Atlas Girl: Finding Home in the Last Place I Thought to Look

Atlas Girl: Finding Home in the Last Place I Thought to Look

by Emily T. Wierenga
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Atlas Girl: Finding Home in the Last Place I Thought to Look by Emily T. Wierenga

Disillusioned and yearning for freedom, Emily Wierenga left home at age eighteen with no intention of ever returning. Broken down by organized religion, a childhood battle with anorexia, and her parents' rigidity, she set out to find God somewhere else—anywhere else. Her travels took her across Canada, Central America, the United States, the Middle East, Asia, and Australia. She had no idea that her faith was waiting for her the whole time—in the place she least expected it.

Poignant and passionate, Atlas Girl is a very personal story of a universal yearning for home and the assurance that we are known, forgiven, and beloved. Readers will find in this memoir a true description of living faith as a two-way pursuit in a world fraught with distraction. Anyone who wrestles with the brokenness we find in the world will love this emotional journey into the arms of the God who heals all wounds.

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9780801016561
Publisher: Baker Publishing Group
Publication date: 07/01/2014
Pages: 288
Sales rank: 1,305,411
Product dimensions: 5.40(w) x 8.40(h) x 0.90(d)

About the Author

Emily T. Wierenga is an award-winning journalist, columnist, artist, author, and blogger at Her work has appeared in many publications, including Prodigal Magazine, A Deeper Story, Christianity Today, Dayspring's (in)courage, and Focus on the Family. She speaks regularly about her journey with anorexia. She lives in Alberta, Canada, with her husband, Trenton, and their two sons.

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Atlas Girl: Finding Home in the Last Place I Thought to Look 4.6 out of 5 based on 0 ratings. 19 reviews.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I’ve often wondered if my complicated relationship with food isn’t directly related to that kind of offhand, semi-snide comment from my mother. Mom’s fears about me took root and I responded in a strange and opposite way. I think maybe it was the only form of rebellion I could muster, because I was a very, VERY good girl while I lived in their home. But once that baby was here — and another one less than two years later, and another one just 2.5 years after that? Well, let’s just say, something in me — both physiological and psychological — shifted, and I began piling on the pounds. Eventually, my mom seemed to find peace with the ‘real me,’ and now, in her dementing years, she cannot stop telling me how wonderful I look, what a fine person I am, how proud she is of me. And how jealous she is of me, too. That last one has been a stunner for me, a slice of real-life cognitive dissonance that I haven’t yet fully internalized. We’ve been home for 45 years now — and I’m still finding my way. Because coming home is hard to do. And finding home can take a lifetime. Emily Wierenga has written a brand-new memoir, releasing today, called, “Atlas Girl: Finding Home in the Last Place I Thought to Look.” It’s a rich memoir, laced with poignant story-telling and honest reflection. She, too, traveled far to find out that home was right where she left it. I encourage you to read this intriguing story, to reflect with Emily as she discovers that her parents, whom she never felt loved her very well, truly do love her, with all their hearts. Described as a ‘travel memoir, this book is actually a beautiful story of two marriages, her own and her parents’. And the revelation that sang to me was this one: when her mom became so very ill that her father became a primary caregiver, Emily’s parents found one another in ways both new and beautiful. Emily has said elsewhere that her parents’ changing marriage became the beautiful one that it now is because her sometimes acid-tongued mom began to submit herself to her husband’s caring leadership. But as I read it, it seemed so much more than that. I saw a couple blossoming into newness of love because they each submitted to the other, in the process discovering each other all over again. Emily and Trenton go through a long and often difficult process of rediscovery as well. And there, too, what Emily describes is a lovely journey for each of them, as they both learn to love and submit, love and submit. It’s a beautiful book, one I recommend to you for it’s lyrical prose and it’s heartfelt commitment to truth telling. I received an advanced reader’s copy of “Atlas Girl,” and am grateful to have read it and more than happy to review it. Reading it prompts a lot of personal reflection on the meaning of home and what it means to find home after a long season of wandering. I encourage you to read it yourself. 
