Chosen to Die

Chosen to Die

by Lisa Jackson
Chosen to Die

Chosen to Die

by Lisa Jackson


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Now available for the first time in trade paperback, Lisa Jackson’s chilling, New York Times and USA Today bestselling novel returns to the merciless winters of Grizzly Falls, Montana to pit two of her most fascinating characters—detectives and friends Selena Alvarez and Regan Pescoli—against a ruthless serial killer determined to make Pescoli his next victim..

The cold of winter isn’t just a nuisance in the Bitterroot Mountains of Montana. It’s merciless and brutal—a weapon that a twisted serial killer uses to torture vulnerable women. Detectives Regan Pescoli and Selena Alvarez have spent months tracking down the Star-Crossed Killer, as he’s dubbed by the press. They know how devious and patient he can be. What they couldn’t have guessed is that Pescoli would be abducted by the very monster she’s been hunting . . .

Pescoli knows too much about her captor and his methods to doubt her fate. She’s a trophy he’s content to taunt for now, but eventually, he’ll tire of her too. Until then, his killing spree continues, stretching the police department—and Alvarez—to the breaking point.

Desperate to bring her missing partner safely home, Alvarez teams up with Pescoli’s on-again, off-again lover, Nate Santana. But as the body count rises, a macabre pattern emerges. And Pescoli, though using every ounce of skill she possesses, knows that even if she escapes her captor’s lair, the battle for survival is just beginning . . .

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781496728395
Publisher: Kensington
Publication date: 10/25/2022
Series: An Alvarez & Pescoli Novel , #2
Pages: 368
Sales rank: 177,336
Product dimensions: 5.40(w) x 8.10(h) x 1.10(d)

About the Author

About The Author
Lisa Jackson is the #1 New York Times bestselling author of over ninety-five novels, including Liar, Liar, You Will Pay, After She's Gone, Deserves to Die, Running Scared, and Shiver. She is also the co-author of One Last Breath, Last Girl Standing and the Colony Series, written with her sister and bestselling author Nancy Bush, as well as the collaborative novels Sinister and Ominous, written with Nancy Bush and Rosalind Noonan. There are over thirty million copies of her novels in print and her writing has been translated into twenty languages. She lives with her family and rambunctious dogs in the Pacific Northwest. Readers can visit her online at and find her on Facebook.

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Chosen To Die

By Lisa Jackson


Copyright © 2009 Susan Lisa Jackson
All right reserved.

ISBN: 978-1-4201-0277-2

Chapter One


Regan Pescoli was hot.

Not in the sexual sense.

Hot as in furious. As in consumed with rage. As in pissed as hell.

Her hands gripped the wheel of her Jeep so tightly her knuckles bleached white, her jaw was set, and she glared through the windshield as if she could conjure up the image of the soulless bastard who'd sent her into this stratosphere of rage.

"Bastard," she muttered as the county-issued Jeep's tires slid a bit on the icy incline. Her heart was racing and her cheeks were flushed despite the subfreezing temperature outside her vehicle.

No one, not one person on this planet, could make her see red the way her ex-husband Luke "Lucky" Pescoli could. And today was no exception. In fact, today, he'd crossed the invisible line Regan had drawn and he'd heretofore avoided. Damn, he was a loser. In all the years she'd been married to him, the only "luck" he'd brought her was bad.

Now, out of the blue, the son of a bitch was set on taking her kids away from her.

As the notes of a familiar Christmas tune played through the radio of her Jeep, Regan drove like a madwoman through the steep, snow-covered hills and canyons of this part of the Bitterroot Mountain range. The Jeep, windows fogging, responded,engine growling through the pass, tires spinning over the snowy county road that crossed this particular ridge, the backbone of a mountain that separated her home from that of Lucky and his new wife, a Barbie doll of a woman named Michelle.

Usually Regan loved this barrier.

Today, with worsening weather conditions, it was a pain.

Her last phone conversation with Lucky replayed like a bad recording on an unending loop through her mind. He'd called and confirmed that her children, the son and daughter she'd raised nearly alone, were with him. Lucky, in that supercilious tone of his, had said, "The kids, Michelle, and I have been talking, and we all agree that Jeremy and Bianca should live with us."

