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Nursing the end of her dancing career and first love, Giselle Denoux returns home to Paris with a broken heart to face her disapproving family. At a flower shop in the Latin Quarter, she meets a magnetic artist named William Tremblay. Desperate to know more about him, Giselle signs on as one of his models—an act that binds them together, turning Giselle into both muse and master.
When a horrifying accident forces them apart, Giselle jumps at the chance to work for a decadent affair known as the Ball, an event of sexual excess and delirium—one she’s sure will heal her pain. At the Ball, Giselle moves up from dancer to madame, finessing her craft until an explosive moment many years later takes both her and William completely by surprise.
Winter is the 2nd book in the Pleasure Quartet, but you may enjoy reading the series in any order.
Product Details
| ISBN-13: | 9781497698444 |
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| Publisher: | Open Road Media |
| Publication date: | 11/10/2015 |
| Series: | The Pleasure Quartet , #2 |
| Sold by: | Barnes & Noble |
| Format: | eBook |
| Pages: | 386 |
| File size: | 2 MB |
About the Author
Vina Jackson is the pseudonym for two established writers working together. One is a successful author; the other is a published writer who is also a financial professional in London.
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Winter
The Pleasure Quartet
By Vina Jackson
OPEN ROAD INTEGRATED MEDIA
Copyright © 2014 Vina JacksonAll rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-4976-9844-4
CHAPTER 1
Down and Naked in London
The music was loud. The club in almost total darkness. Her throat was dry and she needed another drink.
Heading for the counter her attention was distracted by the on/off flash of the strobe lights crisscrossing the floor.
A familiar face. A hand on a woman's waist. A couple kissing.
She didn't need any more light to recognise the two.
Olen. And Simone.
Giselle was on the verge of tears.
She rushed across the slippery paving stones towards the canal and, in pitch darkness, carefully negotiated the narrow wooden bridge of the lock. In the distance, fast approaching thunder rumbled.
The rain began to fall as she reached the cobbled surface of the left quay. She'd visited Camden Market a number of times before, but it had always been in daytime when it was teeming with life and noise. At night, the place felt desolate and eerie, a ghost town film set.
Her heart felt heavy in her chest, freefalling towards the pit of her stomach. Her whole body ached with pain, a terrible weight burdening her shoulders although there was nothing actually physical about it. The discomfort went deeper, as if her soul were being wrenched apart.
It was slippery and she slowed down.
She wished she could be anywhere but in London right now. Back home in Paris, or – a stray thought that just flitted across her mind – Orléans, though she'd never really known the town of her birth well and relied on suspect early childhood memories of more idyllic times. Or, on a note of pure whimsy, maybe she could flee to her imagined New Orleans in America? A place she had never visited but that existed, teeming with life and voodoo magic in her bookish imagination. Just like a character in the Anne Rice vampire novels she enjoyed reading. As that random and illogical thought struggled to break through, she also realised it had been a long time since the city by the Mississippi had even dawned on her consciousness. Why now of all times?
'Giselle!'
She turned round.
'Please, can we talk?'
It was Olen.
Her first instinct was to run. But something held her back and she waited for him to catch up with her, standing by the canal's bank where it began its shallow ascent to Camden High Street, where she'd hoped to catch a bus and flee the growing storm. Already Giselle's hair was plastered down her face and collar.
He looked even more dishevelled than ever, his thin white T-shirt and skinny jeans wrapped tight around his long and sturdy frame, the jungle of curls in his black hair ironed out flat by the now pouring rain, all his self-confidence washed away, a sorry figure indeed.
He reached her.
'Thanks for waiting,' he said.
All of a sudden, Giselle felt so angry and wanted to punish him for humiliating her so publicly. She remained silent, wiped the persistent trail of tears and raindrops from her cheeks.
He was looking at her with puppy-dog eyes, silently begging for her forgiveness, she guessed. Cut down to size. Shrinking in stature by the second under the lashings of the storm.
Giselle had realised one thing at the moment that she witnessed her boyfriend kissing her friend.
That she wasn't in love with Olen.
The pain of this discovery had been like a knife wound.
She didn't care about him in the slightest. All this time, she had been lying to herself, in love with the idea of actually having a boyfriend. In love with the idea that someone like Olen – handsome, safely exotic – would fall for her. And what kind of fool did that make Giselle?
'What can I say?' Olen asked.
'Nothing.'
And her anger began to fade, to be replaced with pity. Not for herself, but for him. She still liked Olen, she supposed, even if she didn't love him.
And now she must somehow explain why it was that she no longer cared about the fact that he had been making out with another girl.
Yet, she still felt so upset about the whole thing. Lost. Confused. Giselle cared greatly about the fact that she was in a relationship with a boy she didn't love. It was as if some part of her identity had fallen away and she now had to come to terms with the idea that she wasn't who she had thought she was, but some other person altogether.
She supposed she ought to just storm off, but couldn't muster the energy.