MountainsJJ More than 1 year ago
Can I rate it six stars out of five? I loved this memoir. I've never read a memoir before so I wasn't exactly certain what to expect. I was so pleasantly surprised, The power and passion behind Emily T. Wierenga's prodigal story is profound and absolutely amazing. Her raw honesty touched my heart in so many ways. It was a book of aching tears, anger, sweet smiles and quiet reflection - and I felt every one of those on every single page! What I loved most about Emily's book was her writing. Her brutally honest assessment bled into each chapter with each word she chose. It's poetic flavour and heart-gripping prose left me speechless at times. In her own words, Emily says: "That's life and faith too. Messy, blurred and beautiful." And her words truly were beautiful and open and authentic as she laid bare her heart and her life with her readers.  The next thing I loved about her book was the actual story. Her life has been colourful and vibrant at times and seared with pain and loss at others. Her journey closer to the heart of God demonstrated on each page so beautifully depicts the brokenness and redemption tension we all live in.  The story of her childhood eating disorder and family angst married into her mother's great loss physically and emotionally was poignant and bittersweet. Yet with the sweetest of endings that only God could author.  One last thing I loved about the book were the quotes. Each chapter began with a quote. I wrote many of them down in my journal alongside some new ones I love too by Emily. The only downfall I encountered in reading the book was the bouncing timeline. Each chapter tells a story starting with the location and the date. This was helpful at first. But the chapters do not tell a linear story. And soon I began turning back and forth to discover if this next segment happened before or after that segment. However, in hindsight I discovered a couple of things. First, that the way and format she tells her story is truly compelling and interactive - indicative of how our lives are so interwoven through people and time. After awhile I choose to ignore the dates and just fall into the story as Emily chose to unfold it. This helped greatly. Secondly, (and I didn't find this till I turned the last page) there is a proper, consecutive timeline printed on the last pages. A great thing to include - only wished I'd seen it earlier. Overall, I've been so profoundly impacted by Emily's story and her faith in love and in His love. I received my copy of her book for free but have already ordered a few copies to use for friends and family that I know will love her story.   Without any hesitation I recommend this book to anyone. Especially those who have wandered aimlessly in their journey with God. Whether you had (or have) an eating disorder, a debilitating illness in your family or a twisted and convoluted view of religion doesn't matter. This book goes so much deeper than the events into the heart of what God truly wants for us. Emily quotes many times throughout her book the whisper from God that I'm certain changed her life.  Watch Me take care of you. And who of us doesn't want to see the Hand of God in our lives? Thank you to Emily Wierenga and to Nuts About Books Blogger program and Baker Books for the opportunity to review this amazing book. I received the book free of charge in exchange for my honest review.
MitziAB More than 1 year ago
5 * stars out of 5 A Memoir As followers of my book reviews have likely noticed, and as I have probably mentioned true stories and memoirs are not something I review very often. I think it might be because they employ a style of writing that seems slightly disjointed to me. Atlas Girl, by Emily T. Wierenga is an exception. I am not sure what I can say, but that I loved it, I was deeply immersed in the story and I feel like I lived it with her. She seemed very transparent as she wrote not only about her mother having brain cancer, but about her eating disorder (childhood anorexia) about living in Uganda and so on. I was thrilled to find she and her family live in Alberta (as do I) and that she is on Pinterest.  I did not realize until I noticed that her style of writing was slightly familiar, that I had read her novel, A Promise in Pieces, which I reviewed. I enjoyed both, and will be looking for the next Emily Wierenga memoir or novel eagerly. I received this book free from Emily Davies-Robinson At Nuts About Novels and Baker Books in exchange for an honest review. A positive critique was not required. The opinions stated are my own. 
JenniferMcLucas More than 1 year ago
Atlas Girl is a beautifully written, spell binding book about travel, and cancer, and about anorexia... But mostly it's about relationships. Emily Wierenga tells the story of the major relationships in her life- her parents, her husband, and her God. She uses her story to remind us all that we need to be seen, we need to be accepted, and we need to be loved. She promises that when all others fail, God is there. While the memoir is painful at times it is always full of hope. I couldn't put it down.
ibjoy1953 More than 1 year ago
MY THOUGHTS ON THIS BOOK Emily Wierenga left her home looking for a like that she wanted, or thought she wanted. Her travels took her to may different places in the world. In searching for the life Emily thought she wanted, she gives vivid details of her new life. She spent time in Brazzaville, Congo, and this was interesting to read about because I have heard a lot about the Congo. She also spent time in Japan, China, the Middle East, but she still couldn’t find what she was really looking for. It wasn’t until she Emily Wierenga tells her story, a very difficult story with a lot of raw emotions as she so vividly tells her story. She goes through a lot of heartaches and difficulties as she searches for what she is looking for in life. This is not an easy book to read because are Emily pours her heart out and tell everything in this book. I love the way Emily is reaching out to everyone, telling her story in a way that it can help others. This is a great book for everyone to read, but especially the younger generation. Reading Atlas Girl could help you in making the right choices in your life. I highly recommend this book to everyone!! I received this book from Blogging for Books to read and review. I was not required to write a positive review. The opinions I have expressed are my own. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 55.
