Table of Contents
Introduction xi
Chapter 1 When You Lose Yourself, You Find Yourself 1
Chapter 2 One Monday Morning 7
Chapter 3 Your Life Will Be Different, But It Will Be Amazing 13
Chapter 4 Looking for Love 19
Chapter 5 In Twenty-Five Days 25
Chapter 6 The Boy Upstairs 31
Chapter 7 Losing Myself 37
Chapter 8 Why I'm Still Single (The Ugly Truth) 43
Chapter 9 Rock Bottom 51
Chapter 10 Whiskey and Zoloft 59
Chapter 11 Finding Myself 65
Chapter 12 FAF 73
Chapter 13 The Time of My Life 81
Chapter 14 An Unexpected Apology 91
Chapter 15 When Love Dies 99
Chapter 16 Why We Cling to People Who Don't Love Us 107
Chapter 17 Moving On 113
Chapter 18 Church Chasers 121
Chapter 19 No One Else Can Leave 131
Chapter 20 Let It Be 139
Epilogue: The Journey to "Enough" Is Never Over 149
With Gratitude 153
Appendix: Resources for Suicide Prevention 154
About the Author 155
