Wishin' and Hopin': A Novel

Wishin' and Hopin': A Novel

by Wally Lamb
Wishin' and Hopin': A Novel

Wishin' and Hopin': A Novel

by Wally Lamb


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Wally Lamb, the beloved #1 New York Times bestselling author of The Hour I First Believed, I Know This Much Is True, and She’s Come Undone, delivers a holiday treat with Wishin’ and Hopin’—an unforgettable novella that captures the warmth and joy of the holiday season. Poignant and hilarious, in a vein similar to Jean Shepherd’s A Christmas Story and David Sedaris’s The Santaland Diaries, Lamb’s Christmas tale focuses on a feisty parochial school fifth grader named Felix Funicello—a distant cousin of the iconic Annette!

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ISBN-13: 9780061941016
Publisher: HarperCollins Publishers
Publication date: 11/02/2010
Pages: 274
Sales rank: 469,876
Product dimensions: 5.00(w) x 7.00(h) x 0.80(d)

About the Author

Wally Lamb is the author of five New York Times bestselling novels: She’s Come Undone, I Know This Much Is True, The Hour I First Believed, Wishin’ and Hopin’, and We Are Water. His first two works of fiction, She’s Come Undone and I Know This Much Is True, were both #1 New York Times bestsellers and selections of Oprah’s Book Club. Lamb edited Couldn’t Keep It to Myself, I’ll Fly Away, and You Don’t Know Me, three volumes of essays from students in his writing workshop at York Correctional Institution, a women’s prison in Connecticut, where he has been a volunteer facilitator for two decades. He lives in Connecticut and New York.


Willimantic, Connecticut

Date of Birth:

October 17, 1950

Place of Birth:

Norwich, Connecticut


B.A. in Education, University of Connecticut, 1972; M.A. in Education, 1977; M.F.A. in Writing, Vermont College, 1984

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Wishin' and Hopin'

A Novel
By Wally Lamb

Harper Perennial

Copyright © 2010 Wally Lamb
All right reserved.

ISBN: 9780061941016

Chapter One

The year I was a fifth grade student at St.
Aloysius Gonzaga Parochial School, our
teacher, Sister Dymphna, had a nervous
breakdown in front of our class. To this day I can
hear Sister's screams and see her flailing attempts to
shoo away the circling Prince of Darkness. I am,
today, what most people would consider a responsible
citizen. I have an advanced degree in Film Studies, a
tenured professorship, and an Eco- friendly Prius. I
vote, volunteer at the soup kitchen, compost, floss.
A divorced dad, I remain on good terms with my
ex- wife and have a close and loving relationship with
our twenty-six-year old daughter. That said, my
conscience and I have unfinished business. What follows
is both my confession and my act of contrition. Forgive
me, reader, for I have sinned. It was I who, on
that long ago day, triggered Sister's meltdown. For
this and all the sins of my past life, I am heartily

Lyndon Johnson was president back then, Cassius
Clay was the heavyweight champ, and John,
Paul, George, and Ringo were newly famous. Our
family had a claim to fame, too. Well, two claims,
actually. No, three. My mother had recently been notified
that her recipe, "Shepherd's Pie Italian," had catapulted
her into the finals of that year's Pillsbury Bake-Off
in the "main meal" category and she was going
to be on television. I was going to be on TV, too—
a guest, along with my fellow Junior Midshipmen
on a local program, Channel 3's The Ranger Andy
Show. So there were those two things, plus the fact
that our third cousin on my father's side was a

At the lunch counter my family ran inside the
New London bus station, we displayed three posters
of our famous relative that if, say, you were a customer
enjoying your jelly doughnut or your baked
Virginia ham on rye, you could, by swiveling your
stool from left to right, follow the arc of our cousin's
career. The black and white poster on the wall behind
the cash register showed her in mouse ears and
a short sleeved sweater, the letters A-N- N-E- T-T- E
spelled out across her flat front. In the poster taped
to the front of the Frigidaire, she'd acquired secondary
sex characteristics and moved on from TV to the
movies, specifically Walt Disney's The Shaggy Dog, in
which she had third billing behind Fred MacMurray
and a half-human, half-canine Tommy Kirk. Poster
number three, positioned over the fryolator and polka
dotted with grease spots, depicted our cousin in
living color. Transistor radio to her ear, she wore a tower
of teased hair and a white two piece bathing suit,
the top of which played peek-a-boo with what our dishwasher and
part time grill cook, Chino Molinaro, referred to as her "bodacious bazoom-booms."
Alongside Frankie Avalon, Annette had by
then become the lead actress of such films as Beach
Blanket Bingo and How to Stuff a Wild Bikini, her celluloid
star having ascended as her bra cup size worked its
way through the alphabet. That's something that is
much clearer to me today than it was when I was in
fifth grade. Still, even back then, poster number
three had already begun to set something a twitch in
me, south of my navel and north of my knees.
I'm not making excuses here, but Sister Dymphna's
emotional state was already fragile before that
October afternoon, a scant six or seven weeks into
the 1964– 65 school year. My older sisters, Simone
and Frances, had both survived tours of duty with
"Dymphie," who, faculty wise, was widely recognized
as St. Aloysius G's weakest link. In Simone's
year, she had yanked a kid's glasses off his face and
snapped them in half. In Frances's year, she had
turned her chair from her students to the blackboard
and, elbows against the chalk tray, indulged
in a crying jag that lasted all the way to the three
o'clock bell. (Frances, who would later become a
teacher, took it upon herself to stand and announce
to her peers, "Class dismissed!") Sister Dymphna was
thought of as moody rather than mentally ill—
"high strung" during her manic episodes, "down in
the dumps" during her depressive ones. The latter
mood swing was the preferred one, my sisters had
assured me. When Dymphie got riled up, a heavy
dictionary or a hooked blackboard pointer could
become a dangerous weapon. But when she was
depressed, she'd wheel the projector down from the
office, thread it, and show movies while she sat slack
jawed and slumped at her desk, oblivious to bad

