Table of Contents
Foreword vii
1 Welcome to My World 1
2 Into the Dungeon 7
3 Those Who Play Together… Stay Together 15
4 'Your Mummy Isn't Really Your Mummy' 29
5 Left Behind 39
6 Sexual Awakening 51
7 Sex Education 57
8 Losing My Virginity 65
9 'A Good Education…' 79
10 Spreading My Wings 83
11 First Love 89
12 Going off the Rails 97
13 Leaving Home 109
14 Dreaming Spires 127
15 A Mistress's First Steps 137
16 My Little Case of Horrors 145
17 'you're Not Going Anywhere…' 163
18 Kinkier and Kinkier 175
19 A Normal Job 187
20 'Everything Goes Up… Apart from the Price of Pussy' 195
21 All Girls Together 209
22 An Annus Horribilis 219
23 Finding My Father 229
24 Sorry Guys… Size Matters 237
25 West London Towers 247
26 True Love… At Last 259
27 A Star of Stage and Screen 271
28 The American Dream 277
29 Reflections 287
Afterword 293