Veronika Decides to Die: A Novel of Redemption

Veronika Decides to Die: A Novel of Redemption

by Paulo Coelho

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ISBN-13: 9780061835438
Publisher: HarperCollins Publishers
Publication date: 03/17/2009
Format: NOOK Book
Pages: 240
Sales rank: 252,282
File size: 315 KB

About the Author

Paulo Coelho, born in Rio de Janeiro in 1947, is one of the bestselling and most influential authors in the world. The Alchemist, The Pilgrimage, The Valkyries, Brida, Veronika Decides to Die, Eleven Minutes, The Zahir, The Witch of Portobello, The Winner Stands Alone, Aleph, Manuscript Found in Accra, and Adultery, among others, have sold over 175 million copies worldwide, and The Alchemist has been on the New York Times bestseller list for over 360 weeks.

Paulo Coelho has been a member of the Brazilian Academy of Letters since 2002, and in 2007, he was appointed United Nations Messenger of Peace. He is also the most followed author on social media.


Rio de Janeiro, Brazil

Date of Birth:

August 24, 1947

Place of Birth:

Rio de Janeiro, Brazil


Left law school in second year

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Chapter One

On November 11, 1997, Veronika decided that the moment to kill herself had-at last!-arrived. She carefully cleaned the room that she rented in a convent, turned off the heat, brushed her teeth, and lay down.

She picked up the four packs of sleeping pills from her bedside table. Instead of crushing them and mixing them with water, she decided to take them one by one, because there is always a gap between intention and action, and she wanted to feel free to turn back halfway. With each pill she swallowed, however, she felt more convinced: After five minutes the packs were empty.

Since she didn't know exactly how long it would take her to lose consciousness, she had placed on the bed that month's issue of a French magazine, Homme, which had just arrived in the library where she worked. She had no particular interest in computer science, but, as she leafed through the magazine, she came across an article about a computer game (one of those CD-ROMS) created by Paulo Coelho, a Brazilian writer she had happened to meet at a lecture in the café at the Grand Union Hotel. They had exchanged a few words, and she had ended up being invited by his publisher to join them for supper. There were a lot of people there, though, and they hadn't had a chance to talk in depth about anything.

The fact that she had met the author led her to think that he was part of her world, and that reading an article about his work could help pass the time. While she was waiting for death, Veronika started reading about computer science, a subject in which she was not the least bit interested, but then that was in keeping with what she haddone all her life, always looking for the easy option, for whatever was nearest at hand. Like that magazine, for example.

To her surprise, though, the first line of text shook her out of her natural passivity (the tranquilizers had not yet dissolved in her stomach, but Veronika was by nature passive), and, for the first time in her life, it made her ponder the truth of a saying that was very fashionable among her friends: "Nothing in this world happens by chance."

Why that first line, at precisely the moment when she had begun to die? What was the hidden message she saw before her, assuming there are such things as hidden messages rather than mere coincidences?

Underneath an illustration of the computer game, the journalist began his article by asking: "Where is Slovenia?"

Honestly, she thought, no one ever knows where Slovenia is.

But Slovenia existed nonetheless, and it was outside, inside, in the mountains around her and in the square she was looking out at: Slovenia was her country.

She put the magazine to one side; there was no point now in getting indignant with a world that knew absolutely nothing about the Slovenes; her nation's honor no longer concerned her. It was time to feel proud of herself, to recognize that she had been able to do this, that she had finally had the courage and was leaving this life: What joy! Also she was doing it as she had always dreamed she would-by taking sleeping pills, which leave no mark.

Veronika had been trying to get hold of the pills for nearly six months. Thinking that she would never manage it, she had even considered slashing her wrists. It didn't matter that the room would end up awash in blood, and the nuns would be left feeling confused and troubled, for suicide demands that people think of themselves first and of others later. She was prepared to do all she could so that her death would cause as little upset as possible, but if slashing her wrists was the only way, then she had no option-and the nuns could clean up the room and quickly forget the whole story, otherwise they would find it hard to rent out the room again. We may live at the end of the twentieth century, but people still believe in ghosts.

