at first & then
Winner of the Fall 2019 Black River Chapbook Competition
at first & then is radical, beautiful, propulsive. An Orphic tale of a body descending then rising again, the debut chapbook from poet Danielle Rose charts woven stories of addiction, grief, trauma, and, ultimately, gender— the essential pieces of personhood. Through struggle and loss, the poems in at first & then proceed like timid ghosts learning how to form language, gathering the disparate elements of selfhood into a warm coherency, a radical self-permission.
Rose writes the language of longing with a fierce acuity, but this is also a collection about fulfillment. “In both there is dancing,” Rose’s speaker says of the motion of the tides and of welcoming the divine. These are poems brimming with motion, with hunger, and with aching, full-bodied joy. “This must be how / we can bear to be so empty / so we can be so full.”
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at first & then
Winner of the Fall 2019 Black River Chapbook Competition
at first & then is radical, beautiful, propulsive. An Orphic tale of a body descending then rising again, the debut chapbook from poet Danielle Rose charts woven stories of addiction, grief, trauma, and, ultimately, gender— the essential pieces of personhood. Through struggle and loss, the poems in at first & then proceed like timid ghosts learning how to form language, gathering the disparate elements of selfhood into a warm coherency, a radical self-permission.
Rose writes the language of longing with a fierce acuity, but this is also a collection about fulfillment. “In both there is dancing,” Rose’s speaker says of the motion of the tides and of welcoming the divine. These are poems brimming with motion, with hunger, and with aching, full-bodied joy. “This must be how / we can bear to be so empty / so we can be so full.”
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at first & then

at first & then

by Danielle Rose
at first & then

at first & then

by Danielle Rose

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Winner of the Fall 2019 Black River Chapbook Competition
at first & then is radical, beautiful, propulsive. An Orphic tale of a body descending then rising again, the debut chapbook from poet Danielle Rose charts woven stories of addiction, grief, trauma, and, ultimately, gender— the essential pieces of personhood. Through struggle and loss, the poems in at first & then proceed like timid ghosts learning how to form language, gathering the disparate elements of selfhood into a warm coherency, a radical self-permission.
Rose writes the language of longing with a fierce acuity, but this is also a collection about fulfillment. “In both there is dancing,” Rose’s speaker says of the motion of the tides and of welcoming the divine. These are poems brimming with motion, with hunger, and with aching, full-bodied joy. “This must be how / we can bear to be so empty / so we can be so full.”

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781625570154
Publisher: Black Lawrence Press
Publication date: 02/01/2021
Pages: 40
Product dimensions: 5.40(w) x 8.30(h) x 0.10(d)

About the Author

Danielle Rose is the author of at first & then. Her work can be found in Palette Poetry, Pithead Chapel, Hobart Pulp, and The Shallow Ends.

Table of Contents

At first

Ekphrasis on "the most beautiful suicide" 3

Aleister crowley summoned demons & all i get is this tarot telling me i am always in the wrong 4

Variations on the death of tinkerbell 5

The human body contains enough bones to construct a complete skeleton 6

On the creation of new language from the reading lists of the dead 7

On forgery 8

In which i explain to socrates why i am bottling my secrets into ajar 9

Tell me i'm prettier when i smile 10

On walking outside with my morning coffee at 9:0O am to find my new neighbors fucking like cottontails in their backyard 11

If i believed in the ninth step i might 13

Gender swap potion 14

& then

This is a trans poem about swans 17

Variations on drawing down the moon 18

Body maps 20

The word "embrace" was born of holding things upright like a pillar or this idea 21

When my therapist asks me to briefly describe my experience of childhood 22

Body as the disrupted migratory habits of new england mourning doves 23

If the body is a prison-house where is the warden i have some complaints about the plumbing 25

How to write a poem while attending my first aa meeting in over a year 26

When i touch myself i think about a hand rubbing circles on my back 27

Pretty in soft light 28

An inventory of things that have changed 29

Acknowledgments 31

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