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Beauty Full
By Anne Hutcheson iUniverse LLC
Copyright © 2014 Anne Hutcheson
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ISBN: 978-1-4917-3429-2
CHAPTER 1
Penney slowly lifted one eyelid to catch the sunbeams filling the bedroom. She lay quietly as she did a full-body stretch, her fingers and toes reaching for either end of the bed. Her husband, Jack, had risen earlier, and she could hear the clack of his computer keys from upstairs where his office was. Her other eyelid opened, and both eyes blinked as they took in the early morning, sun-dappled hues of the bedroom. Penney swung both her legs over the side of the bed and sat up. She raised her eyes to the top of the windows and watched the clouds move across the sky. A smile grew as the thought, I am free, also grew.
Penney had completed an extensive round of radiation treatments the day before, and in the evening she had watched an exceptional class of seniors graduate from the high school where she served as principal. These were happy thoughts, and they made Penney smile.
However, the smile slowly began to fade as Penney's mind was flooded with other memories of the past year. The heartache of others' avoidance of her over the last year tried to surface. When Penney had announced at work that she had cancer, many indicated by word or by deed that she should stop working, notably her two assistant principals, whom she had always counted previously as two very good friends. As Penney moved ahead in her role as principal, doing her job as she always had, her two assistant principals tried to rally other staff members to their cause. Their efforts were only minimally successful, but those who chose to answer the assistants' rallying cry treated Penney like an alien with a contagious disease. While few in number, there were still enough to be hurtful. Penney noticeably shivered and then shook her head to clear it of these negative thoughts, for there were many positives in the days ahead.
This particular day and its endless opportunities awaited her: prepare for the day; go to the high school; convince Jack he should meet her for lunch; maybe stop at Aimee's, her new favorite shop; go for a walk before dinner; and, oh yes, probably start brushing up on her French for the upcoming Caribbean vacation. Penney stood and stretched some more before making her way to the kitchen to grind coffee beans and brew herself an espresso. As she savored the rich, dark coffee, she called up the stairs to Jack.
"Jack, I'm up!"
"I was worried you were going to get bedsores. It's six already. How're you doing?" he replied while still audibly typing.
"Truth be told, I'm exhausted, but happy." Jack couldn't see her smile, but Penney knew he shared her happiness. "Hey, Jack, how about meeting me for lunch? You pick the place."
"Sounds good to me. I'll give you a call later this morning when I know better what my afternoon may look like. You take it easy today. Okay?"
"Yes, sir! I'm going to do the elliptical trainer for about twenty minutes and then get ready to go in to work."
"Okay!" Jack could still be heard typing away.
Penney wandered downstairs to work out, and then she moved to the master bathroom to get ready for the day. As she looked in the mirror, she sighed. Her hair was growing back. It appeared to be white-blonde in front (that's what she was calling it, and she would entertain no arguments) and dove gray in the back. It now stood about half an inch long all over her head—not long enough to unveil, but long enough to cause her scarves to slide on her head throughout the day. As for her chest, the ravages of the surgery were unpleasant to look at but easily concealed under her clothes.
Well, I had better start working my magic for the day, she thought. An hour later, magic indeed was what she had achieved. Penney looked in the mirror and assessed her work. A kicky, lime-green skirt brushed her knees, topped by a simple, white T-shirt, and the pièce de résistance, a boldly printed scarf complete with a swatch of lime green running through it, was tied snugly to her head. Her make-up was simple, for her eyebrows and eyelashes were growing back very slowly. A little eyebrow pencil, a soft beige eye shadow, and a tiny bit of moss-colored eyeliner made her hazel eyes pop, deemphasizing her other facial features. Penney was set for the day.
She gathered her book bag and purse and headed out the door, hollering a "Bye!" to Jack as she left. Her trip to the high school was accompanied by her favorite music, salsa. Driving alone, she could play it as loud as she liked. Loud music had always helped her think. Her thoughts drifted randomly from the high school construction project to working on the master class schedule to what she might want to shop for at Aimee's.
This would be the first day of the summer at the high school, and that meant no students. The extensive renovation project could move full steam ahead for the summer. When Penney arrived, she was amazed. She knew the construction crews had started at five o'clock this morning. There was activity all over the site. Whole walls had already been taken down, barriers had been set up, and dust roiled all over the school property. Instinctively, she had known to expect this, but taking it all in firsthand was overwhelming. Well, she mused, let's hope this momentum keeps going.