An uneasy silence ensued as the rain continued to fall and they stood facing each other, both lost for words. The late night traffic was sparse.
'I'm sorry,' Olen said, his eyes cast downwards as he shuffled from foot to foot.
'You should be ...'
She stumbled for the right words.
'Can we talk about it?' he suggested.
With an angry sweep of the hand, Giselle indicated the weather and shrugged her shoulders.
'I don't think this is either the time or the place.'
'There must be a bar, a café somewhere?'
Giselle glanced across at the road and the nearby hump of the bridge. In the distance the orange light of a cab shimmered and she was seriously tempted to hail it and rush home. But she also knew she couldn't really afford a taxi. If she wasted her money on one, she would probably have to survive on baked beans and toast for the rest of the week, until the next instalment of her meagre allowance reached her account. On the other hand she was getting wetter and wetter here and the lengthy walk to the nearest Tube station would just end up making matters worse. And there was no way she could run the risk of catching a bad cold, what with the half-term exams just a week away.
'We need to get inside ...' she said.
Olen was a year ahead of her at ballet school and settled in London for the long term, no longer weighed down by the pressure of exams. She'd watched him perform several times and he was undeniably one of the stars of their group. Lithe, elegant and quietly assured, he would glide across the wooden floor of the studio, making the dance look so easy, the graceful flow of his body and his interaction with other dancers seemingly free of technique, a natural. Unlike her, for whom everything was an effort. If only he had been as self-assured in bed.
'Where do you want to go?' he asked her.
'Anywhere but here.'
The black cab cruised up the High Street and was now just a few yards away from them, as Olen raised his left arm to attract its attention. She knew his father ran a major shipping company in Denmark and, unlike her, he could well afford to take taxis. He didn't even have to rely on a grant.
The cab swerved towards the kerb where they were standing and came to a halt. They rushed towards its door and Olen held it open for her as she slipped in, a wave of stale warmth washing over her as she dropped down onto the leather seat. Olen jumped in behind her and slammed the door shut.
'Where to, kids?' the driver asked.
In her present mood, Giselle had no wish to return to her minuscule loft room in Dalston and its constant reminders of unattainable dreams and fractured ambitions. And the small leak in the ceiling that the landlord couldn't be bothered to have repaired and the unreliable hot water supply which made every shower a new perilous adventure.
She looked Olen in the eye. He was waiting for her response.
'Yours?' she suggested. 'But maybe we can have a drink somewhere first? Clear the air?' She knew it was totally wrong in the circumstances to go to his place, a large, airy room at least three times the size of hers that he rented on the third floor of a Kensington mansion that was owned by the school and miles beyond her budget. The words stuck in her throat.
Olen instructed the driver to take them to Notting Hill. Waiting for a night bus cutting its way through the rain to overtake them first, the car drew away from the kerb and then took a right turn below the railway bridge. Giselle realised she could have taken the bus, which was heading towards East London. It was too late now. Had she done the wrong thing? She felt Olen's hand alight on her knee, in search of reassurance or forgiveness, or both, and she berated herself for not having had the strength of mind to storm off and just abandon him in the pouring rain. The cab was swallowed by the night and headed south.
'You don't even care, do you?' he said to her, dismally, as they sipped their drinks in one of the red-leather-covered booths at the Electric Diner.
Ignoring the late hour and her better judgement Giselle had ordered a coffee, hoping the caffeine would straighten out her thoughts.
She had been careful to let Olen slide into the booth first, so she could sit on the opposite side, and now she had a perfect view of his top lip, coated with a thin crust of dried cream and cocoa powder from his hot chocolate which had been served with tiny marshmallows floating on top of a layer of froth. The milk moustache didn't make him look kissable the way such situations did in the movies. Giselle resisted the urge to lean forward and wipe the film of grime from his mouth. She had already decided he looked like a little boy, and had no wish to feel like his mother.
Giselle sipped her espresso and thought about how best to respond. It was an impossible question. Either way, she lost.
She smoothed her damp hair back from her face, careful to avoid dragging the sleeves of her cream silk blouse across the sticky tabletop. The other female patrons were dressed more casually, in denim jeans or miniskirts and neon-coloured tops with sneakers, their teased hair and heavy eyeshadow totally at odds with Giselle's bare face. She didn't wear make-up, and was aware that her cheeks were now drained of colour, and her thick dark brows gave her a permanently serious look that made her seem unapproachable at the best of times. Her brunette hair had never been dyed, and when it wasn't sopping wet curved around her face in a chic bob, with a blunt fringe that covered her forehead.
Even in Notting Hill she didn't fit in, and worse, to Giselle's mind, she stood out. She was taller than Olen. Only by an inch or so, in flat shoes, but that was enough. And he was by no means short. She had to sit at an angle in the booth so that she could stretch her legs out under the table and avoid tangling with his.