The argument had escalated from that point and just before she'd slammed down the receiver, her parting words to her ex had been firm: "Pack up the kids, Lucky, because I'm coming to get them. And that includes Cisco. I want my son. I want my daughter. I want my dog. And I'm coming to get them."

She'd locked the house and taken off, determined to set things straight and get her kids back. Or kill Lucky. Maybe both.

The Jeep's engine whined in protest on the snowy terrain as she slowed to an irritating crawl. She searched for her hidden, "only in a situation of extreme stress" pack of cigarettes in the glove box and found that it was empty. "Great." She crushed the useless pack and tossed it on the floor in front of the passenger seat. She'd been meaning to quit ... completely and absolutely quit again for a while. Today, it seemed, was the start.

"Oh, the weather outside is frightful," some female country singer warbled and Pescoli snapped off the radio.

"You got that right," she muttered fiercely and gunned the Jeep around a corner. The tires slid a bit, then held.

She barely noticed.

Nor did she see the tall spruce, fir, and pine trees, their branches drooping under the pressure of snow and ice as they rose like majestic sentinels in the crisp, frigid air and snowflakes poured from invisible clouds. The wipers were slapping away the flakes while the heater thrust out BTUs. Despite the fan, the warmed air flow couldn't keep up with the steam on the inside of the windows.

Pescoli squinted and longed for a single blast of nicotine as she braced herself for the confrontation that was about to ensue. It promised to be epic. So much for "Merry Christmas," "Happy Holidays," and "Peace and goodwill to men." Not in Lucky's case. Not ever. All those platitudes about making nice for the kids, keeping the peace, and reining in her emotions were out the window.

He could not, could not, take her kids from her.

Sure, she worked a lot of overtime with the Pinewood County Sheriff's Department and lately, with the winter storms causing widespread electrical outages, road closures, and icy conditions everywhere, the department had been stretched thin. Then there was the Star-Crossed Killer still at large, the first serial killer ever to hunt in this part of Montana.

This guy was bad news. A patient, organized, and skilled killer who somehow shot out the tires of unsuspecting victims, then "rescued" the injured women before squirreling them to some private lair where he nurtured them back to health, gaining their trust and dependence before marching them naked into the storm-ravaged wilderness and strapping them to a tree where he left them to die a slow, agonizing death in the frigid, unforgiving forests.

God, she'd love to nail his ass.

So far the cruel bastard had killed five women, the last one, Hannah Estes, having survived long enough to be found and life-flighted to a hospital where she had died before regaining consciousness and identifying the sick son of a bitch. There was other evidence found at the scenes, of course, the crashed vehicles found far from where the victims were located and even notes left at each killing arena by the slayer, nailed over the victims' heads. But not one shred of evidence so far could be tied to any suspect. Not that they had any real person of interest. At this point, with the victims unrelated, no wouldbe killer had popped onto the radar.


That would change. It had to.

In the meantime, while Pescoli and the whole damned department were logging in extra hours trying to nail the sick son of a bitch, Lucky had the audacity, the unmitigated gall to kidnap her kids and let her know he planned on seeking full custody.

Miserable prick.

She'd hung up from him less than half an hour earlier, called her partner to cover for her, and was now within fifteen minutes of the bastard's place. Popping in a Tim McGraw CD, she realized it belonged to Lucky and ejected it. She tossed the damned thing onto the floor of the passenger seat next to her empty, crumpled pack of Marlboro Lights. She thought fleetingly of Nate Santana, a man with whom she was involved. He had a way of turning her inside out, but she knew he was wrong for her. Way wrong. A good-looking cowboy; the type to avoid. And one she couldn't think about now. Not when she had more important things on her mind.

Damn Lucky!

The Jeep's tires slid a bit and she corrected carefully. She'd been driving these hills in blizzards for years, but she was furious and probably pushing through a bit too aggressively.


Outrage guided her.

Her sense of justice fueled her.

She hit the corner a little too fast and started to slide, only to work her way out of it before the Jeep hit the shoulder and careened into the abyss that was Cougar Canyon.