Penney found her way to the temporary offices. Here the entire guidance counseling department, the attendance clerk, her own secretaries, and her two assistant principals and their secretary had created work spaces within one large room. For herself, she had chosen to have her office set up in a service closet across the hall. All looked up when she entered, all with quizzical looks on their faces.
"Isn't this exciting?" Penney began.
"It's pretty dusty," offered the guidance secretary, Kiley.
"My allergies are already acting up," added the attendance clerk, Sondra.
Penney's two secretaries looked at one another before her personal secretary spoke. "You know, Mrs. D, it's going to be hard to work here every day if it's going to be like this. Can't they find us spaces to work downtown at the central office?"
The two assistant principals, Ted and Angie, stared at their computer screens. Penney looked their direction but got not even a flicker of their eyebrows.
"Okay. I will call Dr. Ferrari and see what I can work out."
Penney turned and walked across the hall to her office, closing the door behind her. She set her things down and then dialed Dr. Ferrari's extension number. Frank Ferrari, the school district's superintendent, she knew to be fair and open-minded. He answered on the first ring.
"Yes, Mrs. Divan." From long association, Penney knew from the timbre and tone of his voice that he was engaged with his computer screen.
"Frank, we need to talk about working conditions for the summer. The dust is incredible. There are huge gaping holes, so if it rains, that dust will turn to mud. I don't have to tell you what needs to be done by my staff over the summer. I do know they won't compromise their efforts. I am wondering if they can't do some of their work off-site."
"So, they are already complaining to you. The answer is yes, but not downtown. You work it out. They can work from their homes if they want. Just tell me when they won't be at the high school."
"Thank you. I assume you are okay with them dressing down for these conditions."
"Sure. Do what you have to do. Nice graduation speech last night. It always amazes me that your students really don't hold back showing how much they like you. I've said this before, but it still astounds me when your graduates hug you onstage. You are the only principal I have ever seen students hug in all my years of experience. Okay. Gotta go. Talk to you soon."
"Bye, Frank. And thank you."
Penney walked briskly back across the hall. She explained how they would proceed. Sondra continued on about her allergies. Penney fingered her scarf as she gave tentative permission to Sondra to work from home when Sondra thought her health might be jeopardized. The others seemed to be copacetic with what Frank had offered.
Sean, Penney's principal intern, arrived as Penney was finishing. Penney asked Kiley and her two assistant principals to join Sean and herself for course scheduling in one of the open classrooms. However, the assistant principals never did join them.
As Penney, Sean, and Kiley sat down and got to work, Kiley did comment after a few minutes into the scheduling, "Gosh! I wonder what is keeping Ted and Angie."
Sean raised an eyebrow but kept focused on his computer screen.
"They have quite a bit to do with discipline yet for the school year. The state department needs that data by the end of the month. And remember, Ted is leaving to join another school district soon, so he probably wants to help Angie all that he can right now," Penney replied. She too did not look up from her computer.
Penney, Sean, and Kiley worked for a few hours on the master schedule. As the three of them finished up for the morning, each with assignments to address regarding the schedule before they met the next morning, Penney briefly pondered why the assistant principals were so obstinate. She knew they had not agreed with her when she chose to keep working in spite of her cancer diagnosis. Yet, it was her decision alone to make. In addition, from Penney's perspective, the real bottom line was that if Ted and Angie did indeed want to be principals of their own schools one day, they had to know that a finely tuned and well-orchestrated master schedule under their direction was essential for any school to operate efficiently. Tweaking the schedule as the school year progressed was costly in terms of general operations and especially in maintaining strong leadership. Distancing oneself from the process was deadly in Penney's opinion. Overseeing the evolution of the master schedule now meant the principal could perform his or her real role throughout the remainder of the year, that of instructional leadership. Frank certainly understood this, and Penney was quite certain this was why she had virtually full command of the high school. She did not know too many principals who had her unfettered power and authority.
True, Ted would be leaving soon. Angie, on the other hand, Penney couldn't figure out. There came that heartache from vanishing friends, for Ted and Angie had been good friends, and their lost support had been devastating initially. Cancer, she had learned, was very poorly understood by far too many people. Penney's own cancer, a form of triple-negative cancer called metaplastic carcinoma, was aggressive and rare. Even her doctors knew little about it; a few of them knew nothing about it. That did not keep the "resident experts" from letting her know what she should and should not be doing. Penney let out a deep sigh, closed her eyes, and visualized balloons carrying off all her negative thoughts and feelings. Knowing full well such thoughts would further zap her energies, Penney had learned how to recapture her focus.