Obviously she could have thrown herself off one of the few tall buildings in Ljubljana, but what about the further suffering a fall from such a height would cause her parents? Apart from the shock of learning that their daughter had died, they would also have to identify a disfigured corpse; no, that was a worse solution than bleeding to death, because it would leave indelible marks on two people who only wanted the best for her.

They would get used to their daughter's death eventually. But it must be impossible to forget a shattered skull.

Shooting, jumping off a high building, hanging, none of these options suited her feminine nature. Women, when they kill themselves, choose far more romantic methods-like slashing their wrists or taking an overdose of sleeping pills. Abandoned princesses and Hollywood actresses have provided numerous examples of this.

Veronika knew that life was always a matter of waiting for the right moment to act. And so it proved to be the case. In response to her complaints that she could no longer sleep at night, two friends of hers managed to get hold of two packs each of a powerful drug, used by musicians at a local nightclub. Veronika left the four packs on her bedside table for a week, courting approaching death and saying good-bye-entirely unsentimentally-to what people called life.

Now she was there, glad she had gone all the way, and bored because she didn't know what to do with the little time that was left to her.

She thought again about the absurd question she had just read. How could an article about computers begin with such an idiotic opening line: "Where is Slovenia?"

Having nothing more interesting to do, she decided to read the whole article, and she learned that the said computer game had been made in Slovenia-that strange country that no one seemed quite able to place, except the people who lived there-because it was a cheap source of labor. A few months before, when the product was launched, the French manufacturer had given a party for journalists from all over the world in a castle in Vled.

Veronika remembered reading something about the party; which had been quite an event in the city, not just because the castle had been redecorated in order to match as closely as possible the medieval atmosphere of the CD-ROM, but because of the controversy in the local press: Journalists from Germany, France, Britain, Italy and Spain had been invited, but not a single Slovene...

What People are Saying About This

Lou Marinoff

A deceptively unadorned tale, narrated in a charmingly ironic style, Paulo Coelho plumbs the profoundest depths of mores, madness, and meaning. Thanks to Coelho's literary mastery and philosophical acuity, this engaging novel attains greatness via simplicity—a marvelous achievement!
—(Lou Marinoff, Ph.D., author of Plato, Not Prozac!)

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Plot Summary
In his brilliant novel about the aftermath of a young woman's suicide attempt, Paulo Coelho explores three perennial themes: conformity, madness, and death. Twenty-four-year-old Veronika lives in Slovenia, one of the republics created by the dissolution of Yugoslavia. She works as a librarian by day, and by night carries on like many single women -- dating men, occasionally sleeping with them, and returning to a single room she rents at a convent. It is a life, but not a very compelling one. So one day, Veronika decides to end it. Her failed attempt, and her inexplicable reasons for wanting to die, land her in a mental hospital, Vilette.

Veronika's disappointment at having survived sucide is palpable. She imagines the rest of her life filled with disillusionment and monotomy, and vows not to leave Vilette alive. Much to her surprise, however, she learns that a fate she desires awaits her anyway: She is destined to die within a week's time, of a heart damage caused by her suicide attempt. Gradually, this knowledge changes Veronika's perception of death and life.

In the meantime, Vilette's head psychiatrist attempts a fascinating but provocative experiment. Can you "shock" someone into wanting to live by convincing her that death is imminent? Like a doctor applying defibrillator paddles to a heart attack victim, Dr. Igor's "prognosis" jump-starts Veronika's new appreciation of the world around her. From within Vilette's controlled environment, she finally allows herself to express the emotions she has never allowed herself to feel: hate and love, anger and joy, disgust and pleasure. Veronika also finds herself being drawn into the lives of other patients wholead constrained but oddly satisfying lives. Eduard, Zedka, and Mari have been sent to Vilette because there doesn't seem to be any other place for them. Their families don't understand them, and they can't adjust to the social structure that doesn't tolerate their individuality. Each of these patients reflects on Veronika's situation in his or her own flash of epiphany, exposing new desire and fresh vision for life that lies outside the asylum's walls.