Teresa_Konopka More than 1 year ago
Poignant and brutally honest, Emily tells a story of starving for food, starving for love, and starving for family.  Raised as the child of missionaries, Emily has an exotic upbringing from living in foreign countries.  Searching for her own meaning, Emily also travels once out of her parents' house.  We learn of a home-schooled girl's college experiences and her boyfriends.  We also discover how she came to love her husband.  The pain of not being able to conceive and dealing with a mother who has cancer does not make this book an easy read.  However, there is a happy ending.  Since this book is written by a Christian, there are religious undertones.  However, they are not in every chapter and are not too in-your-face.  Before each chapter, there is a motivational quote, which is nice.  At the end of the book, there are discussion questions for a book group.  
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
We’re all broken. We’re all on a journey, searching for answers to the hard questions. And on that journey, many glorify disillusionment, cynicism, the losing of faith. But others, like Emily press through the darkness and allow God to open them to life on the other side of brokenness. Emily is an artist, drawing your heart and soul into her life story. While you are tempted to linger in the beauty of the words she paints on each page, you can’t help but be swept into the heartache and the healing which is her life. You may not have suffered from anorexia, run away from your family and faith, traveled the globe, or known the agonies of cancer ravaging your mother’s brain, but along with every human soul you do know confusion, sorrow, and the question of your worth. If you’re looking for hope, for faith that rests on a Solid Rock, for the courage to press on toward home, you can’t afford to miss the exquisite blessings of Atlas Girl. (Review by Jennifer Ebenhack)
VicG More than 1 year ago
Emily T. Wierenga in her new book, “Atlas Girl” published by Baker Books gives us  Finding Home in the Last Place I Thought to Look. From the back cover:   Emily Wierenga left home at age eighteen with no intention of ever returning. Broken down by organized religion, a childhood battle with anorexia, and her parents’ rigidity, she set out to find God somewhere else–anywhere else. Her travels took her across three continents in buses, cars, and planes, across mountains and over deep blue seas. What she hadn’t realized was that her faith was waiting for her the whole time–in the place she least expected it. Poignant and passionate, Atlas Girl is a deeply personal story of the yearning we all share to be truly known, entirely forgiven, and utterly loved. The expression is the grass is greener on the other side.  Ms. Wierenga seems to have believed that and the first chance she had to bolt from home she did, going off in search of what she believed was missing from her home life.  This is her story, her memoir, captured in all the gritty detail.  What she was feeling, what she saw, how it affected her.  This is truth and emotion splashed out on to the pages for us to read and reflect on them.  “Atlas Girl” is quite a story.  Stories like this do not come along too often and I appreciate that Ms. Wierenga has given us her story to read and enjoy.  She has done an outstanding job!  There is a lot in this book, much to think about and it just interesting and exciting as well. Disclosure of Material Connection: I received this book free from Baker Books.   I was not required to write a positive review. The opinions I have expressed are my own. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255: “Guides Concerning the Use of Endorsements and Testimonials in Advertising.”
itsraymarie More than 1 year ago
I don't usually read memoirs. Nonfiction is not my thing, although lately I have been trying to read more of it. But something about this book inspired me to pick it up, and I'm so glad I did. It was so touching, real, and inspiring, and I am so glad I read it. It did take a while for me to get into it, as I usually find nonfiction books to drag a little. But once I got into it, I could not put it down. The writing was so honest, and deep. Emily chose to share such a huge part of herself with this book, and it shows. It could not have been easy to share some of the things she did with complete strangers, but they made the story come to life. Although this story is about her travels, it is about so, so much more: it is about life, and family, and finding God, and turning away from God, and coming back to God. It's about discovering herself, finding her husband, loving her mother. She shared about the experiences that shaped her, such as her anorexia and her mother's cancer. All of these things came together to create such a powerful, poignant story.  I will say, the timeline had me a bit confused, as it flips back and forth. While the date is always at the beginning of each chapter, I would forget what had happened when, although nothing that really deterred my reading experience. This book was so powerful, and one of the most inspiring books I think I have ever read. And I don't say that lightly. For anyone who struggles--with identity, with God, with family--this is the book for you. (And even if you think you don't struggle with anything...this is the book for you.)