Penney called Jack, and together they arranged to meet for lunch at their favorite restaurant with a deck so they could eat outside. Having packed her own paperwork back up, Penney crossed the hall to let everyone know that they too could take their laptops with them to work from their homes for the remainder of the afternoon. After lunch, Penney stopped by Aimee's for a peek at the new things arriving for the summer. She left with a fun red sundress after trying on several things.
Arriving home, Jack was ready to go for a walk. They changed into walking shoes and walked about three miles through their neighborhood. It was somewhat hilly, and consequently what appeared to be a casual stroll was actually a challenging hike.
While Jack grilled fish on the barbecue for their dinner, Penney sat down with a French CD and accompanying text to review some basic French terms. Penney and Jack would be vacationing on the island of Guadeloupe at the end of the month. Penney had read that only French was spoken on this Caribbean island. As with everything, Penney wanted to be prepared. She took the Guadeloupe guidebook to bed with her that night and dreamt of sapphire-blue waters, waving fields of cane, amethyst sunsets, and beckoning beaches.
CHAPTER 2
Penney's days were now filled with an old, familiar urgency. The master class schedule had to be in pretty good shape before she left on vacation. It was not unlike any other summer, but Penney knew she needed this common routine at this time in her life more than ever. Free of the cancer that had plagued her for the previous year, she relished working relatively unencumbered on a project that she vanquished every summer. True, when she left the high school each day, Penney trooped off to the acupuncturist, the lymphedema specialist, the masseuse, or the spiritual healer. These were the people who made her feel safe in a world she had had to learn to tread with care. These were the people who understood she needed an ear to listen and a smile to ease her discomforts when they arose. These were the people who cared for her and befriended her. These were the people Penney desperately needed.
Penney walked determinedly to the room where the master class schedule would begin to take shape. Sean, Kiley, and Penney would work on the master schedule diligently for the next two weeks. They would let the computer do its thing, but the diversity of the course selections would prove to be the nemesis of the new computer scheduling program. At the end of each day, Penney would reload the scheduling boards lining the walls of the classroom where they worked. She would survey these boards before she left each day, committing each teacher's proposed class schedule to memory. Penney's dreams were filled with this data, and she awakened each day with ideas to rearrange particular class times. Sean often e-mailed her with his own thoughts late at night. Their early-morning e-mail exchanges were lively, giving them direction for this and every day. Kiley entered their requests into the computer program each morning. Sometimes their requests were brilliant; other times, not so much.
As the course scheduling and state reports seemed to be moving along, Ted left one day near the end of the month. With no details offered regarding his impending departure, Penney knew it was coming but did not know when. He now appeared in Penney's office carrying an antique box Penney had long admired in his office.
"So, would you like this? I don't plan on taking it with me." Ted made no eye contact with Penney and pointedly stared at a space over his shoulder while juggling the beautifully carved but cumbersome box.
"Sure. Happy to take it off your hands. Just set it on the table. And good luck, Ted." Penney could feel her own long-dormant feelings of friendship trying to surface.
Though Penney looked directly at him, Ted continued to be diverted by something in the distance. He placed the box on the table, nodded at nothing in particular, and walked out of Penney's life.
Formerly, Penney would have been distressed, but she had lost Ted as a friend the day she told him she had cancer. Thinking he would take over managing the high school, Ted was appalled when Penney informed him she would continue to work. He had been a source of pain and of negativity for much of the past year. There was no longer any place for anything other than the positive anymore in Penney's life. Odd that he would leave me a gift. Penney closed her eyes and listened to her breathing until her cell phone started ringing. The construction supervisor needed to speak with her about limiting access to the building. Back to the real world, Penney.
She smiled and trundled out to the construction supervisor's trailer. There, together the two of them looked at options for the summer staff to move safely in and out of the building. Returning to her office, Penney carefully wended her way around construction workers, vehicles, equipment, and supplies. This activity is exciting, Penney thought, despite all the inconveniences.
She ran into Angie on her way back to the office. "Hey, Angie! We're missing you at our scheduling sessions."
"Oh, well, I just figured you can do it yourself." Angie was fidgeting like a trapped animal.
(Continues...)
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