Vilette is an asylum in the purest sense of the word: a place of protection, where one is shielded from danger. In this case the danger is society. Those who refuse to accept society's rules have two choices: succumb to the majority's perception that they are mad, or struggle against that majority and try to find their own way in the world.

The protective walls of Vilette are liberating to its patients, allowing them to explore their "madness" without criticism or harm. What they discover is both natural and startling.

A novel that starts out as contemplation on the expression of conformity and madness, turns into a dazzling exploration of the unconscious choices we make each day between living and dying, despair and liberation.

Topics for Discussion

  1. Veronika claims to have chosen suicide in order to achieve "freedom at last. Eternal oblivion." What would make freedom and oblivion so appealing to a twenty-four-year-old woman? What is significant about the use of the word "decides" in the title?

  2. Although Veronika's story takes place in the former Yugoslavia, are there any elements of the novel that are universal? To what extent is Veronika's situation a result of living in a country such as Slovenia--a small country, that few people have heard of--but that nonetheless has a significant, and recently violent, history?

  3. Of the four patients at Vilette that we come to know -- Veronika, Zedka, Mari, and Eduard--with whom, if any, do you identify, and why?

  4. What has each of these characters learned during his or her time at Vilette? How do you think they will do in the "outside" world?

  5. Veronika asks, "In a world where everyone struggles to survive whatever the cost, how could one judge those people who decide to die?" Do people have a right to approve or disapprove of suicide? Do we have a moral obligation to stop someone from trying to kill himself? Can the decision to commit suicide ever be considered rational?

  6. How does Veronika react to Dr. Igor's news that she is suffering from a fatal heart disorder? Why would someone who wants to commit suicide be devastated by the thought of dying?

  7. What do you think of Dr. Igor's theory about Vitriol, the name he gives to a "disease of the soul" that affects people who have grown embittered? Do you recognize evidence of Vitriol in people around you? Is the condition widespread?

  8. How do you feel about Dr. Igor's experiment on Veronika? Was it morally justifiable?

  9. On hearing the news that she is soon to be released from Vilette, Zedka reflects, "Once in a mental hospital, a person grows used to the freedom that exists in the world of madness and becomes addicted to it. You no longer have to take on responsibilities, to struggle to earn your daily bread, to be bothered with repetitive, mundane tasks." And yet, she wants to leave. What enables Zedka as well as Eduard, Mari, and Veronika to decide that they will be able to survive outside Vilette's walls?

  10. Has reading this novel changed your perception of what it means to be mentally ill? Do you think Paulo Coelho's novel is an allegory? If so, what is the journey all about?