Diana0 More than 1 year ago
Atlas Girl By: Emily T. Wierenga You ever wonder where God is in a time where you feel He is no where? Well Emily is doing just that in her life she is searching for God in her own way. She travels all over Central America, United States, Asia, Middle East, Australia and Canada. She finds it where she least expects it. A story of trying to find love and forgiveness. A point in her life she almost dies. Emily went through a lot from the beginning of her life even into adult hood. My heart went out to her from her Nanny's death and then her mom having cancer.. She has been through a lot in her life. Think she just needs to find what her purpose in life is. Will Emily find her place in life? I really liked the story. Liked Emily's character. Was a book I needed to keep the tissues by be. If you like memoirs you will like this story. I was given this book by the publisher for my own honest review.
MelissaF More than 1 year ago
I really enjoyed this memoir, it is so beautifully written. Emily bares her heart and soul within the pages of this book. This book does jump back and forth a lot between years but each chapter is clearly labeled with the year so I easily make the switch in my brain so I didn’t become lost. Will this book appeal to everyone? Probably not. But if you are someone who has tried to find your belonging by running away from home, or your family, or even God, then this is a book I believe you will connect with and will touch your heart. I love reading how God draws His children to Himself. My heart broke as I read about Emily’s mom suffering with cancer and Emily’s tender care of her. If this book sounds interesting to you I enjoy you to grab a copy and give it a read. A copy of this book was given to me by Baker Publishing in exchange for an honest review.
PianoLady831 More than 1 year ago
Emily T. Wierenga's Atlas Girl is quite different from the type of book I normally read, but I really enjoyed it and found it very inspirational. Emily is a wordsmith who writes in an unusually beautiful lyrical style that I first came to love in her novel, A Promise in Pieces - prose that at times reads like poetry. Part spiritual memoir, part relationship story between Emily and her Mum - Atlas Girl is really a journal and a journey, a journey in which Emily Wierenga takes you by the hand and invites you into the broken places in her life. In her struggles with anorexia and disillusionment with organized religion, Emily bares her soul with complete honesty and I grew spiritually right along with her. By the time I finished reading, I felt like Emily had become my friend. These words by popular speaker and writer, Liz Curtis Higgs, beautifully describe Atlas Girl . . . “The best memoirs combine the storytelling elements of a novel–smart pacing, tactile details, people you care about–with the deep insights and spiritual takeaway of great nonfiction. Emily Wierenga deftly serves up that rich blend in Atlas Girl, a nonlinear, wholly moving account of her life’s journey so far. Her honesty is raw, real. Her faith is hard-won. And when it finally pours out, her love–oh, her love soars off the page and makes a nest in our hearts. Brilliant and beautiful.” Here are just a few quotes that spoke to me in a profound way . . . "Funny how the two go together, grief and wonder, kind of like when Jesus died and his murderers realized he was God even as the sky tore." "How does a girl tell a boy that she is damaged? That their love, no matter how poignant, strong, or special, can't reproduce? And so I told him I didn't want kids and then I starved myself as punishment. For not being the woman he needed me to be. For not knowing who I was apart from my eating disorder." "You can't become healed, truly healed, unless you revisit the past. Unless you revisit all of those aching, pulsing places and invite God into them." "The closer we let ourselves get to Jesus, the more we learn the way he sees. We learn the way he loves. And we learn the way he gives. And he never stops giving and we never stop receiving." Atlas Girl will touch so many people - those who have battled with anorexia or know someone who has, those with a passion for world missions, anyone who has been disappointed or frustrated with organized religion, moms and daughters, and anyone who wants to be inspired by a real-life journey. Recommended to everyone! Thank you to Revell for providing a copy of this book in exchange for my honest review. 