In her cream blouse and neatly cut, short – but not too short – formal black skirt and patent leather flat shoes, Giselle looked, well – French. She wore sheer, nude stockings and a suspender belt to keep the chill off her legs and she knew that this too, was unusual. Most English girls her age wore thick, opaque tights against bright colours that she considered garish, and tightly fitting or low-cut tops that showed off their bosoms.
She supposed that all of this was what had made Olen interested in her. She might have been a bit aloof, but she wasn't stumbling out of clubs at three in the morning with her breasts on display no matter what the weather. Giselle at least looked like the sort of girl who could be introduced to one's parents. Olen had once called her 'classy'.
Giselle pressed her lips together, and decided that she owed him the truth. Besides which, she couldn't think of a suitable lie.
'No,' she finally answered, 'I suppose I don't.'
Her heart felt lighter now that she had spoken the words aloud.
Olen spluttered. Specks of hot chocolate flew from his mouth. He wiped his nose with the back of his cuff.
'But do you care about me?' she asked him.
'Well, of course I do,' he huffed.
'Didn't seem like it tonight,' Giselle snapped, testily. 'When you had your tongue down Simone's throat.'
'Look ... I'm sorry. I don't know what else to say. It just happened. It didn't mean anything. We'd been drinking, and ...' He reached across the table, aiming to take her hand in his, but Giselle snatched her palm away before he could reach it.
'At least have the courage not to blame it on alcohol,' Giselle rebuked him. 'Accept some responsibility. You cheated on me.'
'Well, I think that's taking it a bit too far. I'm not saying it wasn't wrong, but it was just a kiss.' His voice was sullen, like a teenager caught red-handed but still in denial. In fact, Olen was still a teenager, though nearly twenty to Giselle's almost nineteen.
She refused to raise her voice, so instead hissed at him.
'You cheated on me!'
Inwardly, Giselle was inclined to agree with Olen. She was French, after all, and believed that a kiss was just a kiss. In the scheme of things, it didn't matter much to her. But she was enjoying watching him squirm. She felt a rush of power over him in that moment, as if because she had caught him out, he was now a captive to whatever punishment she saw fit to mete out. Giselle liked playing God.
The bulb in the light fitting that hung above them was beginning to fail, and buzzed like a mosquito hovering just out of reach. A waiter appeared to fit a new lamp into the socket and take away their now empty cups and saucers.
He was thickset, blond haired and broad shouldered, and moved with a clumsy but overpowering sensuality, like a rugby player who would be better suited to digging ditches on his days off rather than carrying tea trays. The polar opposite to Olen's dark-haired, polished grace.
Giselle caught a waft of the waiter's scent – sweat and musk – a manly odour that caused her thighs to clench involuntarily, and drew her attention to the faint scratch of the lace stocking tops and silk suspender belt shifting against her skin.
'Can you forgive me?' Olen asked her.
'I suppose so,' she said. 'We have to take classes together, so I must.'
Olen nodded imperceptibly. His narrow shoulders slumped a little in relief.
They had both studied ballet in their respective home countries, neither feeling that they fitted in particularly. Giselle the tallest girl in her class, and alongside a bunch of pretty, petite French girls, the only one who could be considered remotely Amazonian; Olen who sometimes felt that he was the only raven-haired, brown-eyed Dane of average height in Copenhagen.
They now studied at the same elite ballet academy in West London. Giselle, always searching for adventure, yearning for the glamour and excitement of a move abroad and finding a compromise with her parents who wanted her to be within visiting distance of home. Olen, ever practical, seeking to improve his English in case he should ever need it for business, when his dancing career – if he was fortunate enough to make dancing a career – came to an end.
Olen had learned some French in school and had used this as an excuse to get nearer to Giselle on the pretence of practising his language skills. She'd been flattered, and a little lonely, and she enjoyed his company and attention, and the chance to speak her native language. Having a boyfriend gave her some kind of power over the other girls. A firm footing in the social hierarchy, normalcy. They'd been dating for several terms.
And now, this.
Giselle felt that the conversation had come to an end. What more was there to say? And yet, they couldn't sit there awkwardly opposite one another forever.
She cleared her throat.
'It is over between us, you do know that? We'll see each other, in classes, but I won't date you any longer.' Even if she had found some measure of feeling towards him, Giselle was too proud to be romantically connected with a man who had treated her so in public. She would not be made a fool of.
Giselle stared at him, trying to find some sense of what had attracted her to him in the first place. Now, she felt not even the slightest jot of chemistry between them. Had she when they first met? She hadn't even known what chemistry was, or how things ought to feel between a man and a woman. Perhaps that was the problem. They were as inexperienced as each other.
'What now then?' he asked her. 'Do you want something to eat? Another drink? Or ...' He stared at her hopefully.
Giselle sighed. It was up to her again to make the final move, to decide their future. She was tired of always having to lead things between them, as though he was a puppy dog and she his master.
'Let's go back to yours, then,' she said, shrugging into her cardigan.
She let him pay the bill. God knows, she scrimped enough to get by, and he had money to spare, and always insisted on paying anyway.
(Continues...)
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