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Veronika Decides to Die: A Novel of Redemption 4.2 out of 5 based on 0 ratings. 151 reviews.
hoonew More than 1 year ago
If you have ever felt so sad that life didn't seem worth living, this may be a book for you. Mr. Coelho pulls the reader back and forth through the character's life gradually offering answers to Veronika's mindset and behavior. I found myself pondering several of these ideas and seeing a sunnier side as an observer. We get so deeply entrenched into our own views, our own questioning, and society's expectations that we feel alone and overwhelmed in a way. Not suggesting to read this if you have suicidal thoughts! Seek help immediately. But for many, many of us who have had the dark thoughts cross our minds or have wondered about others who have, this is a great work of fiction that helps draw out reality.
lc_dakr810lire More than 1 year ago
This novel is higly relatable. It's about a woman that dreads and despises her own routine-filled life. She tentatively lives her life day to day consumed with overall feelings of misery and suffers from a severe case of depression. As the title avers, Veronika decides to die, however, she fails attempting to. This novel is a deeply stimulating, eye opening novel. It depicts the life of a troubled woman and how in the end she gains an immense appreciation for her life because she realizes, after all, that life is imminent.
taty43 More than 1 year ago
It is a good book, makes you think about your life and the things you really want to do.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I was hesitant to read this book at first considering the amount of negative veiws, but I am so happy I allowed myself to be the judge. It is a short read, but stays with you. The title sounds dark, however it is one of the most enlightening books I have ever read. A must read.
Erosthiest More than 1 year ago
My favorite book of all time. Definitely a great read whenever you're down or depressed
catalogthis on LibraryThing More than 1 year ago
Some love affairs with authors last only for a single book, while others span an entire oeuvre. For me and Paulo Coelho, it's the former. I loved [book: The Alchemist], so I thought I would love this. Not so much.All of the characters sound similar, and speak as if quoting from an essay. It's like Coelho is trying to directly address the reader, but hiding behind different characters. Which seems unnecessary, given that he breaks the fourth wall early in the novel and acknowledges his own history as a mental patient.If you're looking for a first-person "young woman in asylum" story, stick to [book: Girl, Interrupted].
debnance on LibraryThing More than 1 year ago
How's this as an idea for a book? A young, beautiful woman decides life is not worth living and attempts suicide. She does not die, however; unfortunately, her suicide attempt has weakened her heart...she will only live for another week. I liked the idea for the book much better than I liked the book itself. The story, to me, simply seemed to be a device the author used to make his points about The Meaning of Life.
pa5t0rd on LibraryThing More than 1 year ago
I really enjoyed this book and find that many things that I am encountering in the days, since finishing the book, are bringing back snippets of the story! I didn't think that the book had impacted me beyond a good read but I am finding it resonating with me in many areas.The story is compelling and driven well with the main character (Veronika) - I didn't find myself in a hurry to get to the next page but also didn't find myself putting it down until I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer.I highly recommend any book by Paulo Coelho and this one is no exception...if you haven't read his stuff - don't wait any longer!
shadowofthewind on LibraryThing More than 1 year ago
We all have ways that we deal with life. In Coehlo's book, these isn't much difference between the coping skills of the institutionalized and the rest of us. Should these people be in a mental institution, or is it really that they cannot cope with life in a way that is socially acceptable?"During her life Veronika had noticed that a lot of people she knew would talk about the horrors in other people's lives as if they were genuinely trying to help them, but the truth was that they took pleasure in the suffering of others, because that made them believe they were happy and that life had been generous with them. She hated that kind of person, and she wasn't going to give the young man an opportunity to take advantage of her state in order to mask his own frustrations." p. 37"She was in a mental hospital, and so, she could allow herself to feel things that people usually hide. We are all brought up only to love, to accept, to look for ways around things, to avoid conflict. Veronika hated everything, but mainly she hated the way she had lived her life, never bothering to discover the hundreds of other Veronikas, who lived inside her and who were interesting, crazy, curious, brave, bold." p. 76"You say they create their own reality," said Veronika, "but what is reality?" "It's whatever the majority deems it to be. It's not necessarily the best or the most logical, but it's the one that supports the desires of society as a whole." p. 95"That's how it should be with you; stay insane, but behave like normal people. Run the risk of being different, but learn to do so without attracting attention. Concentrate on this flower and allow the real "I" to reveal itself." "What is the real 'I'?" asked Veronika. Perhaps everyone else there knew, but what did it matter: She must learn to care less about annoying others. The man seemed surprised by the interruption, but he answered her question. "It's what you are, not what others make of you." p. 110She would consider each day a miracle--which indeed it is, when you consider the number of unexpected things that could happen in each second of our fragile existences. p. 217