AlyciaM More than 1 year ago
I offered to review Emily Wierenga's memoir because I read her tagline, "Finding Home in the Last Place I Thought to Look." Having moved around the United States, chasing my husband's career, I wondered if we'd ever find home again, all while telling our kids that home is wherever we are, as long as we're all together. Emily takes the thought deeper in that home is where God is and the kingdom of heaven is within us, so as long as we have God, we are home wherever He leads us to go. And that is just one nugget in the treasure chest of a book that Atlas Girl is. I loved Emily's poetic voice, her transparency, and her ability to minister in the everyday issues of life. If you are wondering if you have a purpose, if you are loved unconditionally for who you are, if God is real in the heartaches of life, or if you'll ever find home, this is definitely a book for you.
booklover_zech More than 1 year ago
"Atlas Girl" is a travel-esque memoir from a girl who carries her feelings deep. A survivor of anorexia (the first bout being from age nine to age thirteen), Emily is still on the run from hurts and herself. She weaves her story making us a very part of the fabric, tucking us in as she travels around Canada, Japan, China, Mexico, and further.   The book itself is laid out in fun style, alternating between the 'Now' of 2007 and her life leading up to that point. Wierenga has written two previous books that focus more on her eating disorder, but here in 'Atlas Girl' it just becomes a part of a larger  story. The story follows a common thread, a searching, a yearning to understand God, faith, and the need for unconditional love.  Wierenga shares her thoughts and words raw and honest, often in a self-deprecating way.  I devoured her book, her easy prose writing style. I turned page after page joining in her search for unconditional love. And a lovely bonus? I lived vicariously through her travels around the world. I would recommend this book to all who have struggled with anorexia or depression (very little triggers here!), enjoy prose written travel memoirs, and are searching for unconditional love. I'm rating it with 4.5 Stars  I received a copy of this book from the publisher in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own Check out more of this review and others at Sunrise Avenue
Theophilusfamily More than 1 year ago
  Two months ago, I read Emily Wierenga's debut novel A Promise in Pieces. After finishing that intense and beautiful WWII Era story, I looked up her personal blog. When I read about her struggle with anorexia and her experience caring for her Mother who had brain cancer, I wished she would write her own story. Little did I know that she already had. Atlas Girl is Emily Wierenga's memoir, and I am honored to be a Revell Reads Reviewer for it. This book moved me the same way my favorite songs do.... parts of it were sad and parts were happy and as I read I reflected on what she was telling me about her own story and I thought about what my family stories had in common with hers and where they were different. Emily writes in a way that lets us borrow her eyes and her heart for a moment. She can take one impression, one fundamental sight or spoken word and share a whole remembrance off of it.  She is clearly a noticer of life. I think all artists, poets, and authors must be. When they notice life, they are able to give it back to us and help us truly see it. This story that she shared is definitely an offering, to the world and to the people and the God who loves Emily.  And because she was willing to give us her story, in turn she offers hope. Atlas Girl reminds us that it is OK to go away to try to find home.  It's OK to not know how to simply *be* loved, and it is possible to learn.  We humans wander,  and someday we will find the road waiting for us. And if you ever feel like you are disappearing, you're not crazy and you're not abandoned.... God always remains because He Loves You. I've already passed my copy on to a teenage girl. Thank you Revell publishers for my review copy.
