Table of Contents
Prologue: June 2021 1
Part I Before
Chapter 1 The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly 17
Chapter 2 Capitol Cop 27
Chapter 3 The First District 32
Chapter 4 Vice 43
Chapter 5 Leslie 49
Chapter 6 White Privilege 59
Chapter 7 Black Lives Matter 67
Chapter 8 Bunker Mentality 76
Part II During
Chapter 9 "Let's Hope Things Stay Calm" 83
Chapter 10 "10-33" 91
Chapter 11 Patriots 95
Chapter 12 "Hold the Line" 100
Chapter 13 "Kill Him with His Own Gun" 105
Chapter 14 "My Neck Hurts So Bad" 110
Part III After
Chapter 15 Recovery 119
Chapter 16 Trauma Is Trauma 130
Chapter 17 An Army of Morons 138
Chapter 18 Good Trouble 150
Chapter 19 Hearts and Minds 157
Chapter 20 Betrayal 166
Chapter 21 Testimony 175
Chapter 22 Truth and Consequences 191
Chapter 23 Time to Go 199
Epilogue: "Legitimate Political Discourse" 209
Acknowledgments 221
Appendix I Wanted by the FBI 223
Appendix II Ribbon of Valor Honorees 225
Photo Credits 243