lilywren on LibraryThing More than 1 year ago
I always enjoy Coehlo and more often than not I find that I can take words, sentences and paragraphs that resound. Often giving hope and inspiration I find his books insightful and perceptive. Veronika Decides to die is no exception. Veronika is a young, single, attractive girl who tires of what she sees as the banality of her life and the hopelessness of everything in the world. After contemplating suicide for sometime she eventually tries, fails and wakes up to find herself in Villete, the mental institution consigned to an illness that means she will die in days. The book centres around Veronika and the impact her stay has on some of the other patients. Coehlo challenges the notion of insanity. The characters come across as 'normal' people who have become tired with society and trying to fit into the 'norms' and rules that have been set for all. As the story unfolds Coehlo relates the impact Veronika's death sentence has on several characters and their paths to 'recovery'. Challenging the construction of reality the book focuses on the idea that the people who are really 'insane' are the ones living on the outside, blindly fitting into this reality and that the 'normal' people are the ones in Villete, escaping the reality that has been constructed. For people who have read other Coehlo books I would heartly recommend. As ever, the book is, in parts, inspirational and thought provoking. For those not familiar with Coehlo I would also recommend this however, I feel The Alchemist would be a good book to begin with. Personally, I feel that is his best work out of the ones I have read so far.
laurie_library on LibraryThing More than 1 year ago
There are some books that you find just in the nick of time and then there are others that you never would have found unless someone else suggested them. Veronika is young and full of doom and dread and tries to commit suicide. She ends up in a mental institution and then changes the thinking of many of the others.
kbergfeld on LibraryThing More than 1 year ago
This is the second of Mr. Coelho's books I have read, and I am thirsty for more. I am drawn to the female characters he is able to present. They are unremarkable, but it is this quality which in the end makes them remarkable. The simplicity of the narrative makes it easy to relate to the characters and take their lessons learned and apply them to your own life. Veronika Decides to Die was the perfect book to read at this particular moment in my life. I am moving out of a my home, and will not be moving into my own space for at least half a year. I feel overwhelmed by the mundane of life and its routines. Every time I think about breaking free, I feel trapped. Here in this book, and in this moment, I am able to take a moment and recognize that it is the moments of eccentric which make life something worth living.
jmattas on LibraryThing More than 1 year ago
This book sketches an idea on the origin of insanity. Through the fates of four asylum inmates madness is seen to result from the conflict of our own desires and the expectations of our loved ones, and the force towards living a "normal" life, all of which create a fear of the outside world. Very convincingly, Coelho portrays normality as just a code enforced by a majority. An asylum is a place where one can ignore this code, where one can freely be "different", but the fear of reality persists. In this book, the haven is disturbed by Veronika's impending death, and some of the inmates are forced to face this fear.Apparently Coelho has himself been committed to an asylum. It seemed like a calm, safe place. This book has a positive tone throughout it, it is encouraging, soothing. Veronika's will of life in the face of death is like someone working harder to meet a deadline. I just wonder what happens when she finds out that she's not really dying...Coelho writes well, there is real thought to his text, but at times it's cheesy.
peaceloveandpat on LibraryThing More than 1 year ago
For Jessica, yes, reading the book first and see if the movie rendition is worhty. That's what I always do. LOL. And This is my favorite Coelho book.In one his his many interviews Coelho said this is a book about life and death. Agreed 100%. It starts off with our protagonist Veronika's night when she deided to overdosed herself with sleeping pills. only to wake up in an asylum called the Villet, the doctor then explained how they managed to revived her but barely, she was told that she only have a few days to live. She then found and met interesting people. The horrifying treatments and the heartbreaking story of their life made me finish the book in one sitting.I can never really describe how much this book change the way I view mental illness. Veronikas situation is so colloquial that I felt the depression that drove her to suicide. But like any other person looking outside the box I also feel that her stunt earned her a place in the aylum and then I got to know her, like Zedka, Mari and most especially Eduard. In a society that one simple act of temporary violence is considered a disease thus said people are shunned by the public and most of their relative. Example: Mary, in a heated arguement with her co-worker pulls her hair, out of frustration. Said co-worker then pressed charges and Mary was sent to a mental institution backed up with paper works from a professional that labeled her as a bi-polar, Mary then was given medications that they think would help her "get well" and the result... could be many things. She maybe now suicidal, lost or even dead. I respect the professionals but I question the authenticity of their diagnosis. My point is, can someone really say one is truly disturbed, based on one given situation? Because for me people who annoys you or people who lost their temper and smash, say an ex-husbands windshield because she caught him cheating doesn't count. (ok, enough reality shows. LOL)Beautifully written. Based on Paulo's personal experience in the asylum. Prepare to cry. A life changing book.