She shifted down. The wheels slid again, as if the road was covered in a sheet of ice, here near the crest of the final hill. A few more feet and she'd start her way down the hill ...

Again the rig slipped.

"Losin' your touch," she chided as she reached the corner.


The forest echoed with the sound of a high-powered rifle blast.

By instinct Regan ducked and with one hand on the wheel scrabbled for her sidearm.

The Jeep shuddered and she realized what was happening. In the middle of the friggin' blizzard, someone was taking potshots at her vehicle.

Not potshots. It's the Star-Crossed Killer! This is how he initially gets his victims!

Fear knifed her heart.

Her rig spun, tires skidded, her seat belt clutched, and behind the wheel she was useless.

Faster and faster the Jeep spiraled, sliding over the edge of the cliff. Frantically, she grabbed her cell phone, touched it, but it fell from her hand as the Jeep bumped and crashed through trees, lurching over rocks, metal crunching and screaming, glass and cold air spraying inside, the air bag slamming her.

Bam! The Jeep landed on its side, metal shrieking, sharp rocks and debris tearing through the door. Pain screamed up her neck and shoulder and she knew she was hurt.

Warm blood oozed from the side of her head as the Jeep tore through the brush as if on rails, then began to roll.

Oh, God ...

She clung to the wheel with one hand, still holding tight to her pistol with the other, her world spinning, teeth slamming together and chattering. In her mind's eye she saw the victims of the killer. Rapid-fire images, naked women, dead, their skin blue, ice and snow encrusted to their hair, their bodies lashed so tightly to the trunks of the trees that their skin had broken and bruised, blood running down before freezing.

Oh, Jesus, no.


The front end crunched on impact, jarring Pescoli to her bones. Her shoulder felt as if it were on fire, and she was pressed tight by the air bag, the grit from its release in her eyes.

With a scream of twisting metal, the Jeep spiraled off a tree, spinning down the slope, front panels crumpling, a tire popping as it rolled ever faster down the hillside.

Pescoli could barely think past the kaleidoscope of agony and fought to stay conscious. She held fast to her pistol, fumbling for the dash to push the button that would release the magnetic lock on her shotgun, if she could get hold of it.

But she had to. Because if she survived the crash and some son of a bitch carrying a rifle came to rescue her, she'd nail him. No questions asked. Fleetingly she thought of her life and the mess she'd made of it: her children and dead first husband; her second husband, Lucky; and finally Nate Santana, a drifter and sexy son of a bitch she should never have gotten involved with.

So many regrets.

Don't think like that. Stay awake. Stay alive. Be ready for this twisted maniac and blow his balls straight to hell.

Gritting her teeth, she popped the magnetic lock on the shotgun release but nothing happened. It wouldn't budge. Despair welled but she still had her pistol. Her fingers closed over it now, and she took comfort in knowing it was there.

Shoot first, ask questions later.

She heard another grinding metallic groan as the roof around the roll bars crumpled, crushing down on her.

In a blinding second of understanding, she knew she was about to die.


I watch in satisfaction as the Jeep spins and rolls over the edge of the cliff and into the ravine. Trees shake, great piles of snow fall from limbs, and the sounds of shrieking metal and shattering glass are muted by the storm.

But I cannot rest on my laurels or pat myself on the back, for there is much work to do. And this one, Regan Elizabeth Pescoli ... no, make that Detective Pescoli is different from the others.

She might recognize me.

If she's alive.

If she's conscious.

I must be careful.

Quickly, I roll up the plastic tarp which I laid on the spot where I had such a perfect and clear shot of the road. I lash it onto my pack, then make certain my ski goggles are covering my eyes and that my ski mask, cap, and hood disguise my face. Once assured my identity is obscured, I haul my rifle and begin trudging through the thick snow, grateful that the blowing snow will cover my tracks.

My vehicle is parked in an abandoned logging camp two miles from the spot where the Jeep has landed. Two miles of steep and difficult terrain that will take me hours to cross. Pescoli is not a petite woman and she might fight me.

But I have ways to deal with that.

