Apologies to My Censor: The High and Low Adventures of a Foreigner in China

Apologies to My Censor: The High and Low Adventures of a Foreigner in China

by Mitch Moxley
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Apologies to My Censor: The High and Low Adventures of a Foreigner in China 1.8 out of 5 based on 0 ratings. 5 reviews.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I posted something at our book...
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Anonymous More than 1 year ago
DON'T DIE MARIA PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. PLEASE DON'T OKAY? I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD. CALL ME SELFISH BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW I'D LIVE WITHOUT YOU.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
And now lm crying...
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
My top favorite songs are Polaroid, Dreams, Flares, My Mistake, Broken Arrows, and Hello My Name Is. From those songs, my favorites have to be Polaroid and Hello My Name Is. The second one starts off with "hello, my name is regret.....hello my name is defeat". I have decided to use this song as my outline and inspiration (i dont think this is the right word, but eh...doesnt matter.) <p> Hello, my name is regret. I regret everything i have ever done. I regret never doing more to bring meaning to my life and to myself. I regret things i have no control over, such as my birth. I regret ever giving myself false hope. <br> Hello my name is Defeat. I se these people who are strong, and get through everything. People expect me to be like that. They expect me to be able to keep going. Like I have done before....i am not reaching their expectations. I am letting everyone down. Yet again. <br> Hello, my name is Confusion and Pain. While these two things seem different, hey are connected. I dotnt understand my pain, cuasing confusion. And i cant get past confusion, causing my pain. I prefer physical pain over the emotional pain. A few days ago, i finally understood something though. The psychical pain doesnt make the motional go away. The cuts distracted me, but they just represented what i feel inside. I am broken. So far beyond help, it is selfish to accept anyone who wanta to help. Confusion and Pain represent me the most <br> I cannot keep going through life being surrounded by people who dont actually care. I cannot take being walked on any more. I cannot take feeling so weak and battered. I want to make it all go away, and i know how. I also know, peoples judgements will follow me to my grave....no pun intended. I want to stop being such a disappointment and failure. And in death, i will finally be able to stop how kuch i mess up. My death will be one achievement in a life full of failures. Everyone already thinks i am selfish. So i no longer see a point in trying. Im done helping others because im just selfish. And whether any of /you/ believe it or not...i know im not important. I know other things are more important. And im sorry for making everyone get to the point where to them, i am just a conceited bit<_>ch. Im so tired of being surrounded by fakes. By fake smiles and laughs. Fake caring. Fake love. I am truly sorry for being such a mistake. Im sorry for everything. And i hope that death will show you how sorry i am, and im trying my best to righten ir all, by making it all go away. Goodbye <br> "I cant slow down, im a rolling freight train"-Polaroid. Imagine Dragons. <br> -Maria J.H