Those fears continued to grow. I wasn't able to control my thoughts. Each time I made a mistake I would wonder:
• Do I need to say "The Sinner's Prayer?"
• Do I need to be baptized again?
• Why did I think that? I know that is wrong.
• Am I possessed? How could that be?
Very few people knew I was struggling with this. Those who did know were loving, supportive, and prayerful. Yet nothing they did helped me.
"Do not gloat over me, my enemy! Though I have fallen, I will rise. Though I sit in darkness, the LORD will be my light." Micah 7:8