I start hiking down the back side of the hill that overlooks the road and through a culvert to cover my tracks. It's tight and dark, no water trickling, and it takes a lot longer, but the extra half mile is worth it. Not only will it be harder for the imbecile cops to track, but also it leaves Detective Pescoli in the frigid air a while longer, lets the cold seep deep into her bones so that she'll welcome help from anyone. Even though she'll be wary.

I don't believe she could have survived the crash and gotten out of the car or escaped, not with the damage that I saw and heard as the Jeep spiraled over the edge of the cliff. But even if by some miracle she did survive well enough to extract herself and crawl away from the wreckage, I'll be ready.

A tiny jolt of adrenaline surges through my bloodstream at the thought. I've always loved to hunt, to stalk prey, to test my skills against the most worthy of opponents.

Smiling beneath the neoprene of my ski mask, I realize Regan Pescoli is certain to be one.

Run, I think, the gloved fingers of my right hand tightening over my rifle. Run like the devil, you stupid cop-bitch!

But you'll never get away.

* * *

Pescoli could barely breathe.

Her lungs were tight, so damned tight. And the pain ... God, the pain.

She felt as if all the weight of the crumpled Jeep was compressing on her body, grinding against her muscles, squeezing the air from her lungs, the life from her body.

Don't be a melodramatic idiot.

Get out!

Get out now!

Save yourself!

You know what's happening and it's not good. In fact, it's very, very bad.

Desperately, adrenaline spurring her, she tried to release her seat belt, to thrust the damned air bag away from her face as pain splintered up her shoulder and she let out a wounded yowl.


Where once her body responded to her every command, now she was helpless.

Come on, come on! You don't have much time!

Even now she knew he was out there.

Felt his presence.

Realized he was coming for her with deadly and sure intent.

God in heaven, move, Pescoli, get the hell out of here!

Sucking in her breath, gritting against the pain, she forced her fingers into the space between the seats and pushed hard on the seat belt release button.



Now if she could force the crumpled door or somehow try to get through the windshield ... But nothing happened, the belt didn't so much as budge.

What? No!

She tried again.

She heard the same metallic sound of release, but the damned thing was jammed. Like the shotgun catch.

Panic-stricken, she tried over and over again, grimacing against the pain, fearing that any second the killer would appear and that would be the end of it. Of her.

Don't give up! There's still time!

The blood that was oozing from a cut near her temple was freezing on her skin and she was shivering, her teeth chattering as the wind and snow raged through the shattered windshield, yet a nervous sweat ran down her spine.

Any second she expected the sick son of a bitch to appear.

Damn it, you're a sitting duck! Get the hell out of this rig!

If she could just reach the police band radio or her cell phone or ...

Again she tried to release her seat belt and realized it was no use, the damned buckle was jammed tight. Hell! She was going to have to cut the seat belt ... but with what? Grabbing at the console, she tried to open the lid, but it, too, was mangled. "Oh, for God's sake," she muttered, forcing one finger through the opening ... while in her left hand, she still held her gun. There was a knife in her pocket. If she could just reach it ... or the radio ... or her cell phone ... or her safety pack. If she were just wearing her safety pack-but she'd been off duty, so the small radio she sometimes wore at her shoulder was lost in the backseat. She hadn't thought she'd need it in confronting Lucky.

Jaw tight, she tried to reach into her pocket where she kept a pocketknife with a serrated blade, one that could saw through the seat belt.

She struggled to push her right hand into her pants and tried vainly to tamp down her panic, the feeling that any second she might go into shock and render herself useless.

Don't even think that way. Just keep working. You can do this, you can.

Swallowing back terror, she felt the knife with her fingertips. Come on, come on. She eased her hand farther into the pocket, all the while listening above the pounding of her heart and the wintry rush of the wind for footsteps or snapped twigs or any noise that didn't fit in this frigid wilderness, any human sound that would warn her of the predator who stalked her.

She would be found by her colleagues; she knew that. Eventually. Given enough time, the sheriff's department would locate her vehicle. Though not equipped with a computer, there were devices within the vehicle that would send out signals and the Jeep would be located. By the good guys.

But with the department stretched thin, and her own request that she needed some time alone, she would either be captured or freeze to death before anyone came looking.


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