading. The Sun does Shine will be meaningful for many. It provides a different viewpoint of capital punishment that might not have been considered before and will be of interest to those who want to know more about criminal law. Mr Ray was very thorough in sharing the details of his experience. Three resounding themes seemed to reverberate as Mr Ray shared about his path to and from death row. The first is his emphasis that one of the primary reasons this happened was because of a racist system. The second emphasis seemed to be on expression his opinion that corporal punishment should be eliminated. And finally, Mr. Hinton shared how a criminal justice system that was incredibly complicated and in need of reform. As I previously mentioned, I wasn’t always in agreement with the opinions expressed by Mr. Hinton. However, I was so disturbed that an innocent man spent 30 years on death row. And I have a deep respect that in spite of that he has such a great attitude. I appreciate Mr Hinton sharing his story which will be eye opening for many. I received a free copy of this book in exchange for my honest opinion.
lsmoore_43 More than 1 year ago
This is a book that I am so glad I read even though it broke my heart in so many places. To be false accused is the worse thing a person has to go through except living on death row for 30 years for something they did not do. It’s one that will definitely stay with you for a very long time. Everyone who believes in the death penalty should have to read this book. I received a copy via NetGalley for my honest review.
Deb-Krenzer More than 1 year ago
Wow, this was such a heartbreaking read. It also had my blood boiling. Who are these people elected in to play God? The State of Alabama should be so embarrassed. This was such an interesting and touching story. I read a lot of it with (I'm sure) a shocked look on my face when I could not believe all the imbecile moves being played behind the scenes with Hinton's life. I really found the part about Henry very interesting, as well. Good luck on any and all future endeavors Mr. Hinton. You deserve it. Thanks to St. Martin's Press and Net Galley for providing me with a free e-galley in exchange for an honest, unbiased review.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This book changed how I think and believe on so many levels. I ugly cried so hard I had to take a breaks because I couldn't see through my tears. I have learned so much and have a better understanding of the reform that is needed.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Thank you Mr. Hinton for sharing your story of struggle, injustice, pain, friendship, imagination and faith. It is unfathomable to me to live through what you did; wrongfully arrested and convicted; sentenced to death; lived on death row for 30 years knowing that people representing the local and state governments conspiraced against you, an innocent man. However because of the Christian values that were planted into you by your mother and the community that you grew up in, you were able to draw strength from those values and believed that one day your innocence would be proven. I too have a son, and like many mothers of Black men, I live with the fear everyday of the possibility that he could be have his freedom unjustly taken from because of the flaws in our legal system. I thank you for sharing your story and reminding me of the power of faith.
Anonymous 7 months ago
Great read... Shows how unjust our justice system can be when you are Black. Continue to live and bless others with your story.
Anonymous 10 months ago
A must read! I am speechless after reading this true story. It is beautifully written. Many thanks to Ray for sharing his story.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I saw Ray Hinton on Oprah's Super Soul Sunday. I felt compelled to buy the book. Ray Hinton has incredible strength. I don't know that there are many people that could have suffered this awful act of injustice and came out of it the way he did. America's justice system is seriously broken and Ray is just one example of this. Freeing people that have been wronglly convicted, is the focus of The Innocence Project. I'm glad for Ray that groups like this exsist, but it is sad that they are needed, by so many.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I can hardly believe this happened. These injustices must be fought. He is a brave, amazing soul.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This book was so raw and yet opened a window into a judicial system so flawed not only in Alabama but our country. How someone could maintain their spirit and dignity in such a situation is unbelievable. Ray Hinton had a mission bout the reality that he had to sacrifice 30 years if his innocent life is tragic. Causes us all to think more openly about justice and capital punishment.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
A wonderful book about a black time in our country.
Anonymous 3 months ago
intense
smg5775 8 months ago
Wow! This is a book everyone needs to read. Anthony Ray Hinton was convicted of two murders which he did not do and sentenced to Death Row in Alabama. He tells of his fight to clear his name and regain his freedom as well as the men he met on Death Row. This book made me think about the death penalty and what it means. Does the state have the right to take a life? Does the state have the right to deny an innocent man another day in court when new evidence comes to light? Does the state have the right to deny they were wrong? Mr. Hinton is philosophically about life as he exists on Death Row. He has some deep thoughts about life, love, choices, death, and God. I cried at some of the things that happened outside the prison that he could not be part of. I also cried tears of joy when he was released. He lost more than 30 years of his life. I appreciated that he shared his reentry into society. Some things may never go back the way they were. This is one of the best books I have read.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Amazing deep touching story.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Inspiring
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Great read.
Nia206 More than 1 year ago
Such a good read to a sad story. Anthony Ray Hinton is inspiring, motivated, and focused.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I agree with Oprah's comment that this book reads like a novel. It is a wonderful book; difficult to read at times, but nevertheless eye opening and riveting. What is so astounding about this book, is that it actually happened. I am relieved at Mr. Hinton's forgiveness for the people that orchestrated his wrongful sentencing and and imprisonment on death row. Thank you Mr. Hinton for your candid and honest book; and for your faith in God. I am now reconsidering my position on the death penalty.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This book will take you to some dark places but Ray Hinton always helps you see the light. A powerful story of forgiveness, faith, perseverance and hope.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Ray was convicted and served 30 years in Death Row. Reading his story makes you think twice about everything you have ever though anout death row and the justice system....and the good ol boy system of the deep south, and being a poor black man in Alabama, I could not put this book down. Thank you Ray.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Eye opening. Amazing.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
The most emotional book I have read in years,and I read alot.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Excellent read, even though the truth of the subject was difficult to imagine and accept. Bless Mr. Hinton.
lydiao More than 1 year ago
Great book, very difficult to read, only because it is hard to believe how broken our justice system is. I hope this man nothing but success and a peaceful mind. Many blessings
PegGlover More than 1 year ago
4.5 stars The Sun Does Shine is an unforgettable, haunting story of a terrible injustice that was done to a black man from Alabama, Ray Hinton. In 1985 Anthony Ray Hinton was convicted of a crime he didn’t commit and sentenced to die by execution. Ray spent nearly thirty years on death row before the state of Alabama admitted that they had made a mistake, and set him free. Although evidence and a polygraph test had proven Ray to be innocent of the crime, that he was accused of, he sat on death row for thirty years, anyway. This memoir is heartbreaking and brought me to tears several times. When Ray Hinton decided to stop hating the people who put him on death row, his life and those around him began to change. Ray adopted his inmates as his new family and brought inspiration, laughter, and faith to everyone on his cell block. Even the guards couldn’t help but like Ray Hinton. Although this story was difficult to read because of the terrible injustice, done to an innocent man, it’s a powerful novel; moving and unforgettable. This story will stay with me for a very long time. Thank you St. Martin’s Press and NetGalley, for my advanced review copy.