With no knowledge of the time left him before death, for want of a life-saving organ transplant, author Neil Lewis Willens found his voice, dealing with stress, facing his own mortality each day for 30 years. With day/night cycle reversed, he could express his deepest emotions only by writing them on paper, a solitary nighttime activity, which could expose them to the light of day and his personal realization. These are the poetic expressions of self discovery on the journey of a lifetime. Feel the passions that lie buried deep within us all and understand the intimate thoughts while waiting on a long list for your turn, as the clock ticks away the seconds and hours of life. Discover the inner strength that attitude made in his life and celebrate with him his victory over death.