Table of Contents
Introduction ix
Part I Everything Is on the Table 1
1 Stuck 3
2 A Bad Body Image 13
3 Urgent and Essential 19
4 The Songs That Are Too Big 27
5 "Martha, We Are the Church" 37
Part II Not Another Hypothetical Version of What the Church Could Be 47
6 I Had Another Plan 49
7 The Church Is a Bad Mother 53
8 Why I Didn't Start My Own Church 63
9 The Flaws Are Kind of the Point 75
10 Jesus Looks Like Dirty Feet 83
11 God Will Cut You Down (and That's a Good Thing) 89
12 Truth Will Not Remain Unseen 97
Part III Acceptance-How the Community of Faith Reveals the Power of God 107
13 Maybe Time Running Out Is a Gift 109
14 "We Didn't Choose This" 117
15 God Is Not indifferent to Our Sin 129
16 Does God Answer Prayer? 143
17 I Don't Trust God 151
18 God Is Not Helpless among the Ruins 159
19 God Doesn't Magically Show Up, but God Shows Up 169
Part IV The Gathered Church: Embracing Who We Really Are 177
20 Change Is the Constant 179
21 Embrace the Infection 191
22 Embrace No Walls 203
23 Embrace Our Prayer 213
24 Embrace the Story We Share 221
25 Embrace Apocalypse 233
Acknowledgments 243