Nicnac63 More than 1 year ago
We’ve heard the old meme, you can’t go home again, but this isn’t true. Sometimes we just have to realize what home really means, and that God is there, wherever we go and whatever we are going through. I love how this memoir reads like a novel. I also enjoy the way the author organized the chapters, with a stated setting, date, and opening quote. The chapters are short and the narration is engaging—as if Emily is sitting across the table telling you of her travels. This book is not only Emily’s journey, but the reader’s as well, as we travel with her through dark and light, sadness and joy, loss and reward. Though I haven’t experienced most of what Emily has, I could still relate to her emotions and fears. I sympathized, encouraged, and rejoiced with her. A colorful, inspiring and encouraging memoir of loss and redemption. Cover: Like it Title: Like it Publisher: Baker Books Pages: 288 Pace: steady First Lines: The smell of my hands reminds me of Africa. Of mangoes mashed, of Mum feeding me, and my brother too. And now I’m feeding her, and she doesn’t open her mouth when I ask her to.   Disclosure of Material Connection: I received this book free from the publisher through the Revell Books book review program. I was not required to write a positive review. The options I have expressed are my own. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255
parmilespages More than 1 year ago
Atlas Girl is a memoir about a woman who struggled with anorexia, beginning at the age of eight, stemming from a feeling of being unloved.  She chronicles her life growing up in a family where her parents found it difficult to show the outward signs of affection Emily craved.  Included in her narrative, are stories and musings about the author’s evolution to adulthood and becoming a mother.  God’s love and care for the author is a central theme, as she seeks Him and cultivates a deeper understanding of His involvement in her life.  She is adept at explaining her feelings and conveying her emotions and writes with honesty and vulnerability.  It was especially satisfying to see her reconcile her relationship with her parents and really come to love them. The turning point in her relationship with her parents happens as Emily is caring for her mother, who suffers from a brain tumor. The book is full of struggles, which creates a somber tone, which made it difficult for me to read at times.  Yet it is through these struggles that the author’s relationship to God developed and matured.  Each chapter indicates the time period in which the events are taking place but then woven with in that are descriptions or memories from another time period.  At first it was challenging to read but after a few chapters, I got use to the author’s style.  Another interesting aspect about the book was all the places she traveled and her experiences in these places.   I received a complimentary copy of this book from Baker Publishing Group in exchange for an honest review.
JViola79 More than 1 year ago
I am not sure how or when I discovered Emily’s blog. All I know for certain is her writing struck a cord deep in my soul. Then I read a novel written by her, A Promise In Pieces, which I loved and I was all in – wanting to read anything Emily would write. So I pre-ordered her memoir, Atlas Girl: Finding Home In The Last Place I Thought To Look and waited a very long time for it to arrive in my mailbox. A very long time. It was worth the wait! This is a memoir and so much more. From the first page, Emily weaves a story, her story, much the way a novel would read. It is full of emotions with rich details which draw you in immediately. I fell in love with each of the persons mentioned in this book. Emily’s honesty is raw as she shares painful experiences, breaking open her doubts, her anger and her faith. This book is a journal of her travels, not only to foreign lands but of her journey with God. It is a journey not of just survival but of overcoming in spite of the odds. It is a love story weaving together the love of a man and a woman who were committed to make their relationship work. It is the love story of a daughter and her parents. It is a love story of a fragile woman and her God. And it is real. My heart skipped a beat as I realized my husband and I were in Japan and China at the same time as Emily, visiting many of the same sights. I cried as she shared of her miscarriage and subsequent surgeries to rid her body of precancerous cells as it brought back my own memories. And I rejoiced as I fully identified with her words, “This is marriage; to be stronger, when the other is weak.” Atlas Girl is a book about travel but more so, it is a book which demonstrates the lengths our God will travel to come after us, pursuing us in order to bring us back home to Him. And all the proceeds from this book go towards funding The Lulu Tree, a ministry “dedicated to preventing tomorrow’s orphans by equipping today’s mothers”, in Uganda. This book is highly recommended and truly is a must read! The book is available today. I want to urge you to order and read the book for two reasons – the book will greatly impact your life and it will support The Lulu Tree. There can be no better return from the purchase of a book than this!
sherrijinga More than 1 year ago
Raw and Honest Atlas Girl – Finding Home in the Last Place I Thought to Look by Emily T. Wierenga is the first memoir I've read in years, and I didn't quite know what to expect at first. Emily writes in an organized manner with chapter headings and well-known quotes that give you an idea of what's coming. I found myself relating to Emily, who is a pastor's daughter and who's caring for her mother with brain cancer. My father was a pastor, so I could understand Emily's pain of feeling like his best was sometimes saved for the church people, and that the family, at times, had to go along with his latest ministry strategy. My mother often felt the isolation and loneliness that her mother felt. My father also had brain tumors, like her mother, and I spent a great deal of time caring for him until his death in 2002. Emily draws you into her life, from childhood and beyond. Her life has been filled with far more travels and adventure…and pain…than I've ever felt, but when reading this, I felt her pain. She suffered from anorexia as a child and left home at eighteen to start over. She married and lived in various places until returning home to care for her mother. It is there that she discovers much of what she's been searching for her entire life. Through this memoir, Emily attempts to reach out to those who have struggles with issues like her own. If you enjoy reading about someone's life experiences, or know of someone who struggles with relational issues, this book should be at the top of your list. I received this book from the publisher in exchange for a fair review.