On the day Sister went crazy in front of us, she'd
been mopey since morning prayers. We were therefore
watching a double feature: before lunch, The Bells of
St. Mary's with Ingrid Bergman and Bing Crosby in
nun's habit and priest's cassock, and after lunch, The
Miracle of Marcelino, a film about a pious homeless boy
who is adopted by a community of monks. Lonny
Flood and I hatched our plan in the cafeteria during
what I guess you could call intermission.
Not unlike radio's Casey Kasem, Sister Dymphna
rated my classmates and me each week from
first to last based on our grades. She published a list
at the far left of the blackboard and seated us accordingly,
her smartest pupils in the first row from left to
right, the academically middling students in the
middle, and the slowest kids stuck in the back by the
clanging radiators. Rosalie Twerski and I were,
respectively and perennially, numbers one and two.
My friend Lonny Flood usually found himself in the
back row, often next to Franz Duzio. Lonny was
both the tallest kid in our class and the oldest: a
twelve-year-old double detainee whose sideburns and
chin fuzz would become, by Easter vacation, shave
worthy. Conversely, I was the shortest and scrawniest
fifth grader, counting boys and girls— a ten-year-old
who, to my mortification, could have passed for seven.
To make matters worse, with my big black eyes, up slanting eyebrows,
and mop of dark, curly hair, I bore a striking resemblance to Dondi,
the adorable little Italian war orphan in the comic strips. On
numerous occasions when I was down at the lunch
counter, some new arrival would enter the bus depot,
sit at a stool, and stare at me for a few seconds. We
all knew what was coming next. "Say, you know who
that kid kind of looks like?"
"Dondi!" Pop, Ma, Chino, and whichever of my
sisters had drawn waitress duty that day would say it

Looking like a lovable little cartoon character
was a double edged sword. On the one hand, it made
me vulnerable to my sisters' ridicule. On the other
hand, my resemblance to Dondi— hey, even I had to concede that
I was adorable— would frequently afford me the presumption of innocence
when, more often than not, I was guilty. If, for example, Lonny Flood
and I had stood shoulder to shoulder in some junior police lineup,
I would most likely be the first suspect eliminated and Lonny the one fingered.
"It's him!" the eyewitness might announce, pointing
at Lonny, who kept a foil wrapped Trojan hidden in
the change pocket of his Man from U.N.C.L.E. wallet
and who claimed to know the dirty words of the
song "Louie, Louie."
And who, in fact, had brought the pocketful of BBs to school that day.
Lonny and I conspired over half-pints of fruit punch and the lunch room's
"turkey a la king with savory buttered rice." That said, neither of us had
targeted the winged vermin that, an hour later, would cause such havoc
and send Sister Dymphna on a temporary trip to "the funny farm."
No, our intended victim, whose guts Lonny and I
both hated, was the aforementioned Rosalie Twerski.
Rosalie was pigtailed, hairy legged, and insufferably
obsequious— the kind of kid who, two minutes
before the dismissal bell, might raise her hand
and ask, should the teacher have miraculously forgotten
to assign a page of arithmetic problems or a
dozen Can You Answer These? questions from our
social studies book, "Do we have any homework tonight,
Sister?" As I've mentioned, Rosalie's position
at the top of the academic heap was a virtual lock,
but nevertheless she was forever foraging for extra
credit points she didn't really need. Her family was
rich, or, as my mother used to put it, "la di da." The
Twerskis' house on White Birch Boulevard had columns in front
and a trampoline and a Shetland pony out back.
Instead of clomping off the bus or hoofing it like the rest of us,
Rosalie arrived at school every morning in her mother's maroon
Chrysler Newport. Each year, she returned from Christmas vacation
a week later than the rest of us, with a Florida tan and
a bucket of stinky show-and-tell seashells that we had
to pass from person to person during science. Her
father owned a printing company, Twerski Impressions,
which made Rosalie the recipient of an endless
supply of the cardboard she was forever converting
into the extra credit posters and placards with which
our classroom was festooned. Suck-up that she was,
she specialized in visual aids that lent themselves to
the nuns' two favorite subjects, grammar and
religion. In one such poster, the parts of speech were
anthropomorphized: the active verb did push-ups,
the passive verb sat and snoozed, the interjection
slapped its hands against its cheeks, exclaiming, "Oh!"
In another poster, cartoon letters "A" and "I" held
hands like best friends or boyfriend and girlfriend.
Said letter "A," "When two vowels go a-walking, the
first one usually does the talking." "That's true," letter
"I" agreed. "But remember, it's I before E, except
after C!!"

