I began writing this memoir at the juvenile age of fourteen and published it at the age of sixteen. This raw and emotional story is about the hardships that came with discovering my best friend was an accomplice in the triple murders of her family on April 23, 2006. She was twelve at the time and her boyfriend who was also charged with the murders was 23. Not only did it shock the residents of my small town of Medicine Hat, Alberta, but it sent my life spiraling out out control with an addiction to drugs and alcohol, depression, and an abusive relationship. I wrote this story to inspire others, but uncovered some of the missing pieces of the puzzle along the way...