mmk21blond on LibraryThing More than 1 year ago
Absolutly fabulous. If you want a author who mixes it up and doesn't fall into a formula (Dan Brown), Coelho is your man.
dnewsome on LibraryThing More than 1 year ago
I've just started reading the book. Its very different from other Coelho books,but I've only read three of his other books, Eleven Minutes,Alchemist and this one. I'll write more once I've finished.
MsNikki on LibraryThing More than 1 year ago
This was a gift from a dear friend of mine, actually the one who reminded me that reading is fun. Not at all morbid...I do remembering thinking the story tied up too neatly at the end.
1morechapter on LibraryThing More than 1 year ago
This is my second book by Paulo Coelho, the first being The Alchemist, which I loved. I love Coelho¿s writing, and I¿ll definitely be reading even more of his works.Someone in my family is going to shoot me for this (you know who you are), but I really loved this book. Very similar to The Alchemist, it¿s about finding out who you are, what you want to do, and then doing it. Veronika is a 24 year-old Slovenian who has decided to commit suicide, but she fails and is sent to a mental institution. While there, along with her fellow ¿crazies,¿ she discovers that maybe she isn¿t so crazy after all. "Look at me; I was beginning to enjoy the sun again, the mountains, even life¿s problems, I was beginning to accept that the meaninglessness of life was no one¿s fault but mine. I wanted to see the main square in Ljubljana again, to feel hatred and love, despair and tedium¿all those simple, foolish things that make up everyday life, but that give pleasure to your existence. If one day I could get out of here, I would allow myself to be crazy. Everyone is indeed crazy, but the craziest are the ones who don¿t know they¿re crazy; they just keep repeating what others tell them to."Apparently Coelho wrote this in part as a reflection upon his own experience in his youth when his parents sent him to a mental institution. All because he wanted to be an artist. Whoa. He does say that later they very much regretted what they had done, and I believe he wrote this book only after they had both died.Caution: I could have done without the e*plicit *ex situation. I would have rated this a `5¿ otherwise.
aliciamalia on LibraryThing More than 1 year ago
Beautifully written, extremely insightful. The rating is a little lower because I find the subject matter--suicide--depressing to read about, but I'll check out other books by this author.
fantasmogirl on LibraryThing More than 1 year ago
Coelho managed to put a lot of thought-provoking material in a very slim book.This read is about a woman who fails at committing suicide and how she finds herself, her awareness, and her foundations while housed in a mental facility being used as an "experiment" of sorts. It's engrossing and endearing without being morbid considering the subject.
Bookaholic_Cindy More than 1 year ago
Update: 22 January 2018 I came across this book that I had read in 2012 and decided to give it another try. The past 6 years in my life haven't been the greatest and I guess my taste in books has changed also. I truly enjoyed reading it. It takes place in an asylum so yes, it's sad but also a beautiful story. I loved the connection between Veronika and Eduard with her playing the piano. An all around touching story. Glad that I decided to give this novel another read! 2012 Review: My 2 stars says it all, it was okay. Evidently just not my kind of book. I wanted to like it but it was just okay.
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TedsReview More than 1 year ago
Buy Before You Die A loaded, layered story that has the power to bring peace to your soul; ironically, it's sure to be deemed shocking by many institutionalised members of society. Freud's 'Theory of Sex' meets narrative; it delves deep into the human psyche and questions social 'norms'. A provocative piece of art whose multi-dimensional prose will move each reader subjectively. The themes may be uncomfortable for some but nonetheless poignantly real and refreshingly different. Superficially it's simple; its strengths are not the plot, more the layering beneath. Don't expect the blatant twists you'd find in a standard novel; this isn't one. Coelho has skilfully weaved a plethora of treats into the book for the reader to discover, should they be open to them. It's highly metaphorical tale that works it's magic both retrospectively and momentarily. The characters are well realised and very, very human. The writing style is quirky yet sincere. The keen translation seems to capture nuances very well. To note, the (2000 ed.) paperback has a pleasing size and feel. This book is for everyone; whether they fully appreciate it will depend on where they're at. A recommended read at least once in your lifetime. Give it a shot, welcome its calming affect and be prepared to read it again and again!
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