EveryThing is a ChainReaction:: REVENGE OF THE 1980's CRACKBABY turning gold into lead

by Michael A. Douglas

Overview

excerpts from my journals stanza'd in versing form.
i have written more than i know what to do w/over the years & started bringing it all together in poetic prose, formatting the flow of ink into blood.

melting like butter does over a hot potato, my words bleed onto the page; as this is the biography of the voices in my head; healing & destroying me, over & over again.

Product Details

ISBN-13:	9798881138097
Publisher:	Barnes & Noble Press
Publication date:	02/29/2024
Pages:	74
Product dimensions:	6.00(w) x 9.00(h) x 0.15(d)

About the Author

as a stand alone complex:
i was not supposed to have survived my birth & when i did the doctors were initially certain i was brain dead;
having been unresponsive as a result of being EXTREMELY high on cocaine at the time.
i grew up in a crackhouse in Chicago, IL raised by:
a satanic drug dealer, a gypsy prostitute & their catholic mother in the 1980s & 90s.
i was an honour student all throughout my education & almost earned 4 bachelors degrees in 6yrs,
in the fields of study of: Organic & Biological-Chemistries, Biology & Psychology.
by the time i achieved sobriety at the age of 33 i had already been strung out on narcotics for almost 34yrs.
i decided there are enough scientists who can't read destroying this world & it would be better use of my life
to go through my journals & compile together this, for the sake of self-healing already!
i have been diagnosed with:
Uncontrolled Psychotic-Schizophrenia w/Severe Manic-Depression resulting from childhood PTSD
& think i may be the reincarnation of Joan of Arc as well.