On our first day in Sister Dymphna's class, Rosalie
had arrived locked and loaded with a poster titled
Mortal Sinners: Burning in Hell or Headed There! Below
the Magic Markered headline, she had scissored and
glued magazine pictures of the damned and, beneath
their images, had identified the transgressions that
had cast them into Satan's lair: Lee Harvey Oswald
and Jack Ruby (murder), Marilyn Monroe (suicide),
Nikita Khrushchev (Communist), Rudi Gernreich
(invented the topless bathing suit). Sister Dymphna
loved Rosalie immediately and installed her as line
leader, office courier, and our class's ambassador
to the diocese-wide United Nations Day. So you
couldn't really blame Lonny and me for putting BBs in our
mouths and straws between our lips that afternoon as Sister,
engulfed by a melancholy so profound that, as The Miracle of
Marcelino unspooled, she did not even register that Pauline Papelbon
was eating State Line potato chips right out of the bag, or
that Monte Montoya and Susan Ekizian were playing
Hangman instead of watching the movie, or that
I had surreptitiously moved my seat to the back of
the room for better positioning. By a prior agreement,
Lonny and I had agreed to aim for the back of
Rosalie's neck.
"Ow! Who did that?" she shouted when Lonny's
very first BB hit its target dead-on. Heads swiveled
from Marcelino to Rosalie, and then to Sister
Dymphna, who seemed not to have heard a thing.
Lonny fired again, but this BB flew past Rosalie's left
shoulder and ricocheted against the blackboard. His
next one whizzed over her head and hit the movie
screen. I somehow managed to inhale my first BB
rather than propelling it forward, but coughed it
right back up again— luckily, since the Heimlich
maneuver had yet to be invented. On the screen,
saintly little Marcelino was weeping for the poor.
With my tongue, I repositioned the regurgitated BB,
took a deep intake of breath, and raised my straw
in preparation of a forward thrust. That's when it
caught my eye: the little black blob nestled against
the left side of the public address box.

Unsure of what I was aiming at, I fired and
missed. Fired again and hit it. It moved. When my
third BB also hit its mark, it emitted a high-pitched
pinging sound. A wing unfolded. My fourth try was
a miss, but my fifth was bull's-eye accurate. The bat
skidded several inches along the wall, flapped its
wings twice, and took flight. It soared from one side
of the classroom to the other and then began circling
the perimeter. It dipped and swooped between
the projector and the screen, its shadow bisecting
Marcelino's face in close-up. Alarmed, my classmates
sprang from their seats, screaming, running for the
door and the cloakroom. Arthur Cote raised the top
of his desk, stuck his head inside, and let the top
bang back down. Rosalie Twerski ripped one of her
posters off the wall and curled it over her head like
a tent.

The commotion awakened Sister Dymphna from
her funk just as the bat zoomed across her field of
vision, did a U-turn, and landed on her desk. The
two faced off for a second or two. Then the bat
opened its mouth, hissed menacingly, and took flight
once more. That was when Sister began screaming
about the devil. I was momentarily taken aback by
this. I'd known that Bela Lugosi, Grandpa Munster,
and other vampires could transform themselves into
bats, but I'd not been aware that the Prince of Darkness
could perform that particular parlor trick, too.
Then I remembered that Sister Dymphna was crazy
and that the bat was probably just a bat.
Her shrieks were high pitched and cringe
inducing, and I watched in horror as her flailing arms
sent her statue of the Blessed Virgin teetering back
and forth on its pedestal, then crashing to the floor
where its head and torso parted company. "Satan, I
rebuke you! Merciful Jesus, save these poor children!"-
To save herself, Sister dropped to the floor
and crawled beneath her desk in an approximation of
the duck-and-cover exercise we had practiced in the
event that those evil atheists, the Soviets, ever dropped
the bomb on the submarine base in nearby Groton—
a despicable act of which, we were assured, Khrushchev
was fully capable.


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